YA I'M CRAP..........................if you want to deem a person that rather would be rich as crap ya I'm the crappest...........

I don't fit in at any church ok

none

and I never have

and I used to try making people like me

I since gave up that

- I go to a church where I know I don't stand a chance in hell - cause I never do and worse one church on their live video and they could see I was watching the live feed they said "she's here" "we a few times have thought someone would be nice but they turned out to be a b- word" but the pastor didn't say b-word but basically said that

they expect me to be super chippery all the church people do

while I don't have any friends on earth

my family left me 20+ years ago - left me

things are bad for me

I WENT TO THIS CHURCH MADE PEACE WITH THEM...........I just didn't delete all these types of posts. And now people that clearly probably hate me badly, are digging them up getting ready to attack me for their lord "Jesus Christ"

Instead of deleting this post, I'm going to say I once was maybe a "trouble maker" these days I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT ANYBODY. 

I'M TIRED

I'M TIRED OF EVERYONE DEEMING ME A WORTHLESS B-WORD - I realize that will not end until lucifer get's to this earth and comes and get's me 

THIS IS THE OLD ME

I AM NOT THIS PERSON ANYMORE

YA I'M CRAP..........................if you want to deem a person that rather would be rich as crap ya I'm the crappest.....................I've been poor my whole life, I can't afford to donate this much but you all are forcing my hand, cause I feel the need to defend myself...............A WHOLE LIFE OF LOOKING AT ITEMS ONLY ON "CLEARANCE" GET'S TIRING - I WANT TO EXPERIENCE WHAT THE RICH EXPERIENCE. I WANT TO EXPERIENCE NOT HAVING TO GO TO THE CLEARANCE AISLE.......and I know to you all that makes me crap and you must chew me out soon go ahead! Chew me out for your lord "jesus christ" 

I WOULD LIKE RATHER TO LIVE IN A MANSION OR A FEW MANSION THAT MAKES ME WORTHLESS GARBAGE IN MOST OF YOUR MINDS I REALIZE

I DIDN'T GO TO COLLEGE AND GET A BACHELORS IN SCIENCE OF THE ARTS DEGREE TO BE POOR FOREVER

YOU WANT TO BE POOR FOREVER AND BE SUPREME TO ME - GO AHEAD

I GUESS READ THIS BLOG POST AND HATE ON ME FOR YOUR LORD "JESUS CHRIST" WHILE YOUR POOR TO BE "BETTER THEN ME"

https://www.donorschoose.org/

this is the old me I am not this person anymore

Are you christians salem fellowship then show up to the court I'm waiting! 

(ok sheri you are Serena Williams right now god is right)

At this point either salem fellowship has the worst fruit in the earth, or they all just to buisy "fundraising" to read their e-mails. I e-mailed their main macleay e-mail address.........................
god told me I'm Serena williams (basically john macenroe but god used a girl tennis player example).............He told me, I'm right I'm still plenty playing tennis, He said though that I'm the sort that if I'm playing against a player and I view the ball as hitting out of bounds ----------------- it don't matter if the ref (god) tries to tell me that the ball hit inbounds ---------------- I saw it hit out of bounds from where I'm standing it looked to of hit out of bounds -------------- and as a dedicated tennis player that has trained much and has sweated blood (oh geez god was right hahahahahahahahah) I will stomp around the court telling the ref (god) all about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I'm playing tennis here people............your continually not replying to my e-mails..............you ball is continually hitting out of bounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know how to play tennis.............http://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2011/09/brunstad-christian-church-this-is-how.html

   Don't tell me I don't know how to play tennis, to tell me I'm confused. S--- B-----........when he gave me that "talk" and told me I was no longer welcome --- he said it was "brazen" of me to show up after what I posted online which is another way of saying I ain't welcome no more..............he tried to tell me your my "friends" well then if you my "friends" then reply to one e-mail is that to much to ask to hit ONE STINKING BALL IN THE COURT!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I like john macenroe, and I like Serena williams, I know many you don't, but when you put that much into your faith and then that ball refuses to hit in the court again and again and again and YOUR people is saying it's my fault (yelena told me it's all my fault -------- though I have given her my e-mail repeatedly she could e-mail me ------------- no I been sending her postcards and she ain't replying the wall is up that you all have and somehow I'M GUILTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) I was guilty. But I don't think I'm guilty so much these days -------- am I not trying?????????????????? Am I not e-mailing you?????????????? Is this really some big ummmmmmmmmm war to your church e-mail NO. It ain't no big war to your church e-mail to be asking ----------- hey give me the secret passwords to your secret password protected website for the church so I can know the church times ------------ though I don't think your using ireq for that that seems to just have conferences on it looks to be not sure that's the place http://www.macleaychristianretreat.com/ireg/live/events/

  But I know it exists, surely it exists per your phone message machines answering system...................asking for the passwords that's it....................(said a few foolish things also um uh)

-------------- my beef is not with brunstad.org no, I'm fellowshipping with the norwegians of their church some them said "thank you for attending our church" that's more like it : ) some service : )