I need motivation man. I need m - o - t - i - v - a - t - i - o - n if i really am supposed to get rid of makeup and jewelry and only wear dresses and skirts "for jesus". To make some makeup less, jewelryless, skirt and dress wearing effort worth it...................if that is what god indeed wants from me, which I ain't convinced. Jesus didn't tell any likely wearing makeup ladies to quit the makeup he said quit comiting adultery basically in John 8:4-11...........................I KNOW HOW TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........................

Update 8/5/2026 tried to make my shower look better (brian doesn't care about this shower at all because him and ian use the hallway bathroom) and I'm no construction worker..................I used 3 rolls of contact paper from the dollar tree, and a thing of butterfly stickers also from the dollar tree................

what it looked like before........................I don't think this shower was actually ever finished.................clearly I'm struggling to clean the bottom of it I TRIED.............

Titus 1:15

Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled.

apostolic christian church of america you have to get permission last I checked up on them to wear wedding rings, jewelry last I checked was still mostly banned in that church. But either titus 1:15 is true or it's not well as much as people in my family that might still be apostolic christian church of americaians (but in the closet, I think that's mostly why they want to kill me some of them or at least 1 of them, but the one of them that wants to kill me it looks like that person shot me in the feet several times with a very powerful bee bee gun AT POINT BLANK RANGE, again and again you know how painful bee's bee's are one after another machine gun style on bare feet ------------------ FREAKING PAINFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Same with people saying don't wear crystals no ----------- crystals would only be bad if you did bad shiz with them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (((((((((((((if people can even do bad shiz with them, I ain't 100% sure about that))))))))))))))))) 

I've donated maybe probably $100's and 100's of dollars over the years who knows how much money pry a lot! To their charity "Harvestcall" (cause the apostolic christian church of america posts always get a lot of traffic -------- I had 2 great aunts, and 2 great uncles that were members of the apostolic christian church of america, 1 uncle was a pastor in oregon cities apostolic christian church of america when that church was open for over easy pry 25 years or so).........................

I need motivation man. I need m - o - t - i - v - a - t - i - o - n if i really am supposed to get rid of makeup and jewelry and only wear dresses and skirts "for jesus". To make some makeup less, jewelryless, skirt and dress wearing effort worth it...................if that is what god indeed wants from me, which I ain't convinced. Jesus didn't tell any likely wearing makeup ladies to quit the makeup he said quit comiting adultery basically in John 8:4-11...........................I KNOW HOW TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........................

John 8:4-11 "They say unto him, Master, this woman was taken in adultery, in the very act. Now Moses in the law commanded us, that such should be stoned: but what sayest thou? This they said, tempting him, that they might have to accuse him. But Jesus stooped down, and with his finger wrote on the ground, as though he heard them not. So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.  And again he stooped down, and wrote on the ground. And they which heard it, being convicted by their own conscience, went out one by one, beginning at the eldest, even unto the last: and Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst. When Jesus had lifted up himself, and saw none but the woman, he said unto her, Woman, where are those thine accusers? hath no man condemned thee? She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more."

  he lord didn't tell this LIKELY smothered in makeup adulterer to take her makeup off ---------- NO HE DID NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he said quit sleeping around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   

SING IT LIONEL

MY HUSBAND LIKE NEEDS TO TWIN YOU LIONEL IF I'M REALLY MEANT TO NOT WEAR MAKEUP, JEWELRY AND ONLY DRESSES AND SKIRTS ALL THE TIME..................ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL NIGHT LONG THEN......................................

ALL NIGHT

ALL NIGHT

people need motivation often

that might be bad

but they do

they often need motivation to diet

like me

I have bad ashtma

that's got me currently eating vegan in a effort to get healthy

(If I didn't have "extreme asthma" I'd be over here eating real burgers still FOR REAL.................but happens to be, I shifted off my diet to veganism basically and real quick into things I noticed "oh I can walk on the treadmill or peloton bike and not have a massive asthma attack right away anymore") Cause some foods cause INFLAMMATION...............if you have bad asthma, you likely have a "inflammation problem"

cheese, dairy ==== inflammation from my personal experience

hamburger ===== inflammation

now everyone eat all the dairy and milk you want til you pass out and die if that's what you want to do - I AIN'T TELLIN NOBODY TO ABSTAIN FROM MEAT. 

1 Timothy 4:3 "Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth."

If I only currently benefit for looking nice

why would I stop???????????????????????????????????????????

why would I stop??????????????

especially when jesus didn't tell the adulterer chick in the bible to stop wearing makeup, he told her to stop sleeping around!!!!!!!!!!!!

John 10:10

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

Jesus came that I might have 

life

MORE ABUNDANTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(sheri this is a bad blog post) - but this is really what I believe though. 

I ain't sayin I couldn't be motivated, to not wear jewelry anymore, and just wear dresses and skirts................sometimes I need motivation. 

I ain't convinced a little nude eyeshadow and eyeliner 

is going to send me to the eternal flames of hell

I know some of you are convinced of that but you ain't done convinced me yet!

but also

if I was to not have - much "action" 

looking homely 

CAUSE AS A MARRIED LADY OF 23 YEARS I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW HEY DRESS IT UP..................

AND THEN.............................

THAT'S MARRIED 23 YEARS AND I KNOW!

asnd jesus came that I might have LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY!

