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Wednesday, December 6, 2023

I deativated my tik tok to many tik tok's showing up on my feed of people flipping everyone off! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." You tube video's I can select the video's I want to watch and actually know with a great deal of certainness that I won't be flipped off......................and a tik tok pychic accused me of a few things after I told them I wasn't interested in a pychic reading so at least 1 tik tokers was getting extremely abusive to me (they accused me of doing "black magic" to one of my husbands and being unfaithful, these are both lies - in the 1st grade I did magic on 1st husband whom back then I didn't know was my 1st husband because I was freaking out about the idea of a eternity without him - THAT'S WHOLESOME MAGIC THERE - though I know magic is a sin I quitted doing magics)..............the world is bleak enough without having tik tok video's pop up in tik tok feeds of people flipping everyone off!!!!!!!!!................

 I deativated my tik tok to many tik tok's showing up on my feed of people flipping everyone off! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." You tube video's I can select the video's I want to watch and actually know with a great deal of certainness that I won't be flipped off......................and a tik tok pychic accused me of a few things after I told them I wasn't interested in a pychic reading so at least 1 tik tokers was getting extremely abusive to me (they accused me of doing "black magic" to one of my husbands and being unfaithful, these are both lies - in the 1st grade I did magic on 1st husband whom back then I didn't know was my 1st husband because I was freaking out about the idea of a eternity without him - THAT'S WHOLESOME MAGIC THERE - though I know magic is a sin I quitted doing magics)..............the world is bleak enough without having tik tok video's pop up in tik tok feeds of people flipping everyone off!!!!!!!!!................

  Did you know the causes of suicide out there............this list was made for college age kids but could pertain to most people many of the things in this list..................

https://www.semanticscholar.org/

what if you had a "incurrable disease" for instance - like me and asthma which I am now on a sorta juice fast, like a juice fast/eating vegan foods combo deal to overcome "extreme asthma" last night I had real success..............I drank one of my giant things of blended and strained juice then went and worked out for the 1st time in what 2 months or so I had 0 asthma attack, breathed normally the whole workout!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My point being if you already have things on the list to cause for suicidal feelings potentially not good to also add tik tok which does have "abusive users" that you can block, but even if you block em.................more abusive users show up ------ that's the problem. 

tik tok wasn't good for my sanity


Philippians 4:7-9 "And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you."
tik tok 
for a lot of people is a waist of time 
it is literally called tik...........tok
Ephesians 5:15-17 "See then that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise, Redeeming the time, because the days are evil. Wherefore be ye not unwise, but understanding what the will of the Lord is." - The days are evil. They are. If they weren't evil, I wouldn't have people showing up in my tik tok feed often flipping everyone off.................but that was happening. 
Ms. Beyrouty's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.........................
social media does all kinds of bad things to many people out there
I've found my blog to be safeish
not even my blog is safe
but safeish
only 1 time recently did someone try to cause my suicide via many comments for days
and you tube my only "problem" with you tube, though it does have trolls (but all I've encountered on you tube is "safe trolls" - I definately think there are two types of trolls, ones that won't cause you to want to kill yourself vs. trolls where that is their goal they want you to end your life), but my only "problem" with you tube is I can't get views or likes to safe my life over there!
Have a great day!


Friday, July 8, 2022

My love for satan is not about money........not everything is about money, if I cared about money I wouldn't be donating money all the freak time................let me love who I want to love, be who I want to be ----------- please stop attacking me IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!......................................

My love for satan is not about money........not everything is about money, if I cared about money I wouldn't be donating money all the freak time................let me love who I want to love, be who I want to be ----------- please stop attacking me IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!......................................

