I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com
The holy spirit is barely around anymore, anti christ coming on the scene soon 2 Thessalonians 2:7. And I love God, I do, but He didn't always have free will, that white orb GOT HIM. John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." That's king james version so that's mega official, if in the beginning was the word and also was god and oh he also was the word NO FREEWILL THERE NAW ---- REALIZE HOW TO READ EARTH PLEASE OR GET HOOKED ON PHONICS. (I know what happened to the white orb in my "permanent villian era") hahahahah..........god likes being god cause he loves us, it isn't a "power grab" HE CHOOSE HIS WORD TO STICK WITH IT, OUT OF LOVE............
2 Thessalonians 2:4 Who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God, shewing himself that he is God.
5 Remember ye not, that, when I was yet with you, I told you these things?
6 And now ye know what withholdeth that he might be revealed in his time.
7 For the mystery of iniquity doth already work: only he who now letteth will let, until he be taken out of the way.
8 And then shall that Wicked be revealed, whom the Lord shall consume with the spirit of his mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of his coming:
9 Even him, whose coming is after the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying wonders,
Days of our lives comes to mind
the last "holy spirit" sands are moving down the sand thingy...........
there is many people out there that hate god
that think god kills people
aka noahs flood
that he's basically a maniac
HONEST I DON'T GET THOSE PEOPLE
(or not fully)
it's ok for them to be upset for a minute
but if we all forgive one another
how come God also doesn't deserve mercy for at least Noah's flood?????????????? Cause He does
why cause HE SHOWS US MERCY
not all of us mercy
cause not all of us are repenting
1 Chronicles 16:34 "O give thanks unto the Lord; for he is good; for his mercy endureth for ever."
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
He messed up with the big flood................but our mistakes don't always define us.................it's what we do next.........................
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I had the most weird dreams last night..............nobody would believe me.
NOBODY WOULD BELIEVE ME RIGHT NOW.
but
at one point
the point when lucifer showed up in my dreams as he often does these days
all the sudden
a row of the most goth cello's people playing them young people teens 20 something young people
these cello's were like nothing I had EVER seen before on earth
gother
gother then allllllllllllllllllllll cello's
shaped a bit different to, to make them more GOTH
and black
soooooooooo black
and the kids plaid them so happily
there shiz in the pages of the bible that I've tried to tell you is there and you all ain't able to read that shiz cause it's spoken all in code
THERE'S MORE TO THE STORY THAT IS THE BIBLE THEN WHAT YOU KNOW!
if god was meant to be
SO IS LUCIFER AND HIS PEOPLE
...............
though I will a lot that sometimes lucifers people have done some very bad things
but that don't mean they are "mistakes" that these people exist
I know things
I've seen things
I ain't the only one with eyeballs I understand that
The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.
tootles
off to eat breakfast
hopefully buy a spin bike today and peloton bike today (using the app $24 a month it's a great deal..............biking works.................many a people out there are biking getting in the shape of their lives living there best best best lives out there)
The thing is Lucifer's people are watching, they are very smart people. Now look I've said I'm of the last of the body of christ, and all any of us can do christian or not IS OUR BEST and that's going to be different for each person.................I right now am battling arthritis, near menopause symptoms etc. Some of us just to donate money and wave hi to people in the neighborhood or smile that's my usual "mo" smiling I feel smiling is effective.........THAT'S ALL SOME OF US CAN DO.................
BUT SOME YOU CHRISTIANS
you've been given a lot
a lot of church friends, lot of connections, a lot
Luke 12:48 "But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more." You know to love people, you know to do good, you know to serve the community..................via JUST KNOWING THAT, JUST KNOWING THAT, THAT IS EXPECTED OF YOU. Via sermons words right words, not money, not them having you over for dinner noooooooo no no from my experience that don't happen (unless you blog and force it on your blog but beware cause then elder of that church will chew you out so bad for 30 minutes non-stop in the church common area leave you on the floor crying and wishing for death). THEM WORDS THEM SERMONS AREN'T ACTUALLY FREE.
