On the internet, many people these days appear to believe God is "the devil" that's tragic (I love the devil and god/jesus - I am aware of how the devil is "viewed). Because God is love, God is GOOD, and he is a rewarder of those who "diligently seek Him" Hebrews 11:6 "But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him." Don't miss your being blessed by God a slew and a total life turn around, because your so upset God ain't answered your prayers yet...............KEEP PRAYING........................

 My 1st ever that I know of, squeegee painting. I love it! I'm doing more 😁............

On the internet, many people these days appear to believe God is "the devil" that's tragic (I love the devil and god/jesus - I am aware of how the devil is "viewed). Because God is love, God is GOOD, and he is a rewarder of those who "diligently seek Him" Hebrews 11:6 "But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him." Don't miss your being blessed by God a slew and a total life turn around, because your so upset God ain't answered your prayers yet...............KEEP PRAYING........................

look at me...................

ya lets take a look at me...................

I'm a mess..............I am a messssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.......................yet look at the traffic to my blog...........and if your like me and thinkin "ah but those people going to sheri's blog have to mostly hate her". I'm just letting you know, near every sunday the bell tolls as I get out of the car at the methodist church - GOD IS DOING SOMETHING IN MY LIFE. (even if the bells stopped ringing every time I get out of my car - I still believe god is doing something in my life)

I promise you, to god you have value AND I ALSO TO GOD HAVE VALUE..............Luke 12:7 "But even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not therefore: ye are of more value than many sparrows."

lately

I feel no joke

I am serious

a little lead by the holy spirit to wear crystals not all the time - but sometimes - that's part of my "life's mission" is the defend the right of the witches to live, to be able to go to church to if they want to...........same with the LGBTQ.

I LITERALLY BELIEVE THAT.............................

..........................being myself God is able to use me just how I am........................

but I pry would be better off not wearing crystals so often and I try not to.............sometimes I am a lot of a goth......................

it's about your heart

everything is about your heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Proverbs 4:23 "Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life." - guard your heart the bible says (in a different translation of the bible pretty 100% the wording is "guard your heart")

the crystals ain't necessarily a problem

they only a problem if you turning them into some idol (using them to "help" you instead of god ------- I'm saying quitting praying). 

to me

a crystal is no different then a vitamin...............the things have piezoelectric currents in them the quartz do, and many crystals also protect from 5g I believe they have healing capabilites (very potentially)

https://www.tuorgonita.com/en/blog/piezoelectric-crystals-health-benefits-applications-and-possible-future-uses

it's still "woo woo science" so either you believe in the healing capacity of quartz or you don't - I'M A BELIEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

There's been so many days, my arthritis was bad, I put on quartz crystal.........and I felt better. Now whether that's "placibo" or not??????????? 

my spine arthritis got so bad at one point I was taking ice baths - they were most always unenjoyable for me.............I did that for months

so any relief I feel/experience I take note of that!

I'm getting off track though

you have value

god is love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Peter 3:9

The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.

I give my life to Jesus.

And yes I still love lucifer a ton, and am going with him when he get's here.

I am a goth

I am happy walking around cemeteries, watching crows love watching crows

the goth lifestyle gives me great joy

and sam and colbies last you tube video was pretty good!!!!!!!!!!!!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nk4cQ0-IO1g

Have a great day!

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bonus content...................................

this is me being a goth a lot though........................

confession............................................

Everytime I'm at church and go to the eat snacks/coffee time after church

all that's going through my goth mind while visiting with other christians is "dang they are about to die pry" Revelation 2:10 "Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life." But I've decided maybe my church in particular like the very church I go to, the regulars there will be "safe" 

  I think I get "to grim" in my "thought process" but the bible surely helped my "grim thought process get real grim".............................Revelation 6:11 "And white robes were given unto every one of them; and it was said unto them, that they should rest yet for a little season, until their fellowservants also and their brethren, that should be killed as they were, should be fulfilled."

  If like the whole church me and brian go to these days die - that'll be sad - some cool people there.

but when we go to 

another church

......................

the mega church

when that happens cause I or brian didn't wake up early enough in the morning to go to the united methodist church we go to 

sometimes

a little bit 

I get real 

"dark" 

real keeper of the crypt like

and I look at some the more "goody two shoes" style christians

and I few times

just a few times

I got some dark goth keeper of the crypt glee over the idea that - yep that ones about to die soon.

