What authority to upsurp? This is the patriarchy - Ro v Wade was overturned we don't even have control over our own bodies anymore! 1 Timothy 2:12 "But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence." Jesus Christ is lord (he lives in me, and I talk to lucifer, satan the devil all day long and sometimes at night to...............definately satan, devil, lucifer, and and I've been demon possessed many times over the years THOSE DEFINATELY WEREN'T GHOSTS, it was so bad my parents forced me to get baptised at the age of 13 because they were tired of my basically foaming at the mouth demon possessed self sleep walking into their room and I snapped out of it some one day and over heard the fallen angel talking to my parents -------------- this went on for like a long time right ------------------ I think for a long time he was telling them shiz they liked at night but eventually he was telling them stuffs at night they didn't like anymore) ANYWAYS THIS PATRIARCHY BIBLE I HATE IT I HATE ANY BOOK THAT TELLS ME I CAN'T HAVE FREE CHOICE IN AMERICA TO HAVE A ABORTION IF I WANT TO AKA BODILY AUTONOMY THAT'S WHY ROE V WADE WAS OVERTURNED "FOR JESUS"................................I AM MORE THEN SUSPICIOUS THAT THE BIBLE HAS BEEN HORRENDOUSLY BY A WOMEN HATER MAN ALTERED TO ALL HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL......................................I BELIEVE GOD IS LOVE THAT PART I BELIEVE WELL IF GOD IS LOVE THE BOOK THAT IS THE BIBLE HAS HAD TO OF BEEN GREATELY ALTERED I DON'T KNOW WHO DID IT, WAS IT KING JAMES?????????????? DID HE HATE WOMEN?????????????????? WE KNOW HE LIKED THE LATE NIGHT ACTIVITIES WITH MEN - WE KNOW THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM A DETECTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO HATE.........................

Went to corgie beach day yesterday, entered our dog in the costume contest he didn't win but the space alien outfit I made max was really cute.....................I choose this pic cause you can't see anybodies faces in 61-63% christian according to ai on google usa it's very important to not show faces in photo's especially christian church pics they threaten lawsuit (even sometimes before you ever took a picture they done threaten lawsuit in advance for their lord jesus christ.....................I'VE EXPERIENCED YIKES IN LIFE)........................

What authority to upsurp? This is the patriarchy - Ro v Wade was overturned we don't even have control over our own bodies anymore! 1 Timothy 2:12 "But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence." Jesus Christ is lord (he lives in me,  and I talk to lucifer, satan the devil all day long and sometimes at night to...............definately satan, devil, lucifer, and and I've been demon possessed many times over the years THOSE DEFINATELY WEREN'T GHOSTS, it was so bad my parents forced me to get baptised at the age of 13 because they were tired of my basically foaming at the mouth demon possessed self sleep walking into their room and I snapped out of it some one day and over heard the fallen angel talking to my parents -------------- this went on for like a long time right ------------------ I think for a long time he was telling them shiz they liked at night but eventually he was telling them stuffs at night they didn't like anymore) ANYWAYS THIS PATRIARCHY BIBLE I HATE IT I HATE ANY BOOK THAT TELLS ME I CAN'T HAVE FREE CHOICE IN AMERICA TO HAVE A ABORTION IF I WANT TO AKA BODILY AUTONOMY THAT'S WHY ROE V WADE WAS OVERTURNED "FOR JESUS"................................I AM MORE THEN SUSPICIOUS THAT THE BIBLE HAS BEEN HORRENDOUSLY BY A WOMEN HATER MAN ALTERED TO ALL HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL......................................I BELIEVE GOD IS LOVE THAT PART I BELIEVE WELL IF GOD IS LOVE THE BOOK THAT IS THE BIBLE HAS HAD TO OF BEEN GREATELY ALTERED I DON'T KNOW WHO DID IT, WAS IT KING JAMES?????????????? DID HE HATE WOMEN?????????????????? WE KNOW HE LIKED THE LATE NIGHT ACTIVITIES WITH MEN - WE KNOW THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM A DETECTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO HATE.........................