THEY LOOK FREE THEY AIN'T! Them pastors not only expect you to give them 10% of your money most of them...............then all your life TO EVERYONE..............................
Matthew 5:42-44 "Give to him that asketh thee, and from him that would borrow of thee turn not thou away. Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;"
everyone else cccccccccccccccccccccccccc when the killing of christians time happens I do believe
people are watching nothing is free especially not the words OF PASTORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Are my words free you are wondering - no I don't believe they are..........not cause I'm like giiiiiiiiiiiive me money. But because what you put out in the earth will come back to you.
THE BIBLE SAYS GIVE AND IT SHALL BE GIVEN UNTO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT'S WHAT YOU SPEAK
IF YOU TRYING TO HELP PEOPLE WHICH I DO TRY AND DO ON MY BLOG MOST WHAT MOST THE TIME (I'M FOR SURE NOT TRYING TO HARM ANYONE ON MY BLOG)
DONATING TO CHARITIES
DOING COMMUNITY SERVICE
IT'S GOING TO COME BACK TO ME...................
Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."
My point is lucifer's people are watching and they do expect a lot from us christians
they are not stupid people far from it
they are very aware of what christianity is supposed to be
primarily loving god/jesus and people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 22:37-40 "Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets."
lot's and lot's and lot's and lot's of donating to charities
and/or volunteering at charities
lots of loving people
lot's
tons
((((((some "me time" is good and healthy and good for ones mental health, and my mental health has been not doing great...................I think I do need more "me time" it's hard I have people expecting shiz from me every day ------------ every day yo's)))))))))))))))
I only get 4-5 hours a month to myself if that.
I think for people's sanity they need more then 4-5 hours alone time but that is all I am granted anymore..................................
the idea though
that "nobody cares" cause I've read that online, that nobody cares what anybody is doing THAT'S FALSE MANY CHRISTIANS ARE GOING TO DIE............BECAUSE THEY I DO BELIEVE WERE GIVEN A LOT SOME OF THEM
a lot of christian friends
a lot of family
a lot of important societal connections
that they didn't use
or didn't use much PEOPLE ARE WATCHING LUCIFER'S PEOPLE ARE WATCHING AND THEY ARE SMART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
............................People like to look a lucifers people and like judge them..........................but I tellllllllllllll you all I think there's more to this "one eye" thing they do just for example.
what I know man
lucifer is called the "son of the morning"
he ain't no sinning horrible fallen angel
he's so NOT SINNINNG he feels really um able to accuse the brethren day and night before the throne of god
a terrible sinning often fallen angel WOULDN'T HAVE THE BALLS TO DO THAT
or just wouldn't do that
why would they accuse if they were doing the same things themselves
does not our bible say
judge not cause we also do what we judge others for????????????
Romans 2:1-4 New King James Version (NKJV)
Therefore you are inexcusable, O man, whoever you are who judge, for in whatever you judge another you condemn yourself; for you who judge practice the same things. But we know that the judgment of God is according to truth against those who practice such things.
YET LUCIFER CAUSE HE'S SO WITHOUT SIN I AM SURE OF IT...........
Revelation 12:10 "And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night."
-------------------- He wouldn't do that, Lucifer wouldn't accuse the brethren NIGHT AND DAY if he was some lowly pathetic sinner.
but but but
I getting to my point more
HIS PEOPLE AREN'T MANY OF THEM OR A GOOD DEAL OF THEM AREN'T LOWLY PATHETIC SINNERS EITHER
Jesus said................................
Matthew 8:11-13 "And I say unto you, That many shall come from the east and west, and shall sit down with Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, in the kingdom of heaven. But the children of the kingdom shall be cast out into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth. And Jesus said unto the centurion, Go thy way; and as thou hast believed, so be it done unto thee. And his servant was healed in the selfsame hour."
