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Showing posts with label narrow way. Show all posts
Showing posts with label narrow way. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 8, 2026

I'm trapped unable to "enter in the narrow gate" Everyday trapped in the city and often going to stores, cause people do that often in the city. Going to city yoga classes that might be part of the harlot! And going to city zumba classes I like zumba better, brian prefers yoga. TRAPPED DOING CITY STUFF HARLOT STUFF PRY, TRAPPED STUCK TOTALLY JAILED IN THE CITY (NO PRISON BARS BUT REAL PRISON BARS AT THE SAME TIME BRIAN DON'T WANT TO MOVE EVER - though he has agree'd to eventually build a house on our large well landscaped property in small town that even has a private driveway WE MIGHT BE DEAD BY THE TIME HE DOES THAT AND IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!! HE AIN'T EVEN BUILD THE FOUNDATION FOR THE CABIN ON THAT PROPERTY YET SO MUCH HE WANTS US TO BURN IN HELL FOR ALL OF ETERNITY - I AM CONVINCED THAT IS HIS PLANS FOR OUR SOULS AND OUR KIDS SOULS! TRAPPED! THE CITY IS BABYLON THE HARLOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able." YOU GUYS HATE ME FOR BEING A JEZEBEL IF YOU DO OR A HARLOT, I LIVE IN THIS HELLHOLE OF HARLOT BABLYONEDEDDEDED TRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPED..............................

(honest I think the only way to enter in the narrow gate in the city, is to immerse yourself in your job, or track, or dragon boating something like entirelly...........IT'S CALLED THE STRAIGHT AND NARROW WAY) quiet time to read the bible - not always a possibility in the city big time city rush life we must go downtown to blah blah blah today and same the next day and same the next day etc. My young adult kids well one of them isn't that young anymore...........they love the city they love the place that will send them to hell they don't want to EVER LIVE IN THE COUNTRY. IF MY YOUNG ADULT KIDS END UP IN HELL THEY WON'T THINK THEY ARE IN HELL AT THIS RATE THEY'LL JUST THINK THEY ARE IN THE "HOT VERSION OF THE CITY" AND THEY'LL BE GLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD.

I'm tired though I need the country life. A slower life. A I have time to actually sit and read a book type life this AIN'T IT IN THE CITY THIS AIN'T IT. 

you all know books are on the decline - THE HORROR (city horror)

the horror babylon the harlot is SUCKING THE SOULS OF THE CITY FOLK SO DAMN BAD THAT THEY AREN'T EVEN READING BOOKS MUCH ANYMORE

this chick is sucking their souls dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

reading isn't so cool anymore, there's so many other harlot the babylon shiz to do in teh cities that's so much "cooler" then reading books (so the city people whom harlot the babylon has stolen their souls believes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

honest

ready to go to powels and buy a book or two and revolt more!

 I'm trapped unable to "enter in the narrow gate"  Everyday trapped in the city and often going to stores, cause people do that often in the city. Going to city yoga classes that might be part of the harlot! And going to city zumba classes I like zumba better, brian prefers yoga. TRAPPED DOING CITY STUFF HARLOT STUFF PRY, TRAPPED STUCK TOTALLY JAILED IN THE CITY (NO PRISON BARS BUT REAL PRISON BARS AT THE SAME TIME BRIAN DON'T WANT TO MOVE EVER - though he has agree'd to eventually build a house on our large well landscaped property in small town that even has a private driveway WE MIGHT BE DEAD BY THE TIME HE DOES THAT AND IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!! HE AIN'T EVEN BUILD THE FOUNDATION FOR THE CABIN ON THAT PROPERTY YET SO MUCH HE WANTS US TO BURN IN HELL FOR ALL OF ETERNITY - I AM CONVINCED THAT IS HIS PLANS FOR OUR SOULS AND OUR KIDS SOULS! TRAPPED! THE CITY IS BABYLON THE HARLOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able." YOU GUYS HATE ME FOR BEING A JEZEBEL IF YOU DO OR A HARLOT, I LIVE IN THIS HELLHOLE OF HARLOT BABLYONEDEDDEDED TRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPED..............................

