My love for satan is not about money........not everything is about money, if I cared about money I wouldn't be donating money all the freak time................let me love who I want to love, be who I want to be ----------- please stop attacking me IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!......................................

My love for satan is not about money........not everything is about money, if I cared about money I wouldn't be donating money all the freak time................let me love who I want to love, be who I want to be ----------- please stop attacking me IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!......................................

Since saying I love satan on my blog -------- am I rich????????? Not money wise no. I couldn't even get a job as a CNA. I may of made myself unhireable in A GREAT MANY JOBS, because I came out and said I do love satan. I will not stick to a narrative that says I must hate him if I want to be a christian Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." Stop trying to force me into your intense hatred for satan narrative "in the name of Jesus" 

love your enemies what is hard to understand about that?

Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;"

If satan is your #1 enemy - then you should love him EXTRA I BELIEVE

not hate him - love him - love him EXTRA

MY WHOLE FAMILY IS CALLING ME A SATAN WORSHIPPER

 I ain't doing "that much" good anyways, there's probably TONS of people out there donating way more then me...............I'm really showing on my blog "hey I at least get the minimum done" 

 Have I gave more

have I donated more that you all AIN'T SEEN

HELL YA

Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth."

  My mom is forcing me to speak about this.............I ain't been letting my left hand see what my right hand is doing..................I AIN'T BEEN BRAGGING ON MY BLOG. 

  What I been doin is showing you hey - I love people - I bear fruit - I am a real christian. 

Matthew 12:33 "Either make the tree good, and his fruit good; or else make the tree corrupt, and his fruit corrupt: for the tree is known by his fruit."

  I'm tired of being abused by my parents, by my brother by my sisters. And that ain't me hating you or judging you as you say it is

can you please be nice to me finally

and treat me like I am a actual human being

Matthew 5:14-16

King James Version

14 Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.

15 Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house.

16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.

update............

I don't feel loved by my family

who moved away from me around 22 years ago

I don't

they don't care to live by me

they don't care to read my blog many of them I've heard don't

how do they love me

how is attacking me 

every

single

day 

sometimes

and this has gone on for years

love????????????

🤗

Sending emoji hugs 

to all satan worshippers

all "pagan worshippers" 

all LGBTQIA 

all you

all you who may have also been attacked just attacked

for years

in the name of jesus christ

or as I've witnessed many christian people's just kicking their LGBTQ kids out the house. 

god is love

you deserve to be loved

as do I

1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."

There is some sick messed up version of christianity out there

that many most people are a part of 

where they do NOT 

love witches, or satan worshippers, or "pagan worshippers" as my parents call em, or LGBTQ

If you kick your LGBTQ child out the house

you are not loving them

I believe my family would someday deliver me up to be killed

while

while 

saying how much the "love me"

John 16:1-4

King James Version

16 These things have I spoken unto you, that ye should not be offended.

2 They shall put you out of the synagogues: yea, the time cometh, that whosoever killeth you will think that he doeth God service.

3 And these things will they do unto you, because they have not known the Father, nor me.

they don't know this god that is love

they know a "different god" 

a "different Jesus"

 

I'm speaking to you in song

the bible says to speak in song to one another

I quote my e-mail today from https://www.tut.com/ ""Sometimes people think "they know" and they don't know, and sometimes the people that "do know" don't know they know. "with knowing comes tolerance, patience and love"" - OH YA THAT THAT RIGHT THERE..................

 Update 4/28/2026 what I know is your all "victims" and you all have it so desperately worse then me, cause I'm pretty things got to be great for me. 

Wow you nailed it all them gorgeous people's their lives are GOING AWESOME!

lucifer is coming down to earth soon with "great wrath" RIGHTFULLY SO!!!!!!!!!!!!..........

Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time."

  I quote my e-mail today from https://www.tut.com/ ""Sometimes people think "they know" and they don't know,  and sometimes the people that "do know" don't know they know. "with knowing comes tolerance, patience and love"" - OH YA THAT THAT RIGHT THERE..................