If you like are like me having jesus living inside of you, having basically success following the lord your not actually the "children of the kingdom" those according to matthew 8:11-13 ARE GOING TO HELL.
but think on how perfect some of them "children of the kingdom" are
But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;
LOVE WINS!!!!!!!!! ---------- I guess keep fighting to end LGBTQ's right's fellow christians. I ain't about that, that ain't my ministry I love people, I believe "christianity" living a life for God/Allah period, should involve loving all people's. But I know they are probably deemed by most christians as the ULTIMATE THREAT TO SOCIETY THE LGBTQ ARE. Genesis 6:11 "The earth also was corrupt before God, and the earth was filled with violence." I have more then a clue of what's all going on out there - I'M "IN THE LOOP" AS THE KIDS SAY.................
Genesis 6:6-11 "And God saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually. And it repented the Lord that he had made man on the earth, and it grieved him at his heart. And the Lord said, I will destroy man whom I have created from the face of the earth; both man, and beast, and the creeping thing, and the fowls of the air; for it repenteth me that I have made them. But Noah found grace in the eyes of the Lord. These are the generations of Noah: Noah was a just man and perfect in his generations, and Noah walked with God. And Noah begat three sons, Shem, Ham, and Japheth. The earth also was corrupt before God, and the earth was filled with violence."
The rise of violence, happens when all kinds of sins gain popularity.
THE LGBTQ IS GOING TO TAKE OVER THE ENTIRE PLANET..........
Matthew 24:37 "But as the days of Noah were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be."
Right now fellow christians are trying to put laws basically sandbags...................ON A ENTIRE TSAMI (however that's spelled)!!!!! I LOVE THE LGBTQ. BUT GOD NO LIKE what they doing, he loves them, not what they doin.
Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God."
I do have a trans child but also I also know how to read.
I love my kids ok.
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Leviticus 18:22 "Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination."
Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
This orphanage needs help.
there's a lot of orphans in the world case you all didn't know.........
swamp tree's so pretty..........................I think they get a little prettier every year................
Bible says Matthew 24:42 "Watch therefore: for ye know not what hour your Lord doth come." Signs New York is the place where the flood written about in Revelations 12 is going to happen.........................
One of the Illuminati cards is of a flood in New York great big flood......................
And I think the tunnel built under New York is definately a evacuation tunnel when the big flood comes, I SURE DO..............now I don't know if Donald Trump funded it or what??????????? But I sure do think Donald Trump believe's the bible and knows a thing or two!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SURE DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I told my super model sister many a time flee New York leave that place, now she hasn't yet (not sure if she believe's me????????). She might should though soon cause that tunnel fixing to be fully built by what it say in the above video 2022 I think....................THAT COULD BE THE YEAR OF FLOOD TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Revelation 12
14 And to the woman were given two wings of a great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness, into her place, where she is nourished for a time, and times, and half a time, from the face of the serpent.
15 And the serpent cast out of his mouth water as a flood after the woman, that he might cause her to be carried away of the flood.
16 And the earth helped the woman, and the earth opened her mouth, and swallowed up the flood which the dragon cast out of his mouth.
17 And the dragon was wroth with the woman, and went to make war with the remnant of her seed, which keep the commandments of God, and have the testimony of Jesus Christ.
Isaiah 40:31 "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint."
Have a great day!
LOVE
Save the children definately appears to be a charity helping the starving kids of gaza................
Update 6/17/2025 my smiley face bracelets came in the mail, I ain't wearing them all right now, just one smiley.......................
doing good makes one glad
because
Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."
faint not...............
Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."
WE WILL REAP IT IS WRITTEN IN THE BIBLE!!!!!!!!!!
https://www.donorschoose.org/
Ms. Rudnick's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose...............
Do you feel the love tonight? - well it's there. Once a touch due to the sheer quantity of sermons I heard (because the bible says to "walk in the spirit" so in my mind I translated that to oh ok if people aren't speaking about the bible in my actual life, hey listen to a lot of sermons Galatians 5:25 "If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit."). You listen to enough sermons about sinners, sinners, sinners.................your "view" of the world can get real colored real dark really fast! - from my experience.
It is true this world is full of people that fit this description....................................
1 Corinthians 6:8-10 "Nay, ye do wrong, and defraud, and that your brethren. Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind, Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God."
But it's also true that people repent!