Since saying I love satan on my blog -------- am I rich????????? Not money wise no. I couldn't even get a job as a CNA. I may of made myself unhireable in A GREAT MANY JOBS, because I came out and said I do love satan. I will not stick to a narrative that says I must hate him if I want to be a christian Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." Stop trying to force me into your intense hatred for satan narrative "in the name of Jesus" 
love your enemies what is hard to understand about that?
Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;"
If satan is your #1 enemy - then you should love him EXTRA I BELIEVE
not hate him - love him - love him EXTRA

MY WHOLE FAMILY IS CALLING ME A SATAN WORSHIPPER
 I ain't doing "that much" good anyways, there's probably TONS of people out there donating way more then me...............I'm really showing on my blog "hey I at least get the minimum done" 
 Have I gave more
have I donated more that you all AIN'T SEEN
HELL YA
Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth."
  My mom is forcing me to speak about this.............I ain't been letting my left hand see what my right hand is doing..................I AIN'T BEEN BRAGGING ON MY BLOG. 
  What I been doin is showing you hey - I love people - I bear fruit - I am a real christian. 
Matthew 12:33 "Either make the tree good, and his fruit good; or else make the tree corrupt, and his fruit corrupt: for the tree is known by his fruit."
  I'm tired of being abused by my parents, by my brother by my sisters. And that ain't me hating you or judging you as you say it is
can you please be nice to me finally
and treat me like I am a actual human being

14 Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.

15 Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house.

16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.

update............
I don't feel loved by my family
who moved away from me around 22 years ago
I don't
they don't care to live by me
they don't care to read my blog many of them I've heard don't
how do they love me
how is attacking me 
every
single
day 
sometimes
and this has gone on for years
love????????????
🤗
Sending emoji hugs 
to all satan worshippers
all "pagan worshippers" 
all LGBTQIA 
all you
all you who may have also been attacked just attacked
for years
in the name of jesus christ
or as I've witnessed many christian people's just kicking their LGBTQ kids out the house. 
god is love

you deserve to be loved

as do I

1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."
There is some sick messed up version of christianity out there
that many most people are a part of 
where they do NOT 
love witches, or satan worshippers, or "pagan worshippers" as my parents call em, or LGBTQ
If you kick your LGBTQ child out the house
you are not loving them

I believe my family would someday deliver me up to be killed
while
while 
saying how much the "love me"

16 These things have I spoken unto you, that ye should not be offended.

2 They shall put you out of the synagogues: yea, the time cometh, that whosoever killeth you will think that he doeth God service.

3 And these things will they do unto you, because they have not known the Father, nor me.

they don't know this god that is love

they know a "different god" 

a "different Jesus"

 

I'm speaking to you in song
the bible says to speak in song to one another

Saturday, October 2, 2021

"Most" (by most I really mean the majority) all that adds me on social media are men and sometimes lesbians. And today it hit me that the world might not think about marriage the way I do...........cause I told a guy I am married (I tell people this to let them know if they want to nooky time or have any romantic relationship with me at all they are out of luck) and told him even if I was in a miserable marriage that I do not believe in divorce except in the event of cheating - that I believe god blesses EVEN A STINKY MARRIAGE. Or less then the cinderella fairy tale. Most people THEY GIVE UP ON THEIR MARRIAGES, they don't believe like me. I told him I believe the way I believe because I am a lot of a Jew.............................

Better I live in the "real world" 
then a fake world that is "amp'd" up because I'm pretty
(but sheri nobody is going to your blog that isn't actually good people should care about you) - don't take it up with me take it up with them. I can't make them care.
"Most" (by most I really mean the majority) all that adds me on social media are men and sometimes lesbians. And today it hit me that the world might not think about marriage the way I do...........cause I told a guy I am married (I tell people this to let them know if they want to nooky time or have any romantic relationship with me at all they are out of luck) and told him even if I was in a miserable marriage that I do not believe in divorce except in the event of cheating - that I believe god blesses EVEN A STINKY MARRIAGE. Or less then the cinderella fairy tale. Most people THEY GIVE UP ON THEIR MARRIAGES, they don't believe like me. I told him I believe the way I believe because I am a lot of a Jew.............................
  I have more thoughts on bad marriages or less then the cinderella marriages, but I'd get in trouble if I verbally out loud said my theories.
  So I will state my theory like this....................
if you are in a sanctified marriage are you going to be beaten??????????
are you?????????????
  I mean if you are explain this to me...................
  I theorize though I gonna be big time trouble for even theorizing this what can I do my brain works and I'm a thinker. 
  If a lady is being beaten - I mean go to safety, take your kids to safety right. But what if she went to church??????????????? What if she rededicated her life to christ?????????????
  THIS IS JUST A THEORY I HAVE
my brains work all the time
I know sometimes my brains maybe should stop I gonna get busted for thinking
1 Corinthians 7:14 "For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband: else were your children unclean; but now are they holy."
 what holy men beat their wives???????????????????????????
https://legaljobs.io/blog/divorce-rate-in-america/
divorce rates are on the decline in america......

