Evp session with lucifer, I need him to get proud so he'll come down here and get the starving gaza people food cause I'M FULLY OVER GAZA PEOPLE BEING KILLED AND STARVING. Lucifer has mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny reasons to be proud MANY.........................THAT'S THE TRAGEDY OF MANY OF HIS PEOPLE they to good at "being good" to good at not wearing makeup, volunteering, they like the pharisee's many of lucifer's people are NO HATE Luke 18:11 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican." THEY FLAWLESS LIKE THE MEMBERS OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA!............AND/OR KIRK CAMERON - NO HATE..........................

Evp session with lucifer, I need him to get proud so he'll come down here and get the starving gaza people food cause I'M FULLY OVER GAZA PEOPLE BEING KILLED AND STARVING. Lucifer has mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny reasons to be proud MANY.........................THAT'S THE TRAGEDY OF MANY OF HIS PEOPLE they to good at "being good" to good at not wearing makeup, volunteering, they like the pharisee's many of lucifer's people are NO HATE Luke 18:11 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican." THEY FLAWLESS LIKE THE MEMBERS OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA!............AND/OR KIRK CAMERON - NO HATE..........................

People "boo time" pharisee's or they try to

but read.............

Luke 18:10-12 "Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican. The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess." You knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww the apostolic christian church of america members, that don't have makeup and hair in buns, and long skirts, and dress shirts, and short cut hairstyles the guys do all looking so SINLESS.......................YOU KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW they are fasting twice in the week (at least some them COMMON YOU KNOW IT THEY SINLESSSS) and tithing of all that they possess oh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa they is THEY ARE WITHOUT SIN AND FLAWLESS - THAT'S WHY THEY'D NEVER LET ME DECOR THEIR CHURCHES, UNLESS LUCIFER AND/OR HIS MEN IN THE FUTURE FORCE THEM TO

their churches so badly need fake blood oozing out the the pulpits

and bats hanging from the ceiling COMMON

COMMON

..............................................their churches decor needs so much help - their churches are so damned boring..................................YOU'D THINK THEY DONE NEVER WALKED IN A IKEA

though I never see them at ikea when I go to ikea

maybe ikea is a sin to them????????????????????????????????????

you'd think I'd spot one eventually at ikea - never have

if they go to ikea they must be going super early in the morning in hopes of AVOIDING ME!

.........................

IT'S SO TRAGIC

grim even

the most perfect on earth

oh and lucifer

and lucifer

.............and lucifer

eventually probably --------------------- get proud

they should've tried to be HOT MESSES!

IT'S SO TRUELLY TRAGIC FOR THEM AND GRIM IN A WAY

all that pride probably happening to them eventually

meanwhile

I'm ova here

hot (maybe not that good looking BUT I TRY)

mess

messssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

--------------- tempting the devil is ruff

this should be cake easy for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ignore - ignore this bonus content

brian ohhhhhhhhhhh changing font color hugh lucifer, I was about to do the rest of this in red ok

brian says he goes through what I go through

even though he still e-mails his 2 best friends that live nearby one 2 blocks away and he still hasn't visited his friend since his friend moved there years ago

brian needs friends

and he'll have friends again once you come and get me 

cause I'm evidentally according to brian (I change back to red right now destroying brian's life) 

and I want brian to have friends

I wasn't tryin to get him to have 0% friends

................

I like after like praying you back into my life in 2013 --------- of course I was going to evp with you a lot and come out of the closet as a goth (originally that was me trying to "look normal" some I admit it ------------ but I am a goth though, cause I've listened to marilyn manson, and peter steele like DIAHREA FOR YEARS NOW) 

I'm saying my blog was post 2013 probably about to go "special" 

I WASN'T TRYING TO MAKE IT SO BRIAN HAS NO FRIENDS

cause people need friends that's good for like their mental health - it's good to have friends

I wish he did go hang out with his friends

I'm fine staying at home

I don't want to fake being some perfect "betty crocker" I'd rather be hated on this earth 

and walk around cemetaries and listen to goth music 

and read my bible cause you know - hell is to hot but to be like in the "hell heat" for like 15-20 minutes

it's to hot!!!!!!!!!!! 

I'd rather bear fruit

it ain't done hard to click the donate button near every morning to help try and get food to gaza people and homeless people and fund classrooms - it ain't hard

click

take a picture of that post that on my blog 

it's not hard

bamn - fruit did

maybe that's only 30 fold

I'm unconcerned

30 fold is plenty

do I get to listen to goth music, walk cemetaries, evp with you lucifer, etc. 