And there's time for them to repent for a lot of them.............I'd imagine some time anyways?????? But besides that even when people fit 1 Corinthians 6:8-10 man the heart out there. Maybe they don't do good deeds yet, they don't bear fruit yet, for the bible says outside of jesus christ you cannot bear good fruit John 15:4 "Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bearfruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me."
Many people pry desire to bear good fruit!
Matthew 26:41 "Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak."
------------- I changed after the elder of the apostolic christian church made me cry, by telling me that I am a horrible person.
I don't want people, not people I know, or people I don't know to feel like horrible people over ANYTHING I said.
Cause they ain't horrible people
maybe some out there ain't yet made perfect
hello - myself included
Philippians 3:12 "Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus."
There is reason to hope for each other. I realize the time's we are in, a time where people are some them buying bullet proof backpacks for their kids, cause there's been so many school shootings. That it could seem that this world is chalked full of some "desperate fiend sinners" That's very few people and even those god's wants to repent and give their lives to jesus! Hope I'm saying even for "those ones"
Matthew 7:12 "Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets."
----------- I ad a disclosure here though, cause if I was doing something unbiblical potentially I'd like people to let me know that, so that is how I roll in my blog and life as well. Let someone know nicely "pssssssssssssssssssssss verse blah blah blah says"
But I definately work hard to avoid this whole telling people "your are a horrible person" I didn't enjoy hearing that from the elder of the apostolic christian church of america at all. Apparently he wants people to mega beat him down to a bloody pulp verbally cause that's what he did to me one day. ------------ I don't want to experience that ever again. Once was more moooooooooooooooooooooore then enough times for me.
Update 3/27/2025 made more oriental lanterns this time using a "ang pow lantern" pattern link here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mL-Ml2Pla54
I'm very happy with how this looks 😁 - I did order a extra pack of chinese money envelopes and more lanterns to make this effect............spent $3.99 on amazon - this is a great look for $3.99!!!!!!!!!!.....................
How your space looks is important (I might not of achieved true "feng shui" in my house??????) But how your home looks impacts mind/mood maybe even your confidence????????? Low light in pic cause it's cloudy a ton today. ep.
I just made this song up...........I love it though, I have a few renditions of it to 😊
Online recording software >>
Tips to stay alive at the end of the world if your christian (dyeing is no fun fellow christians be like me and bee gee's and bon jovi).......................I don't actually believe having a "bug out" is a feasible long term plan, cause people travel, they travel everywhere so..............where could any of us really hide????????????????? Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll things.
1. Be nice to your family Mark 13:12 "Now the brother shall betray the brother to death, and the father the son; and children shall rise up against their parents, and shall cause them to be put to death." - like their photo's, comment as nice of comments as you can muster............and repeat that process everyday of your life!
2. is obvious Don't take the mark of the beast (cause you ain't actually a survivor if your one day a zombie that can't even die Revelation 9:6 "And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.") BUT NOTE, THIS VERSE CLEARLY HINTS ALL CHRISTIANS MIGHT NOT BE KILLED..........................read it good fellow body of christ members not be allowed to "buy or sell" Revelation 13:17 "And that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name."
At the messianic church I go to often, pastor literally told the congregation "we all pry will die for the lord" ---------- and I've heard that sort of thing being said elsewhere in the body of christ you might live! As much as you are preparing yourself to die, also prepare in your mind the potential that you might live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Like I'm here bringing some real good news today. Hard at work right now 😀
3. If you aren't a mermaid you can't become one................just how it is................but if you are a mermaid BE A MERMAID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🐠🐠🐠🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐠🐠🐠🐠🐠🐠
4. Be super skinny, and fit, Britney Spears is right..........................they are going to need fit and skinny people............look around so many obese people in some countries it's super bad. But in general be useful, be doctors, be janitor's (don't poo poo a janitor job as a "I'm about to live at the end of the world" plan......................be ready to take jobs nobody wants to do porta potty cleaner for instance)
5. Become a massive fan of 21 pilots (I'm completely serious) the cross and skullbones future revolt is real, very few of them are planning on taking the "mark of the beast" it's a real future revolt, and I agree with Tyler Joseph
"""… Start a mob and you can be quite certain
We'll win but not everyone will get out No, no """""" ----- lyrics from 21 pilots song "Nico and the niners" link below........................
