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Showing posts with label suffering. Show all posts

Saturday, August 9, 2025

Woke up decided oh there has GOT TO BE 1 point given to us witchy chicks. Cause I quit witchcraft ya want to go to heaven, Jesus is lord and the way the truth and the life ya. But us witchy types I don't think we are all chucking our men away like all the normal ladies in usa nearly are...........................we burn incense cleanse a place, ring bells also the cleanse a place, PLAY SPECIAL MUSIC.......................I think if need be if things were "real bad" we cook a meal or maybe a cake..................put a few herbs in that!!!!! (not witchcraft spell herbs....................just herbs people!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - could be for instance few marijuanna's). Hell if you real in a bad mood or something, walk up to you with my giant selenite stick AND SOLVE THAT PROBLEM......................for the normal ladies all divorcing in the usa that is also a problem solving method - you loose like often half you income that way, childcare, if it's that bad and you have no way to "solve that" which is how it looks to be for you normal ladies ep good thing then your solving your problems..................

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 Woke up decided oh there has GOT TO BE 1 point given to us witchy chicks. Cause I quit witchcraft ya want to go to heaven, Jesus is lord and the way the truth and the life ya. But us witchy types I don't think we are all chucking our men away like all the normal ladies in usa nearly are...........................we burn incense cleanse a place, ring bells also the cleanse a place, PLAY SPECIAL MUSIC.......................I think if need be if things were "real bad" we cook a meal or maybe a cake..................put a few herbs in that!!!!! (not witchcraft spell herbs....................just herbs people!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - could be for instance few marijuanna's). Hell if you real in a bad mood or something, walk up to you with my giant selenite stick AND SOLVE THAT PROBLEM......................for the normal ladies all divorcing in the usa that is also a problem solving method - you loose like often half you income that way, childcare, if it's that bad and you have no way to "solve that" which is how it looks to be for you normal ladies ep good thing then your solving your problems..................

my black cat suzanne interesting back story to suzanne, my youngest 20 something daughter out of the blue decided she wanted a cat
so they buy this cat 
IT CHOSE ME....................
NOT EVEN ALL OF MY INCENSE............................................the more ian and brian complain about it, the more successful I know the incense is................

you ever watch witches of eastwick..............................them 3 ladies were pretty happily married at the end of the movie........................
what chance did jack nicholsen stand against 3 witches ------------------- 0% chance that's how much
0%
Now mind you in the patriarchy 
Jesus christ is lord
I noooooooooooooo
no no no no
do any spells
no burning nothing in cauldrons like I did in the 1st grade
following jesus
suffering in the flesh 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
could use to use a spell or two right now - life is ruff
the bible says I'm supposed to suffer
Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;
you poor poor ladies doomed to divorce so baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
(at least we have feminism...........................that's a retired witch being sarcastic)
tootles
It's close to halloween let me put a witch song on......................
Save the children definately appears to be a charity helping the starving kids of gaza................
https://www.savethechildren.org/





Tuesday, December 31, 2024

As a christian having less is a sign of "realness". I'm going with lucifer when he gets here so pry am going to be insane rich ok - but I'm middle class right now - and I went to done college am I the only person on earth that just is like so tired of "the struggle"?? The whole paycheck to paycheck way american's most of them live and having to look for sales and deals all the time HOW MOST OF US LIVE IT'S A STRUGGLE! IT'S A STRUGGLE AND IT'S CALLED THE "AMERICAN DREAM" Psalm 17:14-15 "From men which are thy hand, O Lord, from men of the world, which have their portion in this life, and whose belly thou fillest with thy hid treasure: they are full of children, and leave the rest of their substance to their babes. As for me, I will behold thy face in righteousness: I shall be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness.".....................