30 fold PERFECT AMOUNT

👍👍👍👍👍👍

wait

I want to tempt you more lucifer

....................................

you've suffered so long in heaven

without a yacht ooooooooooooooooooooow

that's had to been so ruff for you

damn

that's truelly mega saintly of you to

all that time

no yacht......................

no water to float around all fancy.....................

wait a second lucifer I will play the video of the yacht above so you can watch it with me

and think on your saint hood

cause you could be on a yacht probably like that right now

but you aren't because your not tempted like the sinners on earth

ok let's watch the video..........................

I'm going with Lucifer when he get's here but it's scary what I'm going to become - I'M LITERALLY GOING TO CARE ABOUT EVERYONE. (now none of us though can help everyone) Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all." I need to become this person though fully, one that really loves and cares about everyone even my enemies bible says LOVE YOUR ENEMIES GO PAST WHAT THE PHARISEE'S WENT IN THEIR HEARTS.............................THE PHARISEE'S HATED JESUS BAD THEY WERE SCHEMING TO GET HIM KILLED...............

Today we went to Omsi and afterwards we went to a store, and I literally heard people looking my way saying "but she's so pretty" (cause people do go to my blog and they know I'm in a sexless marriage). Brian isn't going to get testosterone shots or whatever.........he hasn't so...............cause my needs don't matter they haven't this entire 24 year marriage, he knew I had a real libido when he married me, he faked also having a real libido so I THOUGHT HE HAD A REAL LIBIDO. But few weeks after being married I found out, 1 time a week, and then few I'd say a few years later it went down to 1 time a month................it took awhile til we were at 1 time a month that's how much brian likes "doing late night activities" problem I'm near menopause, so it's real hard for me. Also (she bopping as ciny lauper sang, also hard, cause brian and ian are always home) I'm not doing good basically and I don't know how to get healthy. Ya I have menopause pills. 

I look as nice as I can I'm afraid to wear contacts cause I'm old............

(this is a ugly picture of me, but usually my hair is down, usually it's not up, or I at least have some face fringe layers showing at the front of my face) - most ladies have "bad hair days" this is a bad hair day

but even if I had a billion bad hair days 

I should be "good looking enough" BUT I'M NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT FOR BRIAN WALZ

bonus though I don't deem brian very attractive anymore, probably because he don't deem me attractive. Back when he had a libido I did think he was good looking. He's turned "the deed" into a horrible torture thing. And it's been that way for me for years. 

I'm going with Lucifer when he get's here but it's scary what I'm going to become - I'M LITERALLY GOING TO CARE ABOUT EVERYONE. (now none of us though can help everyone)  Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all." I need to become this person though fully, one that really loves and cares about everyone even my enemies bible says LOVE YOUR ENEMIES GO PAST WHAT THE PHARISEE'S WENT IN THEIR HEARTS.............................THE PHARISEE'S HATED JESUS BAD THEY WERE SCHEMING TO GET HIM KILLED...............

Matthew 12:14 "Then the Pharisees went out, and held a council against him, how they might destroy him."

John 10:39 "Therefore they sought again to take him: but he escaped out of their hand,"

Hear the bible for the 1st time maybe in your lives in "technicolor" --------- "that whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council" love we need to love everyone even our enemies and people that make us very mad and are exceedingly mean to us often.....................

Matthew 5:18-22 "For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled. Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments, and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven: but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven. For I say unto you, That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven. Ye have heard that it was said of them of old time, Thou shalt not kill; and whosoever shall kill shall be in danger of the judgment: But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment: and whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council: but whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell fire."

Don't be overcome with evil the bible says

do let yourself be taken over with angriness at someone that did evil to you maybe a lot often..............

Romans 12:21 "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good."

LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Luke 6:35

But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.

LET'S REASON WITH ONE ANOTHER MY BELOVED 1ST HUSBAND LUCIFER THE LORD OF THE UNDERWORLD.........................COME DOWN HERE PLEASE...............LET'S WORK TOGETHER AND SAVOUREST THE NEEDS OF MEN TOGETHER.........................

Matthew 16:23

But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men.