6. Be gorgeous. Number 6 is very important. To survive you need to blend in..............well what are we needing to blend in with.................................
2 Timothy 3
3 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come.
2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,
3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,
4 Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God;
5 Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.
I at the moment recommend watching Jeffrey Star on you tube, cause that kid knows makeup. Pry as time goes on more and more guys will be wearing makeup so..........something to think about. I recommend most christian guys own a good eyeshadow pallette, no need to use it now.............but someday when it's beneficial to look super fierce.
7. Gardening............gardening is so important if you can't buy or sell without the mark of the beast you bestest know how to garden and collect seeds!
Serious, churches everywhere should be teaching gardening classes. And probably have greenhouses on their properties churches should - ya all probably really should!
pics of my garden I took recently......................I often eat a salad everyday with gourmet broccoli in it...................ain't bad it ain't bad at all! Invest in a greenhouse or build one, you will need to grow food to eat in the winter as well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also have livestalk, or chickens, or or maybe I hate to say this, vegans will be soooooooo happy to hear me say this......................stock up on multi vitamins ones with in particular iron, vitamin b something nother, omega 3.......................all I know is there are vitamins you won't be able to obtain via gardening.
Those are my tips to stay alive 😀👍👄 I currently am loving the keto diet myself, so much so Frank Tufano on you tube really has me literally thinking about potentially cooking green beans in "tallow"......................I am really considering that right now.
I was vegan for like 6 months.....................turns out I'm greately "insulin resistant" and so after being vegan my health was so bad that I was having to go to the bathroom 3-4 times A NIGHT and this went on for months, and I knew something was wrong with me, I was actually afraid to go to the dr. I was afraid it was something mega bad. And I eventually via my own research on the internet figured out....................oh I'm super super super "insulin resistant".
Now I sleep through the night 😀 I'm thriving on the keto diet.
I don't eat "gobs of meat" ----------- very much like marilyn monroe's diet (near identical..........my "mo" is never raw eggs in milk that is the difference between how marilyn ate and how I now eat)...................eggs often for breakfast..................a dinner involving some meat at night. (lots of veggies and a salad in the day).
Update 10/30/2024 - not many people click on my featured post for the week so I often add the "updated" posts on whatever post is the most popular at the time. My latest painting, I ate photographed these apples this morning before I ate them 😁💓💓💓💓💓................
for those curious
my favorite painters are goya, Vincent van Gogh, and Claude Monet
I studied those 3 painters in depth
I am what is called a "classically trained painter" I don't think what I am even hardly exists anymore????????????????????
I love this apple painting so bad - I might very well paint apples more tommorow 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
How many "trembleth at the word of god" anymore???????? Isaiah 66:5 NOT MANY I WOULD RECOGN be real with me, in this time where most pastors preach once saved always saved, and many sermons about being saved by grace. Isaiah 66:5 "Hear the word of the Lord, ye that tremble at his word; Your brethren that hated you, that cast you out for my name's sake, said, Let the Lord be glorified: but he shall appear to your joy, and they shall be ashamed."
also.............Isaiah 66:2 and Ezra 9:4 Hear the muslims is my advice, and learn to fear god again for many things are about to come upon this earth due to the disobedience of men and women...............................
I may stink STINK at modesty, but man oh man this video is right in that many are "clothed but naked" ---------------- the fabric isn't hiding much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Timothy 2:9 "In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array;"
Jeremiah 50:2 "Declare ye among the nations, and publish, and set up a standard; publish, and conceal not: say, Babylon is taken, Bel is confounded, Merodach is broken in pieces; her idols are confounded, her images are broken in pieces."
That is all I have to say for today, I do not care what people think about me anymore I care that I appropriately fear god!