As a christian having less is a sign of "realness".  I'm going with lucifer when he gets here so pry am going to be insane rich ok - but I'm middle class right now - and I went to done college am I the only person on earth that just is like so tired of "the struggle"?? The whole paycheck to paycheck way american's most of them live and having to look for sales and deals all the time HOW MOST OF US LIVE IT'S A STRUGGLE! IT'S A STRUGGLE AND IT'S CALLED THE "AMERICAN DREAM" Psalm 17:14-15 "From men which are thy hand, O Lord, from men of the world, which have their portion in this life, and whose belly thou fillest with thy hid treasure: they are full of children, and leave the rest of their substance to their babes. As for me, I will behold thy face in righteousness: I shall be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness.".....................

  take a second really read psalm 17:14-15 it's talking about 2 type of people...............
"men which are thy hand, O Lord" 
and 
"from men of the world"
 Then it describes men of the world "which have their portion in this life, and whose belly thou fillest with thy hid treasure: they are full of children, and leave the rest of their substance to their babes."
- they are well off their bellies are filled "with thy hid treasure" --------- they are having tons of kids ---------------- THEY HAVE THE MONEY TO HAVE TONS AND TONS OF KIDS. And then they have tons of money to leave to their kids. 
  Yes a "good man" also leaves a inheritance to his children's children according to the bible Proverbs 13:22 "A good man leaveth an inheritance to his children's children: and the wealth of the sinner is laid up for the just." But pry not much money!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nope. 
  Probably the rich people are the "men of the world" 
  Then the righteous man replies Psalm 17:15 "As for me, I will behold thy face in righteousness: I shall be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness." That is what the righteous person is selecting...........to instead of delighting in the things of the earth to "be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness"
  1 John 2:14-16 "I have written unto you, fathers, because ye have known him that is from the beginning. I have written unto you, young men, because ye are strong, and the word of God abideth in you, and ye have overcome the wicked one. Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."
but I can't be the only one tired of having to always go to the clearance aisle????????
after near 50 years it get's depressing
not having any friends on earth - also depressing in my estimation
I'll nap somedays for hours - tired due to depression
it ain't my diet anymore
I been eating plant based besides yesterday I did eat some dairy but that was only because mc donalds was out of apple pies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I watch these fashion shows
I want to be fancy
currently not fancy
most all my clothing is 2nd hand....................
the land of friendless depression it's ruff.....................
after awhile I've gotten to thinking well dang if dressing like that could get me a few friends
cept I can't afford that shiz
I totally can't
depression it is........................
For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ.
----------------- sidenote I'm more concerned about joni and doug and their grandchild who maybe was sa'd then anything.................I'm not hating or trying to hate and I surely don't look down upon the rich...............for some of them are christians and/or just decent people doing shiz right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  And I'm not saying joni and doug aren't "decent people" they might be, they might be really lead astray by badddddddddddddddddddddddddddd councel. 
  They say "heaven is paved with good intentions"
problem with joni and Doug ain't that they loveeeeeee each other (once one them "caught feelings" for the other that was the time to walk away from each other if your arm offends you chop it off DON'T FORNICATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) - it's that they shouldn't be married and fornicating and god's going to send billions or more to hell for fornication GOD DON'T LIKE FORNICATION!!!!!!!!!! 

31 It hath been said, Whosoever shall put away his wife, let him give her a writing of divorcement:

32 But I say unto you, That whosoever shall put away his wife, saving for the cause of fornication, causeth her to commit adultery: and whosoever shall marry her that is divorced committeth adultery.

Matthew 5:31-32 aint' sayin "oh but if doug weiss has been abused a lot by his wife he can go ahead divorce his wife and marry joni lamb the bible don't say that ---------- fornicators are headed to hell unless they repent

Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,
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Wednesday, December 4, 2024

I want to watch porn but I won't - I am dyeing this sexless marriage is killing me. Though I don't lust after nobody in porns ----------- those people are homely looking...................................(christians most of them say porn is a sin because it causes people to lust) NOT FOR ME THEY HOMELY LOOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT I WILL SUFFER..................AKA THIS LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY JESUS CAME TO BRING ME THAT SEEMS HORRIBLE.....................