JESUS CAME TO SAVE THE SICK.......................

Mark 2:17

When Jesus heard it, he saith unto them, They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.

ya I know lucifer reads my blog posts, has heard all this - yep. 

yep. 

I'm literally not worried. Because I love lucifer. 

love does win at least sometimes (sometimes it don't win cause people that god loves think some of them that God hates them when He don't)

god loves you, and he'd like to win in your life!

note the hopefulness of the lyric in this song below "everyone dances now everyone lives"...................it's towards the end of the song this lyric is..................

my dad always said "where there's a will there's a way"

there's gotta be a way for more christians to live besides me..........the bible got me in a "grimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm headspace" but I've copped, I've copped with Revelation 6:11 pretty well because I am a goth, and the rest of the body of christ sounds like their heads being eventually chopped off - it'll go quick. It's not a long sad death, chop. 

have a great day!

My favorite dumpster diver on you tube (I have a few "fave" ones though). I love this guys dumpster diving video's. He has that "attitude of gratitude" and I'VE STARTED MIMICING HIM FOR REAL FOR REAL, cause like him I've found "blessings" like earhtly stuff I saying, not in dumpsters, but I do have a fave discount grocery store that around once a week I go to and get fruits and veggies at really good prices (I always leave there knowing "ok these is blessings") makes my week really.....................

My favorite dumpster diver on you tube (I have a few "fave" ones though). I love this guys dumpster diving video's. He has that "attitude of gratitude" and I'VE STARTED MIMICING HIM FOR REAL FOR REAL, cause like him I've found "blessings" like earhtly stuff I saying, not in dumpsters, but I do have a fave discount grocery store that around once a week I go to and get fruits and veggies at really good prices (I always leave there knowing "ok these is blessings") makes my week really.....................

and the bible it does say

us christians and even non-christians should be able to find some blessings.............

Matthew 5:45 "That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust."

I literally don't believe I'm telling you cornie stuffs right now

if you can find "blessings" 

and just sit there in thanksgiving like once a week

(don't steal, find blessings legal) 

I find it's like good

cause people that like don't like god (I am one with eyeballs man..........I'll notice people that leave god, leave their faith, they seem to me to be upset. I believe some "negativity snowball pattern" happens to some people out there - NOW EVERYONE HAS BAD DAYS I UNDERSTAND THAT) 

being thankful is helpful in life

instead of counting keeping count

of the yachts you don't have

the fame you don't have

the friends you don't have

if you can INSTEAD

tally

"look these are blessings"

"look these are blessings" 

EVEN AT THE DOLLAR TREE "BLESSINGS" CAN BE FOUND!

https://www.youtube.com/@findingtreasures737

That dumpter diver though my #1 fave dumpster diver. 

Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."

Psalm 95:2 "Let us come before his presence with thanksgiving, and make a joyful noise unto him with psalms." - Amen Psalm 95:2 cause "blessings" IS REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

https://www.donorschoose.org/

today at Donors Choose 11/28/2023.....................it's pretty exciting..............

Mrs. Dunham's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............

Wishing you a blessed day!

God is NOT evil, what he is is a GUY, sometimes guys thinking killing people or kicking someone's butt is the only option. MEN ARE NOT WOMEN THEIR BRAINS WORK DIFFERENT! GOD'S BRAIN IS STILL LOVING YO'S.................................though maybe trans guys on estrogen maybe they ain't wanting to kill ever????????? MAYBE THE ESTROGEN IS CURING THEM?????????..........

 God is NOT evil, what he is is a GUY, sometimes guys thinking killing people or kicking someone's butt is the only option. MEN ARE NOT WOMEN THEIR BRAINS WORK DIFFERENT! GOD'S BRAIN IS STILL LOVING YO'S.................................though maybe trans guys on estrogen maybe they ain't wanting to kill ever????????? MAYBE THE ESTROGEN IS CURING THEM?????????..........

