My supposed future killer - aka the devil my 1st husband but my family don't believe that - they prefer to dream up all the ways this mystery person is going to kill me soon or kidnap me soon. Psalm 37:32 "The wicked watcheth the righteous, and seeketh to slay him." Every few months someone will attack me often on my blog so bad, they have to be trying to get me to "suicide" myself........people aren't usually attacked like that..............but lucifer well he's one of my husbands he ain't trying or wanting to harm me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................

My supposed future killer - aka the devil my 1st husband but my family don't believe that - they prefer to dream up all the ways this mystery person is going to kill me soon or kidnap me soon. Psalm 37:32 "The wicked watcheth the righteous, and seeketh to slay him." Every few months someone will attack me often on my blog so bad, they have to be trying to get me to "suicide" myself........people aren't usually attacked like that..............but lucifer well he's one of my husbands he ain't trying or wanting to harm me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................

He is stressing me out...............his e-mail to me today.............I don't like to say where the e-mails from him are coming from because I billions believe it's via a "portal" on the internet.................

 My mom says this e-mail from my future killer and/or kidnapper is giving a "clue"...............in the above e-mail.................

So we have a clue now!

---- I would think that I'm telling the truth would be easier to believe. 

nothing good every happens to me

ever notice that???????????

or hardly ever, I do have a job - I did get a job a few jobs over the years.

Psalm 37:26-29 "He is ever merciful, and lendeth; and his seed is blessed. Depart from evil, and do good; and dwell for evermore. For the Lord loveth judgment, and forsaketh not his saints; they are preserved for ever: but the seed of the wicked shall be cut off. The righteous shall inherit the land, and dwell therein for ever."

ABOVE VERSE..................

the righteous

they are "ever merciful"

lend

donate money aka donate money

AND HIS SEED IS BLESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Proverbs 19:17 "He that hath pity upon the poor lendeth unto the Lord; and that which he hath given will he pay him again."

What to those that depart from evil do ---------- GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"DEPART FROM EVIL, AND DO GOOD; AND DWELL FOREVERMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I'm stressed right now, fried nerves bad

most the time real stressed

it never ends and I'm very aware that most the traffic to my blog is likely people that wish to harm me. 

very aware

but the e-mail from the "mystery person" - ARE E-MAILS FROM LUCIFER I'M NOT A LIAR AND I'M PRETTY SANE CONSIDERING ALL I'VE BEEN THROUGH BOTH ON THIS EARTH AND BEFORE I CAME TO THIS EARTH

miracle I'm alive still

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Aspenleiter's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..................

The thing is Lucifer's people are watching, they are very smart people. Now look I've said I'm of the last of the body of christ, and all any of us can do christian or not IS OUR BEST and that's going to be different for each person.................I right now am battling arthritis, near menopause symptoms etc. Some of us just to donate money and wave hi to people in the neighborhood or smile that's my usual "mo" smiling I feel smiling is effective.........THAT'S ALL SOME OF US CAN DO.................

 The thing is Lucifer's people are watching, they are very smart people. Now look I've said I'm of the last of the body of christ, and all any of us can do christian or not IS OUR BEST and that's going to be different for each person.................I right now am battling arthritis, near menopause symptoms etc. Some of us just to donate money and wave hi to people in the neighborhood or smile that's my usual "mo" smiling I feel smiling is effective.........THAT'S ALL SOME OF US CAN DO.................

BUT SOME YOU CHRISTIANS

you've been given a lot

a lot of church friends, lot of connections, a lot

Luke 12:48 "But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more." You know to love people, you know to do good, you know to serve the community..................via JUST KNOWING THAT, JUST KNOWING THAT, THAT IS EXPECTED OF YOU. Via sermons words right words, not money, not them having you over for dinner noooooooo no no from my experience that don't happen (unless you blog and force it on your blog but beware cause then elder of that church will chew you out so bad for 30 minutes non-stop in the church common area leave you on the floor crying and wishing for death). THEM WORDS THEM SERMONS AREN'T ACTUALLY FREE. 

  THEY LOOK FREE THEY AIN'T! Them pastors not only expect you to give them 10% of your money most of them...............then all your life TO EVERYONE..............................