I want to watch porn but I won't - I am dyeing this sexless marriage is killing me. Though I don't lust after nobody in porns ----------- those people are homely looking...................................(christians most of them say porn is a sin because it causes people to lust) NOT FOR ME THEY HOMELY LOOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT I WILL SUFFER..................AKA THIS LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY JESUS CAME TO BRING ME THAT SEEMS HORRIBLE.....................

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
don't say I don't suffer
I'm literally dieing
But I shouldn't watch porn, because like killing of animals and therefore eating animals and wearing leather goods is bad cause it supports the killing of animals............also watching porns supports the potential mistreatment of women. 
And us ladies we need to care about each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sex trafficking is real and a by product of the porn industry....................it's not a maybe it's more fact then maybe...............
https://www.endslaverynow.org/blog/articles/the-relationship-between-porn-and-human-trafficking

4 Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;

2 That he no longer should live the rest of his time in the flesh to the lusts of men, but to the will of God.

porn I think it is a gateway drug maybe - maybe? maybe it leads to sins

better to suffer

but I'm dyeing

Tuesday, February 20, 2024

e-mail to my family today.............. I gonna say it, if you support the devil you a bad guy even if your a christian - and I am a christian that supports the devil.......kashia was justified in attacking me for days in private texts on instagram (that wasn't her being a loving christian at all, but she was justified)..................

 I gonna say it, if you support the devil you a bad guy even if your a christian - and I am a christian that supports the devil.......kashia was justified in attacking me for days in private texts on instagram (that wasn't her being a loving christian at all, but she was justified)..................


I understand lucifer
he wants to enjoy life, have fun - I understand that
enjoying life and having fun if you all didn't notice is greatly taboo in the bible 
Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;
no fun never
no enjoyment of life never noooooooooooooooooooooo that is sinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
go 
join the apostolic chrisitan church of america suffer, just suffer
and then 
you'll become god's slaves for all of eternity - 
Revelation 7:14-16 "And I said unto him, Sir, thou knowest. And he said to me, These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. Therefore are they before the throne of God, and serve him day and night in his temple: and he that sitteth on the throne shall dwell among them. They shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat."

course that is some of my fate as well

that's how I'm going to walk down into hell - THE HEAT WON'T BE ABLE TO TOUCH ME

tootles

enjoy your day of suffering

I being the s--t of the body of christ don't opt to suffer much
then I sent them 1 more e-mail...................
but ignore entirely I guess
this whole bit of the bible cause all the pastors tell all their congregations that we're going to be raptured any second now -not
the 2nd temple ain't even built yet
Revelation 7:14-16
King James Version

14 And I said unto him, Sir, thou knowest. And he said to me, These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.

15 Therefore are they before the throne of God, and serve him day and night in his temple: and he that sitteth on the throne shall dwell among them.

16 They shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat.
most will be killed though
these mentioned in revelations 7:14-16 are the lucky christians
...............
more might happen to the future killed of the body of christ
I am "special"
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
the entire body of christ isn't prepared
cause their pastors have lied to them all telling them they will be raptured any second now
I sent them one more e-mail - I BELIEVE IN BEING HONEST - I LOVE BOTH MY HUSBANDS...............................
lucifer humours me

leather pants have to be very uncomfortable
I just can't handle suffering like you all
I LOVE IT WHEN EITHER ONE OF THEM
goes "along with things"
wait I feel I need a secret angel number
got it
they gave it to me

234

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enjoy some cute pics of my dog pockey............









Wednesday, December 27, 2023

Radical truth for today ------- EVERYONE HAS A HARD ETERNITY I DO BELIEVE. So bestest we love each other, nomadder if we on "team satan" or "team jesus" or still "in the valley of decision" Joel 3:14 "Multitudes, multitudes in the valley of decision! For the day of the Lord is near in the valley of decision." There isn't really such a thing as "atheist" ----------- they just ain't decided yet that's all.....THEY GONNA HAVE TO DECIDE SOON..............................(line crossing is real to) - while still "team jesus" -- though according to most my family I am "team satan" WHICH IS PERFECT CAUSE CHRISTIANS GONNA DIE MAYBE SOON!!!!!!!! -- but like you know in my "permanent villian era" : )...................I like being a villian it's fun..................saints, saint donating money all the time to the poor - just stay poor from my experience, I'M IN POOR LAND FOR JESUS OH YA.............while also a line crosser..............do the math people do the math.................