LOVE BOTH MY HUSBANDS BUT IT'S LUCIFER I FEEL IS REALLY "LIKE ME"

brian is more a kirk cameron style christian - no hate

super saint looking - sinless looking like everyone in the usa pry the earth

CHURCHES LOVE MY HUSBAND BAD ALL THE LADIES WANT HIM (ya I'm talking about 2nd hubby brian - alllllllllll the ladies want him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad) 

oh they love to stand next to him

or sit next to him

or hold his hand while praying

and laugh at all his jokes

I AIN'T BLIND LADIES - BUT WHO COULD BLAME YOU?????????

"sheri don't choose that song - you are a christian lady - I'm a freaking multi colored satan worshipping give my life to jesus many colored bird"........................

your righteousness needs to exceed that of the pharisee's

to enter heaven - who wanted Jesus KILLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"""That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven."""""

it's not a maybe that you need to love witches, satan worshippers, other christians etc. etc. other christians that don't believe like you or like me..............you must love them your righteousness must exceed that of the pharisee's to enter heaven 

my "mo" of going about this is pure villany I admit that

Oregon Food Bank

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In (I believe my memories are real) seeing all that happened to lucifer at the beginning of time. I learned HOW MUCH WE SHOULD FORGIVE ONE ANOTHER. For time and chance SURELY happeneth TO ALL. We all know murderers aren't sane, the people battling drug addictions aren't sane, that people that watch to much porn often aren't sane WE KNOW THESE THINGS. Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." CHRISTIANS ESPECIALLY shouldn't be cruel and merciless to one another..............................but people in general I feel shouldn't be or want to be cruel and merciless to one another.................

Update 5/30/2025 I went like a whole week saunaing and ice bathing EVERYDAY...............and I do very much believe I am skinnier the scale hasn't moved BECAUSE MY CHEST HAS DECIDED "OH WE'LL STORE EXTRA FAT NOW" I SWEAR MY STOMACH HAS SHRUNK AND MY CHEST HAS GROWN - REAL CHEST ON ME REAL NO FAKE SILICON NOTHING.............

and now my backpain is worse...............

I don't think this is just me thinking a "silly thought" 

according to the internet I'm definately not "gone crazy" this is a real thing that happens..............

"""""Fat cells hold estrogen as well so losing weight can release the estrogen causing breast growth!""""""" - I am not sure who exactly said that on the reddit post below???????????

https://www.reddit.com/r/bigboobproblems/comments/ezinw7/boobs_getting_bigger_during_weightloss/

but if my chest keeps growing while I'm loosing weight at this rate I am going to topple over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

start listening to more dolly parton music myself accept your new life as a country music singer................

Gaza Soup Kitchen

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In (I believe my memories are real) seeing all that happened to lucifer at the beginning of time. I learned HOW MUCH WE SHOULD FORGIVE ONE ANOTHER. For time and chance SURELY happeneth TO ALL. We all know murderers aren't sane, the people battling drug addictions aren't sane, that people that watch to much porn often aren't sane WE KNOW THESE THINGS.  Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." CHRISTIANS ESPECIALLY shouldn't be cruel and merciless to one another..............................but people in general I feel shouldn't be or want to be cruel and merciless to one another.................

Matthew 23:23 "Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cummin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the law, judgment, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone."

MERCY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So little mercy being shown out there. 

They either gased or going to gas a guy in texas.............with no pain killers..................

THIS IS A HUMAN BEING!

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."

 Let me put you on the tea of time and chance............

I born in middle income family

moved a ton, my grades suffered which did impact me I ended up a art major (english minor near a double major)

  Not one 

not one

BUT FULLY 2 CHURCHES I was attending moved away from me

and they were both churches I was really into not only like going to on the regular and mega commited to I WAS THRIVING AT THESE CHURCHES AND THEY MOVED\

THEY MOVED 

ACROSS TOWN BOTH THEM

And then

my "son" caused us more church issues

cause all the sudden we need a church that supports LGBTQ or at least some

at least some!!!!!!!!!!!

if I have a battle cussing from time to time which I do

so many fantastically challenging things have happend to me over the years

I wish I didn't know what "commandments of men" are so that I wasn't attacked for years and years and years like this. 

and originally I didn't know

I knew the apostolic christian church didn't allow most their members and still don't to wear wedding rings and that is odd

but then I figured out "oh these are commandments of men" that's bad I need to not do that

pry would've been better for me in a sense if I was not so smart bible savy!

