I want to watch porn but I won't - I am dyeing this sexless marriage is killing me. Though I don't lust after nobody in porns ----------- those people are homely looking...................................(christians most of them say porn is a sin because it causes people to lust) NOT FOR ME THEY HOMELY LOOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT I WILL SUFFER..................AKA THIS LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY JESUS CAME TO BRING ME THAT SEEMS HORRIBLE.....................

I want to watch porn but I won't - I am dyeing this sexless marriage is killing me. Though I don't lust after nobody in porns ----------- those people are homely looking...................................(christians most of them say porn is a sin because it causes people to lust) NOT FOR ME THEY HOMELY LOOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT I WILL SUFFER..................AKA THIS LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY JESUS CAME TO BRING ME THAT SEEMS HORRIBLE.....................

John 10:10

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

don't say I don't suffer

I'm literally dieing

But I shouldn't watch porn, because like killing of animals and therefore eating animals and wearing leather goods is bad cause it supports the killing of animals............also watching porns supports the potential mistreatment of women. 

And us ladies we need to care about each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sex trafficking is real and a by product of the porn industry....................it's not a maybe it's more fact then maybe...............

https://www.endslaverynow.org/blog/articles/the-relationship-between-porn-and-human-trafficking

1 Peter 4:1-3

King James Version

4 Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;

2 That he no longer should live the rest of his time in the flesh to the lusts of men, but to the will of God.

porn I think it is a gateway drug maybe - maybe? maybe it leads to sins

better to suffer

but I'm dyeing