I got to get out of the house, I know I am far from living the "life more abundantly" jesus came to bring. I'm so hated though I literally struggle to go to the gym just simple things anymore..............got a new gym membership was excited about it (to be honest it looked like empty gym when we drove by it - it's like all the gyms around me crammed with people which isn't good for my social anxiety) AND I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO BUT THE GYM...........brian does the grocery shopping................

I know nobody believe's me 

but today lucifer e-mailed me..................

you all getting e-mails like that in your inbox?????????????????????

that's just a normal american usa e-mail nothing odd there???????????????????

ok don't go off duct taping people then..........................

(I get elaborate of how lucifer should deal with some of my enemies - usually involves duct taping them to a chair and forcing them to watch hours of barney ya that little kids show for hours and hours maybe days on end -------- they'll only be nice to people after that cause they wouldn't want a barney time to happen again!)

I got to get out of the house, I know I am far from living the "life more abundantly" jesus came to bring. I'm so hated though I literally struggle to go to the gym just simple things anymore..............got a new gym membership was excited about it (to be honest it looked like empty gym when we drove by it - it's like all the gyms around me crammed with people which isn't good for my social anxiety) AND I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO BUT THE GYM...........brian does the grocery shopping................

----------- one day while taking a kickboxing class (this wasn't at my current gym) I made a friend was hyped about that, well then a girl decided I wasn't allowed to make friends and had her friends bully me like every single class I NEVER RECOVERED FROM THAT

went to restaurant last night - that's the 1st time I got out of the house it's clean friday (besides to do my realistate job if we counting that but I ain't around people when doing my realistate job) 

if I'm going to hell

for what????????????????????????????????

2 Peter 3:13-15 "Nevertheless we, according to his promise, look for new heavens and a new earth, wherein dwelleth righteousness. Wherefore, beloved, seeing that ye look for such things, be diligent that ye may be found of him in peace, without spot, and blameless. And account that the longsuffering of our Lord is salvation; even as our beloved brother Paul also according to the wisdom given unto him hath written unto you;"

what is a "spot" 

is it how we dress

is it not instead do we love people or not love people isn't that what a "spot" is and not something based on looks at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a spot might be some love for the things of the world as well

but I would think moreso it would be if we had hate for anybody

Titus 3:2-4 "To speak evil of no man, to be no brawlers, but gentle, shewing all meekness unto all men. For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another." This idea of a "spot" can't be looks based IT CAN'T

ME

BORN PRETTY

HATED BY EVERYONE BECAUSE BORN PRETTY

PROCEEDS TO TRY AND DEFEND BEING PRETTY

FAILS

KEEPS TRYING CAUSE WHAT ELSE CAN I DO - BECOME UGLY TRIED THAT THAT WAS WORSE FOR ME

sheri sold to the world of fashion

do not try and save her soul

she is the damned

I love Rick Owens and Michelle Lami ya I go on the record - love them

they are doing what people should do being theirselves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can fashion be pride - sure

but it also can be a form of self expression albeit poo poo's by most christians and people in general

I'm to loud my look is to loud for my town I'm to loud

I think nobody is supposed to even have friends in my town I GOT IN TROUBLE AND RECEIVED HELL AT A KICKBOXING CLASS FOR MAKING A FRIEND!

bible never says fashions of teh world are hellish shiz you all added that to fashion iin your brains "for jesus" 

1 Corinthians 7:31

And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away.

the bible isn't talking shi- about fashion in 1 Corinthians 7:31 NO IT AIN'T BUT MOST YOU FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST HATE PEOPLE THAT LIKE FASHION AND YOU MOST YOU POO POO FASHION AND YOU LIKES TO SAY Michèle Lamy WORSHIPS SATAN ETC. SO WHAT IF SHE DID IF SHE AIN'T HURTING ANYBODY 

I WANT TO LEAVE THIS EARTH

TO MUCH HATE MOST IT "IN THE NAME OF JESUS" FOR THE LORD FOR THE LORD MANY CHRISTIANS MAKE "LOOK AT MICHELE LAMY A WITCH" VIDEOS THAT AIN'T THEM LOVING HER!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO!!!!!!!!!! NO THAT AIN'T THEM LOVING HER

SHE HAS BRAVERY TO BE HERSELF

IN THIS MADDENING WORLD THAT JUST WANTS TO BE TAN CLOTHED AND BORING

WHEN I THEN READ MY BIBLE AND IT SAYS "LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY" WELL ABUNDANTLY IS COLOR AND FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John 10:10

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

or just black clothes if that's what you want to wear FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FREEDOM TO LOOK HOW I WANT 

FREEDOM TO MAKE FRIENDS

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