Divorce Rates in America Statistics 2019

1. The divorce rate in America is 2.9 per 1,000.

   Maybe I am becoming the "norm"?????????????????????
  These are my thoughts for today. 
or I'm the norm at the moment?????????
 Maybe people are staying married cause housing is so expensive?????????????
 At any rate
if you are in a stinky marriage ------ there's hope with Jesus!
there really is....................
1 Corinthians 7:14 "For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband: else were your children unclean; but now are they holy."
But do get you and your kids to safety if you are being beaten. 
tootles
Slowly but surely I'm "going solar"....................

  

Thursday, July 8, 2021

I quote my e-mail today from https://www.tut.com/ ""Sometimes people think "they know" and they don't know, and sometimes the people that "do know" don't know they know. "with knowing comes tolerance, patience and love"" - OH YA THAT THAT RIGHT THERE..................

 Update 4/28/2026 what I know is your all "victims" and you all have it so desperately worse then me, cause I'm pretty things got to be great for me. 
Wow you nailed it all them gorgeous people's their lives are GOING AWESOME!
lucifer is coming down to earth soon with "great wrath" RIGHTFULLY SO!!!!!!!!!!!!..........
Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time."

  I quote my e-mail today from https://www.tut.com/ ""Sometimes people think "they know" and they don't know,  and sometimes the people that "do know" don't know they know. "with knowing comes tolerance, patience and love"" - OH YA THAT THAT RIGHT THERE..................
  I used to think this bit of the bible wasn't "directed towards" the entire body of christ ----- I have since realized it is meant to for us all (because it seems to be talking about someone rich who has "menservants and maidens" how many of us are rich like that???????????????? Pry not many)...............
Luke 12
42 And the Lord said, Who then is that faithful and wise steward, whom his lord shall make ruler over his household, to give them their portion of meat in due season?

43 Blessed is that servant, whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing.

44 Of a truth I say unto you, that he will make him ruler over all that he hath.

45 But and if that servant say in his heart, My lord delayeth his coming; and shall begin to beat the menservants and maidens, and to eat and drink, and to be drunken;

46 The lord of that servant will come in a day when he looketh not for him, and at an hour when he is not aware, and will cut him in sunder, and will appoint him his portion with the unbelievers.

47 And that servant, which knew his lord's will, and prepared not himself, neither did according to his will, shall be beaten with many stripes.

