I do not value glory like you all. I want my 1st husband to come to my doorstep. I love both my husbands, but it is only my 1st husband that can finally GET ME FRIENDS AND HAVING FRIENDS IS GOOD FOR PEOPLE. I need to be invited to people's houses, get out of the house, laugh HAVE FUN................................

 I do not value glory like you all. I want my 1st husband to come to my doorstep. I love both my husbands, but it is only my 1st husband that can finally GET ME FRIENDS AND HAVING FRIENDS IS GOOD FOR PEOPLE. I need to be invited to people's houses, get out of the house, laugh HAVE FUN................................

I DON'T NEED NO PAT ON THE BACK FROM GOD LIKE YOU ALL DO

FORGET IT

Matthew 6:1-3 "Take heed that ye do not your alms before men, to be seen of them: otherwise ye have no reward of your Father which is in heaven. Therefore when thou doest thine alms, do not sound a trumpet before thee, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may have glory of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward."

YOU ALL HAVE ALL THE PATS ON YOUR BACKS

ALL THE GLORY

AS YOU ALWAYS HAVE

I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN

THE PREMIERE VILLIAN ON THIS EARTH

things much more valuable to my villian butt then glory........................

fun

fun

fun 

fun

fun

fun

fun 

life more abundantly yes

aka fun

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

once I had joy more then shopping at thrift stores

which is only so much fun if you don't have no where to wear said clothing

whole closets full of clothes

cute stuff

nowhere at all to wear any of it

buying it

did help my sanity

cause you buy cute things you feel like - I am improving my life

people will think higher of me now

no

no they won't sheri

why

cause your more of a villian then lucifer himself

you are the most villian in all of eternity

so no life improvement for you

until you saint 1st husband comes to earth that is

........he is mother teresa despite popular villian beliefs of him

mother teresa

comes up to god

says god

if I do all this to job.............

Job 1:9 "Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought?"

I have told you lucifer is the "son of the morning" 

basically a saint

not the evil vileness you all have made him out to be

HE IS MERELY DOING A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"When the morning sang together the bible says".................which is not the smack most of you either say or think about lucifer......................

Job 38:7 "When the morning stars sang together, and all the sons of God shouted for joy?"

I have lost my life

lost it

There is "good news" in the bible, social media news is often about disaster, we got "cancel culture" NEGATIVITY GALORE (no wonder I often battle depression, NO WONDER) Isaiah 52:10 "The Lord hath made bare his holy arm in the eyes of all the nations; and all the ends of the earth shall see the salvation of our God." We ain't at that point in time yet that Isaiah 52:10 point in time.........................you ask me we are in the "dark ages" plentily still. But gods word IS TRUE, and "and all the ends of the earth shall see the salvation of our God." And that I am so hated, well if I'm so lowly and the last, think how much to charity any second now my HATERS ARE GOING TO DONATE TO (since how I've been donating DAILY)! How they will all ALL THE BODY OF CHRIST WILL BECOME PASTORS SOON..........................THEY WILL HAVE TO for they have thought and spoken many of them likely MUCH SMACK ABOUT ME (because I love lucifer, God and Jesus)............................THEY WILL ALL HAVE TO BECOME PASTORS REAL QUICK.....PRAISE GOD GO TO SEMINARY BE AWESOME MY HATERS!!!!!!!!!!......................ALL YOU ALL YE'S THE PLANET!!!!!!!!!!! GO PREACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................................

There is "good news" in the bible, social media news is often about disaster, we got "cancel culture" NEGATIVITY GALORE (no wonder I often battle depression, NO WONDER)  Isaiah 52:10 "The Lord hath made bare his holy arm in the eyes of all the nations; and all the ends of the earth shall see the salvation of our God." We ain't at that point in time yet that Isaiah 52:10 point in time.........................you ask me we are in the "dark ages" plentily still. But gods word IS TRUE, and "and all the ends of the earth shall see the salvation of our God." And that I am so hated, well if I'm so lowly and the last, think how much to charity any second now my HATERS ARE GOING TO DONATE TO (since how I've been donating DAILY)! How they will all ALL THE BODY OF CHRIST WILL BECOME PASTORS SOON..........................THEY WILL HAVE TO for they have thought and spoken many of them likely MUCH SMACK ABOUT ME (because I love lucifer, God and Jesus)............................THEY WILL ALL HAVE TO BECOME PASTORS REAL QUICK.....PRAISE GOD GO TO SEMINARY BE AWESOME MY HATERS!!!!!!!!!!......................ALL YOU ALL YE'S THE PLANET!!!!!!!!!!! GO PREACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................................

