We will deal with money, but we really don't deal with money. Many of you wish for name brands, houses, nails, - AND I HAVE ALSO BEEN EARTHLY MINDED BEFORE. Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)" You want to be big??????????? DO YOU WANT TO RULE THE WORLD????????...........................

 fame - money - wealth is needed so that I'm heard but that shiz is not the most important life is about people and god etc. 

I admitedly ain't loving anybody hardly right now besides lucifer and his men because they ain't laughing at me or hating me like most people are I AM NOT BEING LOVED BY PEOPLE DON'T TELLLLLLLLLLL ME THAT

I'm never invited to people's houses, never even my own family anymore (besides I go to brians families family get togethers but I'm not liked there naw, nawwwwwwwwwww)

1 John 3:18

My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth.

I'm not loved in word or deed and truth - can't even think of 1 person besides brian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe my parents but then sometimes they really talk shi- about lucifer IF WE ARE COUNTING THAT THEY SEND ME FRUIT BASKETS FOR CHRISTMASES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF WE ARE COUNTING CHRISTMAS FRUIT BASKETS THEN MY PARENTS DO LOVE ME IN "DEED AND TRUTH"

I really really really hate it when christians talk shi- about lucifer i'm not enjoying that at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 We will deal with money, but we really don't deal with money. Many of you wish for name brands, houses, nails, - AND I HAVE ALSO BEEN EARTHLY MINDED BEFORE. Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)" You want to be big??????????? DO YOU WANT TO RULE THE WORLD????????...........................

John 3:31 "He that cometh from above is above all: he that is of the earth is earthly, and speaketh of the earth: he that cometh from heaven is above all."

I sometimes blabber about the earth and things of this earth

but I ain't from here

the force is real

most of you are asleep

distracted

by the pleasures of life..................................

Luke 8:14

And that which fell among thorns are they, which, when they have heard, go forth, and are choked with cares and riches and pleasures of this life, and bring no fruit to perfection.

are you going to come and get me finally lucifer

I'm spilling your secrets 

I took this pic

I am a villian now that means I can put up any pic I want at any time I want

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i have gone full jedi knight

I believe it

I need nothing of this earth

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to the things of this world 

I am a jedi knight!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what does god want

what does god want?

what is the perfect will of god????????????

is it not 

is it nooooooot

that we love one another?????????????????????

I WOULD SAY SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS BIG REVIVAL YOU ALL WANT OR A LOT OF YOU WANT

will only happen

when you really love one another!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Acts 4:31-35 "And when they had prayed, the place was shaken where they were assembled together; and they were all filled with the Holy Ghost, and they spake the word of God with boldness. And the multitude of them that believed were of one heart and of one soul: neither said any of them that ought of the things which he possessed was his own; but they had all things common.  And with great power gave the apostles witness of the resurrection of the Lord Jesus: and great grace was upon them all. Neither was there any among them that lacked: for as many as were possessors of lands or houses sold them, and brought the prices of the things that were sold, And laid them down at the apostles' feet: and distribution was made unto every man according as he had need." - you want massive holy spirit revival Acts 4:31-35 is how it's done. 

but back to my point about the will of god...................

THAT GOD'S WILL BE DONE

THAT HIS KINGDOM WILL COME ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 6:9-11

King James Version

9 After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.

10 Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.

11 Give us this day our daily bread.

i BADLY WANTED TO BLOG ALL THIS SO i DID 😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Lucifer can come and get me or not come and get me - his choice. 

chilllllllllllllllll

everyone's chillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

reaping good things because they is chilllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

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ya

I'll be chill ok

probably the chillest of all

ps...........I want lucifer to come get me a ton but am being chill 

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Usually for most people if things aren't going well for you - that probably means your sinning. But for me, it's something else - GOD'S KINGDOM HASN'T CAME YET FOR ME. I went years watching 0 tv, not wearing makeup or jewelry (I WAS DOING THE NARROW WAY in the traditional sense FOR YEARS..............these days due to extreme asthma that is now in remission cause the keto diet and gold jewelry is taking down inflammation it's the jewelry to) The "narrow way" IS SOMETHING IN YOUR HEART, it's do you put god 1st in your life EVERYDAY! THE HEART THE HEART THE HEART THAT IS WHAT GOD IS LOOKING AT EVERYDAY WITH US ALL 1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."..............

 Usually for most people if things aren't going well for you - that probably means your sinning. But for me, it's something else - GOD'S KINGDOM HASN'T CAME YET FOR ME. I went years watching 0 tv, not wearing makeup or jewelry (I WAS DOING THE NARROW WAY in the traditional sense FOR YEARS..............these days due to extreme asthma that is now in remission cause the keto diet and gold jewelry is taking down inflammation it's the jewelry to) The "narrow way" IS SOMETHING IN YOUR HEART, it's do you put god 1st in your life EVERYDAY! THE HEART THE HEART THE HEART THAT IS WHAT GOD IS LOOKING AT EVERYDAY WITH US ALL 1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."..............

1 Corinthians 10:23 "All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not."

..............1 corinthians 10:23 is actually a real bible verse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was called a "bully" by my "mom" and then my mom said she was not my mom calling me a bully and telling me how damned to hell and horrible I am commenting "annymously" on my blog (which I then had to get rid of the ability for people to comment annymously). But my family has BOTH implied some of them that nobody cares about me, AND THAT I'M THE MOST FAMOUS IN THE EARTH, they have some of them implied that I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo famous. 