Genesis 3:16 "Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee." Get married if you want..........but I do believe most the time it's a trap marriage is, for women to be rapped, sexually assaulted for years etc. Maybe I'm on the dicey side of tiktok but I haven't heard great things out there going on often. My own parents I saw them fighting and fighting and fighting. My mom used to put us to bed at 8 p.m. sharp so when my dad got home drunk and they fought as usual we wouldn't see it......................I heard it, night after night, after night. And what my ears heard WASN'T GOOD. 

   MEN WITH ANGER ISSUES they just get patted on the back by everyone in society...................everything is blaimed on the women

not the alcohol the guy drinks

not the cheating he might be doing

no

the blaim is always the women from my experience AND MY EXPERIENCE SHOULD COUNT FOR I AM A LADY A REAL ONE THOUGH I WISH I WASN'T 

there is nothing worse then to be yelled at (which is a type of abuse) 

for years

or to see your parents fight for years

and nothing happens

nothing changes for the better

why would it

guys rule everything

💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 LUCIFER................................I like his bible

I give my life to jesus - or try my best - I couldn't burn for all eternity

(unless I maybe could)

but I should shoot for coolness in heaven

heaven

the place where women cant' upsurp authrotiy over men ٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑ ok tell us then how you feel about that bit of the bible sheri hahahahhahahah ٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑٠🔪ིྀ⭑

I learned so much at bible study tonight, I've been a beyonce fan for a long time, I JUST THOUGHT I WAS JUST DIGGIN MUSIC.............I didn't realize til tonight Beyonce might very well be (and I might very well be) a "womanist" which explains why I never fully related to feminists, it's like a total epiphany I had tonight!!!! Song of Solomon 1:6 "Look not upon me, because I am black, because the sun hath looked upon me: my mother's children were angry with me; they made me the keeper of the vineyards; but mine own vineyard have I not kept." Song of Solomon 1:6 is a black lady speaking BUT ALL US LADIES SHOULD WANT TO BE HEARD, matter.......................

 I learned so much at bible study tonight, I've been a beyonce fan for a long time, I JUST THOUGHT I WAS JUST DIGGIN MUSIC.............I didn't realize til tonight Beyonce might very well be (and I might very well be) a "womanist" which explains why I never fully related to feminists, it's like a total epiphany I had tonight!!!! Song of Solomon 1:6 "Look not upon me, because I am black, because the sun hath looked upon me: my mother's children were angry with me; they made me the keeper of the vineyards; but mine own vineyard have I not kept." Song of Solomon 1:6 is a black lady speaking BUT ALL US LADIES SHOULD WANT TO BE HEARD, matter.......................

 Below this bit of the bible.....................verse 5, like this black chick is saying she is "comely" ----------- she is saying though her skin is black which society might deem as "less then" that she is still pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Song of Solomon 1

5 I am black, but comely, O ye daughters of Jerusalem, as the tents of Kedar, as the curtains of Solomon.

6 Look not upon me, because I am black, because the sun hath looked upon me: my mother's children were angry with me; they made me the keeper of the vineyards; but mine own vineyard have I not kept.

7 Tell me, O thou whom my soul loveth, where thou feedest, where thou makest thy flock to rest at noon: for why should I be as one that turneth aside by the flocks of thy companions?

8 If thou know not, O thou fairest among women, go thy way forth by the footsteps of the flock, and feed thy kids beside the shepherds' tents.

beyonce

if there is some chick singer stock market after tonight

beyonce's stock just went up in my mind ☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝

Now I know there are people that are racist out there that still to this day deem black people or people of color as "less then" - to them I recommend reading the bible verses above!!!!!!!!!

But god isn't for iniquity

not racial iniquity

probably not "sexual iniquity" either!!!!!!!!!!

GOD DON'T LIKE INIQUITY

Psalm 5:5 "The foolish shall not stand in thy sight: thou hatest all workers of iniquity."

AND AS I TRY TO SAY ON MY BLOG

the bible done says....................

Romans 10:12-14

King James Version

12 For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him.

13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.

that's lgbtq, that's ANYBODY!!!!!!!!!! ANYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I going to listen to daily audio bible today I say yes to heaven.............