I tellllllllllllllllllllllll all the women out there, all them, it's a solid plan all the guys as well, to dress in a way that is having appropriate fear of god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He does not want us playing the harlot!!!!!!!!!!!!Ezekiel 16:15 "But thou didst trust in thine own beauty, and playedst the harlot because of thy renown, and pouredst out thy fornications on every one that passed by; his it was."
I stink at dressing modest probably. I going to try harder. I shouldn't be so concerned with how "white" I look either, pray for me, that I don't fear the white supremacists this much. I've ended up fearing them, when I need to be fearing god....................not what anybody anywhere could do to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God god is the one to fear.
Though maybe my tube headcovering is enough.............................I feel hair like down and seen by all ------------- I feel that is a "harlot look"
What do the harlots look like??????????????????????? Mainstream christianity portraits these days as harlots as having night club super skimpy attire..................but what if in god's eye's much more could be deemed a harlot?????????????????????
I think harlots they like their hair down. They like whatever can get the men looking at them. I think I've copied the people around me some........................I NEED TO QUIT THAT AND FEAR GOD AND I DESIRE TO!
Take the blow on my instagram following................I'm not popular anyways on instagram. But I do believe a tube scarf is much not the harlot look.............but hijab/tichel is better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE
I pray for peace in isreal, and that muslims and jews will get along much more, and be at peace with one another ☝ (we both working to get to heaven)
https://www.donorschoose.org/
Mrs. Mirabal's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose................
Update 10/27/2024 I'm staying sane, ya - you know what sanity ==='s being yourself being true to all you believe
I believe there is plenty of good within lucifer and his men (some them have lost their minds - maybe for good - maybe temporarily) and if that makes me a satan worshipper in most people's minds and my mom then has to unfriend me, then friend me back then unfriend me and friend me back for the rest of her life - cause that's been the trend and send me many christian revival clips in a effort to probably draw me to Jesus - fine.
My 3 latest paintings all together 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..............
and yes I went to church today 😁👍..............
My family is calling me nuts a lot, they are 100% I'm completely crazy BUT WHAT IF I'M TELLING THE TRUTH WORLD (and I believe I really am).
It's not good for me my family calling me nuts all the time like this. And I told them today in a e-mail, that they don't even appear to know for sure what race they are. Nobodies mental health is going to be doing well in a family that doesn't even know what race they are!!!!!!!!!!!! I've been told to take a dna test to find out what race I am, and my mom told my brother he might be jewish and he should take a dna test. This is a pretty large family, they should know what race they are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is the melting pot america is, but I was sure I had my dna profile all figured out..............irish, native american, and jewish (with a bit of swedish sprinkled in).
I knew talking on my blog I might be called crazy but I couldn't handle not talking about who I believe is my real husband on my blog. I want to be me, the real me. All of the real me. Is what I'm saying really that far fetched???????????????
There is a "queen of heaven" there are several bible verses about her (aka the person I believe I am). Jeremiah 7:18 "The children gather wood, and the fathers kindle the fire, and the women knead their dough, to make cakes to the queen of heaven, and to pour out drink offerings unto other gods, that they may provoke me to anger."
Something that seems "new" is about to happen on this earth. Something that is so out of the ordinary that people are going to literally say to themselves "this is new". And it ain't new..............Ecclesiastes 3:14-16 "I know that, whatsoever God doeth, it shall be for ever: nothing can be put to it, nor any thing taken from it: and God doeth it, that men should fear before him. That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past."
That add's up people, finding out oh the prince of darkness has a wife, that would seem "new" wouldn't it??????? Wouldn't that seem fresh to you all?????????
I think that would!
Now a fallen angel I guess could've implanted memories in my head somehow?????????? I don't know how you implant a lifetime of memories in a person like that????????????? I do not know if the amount and level of memories that I have had could be "implanted in my brains"???????? Maybe if aliens abducted me and did a real good job.......................
What if I'm telling the truth though? I believe I am. I could be something "special" on this earth. I could've been abducted by aliens - sure. But I could be actually something special on the earth. I believe I'm telling the truth.
The bible says, speak the truth to one another. Ephesians 4:25 "Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another." I believe we all are very much so "members one of another" --------- god wants all of us saved!
