I've decided I'm not going to live dejected and in some weird defeat that "woes me the whole body of christ wants to kick my butt and kill me - cause that's what the bible says the body of christ wants to do to real christians in the last days aka times we in now" (verses inserted in blog John 16:2 and Luke 21:12) Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."....................and brian deserves dad of eternity nearly award right now cause jessena her roomate "surprised" her last night by telling her that she basically moved out of jessena's apartment already sounds like, with a friend, jessena crying her eyeballs out...........stressed about that cause their rent is high.........brian drove in the middle of the night hours to jessena's house to console her...............

Before you read this blog post I know what your thinking "sheri girrrrrrrrrrrrl, we can read and you say the united methodist church rings the bell basically nearly everytime you get out of your car, or if they miss ringing the bell then when you walk to your car BASICALLY EVERYTIME...............sheri fool, fool, you might of already of escaped John 16:2 and Luke 21:12............you might of already acheived that little lady. 

You might be right

you might be right

bible PTSD IS POWERFUL EVIDENTALLY 

 I've decided I'm not going to live dejected and in some weird defeat that "woes me the whole body of christ wants to kick my butt and kill me - cause that's what the bible says the body of christ wants to do to real christians in the last days aka times we in now"..............

John 16:2 "They shall put you out of the synagogues: yea, the time cometh, that whosoever killeth you will think that he doeth God service."

Luke 21:12 "But before all these, they shall lay their hands on you, and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues, and into prisons, being brought before kings and rulers for my name's sake."

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."....................and brian deserves dad of eternity nearly award right now cause jessena her roomate "surprised" her last night by telling her that she basically moved out of jessena's apartment already sounds like, with a friend, jessena crying her eyeballs out...........stressed about that cause their rent is high.........brian drove in the middle of the night hours to jessena's house to console her...............

earlier that day we were looking at vacation properties

and I could feel brian's stress driving to look for said vacation properties - we both been pretty stressed out in the city for sometime

pressed the bible says "on all sides"..................

2 Corinthians 4:8: "We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed".

  Evidentally that isn't just a "city person" thing stress ain't, but I know I know what I know................vacations can get rid of stress. 

  Well you if you is a christian especially, but I think if you a human being LIFE IS STRESSFUL.............you get back home bamn 2 Corinthians 4:8 "we are hard pressed on every side" BAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Kings James Version for the apostolic christian church of america members reading this that want to kick my butt and kill me for jesus (that's what the bible says you want to do to me - so your elder was kind to me actually that chewed me out bad that one day, me crying on the church floor) your precious king james translation................

2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;" - "troubled on every side" ya that TRACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

War in gaza is still going on and it's bad...................all the killing of those people in gaza it's real bad............................but have more then one charity I'm donating to right now cause people starving all over america if washington and oregon are normal states.......................people hungry on the streets EVERYWHERE....................

I finally brushed my hair today (post bleaching it) and only this much hair came out on my brush 

so actually good news

my hair is now falling out LESS

cause that's like no hair fall barely anything that's awesome - brushed my naturally curly hair while dry this morning so below that it looks frizzed isn't cause my hair is in a "uh oh" state anymore it's back to good now

it's because when you have naturally curly hair and you brush it while dry you get frizz (what you do then is you can spay on buisiness to get it un frizzed ----------- I'll pry spray a little sea salt water on it in a minute : )......................

I'm lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvving beret hats look at how sheik I look now.......................and skinny somehow beret hats make me look so thin.................(I am getting real thin, been infrared saunaing 30 minutes a day at 106 degree's which for me is the perfect hot - then I always take a shower afterwards and FEEL GREAT!)..........................

DAMN THE SHEIKNESS..........................................SLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYIN ALL THE SUDDEN MYSELF SLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYIN...................................

nobody has to kill anybody anymore looks I gots all the kills wearing berets now you all view this pic you slayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed by skeikness...........................................RIP

THE TIDE IS HIGH

BUT I'M GOING BE.........................

My supposed future killer - aka the devil my 1st husband but my family don't believe that - they prefer to dream up all the ways this mystery person is going to kill me soon or kidnap me soon. Psalm 37:32 "The wicked watcheth the righteous, and seeketh to slay him." Every few months someone will attack me often on my blog so bad, they have to be trying to get me to "suicide" myself........people aren't usually attacked like that..............but lucifer well he's one of my husbands he ain't trying or wanting to harm me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................