James 1:17 "Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning."

sheri you've kicked a lot of kids butts we've heard on your blog mmmmmmmm hmmmmm.............

yep look at my ex Jesse Owens Olympics semi finalist medal winning hand.............

ignore my nail polish I'm buisy defending God and Lucifer BOTH today............

being myself!!!!!!!!!!!

men can't help it 

that they are killing often

and violently attacking people and raping people doing violent activities often

they get a lot of them to much testosterone in their bodies

I'm talking about a real thing right now people

like science!!!!!!!!!

Now us ladies we can have a lot of testosterone in our bodies and we gonna be ok

cause we always gots a good size reserve of estrogen in our bodies

even when we nearing or have hit menopause - we pry safe to say have some estrogen

men

on the otherhand

0% estrogen unless they trans taking estrogen um drugs

0% estrogen or very hardly none

maybe maybe they get a bit of estrogen if they drink some soy milk for a minute

BUT ARE MOST MEN DRINKING SOY MILK

SEE IT'S A WHOLE DISASTER IN SOCIETY CAUSE MOST MEN AREN'T DRINKING SOY MILK!

HAHAHAHHA - I'M SERIOUS THOUGH

The patriarchy - ya it's going to self implode ladies

cause these guys are walking around with 0% estrogen in their bodies most em

then the women will naturally take over

and we won't want to kill most us

cause 

estrogen 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

bible verses of god being a testosterone guy....................

Deuteronomy 32:39 "See now that I, even I, am he, and there is no god with me: I kill, and I make alive; I wound, and I heal: neither is there any that can deliver out of my hand."
1 Samuel 2:6 "The Lord killeth, and maketh alive: he bringeth down to the grave, and bringeth up."

 I copy and paste from.............Source: https://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/God-Kills

2 Kings 5:7

Verse Concepts

When the king of Israel read the letter, he tore his clothes and said, “Am I God, to kill and to make alive, that this man is sending word to me to cure a man of his leprosy? But consider now, and see how he is seeking a quarrel against me.”

Isaiah 66:16

Verse Concepts

For the Lord will execute judgment by fire

And by His sword on all flesh,

And those slain by the Lord will be many.

Exodus 22:24

Verse Concepts

and My anger will be kindled, and I will kill you with the sword, and your wives shall become widows and your children fatherless.

Psalm 90:5

Verse Concepts

You have swept them away like a flood, they fall asleep;

In the morning they are like grass which sprouts anew.

Job 9:22

Verse Concepts

“It is all one; therefore I say,

‘He destroys the guiltless and the wicked.’

Source: https://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/God-Kills

FEAR GOD RIGHT

CAUSE GOD HAS TESTOSTERONE AND A TON OF POWER AS WELL!

(pretty safe to say God is drinking 0% soy milk EVER) 

Proverbs 9:10 "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom: and the knowledge of the holy is understanding."

Sometimes I have said I thought pastors should preach better, but really it's the goodness of god that brings people to repentance - PEOPLE JUST MERELY NEED TO BE WELCOMED INTO CHURCH ALL PEOPLE LGBTQ, HEY SATAN WORSHIPPERS OR WITCHES IF THEY WANT TO GO TO CHURCH..............TASTE AND SEE GOD SAYS in you know the bible Psalm 34:8 "O taste and see that the Lord is good: blessed is the man that trusteth in him.".....................

 Sometimes I have said I thought pastors should preach better, but really it's the goodness of god that brings people to repentance - PEOPLE JUST MERELY NEED TO BE WELCOMED INTO CHURCH ALL PEOPLE LGBTQ, HEY SATAN WORSHIPPERS OR WITCHES IF THEY WANT TO GO TO CHURCH..............TASTE AND SEE GOD SAYS in you know the bible Psalm 34:8 "O taste and see that the Lord is good: blessed is the man that trusteth in him.".....................

verse in context............

Psalm 34:7-9 "The angel of the Lord encampeth round about them that fear him, and delivereth them. O taste and see that the Lord is good: blessed is the man that trusteth in him. O fear the Lord, ye his saints: for there is no want to them that fear him."

 Also this verse............................

Romans 2:4 "Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering; not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance?"