I going to listen to daily audio bible today I say yes to heaven...............

Psalm 122:6-9 "Pray for the peace of Jerusalem: they shall prosper that love thee. Peace be within thy walls, and prosperity within thy palaces. For my brethren and companions' sakes, I will now say, Peace be within thee. Because of the house of the Lord our God I will seek thy good."

I only weared this outfit until I finally needed to to go the bathroom and discovered I was TO BUFF to take this off...........................yikes..........................so this is a 1 time only look for me yikes............................

blog posts don't have to be like long

#FACTS

tootles

via GIPHY

(video blog post) So I read in the bible that the rest of the body of christ is working hard to not get devoured by the devil. 1 Peter 5:8 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:" ya the idea of being lucifer's snack just doesn't seem like a bad thing to me at all lately..............me over here trying to make him hungry...................

Update 9/3/2025 (this is a popular post at the moment so that is why a update is here) The latest in gaza....................

https://www.nbcnews.com/world/gaza/children-killed-israeli-strike-getting-water-al-mawasi-palestinians-rcna228720

(video blog post) So I read in the bible that the rest of the body of christ is working hard to not get devoured by the devil. 1 Peter 5:8 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:" ya the idea of being lucifer's snack just doesn't seem like a bad thing to me at all lately..............me over here trying to make him hungry...................

I can't say what happened to my husband. Anyways, my husband got his surgery finally, and I haven't $#@%#%@#$%@$%@$%@$% for weeks now - you can imagine what happened to him though he doesn't want anybody to know (he don't have a std, std's won't do THAT to a guy..............but covid 19 would). 

   Anyways, I did take down like a post and a "featured link" on my blog revenge is not it. 

loving people 

loving my ENEMIES

is the thing to do

well if your trying to get revenge on your enemies that ain't you loving them

besides

I' prefer to be classy

revenge is not classy

and in minutes I am getting a bob haircut, to have more marilyn monroe hair -------- a classy look --------- I believe in classiness. 

   

I have been full blown vegan for a few days now and it is working I am getting much much much much thinner. 

remember this classy doesn't mean you don't have a bad 5 seconds every now and then

hey that outfit you got in your closet that is skanky = girl just throw it in the trash ----- be classy

(nothing but love for the skanks though) 

you fall 

get up basically

get up

get up

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

  God don't want us to be envying hating seeking revenge anymore!

but love

love one another

James 3

14 But if ye have bitter envying and strife in your hearts, glory not, and lie not against the truth.

15 This wisdom descendeth not from above, but is earthly, sensual, devilish.

16 For where envying and strife is, there is confusion and every evil work.

17 But the wisdom that is from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be intreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy.

18 And the fruit of righteousness is sown in peace of them that make peace.

off to eat my vegan breakfast........tootles.

revenge it is something everyone does

but that isn't where results are

besides those that hurt you are hurt

they are hurting you because they are hurt

it ain't about you

it's about them

it's about my niece Kiasha Schwab who knows I've experienced anti semitism and she is a black girl who has also experienced racism

be different

then you'll surprise them

and love always that's my advice

Jesus increases when we decrease.................

that's even letting go 

letting go

all the wrongs people have wronged us with

John 3:30

He must increase, but I must decrease.

be water

Me post my haircut today 😁.............

even if I don't look like marilyn

which I've been told I don't look like my I estimate 7th-8th cousin (due to what grandpa told me) 

I ain't lookin bad for near 50

if you are youthful inside - it'll pry show on the outside don't worry aout wrinkles so much

age is truelly just a number

I believe I have proof the flat earth exists, and/or that space aliens can access the internet...............................(sheri 2024 interjecting ya the earth is some roundish, cause some are saying they aren't "flat earthers" because they believe in a little "roundishness" to the earth - it's ridiculous how divided this world is, when now we got flat earthers, so so round earthers, and actually round earthers. To me the important thing is do you believe the word of god it says we got a firmament above us???????? YOU CAN'T HAVE A FIRMAMENT ABOVE YOU WITH SOME CRAZY SPINNING ROUND EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 3:4 "God forbid: yea, let God be true, but every man a liar; as it is written, That thou mightest be justified in thy sayings, and mightest overcome when thou art judged.".............I was recently annoyed cause I feel now there's a division that has been made between the flat earthers and the semi round earthers --------- it's ridiculous to me.................I thumbs up flat earthers 👍👍👍👍👍👍......................