the jews were trapped in the bible to

"Let my people go"

Exodus 8:1 "And the Lord spake unto Moses, Go unto Pharaoh, and say unto him, Thus saith the Lord, Let my people go, that they may serve me."
- they couldn't serve god with bills the jews in the bible time couldn't
and LONG WORKING HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What people have going on today!!!!!!!!!!!!
(though I like zumba)
I like zumba
but I shop to much
and I wouldn't shop so much in the country 
I can't talk much cause then you'd all be able to figure out where we bought land (barely mentioned the property to someone that lived in the area danged if they ain't damned sure the danged street we bought land on AND I THINK THERE GUESS WAS CLOSE). They added to the description I gave them, and their add's were "on point" --------- our property is really catered to me well but can't talk about it...................it's not the city but down the street from amenitites 👍 - not the buying shiz amentities, the amenentites where you could go drink a cup of coffee relax, and our property backs up to the most heavenly dreamscape heaven on earth government land 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
As always turn up volume below to hear evp's from Satan, Lucifer, the Devil..................
I DON'T HATE BRIAN'S FAMILY
they don't like me much
well figures they don't
they safe to say knew I was a cowgirl from the jump and wanted nothing more then to live in the country which is safe to say far away from them INSIDE FO BABYLON THE HARLOT THEY LIKE IT HERE
THEY KNOW I DON'T LIKE IT HERE 
I want a "simple kind of life" like gwen stefani sang about one that wouldn't send a person straight to hell!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT KIND OF LIFE! 
I literally own the property that would get me there
the hell
that we ain't even built the foundation for the cabin yet
THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL




Saturday, September 13, 2025

Everyone thinks that the narrow path is easy to find, that of course duh it means no jewelry, makeup, hairstyles, wedding rings be a apostolic christian church of america member OF COURSE IS WHAT MOST PEOPLE THINK HENCE THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA IS THE MOST GLORIFIED AND THEY GLORIFIED THEMOWNSELVES LOOKING AS HOLY AS THEY DO ON EARTH AND THEY ARE WORSHIPPED BY ALL. IF ONLY IN SECRET. but the bible says the narrow path FEW FIND IT..............and I believe it is a pathway that doesn't involve how you look BUT DO YOU LOVE?????????? AND HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE EVERYONE EVEN YOUR ENEMIES - I THOUROUGHLY BELIEVE THE NARROW PATH IS ONE OF THE HEART OF PUTTING GOD 1ST. (you can watch some tv I believe that is ok, to the pure all things are pure the bible says)

 

Everyone thinks that the narrow path is easy to find, that of course duh it means no jewelry, makeup, hairstyles, wedding rings be a apostolic christian church of america member OF COURSE IS WHAT MOST PEOPLE THINK HENCE THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA IS THE MOST GLORIFIED AND THEY GLORIFIED THEMOWNSELVES LOOKING AS HOLY AS THEY DO ON EARTH AND THEY ARE WORSHIPPED BY ALL. IF ONLY IN SECRET. but the bible says the narrow path FEW FIND IT..............and I believe it is a pathway that doesn't involve how you look BUT DO YOU LOVE?????????? AND HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE EVERYONE EVEN YOUR ENEMIES - I THOUROUGHLY BELIEVE THE NARROW PATH IS ONE OF THE HEART OF PUTTING GOD 1ST. (you can watch some tv I believe that is ok, to the pure all things are pure the bible says) 