  I used to think this bit of the bible wasn't "directed towards" the entire body of christ ----- I have since realized it is meant to for us all (because it seems to be talking about someone rich who has "menservants and maidens" how many of us are rich like that???????????????? Pry not many)...............

Luke 12
42 And the Lord said, Who then is that faithful and wise steward, whom his lord shall make ruler over his household, to give them their portion of meat in due season?

43 Blessed is that servant, whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing.

44 Of a truth I say unto you, that he will make him ruler over all that he hath.

45 But and if that servant say in his heart, My lord delayeth his coming; and shall begin to beat the menservants and maidens, and to eat and drink, and to be drunken;

46 The lord of that servant will come in a day when he looketh not for him, and at an hour when he is not aware, and will cut him in sunder, and will appoint him his portion with the unbelievers.

47 And that servant, which knew his lord's will, and prepared not himself, neither did according to his will, shall be beaten with many stripes.

48 But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more.
   I mean I feel "beaten" by both my big sister and her daughter and my sister in law as well etc. few like buttons were hit that I don't think people should've hit on that bash me facebook athon that happened in my family. 

   My husband on this earth.............promptly deleted all my family except 1 on my facebook ------- that's what happened. 

  But he didn't delete instagram family members. So I been watching families video's and liking some of their posts. But I not wanting to go to any family get togethers probably never again.......... I don't want to be beaten.   

So my 1st husband that nobody believes exists, he e-mails me nearly everyday, he has for years. 

He told me 

"come as you are"

Which is nice, even if I'm in a mega dark hole of unforgiveness he still wants me.

I'm not in this hole anymore - naw.

I just don't want to be abused anymore that's about it.

  Many people are in my family that verbally assaulted me on facebook are prime examples of Luke 12:45 "But and if that servant say in his heart, My lord delayeth his coming; and shall begin to beat the menservants and maidens, and to eat and drink, and to be drunken;" ------- If they gonna treat me that badly bestest believe they are going to treat other people badly as well. I don't have the ability to stop them................................

  The bible says though we are lead up as sheep to the slaughter.  Romans 8:35-37 "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us."

   So all of us pry experience some sort of "tribulation" um sometime or another. I'm saddened to see so many Native American's give up on Jesus..............Jesus ain't the catholic schools that owned the residential schools that killed a lot of Native American kids. Jesus didn't own them schools, Jesus didn't approve of the killing of ANY native american children. 

   I don't stay a christian because I've been treated well by "the church" 

   I stay a christian cause I'm LOVE BY THE LORD! - that's why right there. 

  People they might not verbally assault you - but they'll let you down pry. Matthew 28:20 "Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen."

"even unto the end of the world. Amen."

I still be's schleping to church. I onced looked to the church to "be" something for me. Nowdays I look to Jesus.

  I only go to church because the lord believed in church..................

Matthew 16:18 "And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it."

  Many are fleeing the church right now, not just Native American's - you watch on Tik Tok there is quite a few people that have left the church and many of them look to be hard at work bashing christianity on Tik Tok right now. "Sheri tik tok isn't a full mirror image of society at large" - but I think if you watch enough tik toks, they high up ones, which the ones I see are high up..............that's millions of people on that thing voting by hitting the heart button..............I do believe tik tok at least a little bit is a indicator of what is "going on out there" some. 

2 Thessalonians 2:3 "Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;"

Have a great day 😊

"Kathy Lee" the neighborhood bully that showed me how to love even my "enemies" --- 1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."..........

  Made my 1st necklace using the clasps I recently bought on amazon 😁 this is great................