48 But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more.
   I mean I feel "beaten" by both my big sister and her daughter and my sister in law as well etc. few like buttons were hit that I don't think people should've hit on that bash me facebook athon that happened in my family. 
   My husband on this earth.............promptly deleted all my family except 1 on my facebook ------- that's what happened. 
  But he didn't delete instagram family members. So I been watching families video's and liking some of their posts. But I not wanting to go to any family get togethers probably never again.......... I don't want to be beaten.   
So my 1st husband that nobody believes exists, he e-mails me nearly everyday, he has for years. 
He told me 
"come as you are"
Which is nice, even if I'm in a mega dark hole of unforgiveness he still wants me.
I'm not in this hole anymore - naw.
I just don't want to be abused anymore that's about it.
  Many people are in my family that verbally assaulted me on facebook are prime examples of Luke 12:45 "But and if that servant say in his heart, My lord delayeth his coming; and shall begin to beat the menservants and maidens, and to eat and drink, and to be drunken;" ------- If they gonna treat me that badly bestest believe they are going to treat other people badly as well. I don't have the ability to stop them................................
  The bible says though we are lead up as sheep to the slaughter.  Romans 8:35-37 "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us."
   So all of us pry experience some sort of "tribulation" um sometime or another. I'm saddened to see so many Native American's give up on Jesus..............Jesus ain't the catholic schools that owned the residential schools that killed a lot of Native American kids. Jesus didn't own them schools, Jesus didn't approve of the killing of ANY native american children. 
   I don't stay a christian because I've been treated well by "the church" 
   I stay a christian cause I'm LOVE BY THE LORD! - that's why right there. 
  People they might not verbally assault you - but they'll let you down pry. Matthew 28:20 "Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen."
"even unto the end of the world. Amen."
I still be's schleping to church. I onced looked to the church to "be" something for me. Nowdays I look to Jesus.
  I only go to church because the lord believed in church..................
Matthew 16:18 "And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it."
  Many are fleeing the church right now, not just Native American's - you watch on Tik Tok there is quite a few people that have left the church and many of them look to be hard at work bashing christianity on Tik Tok right now. "Sheri tik tok isn't a full mirror image of society at large" - but I think if you watch enough tik toks, they high up ones, which the ones I see are high up..............that's millions of people on that thing voting by hitting the heart button..............I do believe tik tok at least a little bit is a indicator of what is "going on out there" some. 
2 Thessalonians 2:3 "Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;"
Have a great day 😊

Sunday, July 8, 2018

"Kathy Lee" the neighborhood bully that showed me how to love even my "enemies" --- 1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."..........

  Made my 1st necklace using the clasps I recently bought on amazon 😁 this is great................

 "Kathy Lee" the neighborhood bully that showed me how to love even my "enemies" --- 1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love." Not to say that I am necessarily very good at loving my enemies. But what qualifies as good at that, could it just simply be a few nice letters???? Cause if what qualifies is a few nice letters...........I think I have the knack!
  But back to this idea........................love them!! 1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."
  I been thinking about Kathy Lee more lately. She really turned a part of my life around. Effected me a slew. I watched her punch out as I recall a few kids teeth, one kid she really was punching out the teeth out of him and I remember being so upset with her and yelling at the top of my lungs that she needs to stop else I was about to kick her butt...........................many explicatives as I recall I used in describing all the ways in which I was about to kick her butt and drag it through the neighborhood etc. (it's not a good thing, but she had much reason to give me the "neighborhood/school kingpin/bully crown" which she did)
  Well I got close to Kathy Lee, I don't even remember how it happened.............I really don't know?????? We were able to "drop it" as they say. Such a miracle that was.
  And then I heard about how ruff her life was (not that I'm saying punching several kids teeth out is a good thing at all...........but that whole time there was a backstory).
People out there are hurting a suffering all over the place in this world life isn't easy!!!!!!!!!
 People often view me as the girl, chick, lady that "has it all" and man I get annoyed by that.......but I facts do have it better then a lot of people. My husband cooks all the meals ----------- which might not be "real life" for most women...................I pry ain't living real life really. But I do have struggles, today for instance I have a horrible migraine headache and I've had it the whole day. 
  But back to my story...............her dad divorced, her mom was basically out of the picture, she had a older brother that she hardly ever saw, and her dad owned the bar down the street and so he was pretty much never home and I can actually vouch for that (he did not come home til 8-9-10 p.m. every night. Many nights Kathy Lee told me, she went to the bar........................not a high end great bar to be at, I heard many horrible things about that bar. 
  She became a black belt in karate the horror her actual reason for it was to feel safe being alone at her house at night and AT THE BAR. Allllllllllllll that neigbhorhood bully stuffs gave her "control" over some facet of her life, and a means to feel powerful. It gave her a lot, a lot that was completely missing in her life. 
   People hardly ever just "do bad things" for literally no reason.............not that I'm excusing horrible sins, crimes etc. Most people don't have the perfect "leave it to beaver" life! 
nomadder the perfect perfect image most people on this earth like to portray of themselves
Romans 3:23 "For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;" Leave it to Beaver tv show is mythos We all are pry either goth's or christian goth's.........basically "The Monster's" or the "Adam's Family" -------------- or both 👄 (The "Stepford Wives" movie scares me, except Bette Middler in the movie that don't scare me..........................society has that "Stepford wives" glossed look to it ---------------  that Stepford Wife perfection idea is MYTHOS) You are all goths, whether christian or not, most of you all stink at being goth I really believe that. 
   