Matthew 7:13-14 “Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it."
  Matthew 7:13-14 ain't saying everyone easily finds the "gate and narrow the road that leads to life" ONLY A FEW FIND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ONLY A FEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mark 12:30-32 "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’[b] There is no commandment greater than these.” “Well said, teacher,” the man replied. “You are right in saying that God is one and there is no other but him."
you everyday determine in your mind to serve god - you put god 1st your on I believe that narrow road that leads to life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it ain't the world the way of the world ain't going to lead one to life
I believe
I thouroughly believe
god knows some of us have jobs where we need to wear makeup, maybe some jewelry LOOK GOOD
GOD KNOWS THAT
moderation I think is key
not buying to much makeup
or to much jewelry - that's hard for many of us
but the broad road ----------------- on that broad road makeup and jewelry could become "more time consuming" maybe even more important to some people then god
the narrow way I believe is a thing of the heart

you cannot serve both god and mammon

you will either hate the one or cling to the other

Matthew 6:24
“No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money.
(I know for a fact a different translation of matthew 6:24 says mammon instead of money) it's the kings james here we go.......................
Matthew 6:24
No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.
god knows we need jobs right
so it helps to look nice I'm saying - if your a lady wearing some natural makeup likely would help many women in their careers ---------- if your a professional realistate person like I am there's a look that goes with that and god understands that
most of us gotta work jobs
we gotta
the broad road ----------------------- is one of excess -------------- buying to much shiz
putting maybe to much value on "mammon" not enough value on god
and we can see out there people that go to such lengths for designer this that and the other and there's no problem with owning some designer things ------------------ it's your heart that is important ---------------- where's that most of the day???????????? is it thinking about purchases on the internet...................or are you praying in the bible????????????????????????????????????????/
YOU WILL HOLD TO ONE - AND DESPISE THE OTHER
YE CANNOT SERVE GOD AND MAMMON
Matthew 6:24
No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.
god can raise me up and I still believe He will
and he can raise you up to!!!!!!!!!!!!
Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:
mammon - you see "empties hauls" mammon RUNS OUT
not god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hear me, O Lord; for thy lovingkindness is good: turn unto me according to the multitude of thy tender mercies.









Tuesday, February 20, 2024

e-mail to my family today.............. I gonna say it, if you support the devil you a bad guy even if your a christian - and I am a christian that supports the devil.......kashia was justified in attacking me for days in private texts on instagram (that wasn't her being a loving christian at all, but she was justified)..................

 I gonna say it, if you support the devil you a bad guy even if your a christian - and I am a christian that supports the devil.......kashia was justified in attacking me for days in private texts on instagram (that wasn't her being a loving christian at all, but she was justified)..................


I understand lucifer
he wants to enjoy life, have fun - I understand that
enjoying life and having fun if you all didn't notice is greatly taboo in the bible 
Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;
no fun never
no enjoyment of life never noooooooooooooooooooooo that is sinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
go 
join the apostolic chrisitan church of america suffer, just suffer
and then 
you'll become god's slaves for all of eternity - 
Revelation 7:14-16 "And I said unto him, Sir, thou knowest. And he said to me, These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. Therefore are they before the throne of God, and serve him day and night in his temple: and he that sitteth on the throne shall dwell among them. They shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat."

course that is some of my fate as well

that's how I'm going to walk down into hell - THE HEAT WON'T BE ABLE TO TOUCH ME

tootles

enjoy your day of suffering

I being the s--t of the body of christ don't opt to suffer much
then I sent them 1 more e-mail...................
but ignore entirely I guess
this whole bit of the bible cause all the pastors tell all their congregations that we're going to be raptured any second now -not
the 2nd temple ain't even built yet
Revelation 7:14-16
King James Version

14 And I said unto him, Sir, thou knowest. And he said to me, These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.

15 Therefore are they before the throne of God, and serve him day and night in his temple: and he that sitteth on the throne shall dwell among them.

16 They shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat.
most will be killed though
these mentioned in revelations 7:14-16 are the lucky christians
...............
more might happen to the future killed of the body of christ
I am "special"
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
the entire body of christ isn't prepared
cause their pastors have lied to them all telling them they will be raptured any second now
I sent them one more e-mail - I BELIEVE IN BEING HONEST - I LOVE BOTH MY HUSBANDS...............................
lucifer humours me

leather pants have to be very uncomfortable
I just can't handle suffering like you all
I LOVE IT WHEN EITHER ONE OF THEM
goes "along with things"
wait I feel I need a secret angel number
got it
they gave it to me

234

👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍


enjoy some cute pics of my dog pockey............