 "Kathy Lee" the neighborhood bully that showed me how to love even my "enemies" --- 1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love." Not to say that I am necessarily very good at loving my enemies. But what qualifies as good at that, could it just simply be a few nice letters???? Cause if what qualifies is a few nice letters...........I think I have the knack!
  But back to this idea........................love them!! 1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."
  I been thinking about Kathy Lee more lately. She really turned a part of my life around. Effected me a slew. I watched her punch out as I recall a few kids teeth, one kid she really was punching out the teeth out of him and I remember being so upset with her and yelling at the top of my lungs that she needs to stop else I was about to kick her butt...........................many explicatives as I recall I used in describing all the ways in which I was about to kick her butt and drag it through the neighborhood etc. (it's not a good thing, but she had much reason to give me the "neighborhood/school kingpin/bully crown" which she did)
  Well I got close to Kathy Lee, I don't even remember how it happened.............I really don't know?????? We were able to "drop it" as they say. Such a miracle that was.
  And then I heard about how ruff her life was (not that I'm saying punching several kids teeth out is a good thing at all...........but that whole time there was a backstory).

People out there are hurting a suffering all over the place in this world life isn't easy!!!!!!!!!

 People often view me as the girl, chick, lady that "has it all" and man I get annoyed by that.......but I facts do have it better then a lot of people. My husband cooks all the meals ----------- which might not be "real life" for most women...................I pry ain't living real life really. But I do have struggles, today for instance I have a horrible migraine headache and I've had it the whole day. 

  But back to my story...............her dad divorced, her mom was basically out of the picture, she had a older brother that she hardly ever saw, and her dad owned the bar down the street and so he was pretty much never home and I can actually vouch for that (he did not come home til 8-9-10 p.m. every night. Many nights Kathy Lee told me, she went to the bar........................not a high end great bar to be at, I heard many horrible things about that bar. 

  She became a black belt in karate the horror her actual reason for it was to feel safe being alone at her house at night and AT THE BAR. Allllllllllllll that neigbhorhood bully stuffs gave her "control" over some facet of her life, and a means to feel powerful. It gave her a lot, a lot that was completely missing in her life. 

   People hardly ever just "do bad things" for literally no reason.............not that I'm excusing horrible sins, crimes etc. Most people don't have the perfect "leave it to beaver" life! 

nomadder the perfect perfect image most people on this earth like to portray of themselves

Romans 3:23 "For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;" Leave it to Beaver tv show is mythos We all are pry either goth's or christian goth's.........basically "The Monster's" or the "Adam's Family" -------------- or both 👄 (The "Stepford Wives" movie scares me, except Bette Middler in the movie that don't scare me..........................society has that "Stepford wives" glossed look to it ---------------  that Stepford Wife perfection idea is MYTHOS) You are all goths, whether christian or not, most of you all stink at being goth I really believe that. 

   

Luke 6:26-28 

26 Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets.

27 But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,

28 Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you.

 ..................praying

This 21 pilots song, sheesh is a reason to post up a blog post in of itself. I chose cause the lyric that says "You don't know the half of the abused". We often don't know the "story" of the """"crazy""""" supposedly person on the bus sitting next to us................but trust me, that story exists!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I recommend loving them, I recommend loving people!

Wishing you all a nice day!

LOVE

ps..............my life mirrored kathy lee's in many ways. My mom was sick with cancer most of my entire childhood so me and my brother and sister did most the chores as kids................my mom wasn't around much she was in bed sick. And my dad didn't come home often til pretty late in the evening (often he worked overtime). And even, even, my dad owned a bar, but he owned a bar when I was 3 1/2-4 years old, and I did spend time in the bar, hanging out with the people of the bar, they taught me how to play pool I got really good at it. I disco'd and loved shoving quarters in the jukebox to play bee gee's music, and I drank all the free cola's I wanted 👍 But you know there is the "element" of my life actually was a bit like kathy lee's. I think that's why I never forgot her, why I think on her from time to time. 

  She definately went from "horrible person that did horrible things" in my mind

to 

not well off person that deserved mercy, forgiveness, and love. 

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