My supposed future killer - aka the devil my 1st husband but my family don't believe that - they prefer to dream up all the ways this mystery person is going to kill me soon or kidnap me soon. Psalm 37:32 "The wicked watcheth the righteous, and seeketh to slay him." Every few months someone will attack me often on my blog so bad, they have to be trying to get me to "suicide" myself........people aren't usually attacked like that..............but lucifer well he's one of my husbands he ain't trying or wanting to harm me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................

He is stressing me out...............his e-mail to me today.............I don't like to say where the e-mails from him are coming from because I billions believe it's via a "portal" on the internet.................

 My mom says this e-mail from my future killer and/or kidnapper is giving a "clue"...............in the above e-mail.................

So we have a clue now!

---- I would think that I'm telling the truth would be easier to believe. 

nothing good every happens to me

ever notice that???????????

or hardly ever, I do have a job - I did get a job a few jobs over the years.

Psalm 37:26-29 "He is ever merciful, and lendeth; and his seed is blessed. Depart from evil, and do good; and dwell for evermore. For the Lord loveth judgment, and forsaketh not his saints; they are preserved for ever: but the seed of the wicked shall be cut off. The righteous shall inherit the land, and dwell therein for ever."

ABOVE VERSE..................

the righteous

they are "ever merciful"

lend

donate money aka donate money

AND HIS SEED IS BLESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Proverbs 19:17 "He that hath pity upon the poor lendeth unto the Lord; and that which he hath given will he pay him again."

What to those that depart from evil do ---------- GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"DEPART FROM EVIL, AND DO GOOD; AND DWELL FOREVERMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I'm stressed right now, fried nerves bad

most the time real stressed

it never ends and I'm very aware that most the traffic to my blog is likely people that wish to harm me. 

very aware

but the e-mail from the "mystery person" - ARE E-MAILS FROM LUCIFER I'M NOT A LIAR AND I'M PRETTY SANE CONSIDERING ALL I'VE BEEN THROUGH BOTH ON THIS EARTH AND BEFORE I CAME TO THIS EARTH

miracle I'm alive still

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I'm stressed out, but "the heat" on me in life (that's what I call it "the heat" has been good for me) MY DREAMS ARE SPARKLING CLEAN NOW AT NIGHT because 1st hubby watches my dreams at night - oh ya............................if one dream tries and "be spicey" 1st hubby chimes right up..............................

  Update 4/18/2024 (these blog updates are all over the place now since how people are refusing to click lately on my "highlighted" blog post for the week - I'm pretty 100% I'm really, really, really hated). This is a pantry cabinet in the garage - WHICH CAN STILL BE FANCY...............so I added contact paper, and gold tape 😂............

the before boooooooooo..................

Hard at work!

I'm stressed out, but "the heat" on me in life (that's what I call it "the heat" has been good for me) MY DREAMS ARE SPARKLING CLEAN NOW AT NIGHT because 1st hubby watches my dreams at night - oh ya............................if one dream tries and "be spicey" 1st hubby chimes right up..............................

the words "tried by fire" ==== is the same as "the heat"

Zechariah 13:9 "And I will bring the third part through the fire, and will refine them as silver is refined, and will try them as gold is tried: they shall call on my name, and I will hear them: I will say, It is my people: and they shall say, The Lord is my God."
1 Peter 1:7 "That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ:"Revelation 3:18 "I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see."

I love lucifer

I love his men (some of them have lost their minds at the moment I do believe) 

I love my enemies

(I am clearly done and don't enjoy being attacked - but my enemies bring "the heat" to man they trying to cremate my body in the morgue but THEY BRING "THE HEAT")

But dang I been "stressed out" lately whilst having my wonderfully sparkly clean dreams at night 😂😂😂😂😂😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 love it

sometimes though

you don't need to "change" so much though as look at everything differently in life

2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new."

use the things of the earth but not abuse them is the idea

1 Corinthians 7:28-31 "But and if thou marry, thou hast not sinned; and if a virgin marry, she hath not sinned. Nevertheless such shall have trouble in the flesh: but I spare you. But this I say, brethren, the time is short: it remaineth, that both they that have wives be as though they had none; And they that weep, as though they wept not; and they that rejoice, as though they rejoiced not; and they that buy, as though they possessed not; And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away."

makeup is a tool to look nice for ones hubby!!!!!!!!!!! FYI

some guys are into the makeup

they want that high glamour maybe a little bossy bish life

some guys likes that I TELLING YOU THE TRUTH

TAYLOR SANG IT TRUE MAN......................

Not all guys want a dominatrix though

but some

almost do

tootles

(heat can purify if done right)

1st hubby sheez he's eternities "heat pro"

my dreams have gotten so sparkling clean at night you have no idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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