I'm going with Lucifer when he get's here but it's scary what I'm going to become - I'M LITERALLY GOING TO CARE ABOUT EVERYONE. (now none of us though can help everyone) Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all." I need to become this person though fully, one that really loves and cares about everyone even my enemies bible says LOVE YOUR ENEMIES GO PAST WHAT THE PHARISEE'S WENT IN THEIR HEARTS.............................THE PHARISEE'S HATED JESUS BAD THEY WERE SCHEMING TO GET HIM KILLED...............

Today we went to Omsi and afterwards we went to a store, and I literally heard people looking my way saying "but she's so pretty" (cause people do go to my blog and they know I'm in a sexless marriage). Brian isn't going to get testosterone shots or whatever.........he hasn't so...............cause my needs don't matter they haven't this entire 24 year marriage, he knew I had a real libido when he married me, he faked also having a real libido so I THOUGHT HE HAD A REAL LIBIDO. But few weeks after being married I found out, 1 time a week, and then few I'd say a few years later it went down to 1 time a month................it took awhile til we were at 1 time a month that's how much brian likes "doing late night activities" problem I'm near menopause, so it's real hard for me. Also (she bopping as ciny lauper sang, also hard, cause brian and ian are always home) I'm not doing good basically and I don't know how to get healthy. Ya I have menopause pills. 

I look as nice as I can I'm afraid to wear contacts cause I'm old............

(this is a ugly picture of me, but usually my hair is down, usually it's not up, or I at least have some face fringe layers showing at the front of my face) - most ladies have "bad hair days" this is a bad hair day

but even if I had a billion bad hair days 

I should be "good looking enough" BUT I'M NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT FOR BRIAN WALZ

bonus though I don't deem brian very attractive anymore, probably because he don't deem me attractive. Back when he had a libido I did think he was good looking. He's turned "the deed" into a horrible torture thing. And it's been that way for me for years. 

I'm going with Lucifer when he get's here but it's scary what I'm going to become - I'M LITERALLY GOING TO CARE ABOUT EVERYONE. (now none of us though can help everyone)  Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all." I need to become this person though fully, one that really loves and cares about everyone even my enemies bible says LOVE YOUR ENEMIES GO PAST WHAT THE PHARISEE'S WENT IN THEIR HEARTS.............................THE PHARISEE'S HATED JESUS BAD THEY WERE SCHEMING TO GET HIM KILLED...............

Matthew 12:14 "Then the Pharisees went out, and held a council against him, how they might destroy him."

John 10:39 "Therefore they sought again to take him: but he escaped out of their hand,"

Hear the bible for the 1st time maybe in your lives in "technicolor" --------- "that whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council" love we need to love everyone even our enemies and people that make us very mad and are exceedingly mean to us often.....................

Matthew 5:18-22 "For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled. Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments, and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven: but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven. For I say unto you, That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven. Ye have heard that it was said of them of old time, Thou shalt not kill; and whosoever shall kill shall be in danger of the judgment: But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment: and whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council: but whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell fire."

Don't be overcome with evil the bible says

do let yourself be taken over with angriness at someone that did evil to you maybe a lot often..............

Romans 12:21 "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good."

LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Luke 6:35

But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.

LET'S REASON WITH ONE ANOTHER MY BELOVED 1ST HUSBAND LUCIFER THE LORD OF THE UNDERWORLD.........................COME DOWN HERE PLEASE...............LET'S WORK TOGETHER AND SAVOUREST THE NEEDS OF MEN TOGETHER.........................

Matthew 16:23

But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men.

LOVE BOTH MY HUSBANDS BUT IT'S LUCIFER I FEEL IS REALLY "LIKE ME"

brian is more a kirk cameron style christian - no hate

super saint looking - sinless looking like everyone in the usa pry the earth

CHURCHES LOVE MY HUSBAND BAD ALL THE LADIES WANT HIM (ya I'm talking about 2nd hubby brian - alllllllllll the ladies want him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad) 

oh they love to stand next to him

or sit next to him

or hold his hand while praying

and laugh at all his jokes

I AIN'T BLIND LADIES - BUT WHO COULD BLAME YOU?????????

"sheri don't choose that song - you are a christian lady - I'm a freaking multi colored satan worshipping give my life to jesus many colored bird"........................

your righteousness needs to exceed that of the pharisee's

to enter heaven - who wanted Jesus KILLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"""That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven."""""

it's not a maybe that you need to love witches, satan worshippers, other christians etc. etc. other christians that don't believe like you or like me..............you must love them your righteousness must exceed that of the pharisee's to enter heaven 

my "mo" of going about this is pure villany I admit that

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