John 10:10

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

i AIN'T FIXIN TO BE RIPPED OFF RIGHT NOW

if you think i'm "worser then the house of beelzebub" shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you wouldn't me to get a "bloated ego" 

hahahahhahahahahahahahhahaha

Matthew 10:25

It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?

beelzebub is like relieved I gave my life to Jesus right now hahahahahahahahahahahhaahahahahhaahahahahah

Have a great day!

Please explain to me, most christians say we are saved by grace and not of works YET - I will be continually hated if I wear makeup, or my hair down, OR JEWELRY. WHICH IS IT, AM I SAVED VIA WORKS OR NOT??? John 7:24 "Judge not according to the appearance, but judge righteous judgment." - my thought though is if you are ADDICTED OR feel the continual need to have and wear makeup, jewelry and "hairstyles" ARE YOU A OVERCOMER THEN..............so in my mind it isn't necessarily the using of these things but the potential ABUSE of these items and/or addiction to them.............

 Please explain to me, most christians say we are saved by grace and not of works YET - I will be continually hated if I wear makeup, or my hair down, OR JEWELRY. WHICH IS IT, AM I SAVED VIA WORKS OR NOT??? John 7:24 "Judge not according to the appearance, but judge righteous judgment." - my thought though is if you are ADDICTED OR feel the continual need to have and wear makeup, jewelry and "hairstyles" ARE YOU A OVERCOMER THEN..............so in my mind it isn't necessarily the using of these things but the potential ABUSE of these items and/or addiction to them.............

Ephesians 2:7-9 "That in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness toward us through Christ Jesus. For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast."

  you telllllllllllll me 

I need to not wear jewelry

not wear jewelry

wear just skirts

have my hair up

how is that list not all works????????????????

my eye's

my eye's 

are smoking take your souls hot 

without makeup

I don't need makeup 

I don't particularly like makeup - it's a hassle and I think it often makes me look worse and not better my husband last valentines day bought me a eyeshadow pallete and my "son" bought me a eyeshadow pallete for christmas ------- there be's a lot of pressure on me in my family to wear makeup I feel

(sometimes I enjoy looking goth more goth ya) 

but a lot of the time

I'm chill makeupless

I'd say most of the time I'm makeupless

and 

what's the harm every once and a while wearing makeup???

to the pure all things are pure

or are they not

(this whole world is pharisee's and they killing me)

Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled."

I wear womens pants, 

I don't wear mens pants

I wear womens pants

cause they comfy

that's why

they comfy

skirts often aren't warm

and they fly around in the wind

pants are warm

pants are comfortable most of them

Though I haven't had any "late night activities" for wellllllllllllll over a month now................so all my efforts to look how my husband wants me to look....................ya they ain't workin. 

he got real upset with me

frown face

when I weared hijab one day

I like headcoverings

I prefer that modest hairstyle

I don't like having every morning

cause I have naturally curly hair

to wet it

and scrunch it

and etc. etc. 

I prefer

what I do prefer

wet it late at night.........................add moisturizing buisiness

next day

put on headcover don't fool with my hair 

I ain't been able to live my life like how I want to live my life

but I prefer that

................

I prefer

comfy womens pants

no makeup

headcovering

--------- emf protecting jewelry so I don't age frig ever

cause them emfs 

are aging you all

STOP TELLIN ME 

20 THINGS AT ONCE THAT DON'T MATCH

AND THEN HATING MY BUTT

WHEN I DON'T DO ALL YOUR PHARISEE LIST TO MAKE YOU ALL HAPPY

via GIPHY

CONSIDERING BUYING SOME TICHELS CAUSE

AIN'T HAVING NO LATE NIGHT ACTION NOMADDER HOW I LOOK SO

Isaiah 3:16-24 "Moreover the Lord saith, Because the daughters of Zion are haughty, and walk with stretched forth necks and wanton eyes, walking and mincing as they go, and making a tinkling with their feet: Therefore the Lord will smite with a scab the crown of the head of the daughters of Zion, and the Lord will discover their secret parts. In that day the Lord will take away the bravery of their tinkling ornaments about their feet, and their cauls, and their round tires like the moon, The chains, and the bracelets, and the mufflers, The bonnets, and the ornaments of the legs, and the headbands, and the tablets, and the earrings, The rings, and nose jewels, The changeable suits of apparel, and the mantles, and the wimples, and the crisping pins, The glasses, and the fine linen, and the hoods, and the vails. And it shall come to pass, that instead of sweet smell there shall be stink; and instead of a girdle a rent; and instead of well set hair baldness; and instead of a stomacher a girding of sackcloth; and burning instead of beauty."

 To me Isaiah 3:16-24 is speaking about EXCESS....................and not saying................no you can never wear any of these things ever. 

And also speaking about the pride

that came from all this "excess"

nobody out there seems to be able to rightely divide the word of god like I am right now on this blog post AND MOST YOU ALL ARE SCARING ME.

YOU SHOULDN'T WANT TO BE SMOTHERED

in jewelry and makeup etc. etc.

narrow

narrow 

is the gate that leads to heaven the bible says...............

Matthew 7:14 "Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it."

the masses

wear tons of makeup

and jewelry

excess I'm talkin a excess of that stuffs