Sunday, August 27, 2023

A lady on tik tok recently asked aren't christians supposed to have 0 worldly goods because Luke 18:22 "Now when Jesus heard these things, he said unto him, Yet lackest thou one thing: sell all that thou hast, and distribute unto the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come, follow me." Well I challenge that idea, IF you sell all that you have how will then you have "life more abundantly" CAUSE MADONNA IS RIGHT SOME WE ARE LIVING IN A "MATERIAL WORLD" I contend people need a few earthly goods TO LIVE A GOOD LIFE. John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."...........

 I'm attacked so bad these days I have to put the money I donate up front on the new posts................people want me to kill myself whether that is my real mom or someone pretending to be my mom THEY WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!!......................

A lady on tik tok recently asked aren't christians supposed to have 0 worldly goods because Luke 18:22 "Now when Jesus heard these things, he said unto him, Yet lackest thou one thing: sell all that thou hast, and distribute unto the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come, follow me." Well I challenge that idea, IF you sell all that you have how will then you have "life more abundantly" CAUSE MADONNA IS RIGHT SOME WE ARE LIVING IN A "MATERIAL WORLD" I contend people need a few earthly goods TO LIVE A GOOD LIFE. John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.".............

boo makeup and jewelry cause straight is the way to heaven, and also I am these days going with the you know bible, boo fashion, boo name brand clothing and name brands like boo the idea of spending tons of money on things to be "fancy".............

Matthew 7:14 "Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it."
1 Timothy 2:8-10 "I will therefore that men pray every where, lifting up holy hands, without wrath and doubting. In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array; But (which becometh women professing godliness) with good works."
The earth is a material world.................
don't abuse the things of the world
don't walk around looking like a hooker for jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bad idea that is in my idea 

30 And they that weep, as though they wept not; and they that rejoice, as though they rejoiced not; and they that buy, as though they possessed not;

31 And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away.

- amen 1 corinthians 7:30-32

 Now I won't stop you if you want to own 0% goods, and I know in "goody goody christianity" that is 99% of america

I'm the loser christian 1%

that you all like to own near 0% so that your soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo holy

go ahead if that "floats your boat" 

but while your doin that...................make sure you are reallllllllllllly helping the poor........................with that their money you got when you done sold everything you have.......................

Matthew 25:41-46 "Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels: For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee? Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me. And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal."
  Well sheri we reject the bible that's a "works based salvation" Matthew 25:41-46 is that's tellin us we need to do works and we reject that we are "saved by grace" and not works we don't have to do NOTHING ------------ well matthew 25:41-46 isn't saying you need to do nothing I am fully aware of the "saved by grace and not works" gospel ramned down people's throats out there, I watched a male pastor (he was male) draw a diagram of the thief on the cross that accepted jesus...........and then he said "see we don't have to do works to get to heaven" But while you all are believing you don't have to do 0 works to get to heaven.................MATTHEW 25:41-46 ALSO EXISTS IN THE BIBLE AND IT IS THE BIBLE THE BIBLE TALKING ABOUT FREAKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG JUDGEMENT DAY!!!!!!!!!! 
  And the bible whilst talking about freaking judgement day talks about THE WORKS PEOPLE DO OR DON'T DO. 
YOUR MONEY
YOUR LIFE
AS A CHRISTIAN IF YOU ARE INDEED A CHRISITAN
AIN'T SUPPOSED TO BE YOUR OWN
Matthew 25:16-18 "Then he that had received the five talents went and traded with the same, and made them other five talents. And likewise he that had received two, he also gained other two. But he that had received one went and digged in the earth, and hid his lord's money." I NOTED ANYWAYS, that money is spoken of in Matthew 25:16-18 that one dud HID HIS LORD'S MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIDN'T PUT IT IN THE COLLECTION PLATE OR DONATED IT TO SOME ORPHANS SOMEWHERE DIDN'T PUT THAT MONEY TO USE FOR "GOD'S KINGDOM" - HE HID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 25..........................................................
28 Take therefore the talent from him, and give it unto him which hath ten talents.