but here I am bible savy

because I was in a bible competitive group in elementary school and we were often 1st or 3rd in the state of arizona.. WE WERE ALWAYS WAY UP THERE IN THE RANKINGS! (I think I recall us being 10th place one ruff year) 

Colossians 3:12 "Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering;"

I don't full understand the apostolic christian church of america

and I should though

cause I basically come from a apostolic christian church of america family

a ultra conservative family

I've probably been for a long time now "the devil" of my family

cause I'm not conservative\

besides I believe in only drinking 1-2 beers not getting drunk but l prefer rum\in diet cola THAT IS WHAT I LIKE

and I do dress modest

that's the extent of my "conservativedness"

I married one the lutheran churches were we lives main candle alter lighting boys

why

why was I deemed a good pick

cause I'm conservative enough!!!!!!!!!!

though I know I'm deemed a "loud party type" \

and the b word

I don't view lowly the apostolic christian church of america as they view me\and I forgive them

they are only able to hate me cause they are soooooooooooo conservative\

they are so conservative they can only not show me mercy and attack me for all of eternity -------- it's what it is

I mercy them

I a bit get them

I represent "sin" I represent - the crazy wild side of life

but to be a effective christian

you need to be able to be like jesus who went to bars.............

Matthew 11:19

The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children.

I'm not the same style of christian as the apostolic christian church of america. If christianity is to survive, we need to be relatable. That is so important. 

not watching excessive porns (besides on occasion maybe to spice up stalled "late nights" in marriages) \

not getting drunk

not wearing tons of skimp clothing (occasional skimp look for "date night" or special occasions I deem ok) 

moderation that's what I'm talking about

\cause the life more abundantly jesus came to bring

involves us NOT being addicted to porn, or drugs, or fornicating lifestyles etc.

John 10:10

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

a lot of this world is badly addicted to drugs\

and alcohol and their health is getting bad\

and they getting horrible stds (I had a friend with a std - that described the situation to me --- YIKES) 

SURE JUSTICE IS FINE

THAT GREAT

BUT WE ALL NEED MERCY TO INCLUDING THE GUY EITHER GASED OR ABOUT TO BE VERY PAINFULLY GASED SOON - PAINFUL IT DOES SOUND LIKE, LONG AND PAINFUL DEATH THEY ABOUT TO DO TO HIM OR DID TO HIM?

ya I still love the devil 

💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

he's alright, people are wrong about him

 1 mistake really shouldn't define anybody ever 

and even if one mistake defined someone for good I BELIEVE IN MERCY!

Please explain to me, most christians say we are saved by grace and not of works YET - I will be continually hated if I wear makeup, or my hair down, OR JEWELRY. WHICH IS IT, AM I SAVED VIA WORKS OR NOT??? John 7:24 "Judge not according to the appearance, but judge righteous judgment." - my thought though is if you are ADDICTED OR feel the continual need to have and wear makeup, jewelry and "hairstyles" ARE YOU A OVERCOMER THEN..............so in my mind it isn't necessarily the using of these things but the potential ABUSE of these items and/or addiction to them.............

 Please explain to me, most christians say we are saved by grace and not of works YET - I will be continually hated if I wear makeup, or my hair down, OR JEWELRY. WHICH IS IT, AM I SAVED VIA WORKS OR NOT??? John 7:24 "Judge not according to the appearance, but judge righteous judgment." - my thought though is if you are ADDICTED OR feel the continual need to have and wear makeup, jewelry and "hairstyles" ARE YOU A OVERCOMER THEN..............so in my mind it isn't necessarily the using of these things but the potential ABUSE of these items and/or addiction to them.............

Ephesians 2:7-9 "That in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness toward us through Christ Jesus. For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast."

  you telllllllllllll me 

I need to not wear jewelry

not wear jewelry

wear just skirts

have my hair up

how is that list not all works????????????????

my eye's

my eye's 

are smoking take your souls hot 

without makeup

I don't need makeup 

I don't particularly like makeup - it's a hassle and I think it often makes me look worse and not better my husband last valentines day bought me a eyeshadow pallete and my "son" bought me a eyeshadow pallete for christmas ------- there be's a lot of pressure on me in my family to wear makeup I feel

(sometimes I enjoy looking goth more goth ya) 

but a lot of the time

I'm chill makeupless

I'd say most of the time I'm makeupless

and 

what's the harm every once and a while wearing makeup???

to the pure all things are pure

or are they not

(this whole world is pharisee's and they killing me)

Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled."

