I listened to extra church services yesterday - desperate for ear pain relief. Psalm 103:3 " Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;.........." I've done this before to, this isn't even the 1st time I've went on some crazy "bible spree" to get healed. I putting tape ins in my hair I NEED TO LOOK NICE, I NEED MY SELF ESTEEM TO TRY AND GO UP 1 NOTCH...............

I don't think this is even a pack of 20 tape ins, these are left over tape ins from the last time I did my hair. I may just keep this look going...........because if I add more tape ins I'll be hot like actually hot, the weather is often in the 90's where I live right now. 

bags under eye's yep

ear infection done wiping me out

and life

I'll keep going

lucifer has got to get here sooner or later I'm going with him I'm going to be ok

with makeup you know what people hate the most.......................I look better with a little makeup on and feel better. I often am skipping mascara - going for a natural look lately...............

mascara is such a pain to take off

and us blonde us natural blondes (albeit my hair is naturally a orange blonde..........I've tonned it heavily lately with actual indigo hair powder) --------- dark eyelashes isn't even a normal thing for us natural blondes

alllllllllllllllllllll us natural blondes we naturally have invisible eyelashes like mine are

(or every blonde natural blonde that I know) 

 I listened to extra church services yesterday - desperate for ear pain relief. Psalm 103:3 " Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;.........." I've done this before to, this isn't even the 1st time I've went on some crazy "bible spree" to get healed. I putting tape ins in my hair I NEED TO LOOK NICE, I NEED MY SELF ESTEEM TO TRY AND GO UP 1 NOTCH...............

MY SELF ESTEEM IS 0 

BASHED INTO THE CONCRETE

Psalm 103:2-5 "Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits: Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases; Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies; Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle's."

looking ugly doesn't help me

looking good doesn't help me either......................

but 1 of the 2 my self esteem might be doing 3% better

maybe god is chill with long hair flowing in the wind

how could he want women to walk around feeling ugly????????????

I ain't talkin about pride - I'm talking about feeling ugly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.............I get hell for looking good

but my self esteem level 0 on the concrete often needs to try and look good --------- for my self esteems sake that that get bumped up to 3%

women are hated

are men hated

are they????????????????

women often are hated

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaated

and reduced to how we look

reduced

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Please do pray for the women of my town they are very beat down if wednesday night bible study at the mega church is any "sign" of the state of things. Ladies you can be a BOSS --------- I know the secret KEEP THE SHABBAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................."OH SHERI GOING TO SPEAK MORE ABOUT HER JEW PLANS TO BE A BALLER OK" HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA..........................

 Please do pray for the women of my town they are very beat down if wednesday night bible study at the mega church is any "sign" of the state of things. Ladies you can be a BOSS --------- I know the secret KEEP THE SHABBAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................."OH SHERI GOING TO SPEAK MORE ABOUT HER JEW PLANS TO BE A BALLER OK" HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA..........................

last night at womens bible study - the guest speaker, before we broke up into our groups...................

literally the guest speaking lady said "repeat after me"...............
"I am valueable"
--------- all the women barely muttered "I am valueable"
"I am worthwhile"
------------- more pathetic muttering "I am worthwhile"
etc. (1-2 more phrases on these "lines" were pathetically repeated by most all the ladies)

the women in my town are beat down
bad
if last night's bible study was "reality" and I have no reason to believe it ain't
they all believing they are worthless garbage - for reals
I ain't surprised, they all earning less money per hour then men, told everyday of their lives that they are less then..........via you know their paycheck
most ladies though
I think they are 100% tragic
it's sad that they are 100% tragic
that is sad
because you all know most of them don't shabbat
they don't
they go to church on sunday that's pry it for most em
so their lives are doomed probably to be totally tragic, unless they give a lot of money to jews
I have the bible verse for that!!!!!!!!!!! Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."
Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it." ------------ Don't sit around and be tragic ladies BOSS UP YO'S KEEP THE SHABBAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am going to "ride up the high places of the earth"

I do not like the tragic life at all I need to be a "boss b---h"

Guys can "boss up" and keep the shabbat to - sure!

Life is always hard for me - when I get sloppy with the shabbat

but when I shabbat well

..................................smoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooth

and let me tell you

I like smooooooooooooooooooooooooth

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I don't like to think to hard

or work to hard

I like God workin for me

God wants to work for you to 😉

God can do a lot

he could raise up billions

turn the whole planet into "high places of the earth" 

HE SAFE TO SAY WANTS TO DO THAT TO

WHY I BELIEVE THAT...............

Luke 11:1-2 "And it came to pass, that, as he was praying in a certain place, when he ceased, one of his disciples said unto him, Lord, teach us to pray, as John also taught his disciples. And he said unto them, When ye pray, say, Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so in earth."

There ain't "low places" in heaven

just high ones

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Someone (in reply to one of my recent blog post) told me they have low self esteem because they theorize something in the water. God doesn't want us having low self esteem. HOW YOU GONNA BE "MORE THEN A CONQUEROR" IN CHRIST JESUS WITH LOW SELF ESTEEM?????????? Romans 12:3 "For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith."...........................

Someone (in reply to one of my recent blog post) told me they have low self esteem because they theorize something in the water. God doesn't want us having low self esteem. HOW YOU GONNA BE "MORE THEN A CONQUEROR" IN CHRIST JESUS WITH LOW SELF ESTEEM?????????? Romans 12:3 "For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith."

  Romans 8:34-39 "Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.  For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

   1 Corinthians 15:58 "Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord." I think self esteem is needed. 

Jesus does not want us to be "fearful" 

hiding in the background with low self esteem and fear to walk outside our door

Revelation 21:8

But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.

I know something about low self esteem

you can sure nuff get real fearful when you allow yourself to have low self esteem

and it is something you can choose to have

I feel low self esteem is a choice at some point in time

cause nobody has to stay "low self esteemed"

if you thinkin negative

you can change your thoughts

you can get thinking "positive" did you know that

yep 

you can have self esteem highish it is a choice

it is a choice

god don't want you fearful 

hanging your head down

boooooooooooooo hooooooooooooo

woes me

naw

Psalm 144:15
Happy is that people, that is in such a case: yea, happy is that people, whose God is the Lord.

self esteem highish kay happy happy ☝😁

cause how you think in your brains is so important

if you think in your brains right "I am worthwhile, I am valuable" people like pick up on that 

and people

they like "positivity" 

but moreso then that

having a positive outlook 

is good for your health I believe

https://www.today.com/health/how-live-longer-study-links-optimism-longevity-t161337

optimists live longer it's like been studied yo's

yep I pry'll be around awhile hahahhahahahahaha

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have a great day

think positive

live longer 👍