As a christian having less is a sign of "realness". I'm going with lucifer when he gets here so pry am going to be insane rich ok - but I'm middle class right now - and I went to done college am I the only person on earth that just is like so tired of "the struggle"?? The whole paycheck to paycheck way american's most of them live and having to look for sales and deals all the time HOW MOST OF US LIVE IT'S A STRUGGLE! IT'S A STRUGGLE AND IT'S CALLED THE "AMERICAN DREAM" Psalm 17:14-15 "From men which are thy hand, O Lord, from men of the world, which have their portion in this life, and whose belly thou fillest with thy hid treasure: they are full of children, and leave the rest of their substance to their babes. As for me, I will behold thy face in righteousness: I shall be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness.".....................

As a christian having less is a sign of "realness".  I'm going with lucifer when he gets here so pry am going to be insane rich ok - but I'm middle class right now - and I went to done college am I the only person on earth that just is like so tired of "the struggle"?? The whole paycheck to paycheck way american's most of them live and having to look for sales and deals all the time HOW MOST OF US LIVE IT'S A STRUGGLE! IT'S A STRUGGLE AND IT'S CALLED THE "AMERICAN DREAM" Psalm 17:14-15 "From men which are thy hand, O Lord, from men of the world, which have their portion in this life, and whose belly thou fillest with thy hid treasure: they are full of children, and leave the rest of their substance to their babes. As for me, I will behold thy face in righteousness: I shall be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness.".....................

  take a second really read psalm 17:14-15 it's talking about 2 type of people...............

"men which are thy hand, O Lord" 

and 

"from men of the world"

 Then it describes men of the world "which have their portion in this life, and whose belly thou fillest with thy hid treasure: they are full of children, and leave the rest of their substance to their babes."

- they are well off their bellies are filled "with thy hid treasure" --------- they are having tons of kids ---------------- THEY HAVE THE MONEY TO HAVE TONS AND TONS OF KIDS. And then they have tons of money to leave to their kids. 

  Yes a "good man" also leaves a inheritance to his children's children according to the bible Proverbs 13:22 "A good man leaveth an inheritance to his children's children: and the wealth of the sinner is laid up for the just." But pry not much money!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nope. 

  Probably the rich people are the "men of the world" 

  Then the righteous man replies Psalm 17:15 "As for me, I will behold thy face in righteousness: I shall be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness." That is what the righteous person is selecting...........to instead of delighting in the things of the earth to "be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness"

  1 John 2:14-16 "I have written unto you, fathers, because ye have known him that is from the beginning. I have written unto you, young men, because ye are strong, and the word of God abideth in you, and ye have overcome the wicked one. Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."

but I can't be the only one tired of having to always go to the clearance aisle????????

after near 50 years it get's depressing

not having any friends on earth - also depressing in my estimation

I'll nap somedays for hours - tired due to depression

it ain't my diet anymore

I been eating plant based besides yesterday I did eat some dairy but that was only because mc donalds was out of apple pies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I watch these fashion shows

I want to be fancy

currently not fancy

most all my clothing is 2nd hand....................

the land of friendless depression it's ruff.....................

after awhile I've gotten to thinking well dang if dressing like that could get me a few friends

cept I can't afford that shiz

I totally can't

depression it is........................

2 Corinthians 1:5

For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ.

----------------- sidenote I'm more concerned about joni and doug and their grandchild who maybe was sa'd then anything.................I'm not hating or trying to hate and I surely don't look down upon the rich...............for some of them are christians and/or just decent people doing shiz right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  And I'm not saying joni and doug aren't "decent people" they might be, they might be really lead astray by badddddddddddddddddddddddddddd councel. 

  They say "heaven is paved with good intentions"

problem with joni and Doug ain't that they loveeeeeee each other (once one them "caught feelings" for the other that was the time to walk away from each other if your arm offends you chop it off DON'T FORNICATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) - it's that they shouldn't be married and fornicating and god's going to send billions or more to hell for fornication GOD DON'T LIKE FORNICATION!!!!!!!!!! 

Matthew 5:31-33

King James Version

31 It hath been said, Whosoever shall put away his wife, let him give her a writing of divorcement:

32 But I say unto you, That whosoever shall put away his wife, saving for the cause of fornication, causeth her to commit adultery: and whosoever shall marry her that is divorced committeth adultery.

Matthew 5:31-32 aint' sayin "oh but if doug weiss has been abused a lot by his wife he can go ahead divorce his wife and marry joni lamb the bible don't say that ---------- fornicators are headed to hell unless they repent

1 Corinthians 6:9

Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,

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Are you like me and wonder with yourself sometimes "well where's the glory in me"? Romans 8:18 "For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us."..............