I wear womens pants, 

I don't wear mens pants

I wear womens pants

cause they comfy

that's why

they comfy

skirts often aren't warm

and they fly around in the wind

pants are warm

pants are comfortable most of them

Though I haven't had any "late night activities" for wellllllllllllll over a month now................so all my efforts to look how my husband wants me to look....................ya they ain't workin. 

he got real upset with me

frown face

when I weared hijab one day

I like headcoverings

I prefer that modest hairstyle

I don't like having every morning

cause I have naturally curly hair

to wet it

and scrunch it

and etc. etc. 

I prefer

what I do prefer

wet it late at night.........................add moisturizing buisiness

next day

put on headcover don't fool with my hair 

I ain't been able to live my life like how I want to live my life

but I prefer that

................

I prefer

comfy womens pants

no makeup

headcovering

--------- emf protecting jewelry so I don't age frig ever

cause them emfs 

are aging you all

STOP TELLIN ME 

20 THINGS AT ONCE THAT DON'T MATCH

AND THEN HATING MY BUTT

WHEN I DON'T DO ALL YOUR PHARISEE LIST TO MAKE YOU ALL HAPPY

via GIPHY

CONSIDERING BUYING SOME TICHELS CAUSE

AIN'T HAVING NO LATE NIGHT ACTION NOMADDER HOW I LOOK SO

Isaiah 3:16-24 "Moreover the Lord saith, Because the daughters of Zion are haughty, and walk with stretched forth necks and wanton eyes, walking and mincing as they go, and making a tinkling with their feet: Therefore the Lord will smite with a scab the crown of the head of the daughters of Zion, and the Lord will discover their secret parts. In that day the Lord will take away the bravery of their tinkling ornaments about their feet, and their cauls, and their round tires like the moon, The chains, and the bracelets, and the mufflers, The bonnets, and the ornaments of the legs, and the headbands, and the tablets, and the earrings, The rings, and nose jewels, The changeable suits of apparel, and the mantles, and the wimples, and the crisping pins, The glasses, and the fine linen, and the hoods, and the vails. And it shall come to pass, that instead of sweet smell there shall be stink; and instead of a girdle a rent; and instead of well set hair baldness; and instead of a stomacher a girding of sackcloth; and burning instead of beauty."

 To me Isaiah 3:16-24 is speaking about EXCESS....................and not saying................no you can never wear any of these things ever. 

And also speaking about the pride

that came from all this "excess"

nobody out there seems to be able to rightely divide the word of god like I am right now on this blog post AND MOST YOU ALL ARE SCARING ME.

YOU SHOULDN'T WANT TO BE SMOTHERED

in jewelry and makeup etc. etc.

narrow

narrow 

is the gate that leads to heaven the bible says...............

Matthew 7:14 "Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it."

the masses

wear tons of makeup

and jewelry

excess I'm talkin a excess of that stuffs

"The pricks" I have a question, like we all must go through tribulation to enter heaven so how do you know if you done have "kicked the pricks" or your just fantastically tribulated at the moment????????.................................like if god isn't above you blinding you with light saying "it's hard to kick against the pricks sheri" like what happened for paul????????.......................

"The pricks" I have a question, like we all must go through tribulation to enter heaven so how do you know if you done have "kicked the pricks" or your just fantastically tribulated at the moment????????.................................like if god isn't above you blinding you with light saying "it's hard to kick against the pricks sheri" like what happened for paul????????.......................
Acts 9:4-6 "And he fell to the earth, and heard a voice saying unto him, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me? And he said, Who art thou, Lord? And the Lord said, I am Jesus whom thou persecutest: it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks. And he trembling and astonished said, Lord, what wilt thou have me to do? And the Lord said unto him, Arise, and go into the city, and it shall be told thee what thou must do."

  yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa on this here sabbath I'll sabbath for Jesus Christ the lord ok....................

I do not want to kill people at armageddon or kill children for the lord - never

(which might be me "kicking against the pricks"?????

you tell me the rest of the body of christ you desiring to kill a bunch of lucifers people someday at armageddon?????????? - all jazzed about that?????????)