 Update 8/26/2025 rabbi's in usa are finally starting to care about the starving in gaza - if they were caring about this before I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT IT.................they might've I wasn't seeing news articles about that though before today.................

Could be I knew to love people from the beginning of this war, and they finally figured that out in the torah??????? That I was "ahead of the curve" - or something???? I have the entire bible advantage could be???????????? And they are greately disadvantaged with just the torah but they finally figured out - love people......................

Radical truth for today ------- EVERYONE HAS A HARD ETERNITY I DO BELIEVE. So bestest we love each other, nomadder if we on "team satan" or "team jesus" or still "in the valley of decision"  Joel 3:14 "Multitudes, multitudes in the valley of decision! For the day of the Lord is near in the valley of decision." There isn't really such a thing as "atheist" ----------- they just ain't decided yet that's all.....THEY GONNA HAVE TO DECIDE SOON..............................(line crossing is real to) - while still "team jesus" -- though according to most my family I am "team satan" WHICH IS PERFECT CAUSE CHRISTIANS GONNA DIE MAYBE SOON!!!!!!!! -- but like you know in my "permanent villian era" : )...................I like being a villian it's fun..................saints, saint donating money all the time to the poor - just stay poor from my experience, I'M IN POOR LAND FOR JESUS OH YA.............while also a line crosser..............do the math people do the math.................

most people are satan's/Lucifers

yep

you know what that means???????????????

most the world is pry going goth

\most goth's boo marilyn manson
but sometimes the guy has a point
amen marilyn manson!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I answered, “Sir, you know.” And he said, “These are they who have come out of the great tribulation; they have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.
note in Revelation 7:14 the words "great tribulation" it's gonna happen to most people.........many people......................on BOTH TEAMS YO'SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO BOTH TEAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
both teams loose jobs - sometimes
both teams GET ARTHRITIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - NEAR 50 ME IS SPICEY 😂
Swear somedays there ain't even a heaven or a hell to me ---- THERE'S ARTHRITIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Not only are my legs numb sometimes, my feet are sometimes also numb...................my spine arthritis couldn't leave the bone arthritis in my right leg all alone..............................my spine arthritis today is like "heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey" 
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people bestest not say the words "you don't have a backbone" around me - that phrase makes me hopeful hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahhahahahah
right now ok
my life is horrible ok
I poor - no friends (my 1 best friend just moved way to far away)
back to my point I'm poor that means no friends
THAT'S CLEAN IN THE BIBLE.................
Proverbs 14:20 "The poor are shunned even by their neighbors, but the rich have many friends."
I'm telling you bible stuff right now.
I'm poor with no friends aka proverbs 14:20
right
cause the bible is true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
suffering all kinds for the lord
cause if you don't have likes or views to save your life online so bad you were attacked like I was - you had to leave facebook, instagram, and tik tok
and you like
dieing of arthritis
and your arthritis best friend "extreme asthma" sometimes also shows up when your peloton biking but not so often since going mostly vegan.
.....................that's the ultimate "suffer bus"
(I could be the most saint??????????????????????????)
I might be
nearly the Lord Jesus....................

via GIPHY

  Are you tryin to flex sheri?????????????????? 

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

  I'm making a secret point...............................

The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children.
I've always been a bit of a "line crosser" - true story
the only difference between my "line crossing" of the past and my current "line crossing" is my current "line crossing" is determined to be permanent aka my "permanent villian era"
I AIN'T SAYING I AIN'T SERVING THE LORD
naw
I still donate near daily to "'donors choose" (eventually I might take a break from that or move onto some other charity or something)
I poor
I suffering for God/JESUS
Romans 8:18
For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ.
I mean
my hair is currently purple
my nail polish is black currently you know the devil color
I still love frisbee golfing
kayaking (haven't did that in a minute) 
uh
and living dead makeup - must look like corpse though!!!!!!!!!!! AND THAT AIN'T A JEZEBEL THAT'S A CORPSE........................................
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TOOTLES