PS......this is my "villian era" and my "villian era" is PERMANENT 😂💓💓💓💓💓💓😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂💓💓💓💓💓

via GIPHY

Isaiah 52:4-10 "For thus saith the Lord God, My people went down aforetime into Egypt to sojourn there; and the Assyrian oppressed them without cause.

5 Now therefore, what have I here, saith the Lord, that my people is taken away for nought? they that rule over them make them to howl, saith the Lord; and my name continually every day is blasphemed.

6 Therefore my people shall know my name: therefore they shall know in that day that I am he that doth speak: behold, it is I.

7 How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him that bringeth good tidings, that publisheth peace; that bringeth good tidings of good, that publisheth salvation; that saith unto Zion, Thy God reigneth!

8 Thy watchmen shall lift up the voice; with the voice together shall they sing: for they shall see eye to eye, when the Lord shall bring again Zion.

9 Break forth into joy, sing together, ye waste places of Jerusalem: for the Lord hath comforted his people, he hath redeemed Jerusalem.

10 The Lord hath made bare his holy arm in the eyes of all the nations; and all the ends of the earth shall see the salvation of our God."

In my permanent "villian era" I'm donating ANOTHER 3 DOLLARS (on one the classrooms where donations are being matched cause I like to have my 3 dollars go far I'm a villian afterall 😁👍👍👍👍👍👍💓💓💓💓💓💓)............even though I already donated money to fund classrooms today.............................

just to rub it in your faces

AS VILLIANS DO

HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAH

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AHHAHAHAHAHAH

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mr. Santana's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😊 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose........................

including a diabolical song to.....................love this song.....................how everyone ain't goths, convinced people need to go get their hearing check, this shiz is on flleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek............................

God created Lucifer to be a villian, I'm not going to hate NEVER no fallen angels no "created" villians like that. I speak more in depth about why this post..................

Update 6/30/2026 why hate?????????? And why is any type of hating called "christian" and "christianity"?????????????????

I realize I'm demonized

because I'm thought of as a satanic christian right

what is the gain of hating the devil?????????????

what is the win?????????????????

Titus 3:2 (KJV): "To speak evil of no man, to be no brawlers, but gentle, shewing all meekness unto all men." is not titus 3:2 where the "gain" and "win" of life is at????????

I just am to tired to hate lucifer and his men that would be exhausting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they pry hate me - that must be real tiring for them by now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fresh 8/26/2022 video update since how this blog post is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo popular......................

Bible verses mentioned above.............

Mark 10:18 "And Jesus said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God."

Proverbs 21:2 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes: but the Lord pondereth the hearts."

 I am a repented villian that is a villian but I give my life to Jesus so I behave, that knows stuff yo's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

God created Lucifer to be a villian, I'm not going to hate NEVER no fallen angels no "created" villians like that. I speak more in depth about why this post..................

https://www.compellingtruth.org/does-God-love-Satan.html

(proof above that my mom did indeed send me this e-mail

though I know I am the only person in the body of christ that has a high opinion of Lucifer and the Fallen angels I'm the only one I realize now)

But the rest of the body of christ get's yourselves in trouble eventually with all this "hateoraide" for lucifer and his men................I think it lead to many christians feeling justified in killing witches..............

cause they are just "bad guys" with lucifer and his men right?????

(I believe in loving witches and not killing them)

e-mail I sent my family this morning...........................

is brian my husband as well - yes

do I love brian - yes

do I believe I am written about in the bible - oh hell ya

and worse I fear I'm not being given people's addresses to send christmas cards because I'm hated, or feared by supposed christians in my family - that is horrible

few "villians" are really that much of "villians" ------- there's most always the "other side of things" their motivations etc. 

bible says

Proverbs 21:2 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes: but the Lord pondereth the hearts."