I'm 100% 100% that pastors DON'T EVEN HAVE TO PREACH WELL

CHURCHES JUST NEED TO GET PEOPLE INTO THE DOOR

You might go to my blog see all the horrible things that have happened to me and think "well no goodness of God" has hitted sheri. In a real sense "rain" the "goodness" of god....................doesn't appear to of hitted me.........................behind the scenes it has though A TON. 

  What should be IMPOSSIBLE, god's going to give me what I want................which shouldn't even be possible but is going to happen because God is love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."

so don't make some tally of the bad things that happened on my blog and think with yourselves that the Goodness of God isn't touching me. 

though admittedly "rain" in the earthly sense

doesn't appear to touch me much

I am not as "well off" as my super model sister

I do not have modeling gigs making $20,000 all the time like sounds like she does

still the "goodness" of god IS THERE IN MY LIFE

BEHIND THE SCENES

(ONLY SEE IT AND EXPERIENCE THE GOODNESS OF GOD IN MY LIFE BEHIND THE SCENES BUT IT'S THERE)

I'd never ever get excited about the goodness of god

if I wasn't also experiencing or had experienced that (but experiencing present tense) in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

tidbit to e-mail to my family few minutes ago..........which inspired this blog post.................................I hope other churches start "getting it" CAUSE PEOPLE DESPERATELY NEED JESUS OUT THERE..................PEOPLE ON DRUGS....................PEOPLE THAT ARE DOING PORNO'S............PEOPLE THAT ARE WATCHING PORNO'S ETC. ETC...........

......................glad the methodist church get's it, that jesus is was is after "the marginalized" cause that's a real thing

Mark 2:17 "When Jesus heard it, he saith unto them, They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.

true story,"

so christ himself would've been like yes please LGBTQIA+ please come to my church - christ himself would've he sure would've

REAL FIRE

REAL ZEAL

PART THAT IS WANTING PEOPLE SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Revelation 3:15-17

King James Version

15 I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.

16 So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.

17 Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked:

 GOD WANTS US OUT OF OUR "COMFORT ZONES" LOVING PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALL KINNNNNNNNNNNNNDS OF PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh you read my blog and figured out I am absolute punk

perfect

Jesus came to save me to

Mark 2:17 "When Jesus heard it, he saith unto them, They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.

I would go as far as to say 

I pry am the most punk in eternity or near so near so

way up the punk ladder 🠉🠉🠉🠉🠉🠉🠉🠉

have a great day 

Church I been going to is near empty and people I think have left the faith, and the bible says they will there will be a "falling away" - but I feel if christianity is remotely working out - WHY LEAVE?????? 1 Peter 2:2-3 "As newborn babes, desire the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby: If so be ye have tasted that the Lord is gracious.".......................

Church I been going to is near empty and people I think have left the faith, and the bible says they will there will be a "falling away" - but I feel if christianity is remotely working out - WHY LEAVE?????? 1 Peter 2:2-3 "As newborn babes, desire the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby: If so be ye have tasted that the Lord is gracious.".......................

2 Thessalonians 2:3 "Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;"

Todays a exhortation day on my blog

stick with Jesus hang in there

go to church if your able

Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved."

  God is Good I know I ain't the only one that has "tasted" that out there! Luke 18:19 "And Jesus said unto him, Why callest thou me good? none is good, save one, that is, God."

I put this on both my facebook and instagram today

on a theme lately

the theme is DON'T GIVE UP! - ESPECIALLY ON ON GOD IF YOU CAN MANAGE THAT IS MY ADVICE. 

yes people move so that isn't "flaking out"

but people do flake out a lot out there from my experience

they do flake out on their spouses

they do flake out on their friends often and/or people in general 

now I feel I needed to leave my last church cause teaching art classes got to be way to much for me at church. 

I know people think people need to serve at church

I realize that

but I am still battling arthritis from time to time and HOT FLASHES

            I know I live in a world that is very different then myself

it is a stressed out world

it is in a panick

it's driving everywhere go go go 

I like function best in life I find

taking it easy.................

if that makes me the "loser" of the body of christ

I accept this position as the "loser" of the body of christ 😅👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

ps...............Jesus's sweet love will save you (I say that due to song choice above) 👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

------ those that endure to the end the same shall be saved

there's salvation in sticking around with Jesus

not flaking out on god, hang in there

maybe sometimes your prayer life stinks

maybe you are with me in the bottom of the body of christ 

DON'T GIVE UP!