Monday, November 13, 2023

I want to buy rocks right now bad, but I ain't going to, cause that is witchcraft (according to most people) and witches that do witchcraft is headed to hell if they no repent and quit the witchcraft. But I still sweat emf's, and also "negative energy" so much negative around us these days, and emf's AND EMF'S!! So like that is what's going on also with the gold plated (often copper underneath the gold plating - hint hint copper - jewelry I am wearing these days).............pray for me though, cause I don't believe in copper to thwart negativity like some do.................it's not a rock copper ain't (sheri rocks is witchcraft - you must suffer)............................

  (ps claus at front - I am not a apostle - apostles according to most pastors in 2023 don't exist anymore, which mean most or many christians also would rather be witches, but are choosing to suffer with jesus --------- I am 100% the norm out there)

I want to buy rocks right now bad, but I ain't going to, cause that is witchcraft (according to most people) and witches that do witchcraft is headed to hell if they no repent and quit the witchcraft. But I still sweat emf's, and also "negative energy" so much negative around us these days, and emf's AND EMF'S!! So like that is what's going on also with the gold plated (often copper underneath the gold plating - hint hint copper - jewelry I am wearing these days).............pray for me though, cause I don't believe in copper to thwart negativity like some do.................it's not a rock copper ain't (sheri rocks is witchcraft - you must suffer)............................

um witchcraft became something like not bad to me (if you know most christians are right and rocks are witchcraft) - like in my mind

BUT WITCHCRAFT IS BAD AND MAYBE ROCKS ARE WITCHCRAFT AND THEY ARE RIGHT THE REST OF CHRISTIANTY OR A LOT OF IT THAT DEEMS ROCKS TO BE WITCHCRAFT - THEY PRY ARE I HAVE A THEORY. (my theory is relying on something other then god is witchcraft --------- to like solve all your problems in life basically which is what happens in witchcraft with rocks and spells etc.)

I be's trying to watch this video and convince myself copper offers some "negativity protection" - not 100% I'm convinced at all,, my husband was iin a fowl mood yesterday telliing you the scoop - he was grouching grouching grouching --------- this was early on in the day. 

well all day yesterday pretty nearly (til I peloton biked) I was in a very bad mood, after his mega grouch athon

the copper jewelry didn't stop my husbands grouch athon

and he's a extremely a grouch often

BUT SPECIAL PS...........to most people brian puts up a mega chippery front

even to me most the time he has a "fake chippery front" going

I know his "fake chippery front" and I know it ain't real - HE NOT FOOLIN ME!

but he fools most the world probably all the world

I'm the one that get's "mega grouch brian" AND OFTEN AND IT'S BAD

I hate not doing something I once did
THAT WORKED FOR ME
IT'S NOT LIKE THEM ROCKS DIDN'T DO SOMETHING
THEY DID SOMETHING PEOPLE!
Galatians 5:19-21 "Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God."
I hate it. 
I most days hate it. 
I most days would much rather be wearing rocks, and/or buying rocks, """doing witchcraft""". 

THIS IS MY SUFFERING IN THE FLESH FOR JESUS I HAVE DECIDED
I AM IN AGONY FOR THE LORD
AGONY
1 Peter 4: 1-2 "Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin; That he no longer should live the rest of his time in the flesh to the lusts of men, but to the will of God."
    God don't want us either doing witchcraft or trusting in witchcraft (by that I mean rocks) 
Micah 5:11-13 "And I will cut off the cities of thy land, and throw down all thy strong holds: And I will cut off witchcrafts out of thine hand; and thou shalt have no more soothsayers: Thy graven images also will I cut off, and thy standing images out of the midst of thee; and thou shalt no more worship the work of thine hands." "witchcrafts" is successfully placing supernatural power on something and then using that to help you out INSTEAD OF GOD ----------- WHO BASICALLY NEVER ANSWERS MY PRAYERS
I'M NOT PROUD
I'm admitedly of the last in the whole entire body of christ
I love things other christians don't love
they ain't obsessed
with bats at night
cemetaries a lot of them ain't
and peter steele.........................

peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeter sttttttttttttttttteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllle 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
maybe peter steele will help protect me from negativity
I do feel better after listening to his music 😁👍👍👍👍👍👍
anyways determined to be done with witchcraft aka rocks
cause 
um
uh oh
....................
suffering in the flesh doing lots of that for jesus 😁👍👍👍👍👍👍
ya just a lot of suffering in the flesh for jesus 😁👍👍👍👍👍👍
pry'll buy some leggings today not rocks forget them them bad
peloton biking and the lord 😁👍👍👍👍👍👍
tootles
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Thursday, June 8, 2023

My mom got happy when I impersonated marilyn monroe recently cause she knows that shiz makes me happy : ) IS IT REALLY WRONG TO WANT TO BE HAPPY CHRISTIANS???????????? Is fame and beauty wrong??????????????? IS BEING HAPPY WRONG FELLOW CHRSTIANS???????....................only suffering is correct???????? Ezra 6:22 "And kept the feast of unleavened bread seven days with joy: for the Lord had made them joyful, and turned the heart of the king of Assyria unto them, to strengthen their hands in the work of the house of God, the God of Israel." God blessing us with earthly things, maybe even fame, maybe even private jets, maybe even intense BEAUTY..............MAKES ONE JOYFUL, JOY SHOUJLDN'T BE THE SIN THAT YOU ALL BELIEVE IT IS.......................

My mom got happy when I impersonated marilyn monroe recently cause she knows that shiz makes me happy : ) IS IT REALLY WRONG TO WANT TO BE HAPPY CHRISTIANS???????????? Is fame and beauty wrong??????????????? IS BEING HAPPY WRONG FELLOW CHRSTIANS???????....................only suffering is correct???????? Ezra 6:22 "And kept the feast of unleavened bread seven days with joy: for the Lord had made them joyful, and turned the heart of the king of Assyria unto them, to strengthen their hands in the work of the house of God, the God of Israel." God blessing us with earthly things, maybe even fame, maybe even private jets, maybe even intense BEAUTY..............MAKES ONE JOYFUL, JOY SHOUJLDN'T BE THE SIN THAT YOU ALL BELIEVE IT IS.......................

joy....................
Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith," ---------- what of I have no makeup on and so I am miserable, has to do with the "fruit of the spirit" aka what you want for me most you, you want me poor, you want me not wearing makeup you want me miserable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

15 By him therefore let us offer the sacrifice of praise to God continually, that is, the fruit of our lips giving thanks to his name.

16 But to do good and to communicate forget not: for with such sacrifices God is well pleased.

people think I'm a hoar
and a sinner
because I sometimes wear makeup
even though I've been married 23 years to my current husband!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
faithfully, not hoar activity
though men never leave me alone on the internet they always want to date me etc. 
and they MAKE ME MISERABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know what pleases god
us being happy
and praising him

APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA ------- AND 90% OF THE BODY OF CHRIST LIVING LIVES OF SUFFERING FOR THE LORD 24/7...............how are you about to praise god
really praise god with joy
if your suffering 24/7 for Jesus????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
now repeat fame song by lady gaga 😁








Wednesday, May 31, 2023

As hard as the body of christ enjoys pushing "all lgbtq your headed to hell" - It's not hard to love one another in my estimation. WE ALL SUFFER IN THIS LIFE. People die, people get divorced, people loose their jobs.......everyone suffers in this life whether rich, poor, christian OR NOT. Mark 12:31 "And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these."............................