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Are you like me and wonder with yourself sometimes "well where's the glory in me"? Romans 8:18 "For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us."
  Somedays I don't feel glorious. Yesterday me and my family went to the water park and well my swimsuit I kept having to adjust it............................I was yet again battling constipation the whole day long.........................til finally at like 8:30 p.m. at night on the drive home and we stopped at a rest stop. (bout to take some fiber more often up my feeling of having glory hahahhahahahahhaha) And I went on the spinny cups with my oldest teen, who knew I did not want to be spun to much...................she spun me much to much, she wanted to high five me after the ride.............now I didn't high five her, instead I said "I am not in the mood to high five right now" (what I was really in the mood for right then was something other then a high five, didn't do that)
   I don't know if there is any people on the earth that could get sick to their stomach on the tea cups and have the glory in them to be like ------------- yessssssssssssssssssssss that was awesome? Both my kids think that is so much fun to spin zillions of miles per hour on that ride, I just don't get that????????????? Once I spun slow on a tea cup ride at disneyland like 12 or so years ago..............it was real nice.
 Think on this jesus's glory is also going to be revealed someday 1 Peter 4:13 "But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy." In the kings james version of the bible full out 1 peter 4:13 it really does say "when his glory shall be revealed" Well think about it, the lord jesus christ, he was harassed looks to be near constantly by the pharisee's, laughed at, mocked at the cross when he was dieing..............besides one moment riding a donkey through town his whole life he was laughed at!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am risking getting so busted saying this, but jesus mostly looked like a regular person.................like he didn't walk down the street and
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
well you couldn't hear the angels singing his praises - they indefinately where while he was walking down the street
our lord was like us, he didn't emit slews of ridiculous glory out his pores 24/7 that you could like see with your eyeballs.
He fished. He went to bars or the equivalent to, and hanged out with tax collectors etc. He did heal people, but he was a normal guy, and as thus, the glory just didn't just hmmmmmmmmmm

but yet his glory is there was even then there and it's going to be revealed someday - as will ours if we choose to be partakers in christ's sufferings!

1 Peter 5:1 "The elders which are among you I exhort, who am also an elder, and a witness of the sufferings of Christ, and also a partaker of the glory that shall be revealed:"
  There is a lot of stuffs that can look great in this world, but those things don't lead to lasting glory for all of eternity, only following jesus, partaking in the sufferings of christ can really lead to having one day glory I believe. 2 Peter 2:22 "But it is happened unto them according to the true proverb, The dog is turned to his own vomit again; and the sow that was washed to her wallowing in the mire." Whatever "glory" the world can give us, and yes I've been interested in bodybuilding sigh ------------- it ain't been going well as I type this my stomach is wrapped in a vicks vapor rub wrap (so intense is my weight battle to this day...................it is what it is..................some people can be bodybuilders and are cut out for that ------------ maybe I'm not). Back to my point whatever glory the world can give us pales in comparison to the glory that could be revealed in us someday after daily denying ourselves taking up our crosses following jesus and partaking in the lords sufferings!

  Do we believe jesus will have glory one day???????? I know I do, well then it just stands to reason one day we to can have glory someday in heaven if we just follow the lord jesus christ. Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"

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1 Peter 4:12-13 "Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you................" I am in this "fiery trial" time I believe..................

 Update 8/4/2022..........cleaning the house a lot..................pic of one of my "resurrection plants" after being in water for 1 day (it'll green out in 3 days) very pretty plant can live 200-250 years if cared for properly. And in the background is a bench I vacuum sealed 3 bags of pillows and sheets, one of the bags is full of sweaters, I big time recommend vacuum sealing bags.............

sheri 2022 says.............1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you." --------- this verse might take 40+ years to happen in a christians life I have found from personal experience, if not longer............this worlds very judgy, very hateful, they don't want to love anybody. THEY WANT TO HATE EVERYBODY. Why??????????

why you ask

because their lives are so ruff that's why. 

"Everyone of them has a story to be told from the queen of england to the hounds of hell".............

don't let a 7 nation army hold you back yo's

1 Peter 4:12-13 "Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy." I have decided people in general if they are like really following jesus, don't just end up BAMN loved welcomed much into a church...........this "fiery trial which is to try you" that I am experiencing right now MUST BE NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's what I recogn anyways. 1 Peter 4:12-13 it does exist must be the case!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   Would the world ever to a person be like.....................oh ok you have a doily on your head, and a long skirt on, ok ok your a saint........................they going to PUT YOU IN THE COOKER FIRST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RIGHT???????????????????????????? 

 (turn the heat up maybe??????????????????) please apostolic christian church of america, don't turn the heat up to much I am a WEENY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   We went to a local amusement park today, the body of christ to me is like a carny game EXCEPT LIKE A CARNEY GAME YOU CAN WIN THE BIG PRIZE!!!!!!!!!!! Cause like at the carnivals sometimes, the odds aren't in ones favour really..................and they'll make it look easy. 

1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you." The word of god isn't like a carnival game, it will happen.......................after I have "suffered a while" god will "make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you"

  right now though I in a fiery trial ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

remember apostolic christian church of america I am a weeny

please don't turn up the cooker to much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

The fiery trial of the apostolic christian church of america did end for me - it ended with the elder telling me I could never be a member of their church that I was the "worst person ever" 

cause I refused to heed "commandments of men" 

I refused to quit wearing wedding rings and mascara.

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1 John 3:17-18 "But whoso hath this world's good, and seeth his brother have need, and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from him, how dwelleth the love of God in him? My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."