  I've decided I've been pricked good by life, if "the pricks" are the bible, or whether they are the body of christ whichever the pricks are......................me.....................................

giffy didn't have the giff I need so I make my own giff this time

pins at seeing the porcupine pin cushion:
"aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh it's Mick Jagger"
porcupine pincushions reply: "Hey baby"

I made that giffy and I haven't even drank my morning coffee yet #skills

  Yep a world full of cactus, ya this is so much the wild west!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #CONVINCED

 I get it, 

I get it

we all going get ZAPPED in life nomadder what

cause 

check it

iron sharpethetheth iron........................

Proverbs 27:17 "Iron sharpeneth iron; so a man sharpeneth the countenance of his friend."

  Way I see it your either going to get "pricked" or "iron sharpened" ---------- yep and you might end up a voodoo doll (christian goth)

I pry stink as a christian goth though......................cause I fess up.............................I most the time listen to lots of Marilyn Manson. I try to listen to tormented radio https://www.radio.net/s/tormentedradio but then I get thinking about some sweet Marilyn Manson songs. 

I just listen to christian music til sundown today for jesus #sabbath 👍

 But where I just am puzzled................................................

ok

ok acts 26 paul was like ------- the christians they went against verse blah blah blah and violated this commandment and that one and that one and that one.........paul as a pharisee was in his mind literally just doing his job Acts 26:5 "Which knew me from the beginning, if they would testify, that after the most straitest sect of our religion I lived a Pharisee."

Acts 26:7 "Unto which promise our twelve tribes, instantly serving God day and night, hope to come. For which hope's sake, king Agrippa, I am accused of the Jews." - he prick kicked ya, that verse is amazing to me though cause technically he was indeed INDEED "the most straitest sect of our religion I lived a Pharisee"................................HE LITERALLY THOUGHT HE WAS JUST DOING THE WILL OF GOD ALL KINDS KILLING CHRISTIANS LITERALLY PEOPLE. 

Here's my question though.......................................ok the bible says we must through much tribulation enter the kingdom of heaven. 

How does one even know

if they just being iron sharpened a lot

or if you done kicked the pricks????????????

Acts 14:22
Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God.

  How easy it is I'm saying to be a pharisee, yea of the strictest of sects of all the pharisee's and clean believe your serving god like billllllllllllllllllllllllllllions. 

  Do alllllllllllllllllll the pharisee's get stopped by god and bright light shining from heaven down on them like that???????????????????????? - no

Are "the pricks" even strong enough to stop the pauls these days???????????? 

ouch for the pauls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuch then!!!!!!!!!

.............I feel like pretty severelly tribulated these days

but I am pretty sure I'm not a pharisee

I can't think of not one pharisee thing I do anymore

..................man it's a lot of tribulation

man this is the wild west

that's it

it's the wild west 

there's sword shapening iron ahhhhhhhhhhhh

I mean thumbs up so much to iron 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍.................

love them pricks to if I happen upon them to.............

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Bet you didn't think I'd be selecting a Kenny G song.......................somedays I fancy some smooth jazz (I am about lord willing to start playing a pocket sax)

Why are there bars??????????

is it because there are sinners everywhere

naw

naaaaaaaaaaaw

naw

naw

naw

it's the wild west that's why!!!!!!!!! #convinced

Also I have problems with armageddon just off the idea been told whole lives.............

Matthew 22:37-40 "Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets."

  But then armageddon it's somehow ok, or supposed to be ok in our minds to go kill all or most or something of lucifer's people?????????????????

Revelation 19

11 And I saw heaven opened, and behold a white horse; and he that sat upon him was called Faithful and True, and in righteousness he doth judge and make war. (me sheri - how does jesus making war................match with loving our neighbors???????????????????? I struggle with that......................I struggle with this entire idea of "hey kids love your neighbors your whole life, pray for them do good to them, but hey on this day we killing them all ---------- WHAT???????????????????????? Luke 6:27)

12 His eyes were as a flame of fire, and on his head were many crowns; and he had a name written, that no man knew, but he himself.

13 And he was clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of God.

 14 And the armies which were in heaven followed him upon white horses, clothed in fine linen, white and clean.

15 And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God.

16 And he hath on his vesture and on his thigh a name written, King Of Kings, And Lord Of Lords.

17 And I saw an angel standing in the sun; and he cried with a loud voice, saying to all the fowls that fly in the midst of heaven, Come and gather yourselves together unto the supper of the great God;

18 That ye may eat the flesh of kings, and the flesh of captains, and the flesh of mighty men, and the flesh of horses, and of them that sit on them, and the flesh of all men, both free and bond, both small and great.