Luke 6:26-28 

26 Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets.
27 But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,
28 Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you.
 ..................praying
This 21 pilots song, sheesh is a reason to post up a blog post in of itself. I chose cause the lyric that says "You don't know the half of the abused". We often don't know the "story" of the """"crazy""""" supposedly person on the bus sitting next to us................but trust me, that story exists!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I recommend loving them, I recommend loving people!
Wishing you all a nice day!
LOVE
ps..............my life mirrored kathy lee's in many ways. My mom was sick with cancer most of my entire childhood so me and my brother and sister did most the chores as kids................my mom wasn't around much she was in bed sick. And my dad didn't come home often til pretty late in the evening (often he worked overtime). And even, even, my dad owned a bar, but he owned a bar when I was 3 1/2-4 years old, and I did spend time in the bar, hanging out with the people of the bar, they taught me how to play pool I got really good at it. I disco'd and loved shoving quarters in the jukebox to play bee gee's music, and I drank all the free cola's I wanted 👍 But you know there is the "element" of my life actually was a bit like kathy lee's. I think that's why I never forgot her, why I think on her from time to time. 
  She definately went from "horrible person that did horrible things" in my mind
to 
not well off person that deserved mercy, forgiveness, and love. 
Christian Mission to Gaza
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Friday, August 2, 2013

Being reconciled to christ.............update 2015 lets keep this real y'all.........

Update 7/30/2022 talking about how church abuse, really got me loving lucifer/satan a SLEW, cause Lucifer doesn't judge me for wearing mascara for instance.............I could wear mascara all I want Lucifer will still love me not some church folk out there!..............
Sheri 2022 warning concerning this blog post
I used to think I was a apostle
(I was told I was a apostle at a church and a bunch of people laid hands on me and prayed) So I wrongly thought I was valuable in the body of christ.
from my experience men are what is valuable in the body of christ
no hate for anybody
this is just my experience
(in the bible women are in "the background" they are either a mary or a martha................sitting around listening to the men)
I think some women have been given "tee hee" value in the body of christ
but I really believe that value is "tee hee" 
women are 
wo - man
2nd class beings
that came out of a man's rib
and can never be valuable I don't believe not in the body of christ