Update 12/21/2024 my latest tye die shirt 😁......................

I believe I have proof the flat earth exists, and/or that space aliens can access the internet...............................(sheri 2024 interjecting ya the earth is some roundish, cause some are saying they aren't "flat earthers" because they believe in a little "roundishness" to the earth - it's ridiculous how divided this world is, when now we got flat earthers, so so round earthers, and actually round earthers. To me the important thing is do you believe the word of god it says we got a firmament above us???????? YOU CAN'T HAVE A FIRMAMENT ABOVE YOU WITH SOME CRAZY SPINNING ROUND EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 3:4 "God forbid: yea, let God be true, but every man a liar; as it is written, That thou mightest be justified in thy sayings, and mightest overcome when thou art judged.".............I was recently annoyed cause I feel now there's a division that has been made between the flat earthers and the semi round earthers --------- it's ridiculous to me.................I thumbs up flat earthers 👍👍👍👍👍👍......................

  Recently I got 115 views from a "unknown region" this is not the norm on earth I do not believe. And when there is traffic to your blog from the earth, then bits of the map above will be "colored" but as you can see there is currently 0 traffic to my blog from earth ------ at the moment (or earth as we know it).
  Here's the scoop official I love my in a way current husband - but my real husband is not brian, like my real real real husband is not brian.
  I want to walk into hell every evening for all of eternity, I want to bring a wagon or two of supplies down there my entire blog my theme is "love". I'm not ok with people going to hell and being forgotten if I have anything to say about things they ain't going to be forgotten further. 
1 Chronicles 16:34 "O give thanks unto the Lord; for he is good; for his mercy endureth for ever." If people in hell were just suffering burning burning burning............where would gods mercy be then??????????????? But if/when probably when I have a wagon or two of supplies to bring down pry every evening to the inhabitants of hell............that's some real mercy right there. 

  It's good! 

love

love

loooooooooooooooooooooove

the bible says "your enemies"

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you," If you all refuse to even go to my blog anymore cause potentially your so upset with me, or upset with the baptist church (cause this is how it goes people point fingers when anything "goes wrong" or they think it's "gone wrong") where's any of your love then???????????????????

   But that's ok, I'm standing firm my ground!

   I feel for the people of hell...........I've been there, granted in visions. But still those were real visions from god, so in a very real way I have actually been to hell. Ya there's some "bad apples in the bunch" some people UNCURABLE they are so evil..............that isn't what I saw in hell. 

   I saw people hurting. I saw people well worth LOVING! 

   I love you my space aliens that are visiting my blog

LOVE

I going to explain to all your earth people's what love is for a second...................IT IS NOT SOMETHING THAT IS HINGENT UPON A PERSONS ACTIONS.........................

1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." It endureth all things love does ---- it does not end! 

  Now god who is love, looks to be very much is sending some his kids to the ever lasting flames of hell.........but god's love ain't going to end ---------- AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHY HIS MERCY IS NOT GOING TO END!

Now all you earth people know.............if you loved me enough to go to my blog that is!!!!!!!!!! 

  My blog is fabulous I don't know what you allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll wouldn't want to go to my blog for like everyday of your lives????????????????

Eastern Illinois Foodbank

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/1649557

Beauty I have found to be a trap and not a advantageous thing so much........................

2 new pics cause I think I look cute with this tichel on today update 3/29/2022................

(turns out my "white" hairs are more a platinum blonde - my roots can be toned white though

I went and looked up online if other people instead of going "white" or "grey" go naturally platinum blonde..........and it's a real phenomina, that happens to redheads sometimes - well I'm a natural redhead)

Watch the "Pirates of the Carribean" on one of them movies, the ship is turned upside down

and Jack Sparrow realizes DOWN IS UP!