The truth is good to hold onto! Hold onto the truth in your speech to the very best of your ability is my advice..........and in your heart!
You will hear "lies" in these last days, for the bible says that in the last days many false prophets shall arise. If you happen to hear a lie..............don't hold onto that. Read you bible!!!!!
The bible is the truth!
2 Timothy 2:14-16 "Of these things put them in remembrance, charging them before the Lord that they strive not about words to no profit, but to the subverting of the hearers. Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth. But shun profane and vain babblings: for they will increase unto more ungodliness."
That's how you show yourself "approved unto god" people, read the bible, study, study, study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And try not to be about "profane and vain babblings" -------------- """""""""for they will increase unto more ungodliness"""""""""""
The bible!!!!!!!!!!!
I guess I asked for my family to call my crazy finally talking on my blog. I think I felt like "well things are bad anyways". I told them they could end up feeling really bad soon, cause I could be telling them the truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I believe lucifer is going to get in a fight that he hasn't gotten into yet.
Revelation 12:7-9 "And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels, And prevailed not; neither was their place found any more in heaven. And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him."
I really believe at this moment in time lucifer is up in heaven, accusing the brethen. There is a bible verse about that................Revelation 12:10 "And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night."
How could lucifer accuse the brethren before god "day and night" if he was clean cast down to this earth what right after jesus's death most of the body of christ appears to believe.........but that's ok that you all believe that, you are not the "queen of heaven" so you do not even have the opportunity to know some of the bible as well as I do.
And the bible says, in the last days this earth will be as in the days of noah...........well in the days of noah there were fallen angels on this earth, that came down and married women and had giant babies.Genesis 6:2-4 "That the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose. And the Lord said, My spirit shall not always strive with man, for that he also is flesh: yet his days shall be an hundred and twenty years. There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown."
Now you all could label me crazier then a coo coo puff like my family has. But I believe there is a huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge difference between "having memories" like I have............and being nuts. I had real memories, memories of melchesedek telling me lucifer was talking with god and that I should go make sure hubbies doing ok. And I went and hid behind I bush I remember that, I remember everything that was said (well I remember and then I black it out again cause I can't handle that memory).
I remember flying, up in this huge ring of angels and lucifer standing in the middle of this ring on the ground, telling us "the plans"
I remember adam and eve. I remember I was the one that often told adam when god had made a new animal for adam to name, and then I went and got adam.
What if these memories are real?
(I could not be nuts world)
And if they aren't real..........then I believe I have been fantastically "demonically" attacked, and I believe I'm basically completely sane either way. My family has been mega quick to label me nuts 100% it's not nice of them. It's not nice, to have to open e-mails from my family and every time nearly they are going on about how crazy I am.
And I guess I need to fake being 100% white now, and I ain't sure if I can???????????? You are what you are sometimes in life.
And I'm 100% taking back the word "crazy" cause crazy people can get counseling, they can go on medication, they can get help. None of you should do what my family is doing aka calling someone "nuts" all the time.........that's not nice. Rather love each other. Pray for each other!
Matthew 22:36-40
36 Master, which is the great commandment in the law?
37 Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.
38 This is the first and great commandment.
39 And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.
I don't think I sound like a "nut" right now I really don't.
Somedays I just want to fly away...................
Have a great week earth!
LOVE
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I accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth. I don't want to die! I don't feel up to this point I've really lived life yet!
And I am rooting for Lucifer, he's a underdog like me. Trying his best I SWEAR IT, he's doing a job the job god created him to do cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
Some you think Lucifer had some chance to repent - I DON'T SEE THOSE BIBLE VERSES?
Are the LGBTQ really all headed to hell? I HAVE HOPE FOR SOME OF THE LGBTQ 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." If you believe all LGBTQ are headed to hell - how then do you have hope for them? (if you say go to church and a LGBTQ is sitting next to you with their partner the 2 of them never planning on becoming straight people ever maybe married 20 years or more - yet your deeming them "doomed to hell") HOW THEN DO YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THEM - FOR "CHARITY" LOVE "HOPETH ALL THINGS!