19 And I saw the beast, and the kings of the earth, and their armies, gathered together to make war against him that sat on the horse, and against his army.

20 And the beast was taken, and with him the false prophet that wrought miracles before him, with which he deceived them that had received the mark of the beast, and them that worshipped his image. These both were cast alive into a lake of fire burning with brimstone.

21 And the remnant were slain with the sword of him that sat upon the horse, which sword proceeded out of his mouth: and all the fowls were filled with their flesh.

I was told today at the apostolic christian church of america that I am not "behaving in a way that is indicative of a follower of christ" but jesus he confronted the pharisee's he didn't pretend that what the pharisee's were doing was alright and just didn't say nothing to them - HE ACTUALLY SPOKE TO THEM AND SAID HEY THIS ISN'T GOOD!.................

Update 3/31/2026 there's often 1000's and 1000's sometimes 100,000 or close to in 1 day has happened views of people bent on destroying me, finding some dirt to attack me again bad this time enough that I do suicide. THAT'S WHAT THEY WANT. There's no christians that care about me that I know of???????????????? 0%

they all want to destroy me for their lord jesus christ it's all of them (and/or they just hate me and don't care about for me it's one or the other - either way - people want me agressively DESTROYED) 

THEY NEVER LET UP THEY NEVER STOP - THEY NEVER CARE ABOUT ME OR LOVE ME IT'S ALWAYS I'M GUILTY I'M A WORTHLESS BISH ETC. ALWAYS ALWAYS

i don't talk to people after church on sunday cause I don't want to give them ammo EVERYTHINGS USED AGAINST ME EVERYONE HATES ME

MY OWN PARENTS HATE ME and my brother and sisters

my mom told me "shut up I'm tired of your bs" ------- SHE MEANT THAT, sure she every year makes the effort to appear like she loves me to others for others to see hear about

but the truth EXISTS

and my dad told me I broke up the family THEY MOVED AWAY FROM ME YEARS AGO IT WASN'T ME THAT MOVED AWAY FROM THEM 

BUT SEE I GOT TO BE "THE BITCH" IN EVERYONE'S NARRATIVE

I DON'T KNOW WHY EVERYONE HATES ME SO BAD?

i KNOW THEY DO

(have to hit the edit button) -------------- many times over the years I AM NOT VALUED

As usual or nearly usual turn up the volume to hear evps from whom I truelly believe is my 1st husband - whom I'm going with when he get's here - Lucifer, Satan, the Devil......................

Matthew 15:9 "But in vain they do worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men."
Mark 7:7 "Howbeit in vain do they worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men."
Colossians 2:22 "Which all are to perish with the using;) after the commandments and doctrines of men?"
Titus 1:14 "Not giving heed to Jewish fables, and commandments of men, that turn from the truth."

if your a christian at a church heeding "commandments of men" IT'S SEVERELLY CHRISTIAN OF YOU TO SAY "HEY THAT'S BAD YOU PRY SHOULD STOP DOING THAT"

e-mail from lucifer today.......................I strongly believe this is a portal...........maybe other people are getting e-mails like this in their inbox (BUT I DOUBT IT) 

https://www.tut.com/notes-from-the-universe/

I only have a link or what have you, a promise, from the archangel micheal 

that's the only angel besides lucifer I delt with like a lot I'm saying

I try to pray that archangel michael will finally do x,y,z for me I HAVE TRIED!

I know he's going to do it for me I CAN READ THE BIBLE!

lUCIFER I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE IN COMMUNICATION WITH YOU AND GOD AND THE ANGELS OF HEAVEN AT THE SAME TIME THEY SEEM MAD AT ME I DIDN'T DO NOTHING THAT I KNOW OF WHAT CAN I DO??????????????????

I'M ONLY A HUMAN BEING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sheri 2015 was trying to buy the love of the apostolic christian church of america.............that basiscally never works out buying people's love even if I would've managed that. 

if your hated your hated

and I am hated by the apostolic christian church of america

that's the real reason I was criticized for trying to get traffic to my blog and they hate me

so of course they don't want info to my e-mail or anything cause I'M HATED

Luke 21:17 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake."