29 For unto every one that hath shall be given, and he shall have abundance: but from him that hath not shall be taken away even that which he hath.

30 And cast ye the unprofitable servant into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

31 When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory:

32 And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats:

33 And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left.

34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:

36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.

37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?

38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?

39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?

40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.
  I myself believe Jesus came that I have "life more abundantly" well if I have 0 goods cause I done sold every smack thing I have and gave to the poor...............I don't believe I'd have a "life more abundantly" in that event!!!!!!!!!!!!
I BELIEVE IN GOING TO GARAGE SALES
AND ROSS DRESS FOR LESS
AND TJ MAX
AND THE MALL LOOKING FOR THE DEALS WHICH THERE ARE DEALS AT THE MALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AMEN MYSELF THAT'S RIGHT 
IT'D BE DUMB TO FOLLOW THE LORD AND THEN HAVE "LIFE LESS ABUNDANTLY" 
matching tichel with my bucee's t-shirt I got at a garage sale for like $1..................#lifemoreabundantly 👍


Friday, July 28, 2023

Sometimes I think I have tried to "fit in" GONE ARE THOSE DAYS - I'm done and beyond sick of people accusing me of envying SUPER MODELS! (it's happened a ton over the years) I might go donate all my jewelry don't even bother selling it TODAY - JUST CHOP THAT LIMB OFF FOR GOOD THIS TIME Mark 9:43 "And if thy hand offend thee, cut it off: it is better for thee to enter into life maimed, than having two hands to go into hell, into the fire that never shall be quenched:" DON'T LOOK BACK THE BIBLE SAYS, DON'T KEEP A FEW PIECES OF JEWELRY. IN THE PAST I THINK THAT WAS MY PROBLEM - I LOOKED BACK......................

Sometimes I think I have tried to "fit in" GONE ARE THOSE DAYS - I'm done and beyond sick of people accusing me of envying SUPER MODELS! (it's happened a ton over the years) I might go donate all my jewelry don't even bother selling it TODAY - JUST CHOP THAT LIMB OFF FOR GOOD THIS TIME Mark 9:43 "And if thy hand offend thee, cut it off: it is better for thee to enter into life maimed, than having two hands to go into hell, into the fire that never shall be quenched:" DON'T LOOK BACK THE BIBLE SAYS, DON'T KEEP A FEW PIECES OF JEWELRY. IN THE PAST I THINK THAT WAS MY PROBLEM - I LOOKED BACK......................

Genesis 19:26 "But his wife looked back from behind him, and she became a pillar of salt."
  I thought oh just these 2-3 pieces of jewelry nobody will know!!!!!!!!!!!........................
Romans 13:14 "But put ye on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make not provision for the flesh, to fulfil the lusts thereof."
  Besides I do need to keep a few orgonite pieces to wear in my bra, not for people to see so that is different, cause I don't want the 5g to age me a ton, and maybe give me diseases!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 in the bible 
(I'm being told to say this) 
in the bible 

god didn't choose the lukewarm

he choose the HUNGRY

THOSE THAT LAPPED THE WATER..............