(We live in a world where people talk about being humble meanwhile what they really mean is they want to look humble or be humble enough to "get somewhere" 

but when they "get somewhere" when they "go up" ------------ most em.............really are going down..............even though they think they are "going up" 

the only way up is down

if this comes across as a riddle

then I've riddled you

though admitedly I'd like more then 10-15 viewers a asmr you tube video 

that's my putting forth a ton of effort for seemingly no reason

this blog is me putting foth a ton of effort for seemingly no reason either

miracle I keep going

Beauty I have found to be a trap and not a advantageous thing so much (not that I think I'm THAT good looking - a lot people out there do though think I'm THAT good looking)........................I was telling 3 pastors seconds ago...................Proverbs 31:30 "Favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain: but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised." you can get favour from being good looking BUT ITS A TRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"""""""""""""but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised""""""""""""""""
I going to try much harder to be like full out modest dressed, etc. etc.
better to fear god and dress modest if ya ask me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is that not a act of some fear of god ------------ I'd say it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and you know I going to stick to the natural makeup look to)

Isaiah 40:8 "The grass withereth, the flower fadeth: but the word of our God shall stand for ever."

DON'T TRUST IN YOUR BEAUTY (I'm talking to the pretty people..........if your not gorgeous BE THANKFUL BEAUTY IS A TRAP AND NOT ALL IT'S CRACKED UP TO BE) THE GRASS WITHERETH, THE FLOWER FADETH: BUT THE WORD OF OUR GOD SHALL STAND FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  Beauty can be a distraction from what matters................what matters ain't what we look like.........what pry matters is like do we love people????????? Do we love each other????????? Do we love jesus???????? I HOPE SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  Bear fruit love each other please do..................Matthew 13:23 "But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty"

1 Peter 2:12 "Having your conversation honest among the Gentiles: that, whereas they speak against you as evildoers, they may by your good works, which they shall behold, glorify God in the day of visitation." Lot's of people hide their good works, and were taught to hide their good works including my parents who I haven't SEEN them do good works or have heard of it (besides giving money to their kids, not me except 1-2 times struggling in college) Many a pastor preaches super fervently how everyone should hide their good works. But not me I don't believe like them. 

Matthew 5:14-16 "Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid. Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven."
I am considered by good 90% + a satan worshipper headed to hell bad, because I believe this, and I am the laughing stalk of my family.

xoxoxo Jesus xoxoxo

LOVE

man I love having emo hair, I love the music, I love the hair oh did I mention I love the hair : )..............

Sheri 2021 added a photo of myself same pose but nowdays : ).............

man I love having emo hair, I love the music, I love the hair oh did I mention I love the hair : )..............

Little baby me was so cute 💓💓💓💓💓💓

2021 me doesn't have the "time stamp" feature on my phone

I like how I look bestest these days

but little baby emo me was adorable 💓💓💓💓💓💓

   That's me like uh pointing to the right as opposed to the devil left n'stuff so.
   I'm workin hard to not walk in the flesh it's a massive battle for me I won't lie. Note to the apostolic christian church of america.............I've toned down my eyeshadow, oh that ain't how I usually like to have it NAW!
   My hair was jet black for awhile, real emo...........eeeeeeeeeemmmmmmmmmooooooooooo..........but uh I got tired of people looking at me like I was the gatekeeper of hell -------- though it was delightful for awhile I won't lie : )
   So like at church this verse stood out to me this sunday................
John 20:18-19: "Verily, verily, I say unto thee, When thou wast young, thou girdest thyself, and walkedst whither thou wouldest: but when thou shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands, and another shall gird thee, and carry thee whither thou wouldest not. This spake he, signifying by what death he should glorify God. And when he had spoken this, he saith unto him, Follow me."
Just how it was for me once I COMPLETELY did my own thing................and now I'm being lead by jesus where "whither thou wouldest not"
   Cause really really I love walking the the flesh...........................walking in the spirit making a effort in the day like I'm doing that is soooooooooooooooooooooooo "whither thou wouldest not" for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I still get to listen to emo music though so : ) uh have a great week earth : )

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................