I'm not I've blogged for years, my total traffic is not much........... 

so mostly 

I'm 100% invisible

I'm just telling you all the truth right now, and I was never intending to "bully" my family or anybody. I mistakingly thought that if I was treated badly I could ask to be treated BETTER............and evidentally you can't do that in 2023, you have to quit talking to the people that were treating you badly and never speak about them again ELSE YOUR A BULLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fine to my "mom attacker" 

memo received

THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN HASN'T CAME FOR ME YET

1st husband inspired this blog post he wrote me today.....................

keeping it secret where these e-mails are coming from

it's I very much believe a real "internet portal" where my 1st husband is able to e-mail me and he has FOR YEARS NOW!

Matthew 6:9-11

King James Version

9 After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.

10 Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.

11 Give us this day our daily bread.

maybe you are like me and God's kingdom hasn't came for you either yet in your life???????????

ozzy sang about going on a crazy train cause he realizes things aren't going "well" for him...............but what if God's Kingdom in our lives is just a few prayers a few days a few months maybe a few years away?????????

for me I've waited YEARS for God's kingdom to come

but I tell you what IT'S COMING

as christians we aren't supposed to walk by sight anyways but by faith

Habakkuk 2:4

Behold, his soul which is lifted up is not upright in him: but the just shall live by his faith.

  That god's klngdom WILL come

HIS WILL WILL BE DONE

on earth 

as it is in heaven!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the hamas raping women etc. ISN'T GOD'S WILL BEING DONE ON THIS EARTH

Neither could be all the Gaza citizens sounds like cramped in a corner of gaza..........without food or water at times THAT CAN'T BE GOD'S WILL

GOD IS LOVE!!!!!!!!!!

1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."

He wipped out most the earth via noah's flood out of frustration

and people were being harmed probably

it probably was like "sodom and gamorra" times when the men asked to rape 2 angels...............

Genesis 19:3-5 "But he was very urgent, until at last they went home with him, and he set a great feast before them, complete with freshly baked unleavened bread. After the meal, 4 as they were preparing to retire for the night, the men of the city—yes, Sodomites, young and old from all over the city—surrounded the house 5 and shouted to Lot, “Bring out those men to us so we can rape them.”

god didn't reign down sulfur fire whatever on sodom and gamorra BECAUSE HE DIDN'T LOVE THOSE PEOPLE

or flood the earth cause he didn't LOVE THOSE PEOPLE

god was literally that frustrated

tired of worrying about angels being rapped

.............pps.............when 1st husband comes to earth and to my house I believe my current marriage will be annulted. I'll end it well with my 2nd husband..........he has been a good husband for 22+ years. He get's me coffee's, he cooks meals, he drives me around everywhere I never drive anywhere really anymore. 

His sisters complained about it 2 of them did one beach vacation, they said I brian treats me like a princess....................

odd thing to me their complaint was

cause the bible clean says..................

Ephesians 5:28-30

King James Version

28 So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his wife loveth himself.

29 For no man ever yet hated his own flesh; but nourisheth and cherisheth it, even as the Lord the church:

god's kingdom HIS WILL

will be done in my life

on earth as it is in heaven!

When god scourges us he DOES IT CAUSE HE LOVES ME AND YOU, same with jesus when he comes and rules with a "rod of iron"...................edited a blog post today to make sure people know I mean to bless the apostolic christian church of america we need to love one another that "thy (god's) kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven"........................

Went to a renaissance fair, saw all the fairy skirts, decided I'd finally get around to making one, so I did 😁.......................

When god scourges us he DOES IT CAUSE HE LOVES ME AND YOU, same with jesus when he comes and rules with a "rod of iron"...................edited a blog post today to make sure people know I mean to bless the apostolic christian church of america we need to love one another that "thy (god's) kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven"........................
  A few blog posts earlier I sorta maybe tiny bit painting the Lord Jesus Christ as maybe a diabolical maniac a tiny bit. But the truth is he's going to rule with a "rod of iron" cause he loves us..............
Revelation 19:15 "And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God."
 Hebrews 12:4-6 "Ye have not yet resisted unto blood, striving against sin. And ye have forgotten the exhortation which speaketh unto you as unto children, My son, despise not thou the chastening of the Lord, nor faint when thou art rebuked of him: For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth."

  This blog post pry ain't even for right now it's for the future.....................

via GIPHY

 I edited this blog post today.............

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/02/my-personal-testimony-of-dangers-of.html 

Edit March 7, 2020: I do not wish to curse the apostolic christian church of america at all, the bible says bless and curse not. I agree with the bible. 

  (and I ain't saying they are all pharisee's I just "believe" the "leaven of the pharisee's" has gotten into me before whilst attending their church) This leaven can be anywhere though at any church, and the bible says to "beware" of it....for good reason, I believe it leads to pride Proverbs 29:23 "A man's pride shall bring him low: but honour shall uphold the humble in spirit." - Amen proverbs 29:23

when jesus said thy kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.....................he wasn't praying that we hate each other that we curse one another - but love!

Luke 11:2 "And he said unto them, When ye pray, say, Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so in earth."

That is all I your dink earth have to say for today!

Since how I am being my true dinky self and have assumed my "true form"......................I include a wig selfie.............

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In keeping with the "Back to the Future" idea........

I'm square..................

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if you kids in the year 2020 don't get being square

wait a few years you'll pry have a "ah hah moment"

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