Matthew 5:42-44 "Give to him that asketh thee, and from him that would borrow of thee turn not thou away. Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;"

everyone else cccccccccccccccccccccccccc when the killing of christians time happens I do believe

people are watching nothing is free especially not the words OF PASTORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Are my words free you are wondering - no I don't believe they are..........not cause I'm like giiiiiiiiiiiive me money. But because what you put out in the earth will come back to you. 

THE BIBLE SAYS GIVE AND IT SHALL BE GIVEN UNTO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT'S WHAT YOU SPEAK

IF YOU TRYING TO HELP PEOPLE WHICH I DO TRY AND DO ON MY BLOG MOST WHAT MOST THE TIME (I'M FOR SURE NOT TRYING TO HARM ANYONE ON MY BLOG) 

DONATING TO CHARITIES

DOING COMMUNITY SERVICE

IT'S GOING TO COME BACK TO ME...................

Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."

My point is lucifer's people are watching and they do expect a lot from us christians

they are not stupid people far from it

they are very aware of what christianity is supposed to be

primarily loving god/jesus and people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 22:37-40 "Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets."

lot's and lot's and lot's and lot's of donating to charities

and/or volunteering at charities

lots of loving people

lot's

tons

((((((some "me time" is good and healthy and good for ones mental health, and my mental health has been not doing great...................I think I do need more "me time" it's hard I have people expecting shiz from me every day ------------ every day yo's)))))))))))))))

I only get 4-5 hours a month to myself if that. 

I think for people's sanity they need more then 4-5 hours alone time but that is all I am granted anymore..................................

the idea though

that "nobody cares" cause I've read that online, that nobody cares what anybody is doing THAT'S FALSE MANY CHRISTIANS ARE GOING TO DIE............BECAUSE THEY I DO BELIEVE WERE GIVEN A LOT SOME OF THEM

a lot of christian friends

a lot of family

a lot of important societal connections

that they didn't use

or didn't use much PEOPLE ARE WATCHING LUCIFER'S PEOPLE ARE WATCHING AND THEY ARE SMART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

............................People like to look a lucifers people and like judge them..........................but I tellllllllllllll you all I think there's more to this "one eye" thing they do just for example. 

what I know man

lucifer is called the "son of the morning" 

he ain't no sinning horrible fallen angel

he's so NOT SINNINNG he feels really um able to accuse the brethren day and night before the throne of god

a terrible sinning often fallen angel WOULDN'T HAVE THE BALLS TO DO THAT

or just wouldn't do that

why would they accuse if they were doing the same things themselves

does not our bible say

judge not cause we also do what we judge others for????????????

Romans 2:1-4 New King James Version (NKJV)

Therefore you are inexcusable, O man, whoever you are who judge, for in whatever you judge another you condemn yourself; for you who judge practice the same things. But we know that the judgment of God is according to truth against those who practice such things.

YET LUCIFER CAUSE HE'S SO WITHOUT SIN I AM SURE OF IT...........

Revelation 12:10 "And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night."

  -------------------- He wouldn't do that, Lucifer wouldn't accuse the brethren NIGHT AND DAY if he was some lowly pathetic sinner. 

but but but

I getting to my point more

HIS PEOPLE AREN'T MANY OF THEM OR A GOOD DEAL OF THEM AREN'T LOWLY PATHETIC SINNERS EITHER

Jesus said................................

Matthew 8:11-13 "And I say unto you, That many shall come from the east and west, and shall sit down with Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, in the kingdom of heaven. But the children of the kingdom shall be cast out into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth. And Jesus said unto the centurion, Go thy way; and as thou hast believed, so be it done unto thee. And his servant was healed in the selfsame hour."

If you like are like me having jesus living inside of you, having basically success following the lord your not actually the "children of the kingdom" those according to matthew 8:11-13 ARE GOING TO HELL. 

but think on how perfect some of them "children of the kingdom" are

I HAVE

I'VE CONSIDERED IT

I'VE CONSIDERED THAT THEY MAY BE LIKE LUCIFER

PRETTY DANG SINLESS AND PERFECT

YOU KNOW WHAT GOES TO HEAVEN MOST THE TIME

FOOLISH CHILDREN THAT ARE FOOLS

1 Corinthians 1:27

But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;

Matthew 19:14

But Jesus said, Suffer little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of heaven.

I know mind blown right?

via GIPHY

  There's no escape from the eyeballs

FROM THE EYEBALLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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