As hard as the body of christ enjoys pushing "all lgbtq your headed to hell" - It's not hard to love one another in my estimation. WE ALL SUFFER IN THIS LIFE. People die, people get divorced, people loose their jobs.......everyone suffers in this life whether rich, poor, christian OR NOT. Mark 12:31 "And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these."............................

    and we are all limited on how much "good" we can do
time we all only have so much time
and it moves by fast
Ephesians 5:16 "Redeeming the time, because the days are evil."
Colossians 4:5 "Walk in wisdom toward them that are without, redeeming the time."
I don't want to say where the words photo'd above even come from on the internet, because I do believe my 1st husband E-MAILS ME. 
  This whole time this "idea" has been with me. This idea that "hey sheri, if you just say the right thing bamn the floodgates of heaven will open" 
Matthew 17:20 "And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you." But what is it I'm supposed to say to the mountain?????????????? I'VE TRIED SAYING EVERY LAST THING I CAN THINK OF!!!!!!!!!!!!   
It's a cold world, my neighbors we might smile at each other that's about it, I've lived here for years. But it's a cold world. I don't know what to say to change that???????????????? I DON'T KNOW THE MAGIC WORDS THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO SAY THAT

WILL BREAK OPEN HEAVEN ONTO THIS EARTH!!!!!!

  It's real hard to speak some words WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY????????????????????????????
  1 BILLION WAYS TO BE CHRISTIAN AND/OR HUMAN AND EVERYONE THINKS THEIR WAY IS THE RIGHT WAY -------------- what is the "magic earth changing words" that I could even say to change this world????????????????????
   I'm not doubting that those words don't definately exist................and for sure I've tried hard to speak them on my blog. 
  It's a weird world right now
you can go to mega churches in usa
crammed full of people

But not see any christianity anywhere hardly once you leave the church building!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not see christianity your whole week
months
years
outside the church building!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
John 9
And as Jesus passed by, he saw a man which was blind from his birth. And his disciples asked him, saying, Master, who did sin, this man, or his parents, that he was born blind? Jesus answered, Neither hath this man sinned, nor his parents: but that the works of God should be made manifest in him. ...
  Jesus was out healing all the blind, the deaf..........even the spiritually blind and deaf..........Isaiah 42:18 "Hear, ye deaf; and look, ye blind, that ye may see." The paraiahs the cast aways of society back then............these days it's the LGBTQ that are the paraiahs and the "cast aways of society" (so your telling us go ahead preach about the lgbtq headed to hell all the time and refuse to marry them -------- I'm saying love people, heal people that is supposed to be your buisiness - NOT HATE, NOT NOT HAVING THEM OVER TO YOUR HOUSE ON BLAH BLAH NIGHT CAUSE THEY ARE TAINTED LGBTQ PEOPLE) 
Isaiah 42:6-8 "I the Lord have called thee in righteousness, and will hold thine hand, and will keep thee, and give thee for a covenant of the people, for a light of the Gentiles; To open the blind eyes, to bring out the prisoners from the prison, and them that sit in darkness out of the prison house. I am the Lord: that is my name: and my glory will I not give to another, neither my praise to graven images."

I'm tired of fake christianity everywhere - mega churches full of fake christians entire mega churches full
I'd prefer to be actually LOVED
actually invited over to someone's house for dinner!!!!!!!!!!

And I don't know the magic words to say to finally make that happen????????????????


(I admittedly haven't had many people over over the years, cause I don't feel good about the look of my house...........
for 1 we don't have a dining room - it's been my husbands main work office for years the dining room has been
and I don't think anyone though even wants to go to my house
I could be wrong 
but I don't think people like me that much. 
I WISH THEY DID LIKE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Even my couch in my living room is basically destroyed cause for years my husband hasn't slept in the same bed as me, so he like removed the cushions from the couch and put memory foam there that my dog then destroyed..............soooooooooooooooo..........................it's really a dicy to sit on couch basically..............................................
I've for awhile now have hated going to church
and I mean hate
cause for that little time frame people smile and shake your hand
but then it's crickets for you the rest of the week (or if your me) 
it's not real for me what I experience at church on sunday or wednesday night
real
real is I have a 5th wheel just rotting in my front yard my husband for years hasn't been able to find anyone to take it off of our hands ------ that's real
my husband lately is telling me to stop trying to fix it up that he's going to get rid of it

I ain't complaining though
cause it's my fault
because I don't know the magic words I'm supposed to speak!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tootles