Judges 7:5-7 "So he brought down the people unto the water: and the Lord said unto Gideon, Every one that lappeth of the water with his tongue, as a dog lappeth, him shalt thou set by himself; likewise every one that boweth down upon his knees to drink. And the number of them that lapped, putting their hand to their mouth, were three hundred men: but all the rest of the people bowed down upon their knees to drink water. And the Lord said unto Gideon, By the three hundred men that lapped will I save you, and deliver the Midianites into thine hand: and let all the other people go every man unto his place."
nice guys pry that all got on their knee's and probably carefully got a drink
GOD CHOOSE THE THIRSTY!
AND THAT WAS LESS MEN, THAT WAS ONLY 300 MEN. 
ONLY 300
maybe 1000's and 1000's and 1000's WEREN'T SELECTED!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled."
IF YOUR HOLDING ONTO "THE WORLD" 
IF YOUR "LOOKING BACK" SOMEHOW
ARE YOU REALLY THIRSTY????????????????????
ARE YOU REALLY THIRSTY IN THAT EVENT????????????
I think many a day I have told myself "oh I read the bible everday - surely I "thist after righteousness" 
but that limb
of makeup and jewelry
that I've well I tried to chop off once or twice - it grew back
.........................telling the truth
THAT LIMB
I LET IT SIT THERE
I WASN'T THIRSTY ENOUGH BEFORE TO CHOP IT OFF FOR GOOD!!!!!!!!!

WHAT WILL I BECOME THEN???????????
what will I even become then?????????
after chopping that limb off fully - probably today make lil trip to thrift store drop off all my jewelry and some my makeup that which can be donated cause it's not used yet
the rest will have to be chucked in the trash (where it probably belongs safe to say)
"Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is."
 The nice thing about jewelry and makeup always was, having some control over your image. 
ya I'm done with having control over my image like that

If I did envy profusely my super model sister as a few have accused me of
that would be terrible "christianity"
1 Peter 2:1 "Wherefore laying aside all malice, and all guile, and hypocrisies, and envies, and all evil speakings,"
I don't envy here
she often has to wear low cut, or high cut if you count dresses skimpy tight stuffs for her job 
and makeup 
and jewelry
envy level --------------------------------------------------------------- 0 INFINITY!
Matthew 7:13-14
Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
less is more
like 0 makeup and jewerly THAT'S MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FITTIN TO UP MY "MORE" TDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STRAIGHT AND NARROW
IS THE WAY THAT LEADETH UNTO LIFE

I bought a vibration machine at a garage sale a super nice one...........and look it's made my arms buffer (it has toning cords) and slimmer BOTH
i don't need makeup
i don't need jewelry

Jesus that's it that's what I need





Thursday, April 20, 2023

(attacked again on my blog or questioned but basically attacked - yet again) I'm not in the mega holy christians mindset of "all the LGBTQ are damned to hell unless they repent" mindset. That ain't what the bible actually says Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, if thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth" ARE THE LGBTQ NOT ABLE TO WALK THE NARROW WAY I BELIEVE THEY CAN -------- LOVE HOPETH ALL THINGS I LOVE THE LGBTQ..........

 all things are possible for he who believeth

I'm not in the mega holy christians mindset of "all the lgbtq are damned to hell unless they repent" mindset
nope
that ain't actually what the bible says...................
Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.

i DO LOVE BEING ATTACKED THOUGH AND/OR "QUESTIONED" MAKES ME EVEN MORE REPUTABLE
AND WHAT YOU THINK IS GOING TO WIN LGBTQ OVER MORE HATE ------------------ OR HOPE AND LOVE
LOVE HOPETH ALL THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.
I know I ain't loved 
but I won't change my stance AT ALL
Matthew 7:13-14
Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
don't fornicate
don't watch porn
these are "narrow gate" things to do............excuse me sinless christians in the body of christ that believe all LGBTQ are damned to hell unless they repent and really  give their lives to Jesus (since clearly you think all christian LGBTQ members are faking not repented sinners).............Are only straight people able to not watch porn????????????? To not fornicate??????????????????? 

8 Nay, ye do wrong, and defraud, and that your brethren.

9 Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,

10 Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God.

  Only straight people able to heed 1 Corinthians 6:8-10 you sinless super mega holy christians that believe the LGBTQ unless they quit being LGBTQ are damned to hell???????????????????????