God created lucifer the way he is...............

he's been put in the "villian slot" 

well I'm just not "into" hating ANYBODY that was freaking created to be the ultimate supposed villian in eternity that's ridiculous

HE WAS MANUFACTURED TO BE A VILLIAN 

Maybe I'll hate on jefferey dauhmer, but I don't think I do

I'm hopeless

I view every human as someone god loves and if they just repent everything will be fine

I'm not about to hate 0% manufactured villians 

Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."

2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

....God made me just how I want to be made loving people

loving my enemies

this world it might be a world full of hate

and petty gossiping "mean girls"

I prefer not to be a part of that

if that's all the world is

count me out

I'm fine over here loving people without the gossip drama and hate all alone 👍😀

Have a great day. 

Romans 9:20-22 "Nay but, O man, who art thou that repliest against God? Shall the thing formed say to him that formed it, Why hast thou made me thus? Hath not the potter power over the clay, of the same lump to make one vessel unto honour, and another unto dishonour? What if God, willing to shew his wrath, and to make his power known, endured with much longsuffering the vessels of wrath fitted to destruction:"

  Before you watch this video I admittedly got a touch overly zealous at the end. And my sister thinks what I believe is a bunch of fairy tale make belief, mystical mythos story tale whatever that I'm full of bull-s-t basically is what my sister believes that I'm A BIG TALE TELLER. No this is my memory coming out of the white orb, with melchesedek at the beginning of time, while god was argueing still in the white orb argueing with the white orb that is my memory and I can prove that I am likely telling the truth because...............

Hebrews 7:3 "Without father, without mother, without descent, having neither beginning of days, nor end of life; but made like unto the Son of God; abideth a priest continually." - neither beginning of days, nor end of life. But HE AIN'T GOD. Neither am I --------- where you all think the "queen of heaven" came from that I was created by god - no I came out the white orb. I am not a crazy lady these are my memories, and I have Hebrews 7:3 to back what I'm saying about the white orb up!

I came out of the white orb!

verses in video above (including evp's from lucifer if you turn the volume up 

- I believe he is my 1st husband - my husband basically - I AIN'T A LIAR)

I had amnesia for a long time. 

But then I remembered flying, I remembered so much.

I was with god in the beginning I do believe, in HIS BIBLE,

 I'M NOT GOD

1 Timothy 2:5 "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus;"

John 6:44 "No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day."

John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."

Isaiah 14

12 How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!

13 For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north:

14 I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High.

15 Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit.

16 They that see thee shall narrowly look upon thee, and consider thee, saying, Is this the man that made the earth to tremble, that did shake kingdoms;

17 That made the world as a wilderness, and destroyed the cities thereof; that opened not the house of his prisoners?

18 All the kings of the nations, even all of them, lie in glory, every one in his own house.

19 But thou art cast out of thy grave like an abominable branch, and as the raiment of those that are slain, thrust through with a sword, that go down to the stones of the pit; as a carcase trodden under feet.

20 Thou shalt not be joined with them in burial, because thou hast destroyed thy land, and slain thy people: the seed of evildoers shall never be renowned.

when your a "ghost dragon" 

the possiblities are endless it turns out

update of sorts or me adding to this post 12/21/2022..............

I tell my family often lately go ahead have family get togethers without me, cause like my super model sisters best friend from high school......................who unfriended me over my love for Lucifer. Many of them don't want to be around me cause I love lucifer. That's hateful of them..........but this hateful variety of christianity is THRIVING AND PROSPERING IN AMERICA. 

We going on 2 years 0 family get togethers. 

My dad once said on the telephone that I broke up the family. 

my parents moved away from me 20 something years ago

as did my super model sister

as did my brother who - 2 years ago moved 1 1/2 hour away from me but for years he lived far away bought 18 years he lived very far away from me states away

I was left

and

I'm not "powerful" enough to break up a entire family

and how could anyone break up a entire family because they love the devil???????????

That just don't happen. 

There's kids that love love love satan, not even christian kids/people that love satan............totally not breaking up their families at all. 

If my family is "broken" up --- they broke themselves up.

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and you all can also be near 50 and not aging like me looking like your 20 like me

but you better be ready if lucifer don't return in another 20 years to keep that up

cause I won't age

I won't

I'm done

I'm old enough looking at "20" - good luck withy that I won't spill all my not aging secrets