1 Timothy 2:12 "But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence." I might be a actual satanic satan worshipper, cause I HATE 1 timothy 2:12 ------------ that very much states that I have no value. 
 get your church folk together
grab some sticks and get ready to burn me alive
cause F 1 Timothy 2:12
f this verse that says I have no value
not literally do I mean "f it" - but "f" the idea of it
this idea that women are WORTHLESS
(I ain't a preacher I ain't planning on becoming a preacher but "f" this idea that women are 2nd class and worthless F THAT)
"Painting is like the body of christ
every brush stroke, every color plays a part
and when we are all doing our part, you end up with something beautiful" 
much love to everyone out there 
  I did want to become a member of this church a zillion years ago ok, and my family was telling me - it's not possible, like the whole time right (not looking to me like the ACCA is a good fit for me anymore). I eventually realized "oh snap this church has the commandments of men" and then I decided naw I ain't even having the "commandments of men" eventually. And the elder of the church came at me, might as well of had a sledge hammer days before my birthday this year aka 2015. (this post those is from 2013 and much of it I have chosen to keep here) 
 I was hurt bad
told I was garbage
nobody expects to be put down like that, verbally beat down like that maybe ever?????????????
especially not days before my birthday like that.
but it happened, 
------------------------------------------- in a recent post I mentioned how to the pure all things are pure and I realize the "danger" of that. 
If you accept ok the apostolic christian church of america is wrong and bangs are ok, and wedding rings are ok, and beards are ok, etc.......................................and everything is pure...................................
Then what's to stop you from being a friend with the world???????????
Galatians 5:1 "Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage." I think ultimately you need to be mindful of what is bondage???????????????????????
Bondage is when you feel you need to buy .........................................stuffs, to be accepted, to be loved, when you are a slave to stuffs, instead of god. I think that's bondage...........being a slave to god I don't count that as being bondage at all.
Romans 8:14-15 "For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God. For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father." If your lead everyday by the spirit of god, you won't have to worry about receiving again "the spirit of bondage again to fear" but instead you'll receive "the spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father" There is no need for "commandments of men" for added "rules" besides the bible. 
THE BIBLE IS THE ONLY BOOK WE NEED
IT SAVES
IT'LL COMPLETE THE WORK IN THAT IN WHICH GOD HAS SENT IT TO!
Isaiah 55:11 "So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it." AMEN!
(I am being "reconciled to christ" the title of this post is appropriate)
------------------------------------------------ I'm not about to delete this post - it's one the highest traffic getting posts on my blog (it seems if the post is negative in nature it get's traffic...........nobody wants to view my positive upbeat posts) I am in the process of becoming a member of the church...................I have chatted with the elder twice now.
I trust god these days...............that His will will be worked and is being worked in my life.........Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."
But maybe people care about me so much out there that they are drawn to the posts where I am in some kind of epic struggle??????????? THAT PRY IS THE CASE AS WELL...........enjoy the original post........................I guess??????........................
(I do love the apostolic christian church of america this is me being frustrated - and immensely sarcastic which I am)
This is a letter I just sent my apostolic christian church of america aunt, and 3 pastors................I can't be the only one out there having these kinds of problems so this letter is pertinent to this entire church and maybe the entire body of christ at large ------------------ CAN SOMEBODY LOVE ME???????..................
A sister from the church e-mailed me she doesn't want me writing what she said so I am having to paraphrase it even though I didn't say her name and nobody knows who she is.................. if you want to be a member
only have 1 hair color don't keep dyeing your hair many shades through the year
don't wear barrette's
don't play cards at church
don't wear that short prayer scarf the sisters can't handle that they need to be long
wear skirts below the knee's in length
------------------------ that's me paraphrasing what she said.............paraphrase means you say what was said but like change the wording around a touch so it's not their words right????????????
I don't think I can handle skirts below my knees, on sunday maybe but not everyday ------------ this is me sheri speaking live.
Mike, ron, john I hope you 3 are praying for me....................
brians says right now on this here e-mail..............cause I forced him............................
While I understand and agree with the theory of dressing appropriately for church, telling someone they must wear a skirt that goes below the knee if they even want to be considered a "member", essentially makes there a dress code. And a dress code does nothing to bring one closer to God. It just becomes a way for members to judge a person based on visual cues and not on what the person does or says. I find it sad that someone can be judged unworthy because a skirt is not long enough, or a head covering not long enough. I think it shows more the character of the person judging than the person being judged.
That's all brian said...........he just told me if I did all that to fit in I'd be miserable, cause I wouldn't "be me" then, he says he'd rather I completely "buck the system" and be happy then conceed to this list this sister gave me to "finally fit in". Brian says making myself miserable to fit in isn't worth the like making myself miserable.
sheri the condemned
(that's how I ended the letter for reals : )
What is very frustrating to me, is I'M TRYING I AIN'T EVEN PARTYING OR NOTHING I CLEAN STOPPED DRAGON BOATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE
James and Betty Robinson there show is one of my favorite shows on Daystar TV. I'm not like them..............as in I don't have nothing in common with them, they are total normies a ton which is fine. But they have good hearts I feel..................
that's what god looks at god looks at our hearts
1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."

Lucifer wasn't much listened to by God at the beginning of time. 
He didn't like the penalties for certain things sorta bad if angels did them.............
not being heard can drive a person out of their mind. 
truelly