 

Listen up all you hating on God because of His word.........HE HAS BROKEN OUT OF HIS WORD!!!!!!!!!! John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." And if God has some bonus new game plan..............bestest you all fear Him EVEN MORE...............

  Listen up all you hating on God because of His word.........HE HAS BROKEN OUT OF HIS WORD!!!!!!!!!! John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." And if God has some bonus new game plan..............bestest you all fear Him EVEN MORE...............
  Let's read verse 3 ya......John 1:1-3 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. The same was in the beginning with God. All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made." God created me..........

I'm in "the game" plan!!!!!!!!!!!

My rendition of "Self Control" by Laura Branigan

I have self control

but

it's night yo's

this ain't the morning

camera pointing at my birds who also are singing with me......

(my phone camera was full and the end of the song was chopped off)

ps............don't try this at home I am a mermaid that is why I can sing like this.

(I can also sing Barry White, if I want to, and somedays "the fancy hits me")

Romans 3:4 "God forbid: yea, let God be true, but every man a liar; as it is written, That thou mightest be justified in thy sayings, and mightest overcome when thou art judged." Don't be hating on God, He's out of His bible --------------------------------- He's escaped!!!!!!!!!!!!

Prison break!!!!!!!!!

alert

alert

escapee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

😀💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

(sheri your talking up God and Lucifer all the time on your blog - what's your "angle" yo???????? What sort of plot is this??????)- hahahahahahahhah

My broken Jaw "situation" (whole chip of bone just floating in space on the x-ray) 2 weeks it will be made better. I have faith in the dentist's of my insurance. (tooth problem, due to the jaw problem). And you should want to age...........that's natural. Daniel 7:25 "And he shall speak great words against the most High, and shall wear out the saints of the most High, and think to change times and laws: and they shall be given into his hand until a time and times and the dividing of time." Naturalness is great..............

 My broken Jaw "situation" (whole chip of bone just floating in space on the x-ray) 2 weeks it will be made better. I have faith in the dentist's of my insurance. (tooth problem, due to the jaw problem). And you should want to age...........that's natural. Daniel 7:25 "And he shall speak great words against the most High, and shall wear out the saints of the most High, and think to change times and laws: and they shall be given into his hand until a time and times and the dividing of time." Naturalness is great..............

someday not dieing will be a thing

not aging I also believe will be a thing

but these things come with a very heavy $$$$$$$$$$$

very heavy and I don't mean money

 Nature is great people, we need to learn to love a few wrinkles now! It's like the fat movement, well if all fat people stay insecure of their fat.............................it leaves room for them to be hurt, attacked maybe. There's power in saying 

here I am 

this is me

a few wrinkles

and that's ok

 Today I uploaded a tik tok, where I said "generation xers, common admit it, you age...........I'm a generation xer and I am olllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllld" and at Fred Meyers like 3-4 high school boys who saw my Tik Tok said "grandmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" and then they said to themselves "look at her face she didn't like it" 

Well clearly I don't want to age. 

But when them wrinkles come

and I can't no longer 

hold them back

................

I will accept like 10-15 wrinkles

not to many

I am prepared. 

I kid you all no..................my dentist is acting weird, like my whole insurance is acting like I am from the "Death Becomes Her" movie......................cause I said my pain is a 3 out of 10............and I think it's really supposed to be 10+++++++++++++++ 

I think I really am supposed to be in agony right now!

but I tell you

God is good!

Picture of my skin cream/body cream I make it myself

it involves a few ingredients..............the amounts are very specific to

I make it myself

if someone where to hook me up with a company to make this real fountain of youth cream

I'd be willing to divulge the recipe for $$$$$$$$

it needs to be manufactured if other people are going to use it

---- I know when it expires and what "expiration" looks like

others wouldn't know when

tootles

Many on Tik Tok have been saying lately that Lucifer is god, while I appreciate this love and high esteem of The Ruler of Darkness.............God is good Psalm 52:1 "Why boastest thou thyself in mischief, O mighty man? the goodness of God endureth continually." And God is Love............do I love lucifer - oh ya, oh ya...................God is still "good"..................He is................