I believe Jesus is the way to heaven - yes

but Jesus the way to heaven IS NOT A EXCLUSIVE CLUB ONLY THE "STRAIGHT PEOPLE" CAN JOIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

22 Even the righteousness of God which is by faith of Jesus Christ unto all and Upon all them that believe: for there is no difference:

23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;

24 Being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus:

I assure you all I am able to read

my college education really upped both my vocabulary and my reading skills

wishing everyone locked up in the 1800's full of hatred wanting to burn witches and kill the LGBTQ a great day - hope you get rid of your hate 👄

Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that loveth is born of God, and knoweth God.
ohhhhhhhhhhhh we ow we owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
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Tuesday, March 21, 2023

LOVE WINS!!!!!!!!! ---------- I guess keep fighting to end LGBTQ's right's fellow christians. I ain't about that, that ain't my ministry I love people, I believe "christianity" living a life for God/Allah period, should involve loving all people's. But I know they are probably deemed by most christians as the ULTIMATE THREAT TO SOCIETY THE LGBTQ ARE. Genesis 6:11 "The earth also was corrupt before God, and the earth was filled with violence." I have more then a clue of what's all going on out there - I'M "IN THE LOOP" AS THE KIDS SAY.................

LOVE WINS!!!!!!!!! ---------- I guess keep fighting to end LGBTQ's right's fellow christians. I ain't about that, that ain't my ministry I love people, I believe "christianity" living a life for God/Allah period, should involve loving all people's. But I know they are probably deemed by most christians as the ULTIMATE THREAT TO SOCIETY THE LGBTQ ARE.  Genesis 6:11 "The earth also was corrupt before God, and the earth was filled with violence." I have more then a clue of what's all going on out there  - I'M "IN THE LOOP" AS THE KIDS SAY.................

Genesis 6:6-11 "And God saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually. And it repented the Lord that he had made man on the earth, and it grieved him at his heart. And the Lord said, I will destroy man whom I have created from the face of the earth; both man, and beast, and the creeping thing, and the fowls of the air; for it repenteth me that I have made them. But Noah found grace in the eyes of the Lord. These are the generations of Noah: Noah was a just man and perfect in his generations, and Noah walked with God. And Noah begat three sons, Shem, Ham, and Japheth. The earth also was corrupt before God, and the earth was filled with violence." 
   The rise of violence, happens when all kinds of sins gain popularity. 
THE LGBTQ IS GOING TO TAKE OVER THE ENTIRE PLANET..........
Matthew 24:37 "But as the days of Noah were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be."
 Right now fellow christians are trying to put laws basically sandbags...................ON A ENTIRE TSAMI (however that's spelled)!!!!! I LOVE THE LGBTQ. BUT GOD NO LIKE what they doing, he loves them, not what they doin. 
Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God."
I do have a trans child but also I also know how to read. 
I love my kids ok. 
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Leviticus 18:22 "Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination."
https://www.lookstein.org/resource/homosexuality_amsel.pdf
That's the Torah Leviticus 18:22 is
THAT'S THE OLD TESTIMENT!!!!!!!!!!
people ain't fearing god anymore a lot of them ain't is my conclusion
THAT IS MY CONCLUSION
whether pastors haven't preached well enough??????????
or sin has been glorified on tv and movies to much????????????????
or a whole combo has happened???????????????????
SIN IS ONLY GOING TO INCREASE ON THIS EARTH. 
THE WHOLE EARTH NEAR IS ABOUT TO BE LGBTQ I DO BELIEVE!!!!!!!!!
NARROW IS THE PATH THAT LEADS TO HEAVEN!
Matthew 7:13-14
Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
This orphanage needs help. 
there's a lot of orphans in the world case you all didn't know.........
https://www.orphanslifeline.org/orphan-fact-sheet#:~:text=It%20is%20estimated%20that%20there,population%20of%20Russia%20%2D145%20million.
100million orphans worldwide according to the webpage above.
https://www.gofundme.com/f/god-loves-ministry-orphanage