I want jesus and that's it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to be good and done with all darkness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Update 9/29/2024 so my fitness watch resets itself at midnight, and I wasn't able to get to 10,000+ steps before midnight yesterday - but made a solid effort 😁 (I was no long ago diagnosed with type 2 diabetes so now I am ubber motivated to do fitness).........

I want jesus and that's it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to be good and done with all darkness!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Revelation 2:5 "Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent." There's been times in the past where I've gotten real forgetful "from whence thou art fallen" it's didn't go well!!!!!!!!!!!! If I went back to the darkness for reals................that's the #@%@#$% I'd be doing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Horrible stuffs, stuffs I wouldn't mention on my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stuffs I surely don't want to ever go back to!!!!!!!!
   I'm in a war................Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." I ain't always winning, either, but I sure as heck aint about to give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Also I think god must have been letting satan have multiple stabs at me like this 1 Peter 1:7 "That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ:" Some definate FIRE ------- and many you your faith is also tried "with fire" via difficult circumstances, I'm surely in the difficult circumstances group right now. Not sure if the difficult circumstances will ever let up either ----------- BUT THERE'S NO TURNING BACK FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hebrews 10:39 "But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul." Fact as the FIRE has been turned up by the devil my resolve has increased lately! 

  The war is on and I'm going to fight it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I now donate to 

https://dailygiving.org/
If you want to be blessed

bless israel

bless the jews 

Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."

I believe in daily giving

because I was raised to be a jew

now my dad claims he's white man

not my grandpa he's the one that told me Jack Ruby is my great uncle in the 8th grade and he also bible studied with me

((((((((((I wanted to eat my grandma's cooking and grandpa made a deal with me, if I did bible study - I could hang out there and eat all of edna's fresh baked pecan pies I wanted THE GREATEST PECAN PIES IN ETERNITY FOR REAL

PECANS OFTEN SO FRESH 

THEY MELTED IN  YOUR MOUTH LIKE BUTTER - FOR REAL)))))))))

and we watched mash we always watched mash