Many on Tik Tok have been saying lately that Lucifer is god, while I appreciate this love and high esteem of The Ruler of Darkness.............God is good Psalm 52:1 "Why boastest thou thyself in mischief, O mighty man? the goodness of God endureth continually." And God is Love............do I love lucifer - oh ya, oh ya...................God is still "good"..................He is................

Now don't get me wrong there are 2 sides to be on

only 1 person that's me is a freak and is exempt.......nobody believes me though that I am what is spoken about in Ecclesiastes 1:9 something I DID at the beginning of time - nobody believe's me......Ecclesiastes 1:9 "The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun."

I'd do it all over again.Turns out I'm goth level billions infinity. I'd tried to be the pristine sort of christian like my whole family is..............that didn't work out..........people knew I was faking. 

  BUT ------------- I am a CNA student I want to help people, you can clearly see me donating money to charities on my blog often these days. (am I hoping to work at a haunted hospital and/or retirement home ---------- yes). Though I am often lazy and theoretically I should want to be a home health aide...................but the goth in me I think is about to "win" 

  The goth in me says ----------- "myself work at a hospital or a retirement home or a rehabilitation facility even......................ghosts 👍"

I am the most goth christian in the world it's what it is

don't matter if I look all cute and sweet and "betty crocker" like

------------ I don't want to scare the old people out of their minds

it's good not to scare old people out of their minds

 Most goth's work at morgues..................but think about it.......................the people didn't die at the morgue 0% of them did or very few. The real action is going to be at retirement homes and hospitals. 

   Unless some goth's are really just into dead bodies?????????????

  I'm not into dead bodies. 

  They just dead, sitting there. Not even bumping in the night. --------- I just completely hardly get the morgue thing??????????????????? Most morgues are nice, you ain't even going to see any bats. These are things other goth's should be thinking about. "well sheri your not going to see bats at hospitals or retirement homes" --------- but you might see ghosts which is a win so bad

  Back to my point

there are 2 sides pick one

God is good

God needs to not be made into a "Bad guy" 

lucifer needs to also not be made into a "bad guy" he is doing A JOB - A JOB GOD GAVE HIM TO DO

God has a job for each of us He'd like us to do..........also referred to in the bible as "talents"

Matthew 25:22 "He also that had received two talents came and said, Lord, thou deliveredst unto me two talents: behold, I have gained two other talents beside them."

   My CNA thing if I pass and I hope I do the certification tests, cause I do feel holy spirit lead to be a CNA (not as much though as when I became a sunday school teacher....................one day I was holy spirit filled eons over being a sunday school teacher............I sat there like "ok god, no problem" I fear god he wants me to do something THAT much I going to do all I can to do that. 

  Idea you start out with one talent, God wants you to grow, learn new things.................more ways to serve god..................maybe that is singing in your church (a "new talent" doesn't have to be career related). Ultimately I recogn a "talent" is something you do for the glory of god. 

  A few verses on this topic I got from a much larger lists at https://www.openbible.info/topics/doing_all_to_the_glory_of_god

1 Corinthians 10:31 ESV "So, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God."
Colossians 3:17 ESV  "And whatever you do, in word or deed, do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him."
Colossians 3:23-24 ESV "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You are serving the Lord Christ."
1 Corinthians 6:20 ESV "For you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body."
Romans 11:36 ESV "For from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be glory forever. Amen."

We are supposed to stir one another up to love and good works

I hope after reading this your feel "stirred up"

Hebrews 10:24 "And let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works:"

I've been having fun at CNA school. 

Last night we took each others blood pressures......................it was fun 😁👍

I like even that I don't look like a goth right now

that I'm a undercover goth "super spy" or something. 

I hate being pigeon holed

labeled anything

cause people most of us

are many things all at the same time

And that's a good thing. 

imagine if goths were just goths - how could the rest of the earth relate to us then? You wouldn't be able to. 

But we are more then that. 

You are more then whatever label is on you to. 

Have a great day!