SHERI 11/6/2023 is no longer needy like this................(I forgive mini me, people want to be liked they want to be loved).....................I'M SAYING I WANTED TO BE LIKED AND LOVED.............problem is I am a follower of jesus that means everyone hates me Luke 21:17 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake." I'm finally chill with that, I got's lucifer his men, god/jesus and my husband and kids etc. I HAVE PLENTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!..................

I was told today at the apostolic christian church of america that I am not "behaving in a way that is indicitive of a follower of christ" but jesus he confronted the pharisee's he didn't pretend that what the pharisee's were doing was alright and just didn't say nothing to them - HE ACTUALLY SPOKE TO THEM AND SAID HEY THIS ISN'T GOOD!......there's bible verses after bible verses of jesus confronting the pharisee's I'm not saying that the apostolic christian church of america is pharisee's I'm saying that confronting people when you think they are not in line with the bible is "indicative of someone following jesus"...........
Matthew 12:1-8 "At that time Jesus went on the sabbath day through the corn; and his disciples were an hungred, and began to pluck the ears of corn and to eat. But when the Pharisees saw it, they said unto him, Behold, thy disciples do that which is not lawful to do upon the sabbath day. But he said unto them, Have ye not read what David did, when he was an hungred, and they that were with him; How he entered into the house of God, and did eat the shewbread, which was not lawful for him to eat, neither for them which were with him, but only for the priests? Or have ye not read in the law, how that on the sabbath days the priests in the temple profane the sabbath, and are blameless? But I say unto you, That in this place is one greater than the temple. But if ye had known what this meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice, ye would not have condemned the guiltless. For the Son of man is Lord even of the sabbath day."

  And a person brian (my husband) does not want me to name names, extremely high up in the apostolic christian church of america appeared to be telling me that that wasn't indicative of a follower of jesus............but I totally believe it is. Jesus also overthrew the money changers tables. Jesus wasn't always like.........................pat pat little timmy, you have "commandments of men" at your church that's awesome................naw. Matthew 15:9 "But in vain they do worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men."

  This nice nice nice nice that this high up person in the apostolic christian church of america thinks is "christ like".........................................if jesus was to just let the pharisee's do what they want, and let all the commandments of men heeders do what they want and jesus just sat somewhere and smoked a bong pipe...............peace out buds....................that would be a much different jesus then the one in the bible. And that's the jesus this person high up in the apostolic christian church of america is trying to tell me is the real christ. 

I love the real jesus christ!

I do all I can to follow in his footsteps (I ya fall short somedays we many us do many us not yet perfect Philippians 3:13 "Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do,forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before,")

  Did jesus love the pharisee's and want them very much to be saved - ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's because he loved them so much that he did warn them and sometimes they were warned very um maybe in a harsh way in the bible they were call "vipers" Matthew 3:7 "But when he saw many of the Pharisees and Sadducees come to his baptism, he said unto them, O generation of vipers, who hath warned you to flee from the wrath to come?" The writer of Matthew 3:7 wasn't worried at all about "hurting the pharisee's feelings" he was doing all he could to get through to them somehow. This talk this "word usage" wasn't like thought of as taboo...............

oh no you can't call some pharisee's vipers gotta take that out the bible............no it's right there in the bible so there was a slew of confronting the pharisee's that went on in the bible that was completely written in the bible.

  Yes that one video was me being obnoxious, yes I put in 2 cards when the baby gift baskets were actually being handed out (before they piled them in a closet) I wrote in 2 them "ps..................here's my blog address please go to my blog it don't have much traffic : (

  ------------------- which both these things and many things I do sometimes are fantastically childish. 

  I am the sick I admit it, I have problems hence I need jesus! (sheri 2023 believes that their reaction is proof that they hated me - proof of what I "felt" often, this "we are pretending to be nice to your face but we hate your guts in reality" thing I did feel back then)

Mark 2:17 "When Jesus heard it, he saith unto them, They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance."
That's all I am able to defend myself right now, I am exhausted.

I do love the apostolic christian church of america

Have a great week earth be nice to each other

be merciful towards each other 

not just pretending bad things don't happen no restore your brother if you catch him in error Matthew 18:15 "Moreover if thy brother shall trespass against thee, go and tell him his fault between thee and him alone: if he shall hear thee, thou hast gained thy brother." 

  forgive love forgive love forgive love

this is my advice

jesus sure did confront the pharisee's though..................confronting people can be a "jesus thing" I may not of done it as well as it could've been done................I have 0 idea how i could've done it better????????????????????

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