This is who I am I will never change. NEVER. One bible study a girl recognized me, mentioned how great it must be all the people that write me NOBODY WRITES ME EVER, except 2 ACCA members e-mailed me for some amount of time..........then they eventually hated themselves for attacking me so badly and quit speaking to me as they do at that church. Nobody bothers with me at all ever. I am the most hated person, you would think I went out and went on a killing spree - nope I JUST LOVE SATAN, AND GOD/JESUS......................THESE ARE MY OFFENSES.....................

 This is who I am I will never change. NEVER. One bible study a girl recognized me, mentioned how great it must be all the people that write me NOBODY WRITES ME EVER, except 2 ACCA members e-mailed me for some amount of time..........then they eventually hated themselves for attacking me so badly and quit speaking to me as they do at that church. Nobody bothers with me at all ever. I am the most hated person, you would think I went out and went on a killing spree - nope I JUST LOVE SATAN, AND GOD/JESUS......................THESE ARE MY OFFENSES.....................

you could tell me past the point that the cows come home how stupid you think it is loving the devil and god/jesus

I WILL NEVER BE CHANGED

I told 1st hubby

I never gonna change

out here

wild west

x

and that's always how it is

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end my own works man............................

ya them

try less

get more

Hebrews 4:10

For he that is entered into his rest, he also hath ceased from his own works, as God did from his.

I'm on that do less get more "life plan"

never getting off that

yee haw

I still working my job 

but uh I must be on some like "tee hee" retirement or something

I ain't trying anymore man

naw

if nobody wants to be friends with me 

hey I have lots of books and much tea man

most of life out there is drama anyways

I'm about that chill country life man

this obnoxious "big time hollywood" marilyn monroe looking, marilyn monroe living, like chill version of me

that's it

that is also a cowgirl with many chickens and ducks

this is me

I no change never

naw

I ain't actually literally fixing to ever get more jobs then my realestate job

my realistate job is plenty work I feel

I ain't plannin

on never being no "big time city slickin chick" nawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

this is it

I'm in some senses the most cowgirl ev's

and you all can hate that forever if you want

-------------------

someday

I for real

wouldn't mind some land AND SOME BISON CAUSE I BELIEVE BISON WOULD MAKE MY OUTDOOR COFFEE DRINKING TIME BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!

But a chinese garden also might be nice. 

I could go either way in the future

bison..............or...................chinese garden?????????????????

I just letting you all know all you all that think I'm "popular" 

naw

I'm not popular

but that's ok

that's ok

I ain't doin what the masses is doin

the masses is either

hating god/jesus (to be cool I believe, I believe a lot of them hating god/jesus to be cool) 

or they hating lucifer/satan - I believe Lucifer/Satan is also hated by christians and people in general so that they "look cool" or be popular

f

popularity

I fittin to keep on going against the grain in the wild west

x

00000

👍

enjoy all your popularity today - sucka

Mark 13:13

And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.

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Mrs. Vedros classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose............

The person that attacked me accusing me of being forever poor basically (they really drove me up the wall a ton) - I DON'T LIVE IN THAT "DOOMED" STYLE MINDSET. I FORGIVE THEM FORGIVE EVERYONE EVERYONES HOLY ELECT OF GOD OR AT LEAST AWESOME!!!!!!! I don't know how people manage to even breath living in "doomed mindsets" whether that's doomed mindsets for themselves OR FOR OTHERS. All things are possible for he who believeth ALL THINGS!!!!!!!!!! (but I am giving up wearing rocks for good..............that might be actually witch craft the wearing of rocks..............and by rocks I do mean the quartz points) The witchcraft item I do believe is the quartz points that might be on harry potter wands......................I DON'T HATE THE WITCHES THOUGH...............no hate at all................unhate..............

The person that attacked me accusing me of being forever poor basically (they really drove me up the wall a ton) - I DON'T LIVE IN THAT "DOOMED" STYLE MINDSET. I FORGIVE THEM FORGIVE EVERYONE EVERYONES HOLY ELECT OF GOD OR AT LEAST AWESOME!!!!!!! I don't know how people manage to even breath living in "doomed mindsets" whether that's doomed mindsets for themselves OR FOR OTHERS. All things are possible for he who believeth ALL THINGS!!!!!!!!!! (but I am giving up wearing rocks for good..............that might be actually witch craft the wearing of rocks..............and by rocks I do mean the quartz points) The witchcraft item I do believe is the quartz points that might be on harry potter wands......................I DON'T HATE THE WITCHES THOUGH...............no hate at all................unhate..............

I do happen to believe in "good vibes" 

in a way

fruit is important

fruit is good vibes to some extent or another

Philippians 4:8

Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

lovely

if we were as christians to bash and attack people on the internet - that wouldn't be lovely would it?????????????

but it is lovely 

to love everyone

to hope have hope for everyone

1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things."

peloton update..............

haven't bought a bike yet

but hopefully 

hopefully will tommorow

and get to peloton biking (via the $24 a month peloton app) 

As a long distance runner that made it to the pre-jesse owens olympics and won a bronze medal for the 400 meters. I wouldn't never of gotten there if I hadn't 

kept going kept running them days when I wasn't the fastest (there were a few of them days) 

do I stink at following jesus?

fine

the idea is to KEEP GOING

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

tootles

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I think I run to positivity for a reason...........I RUN THAT STUFFS

 

Church I been going to is near empty and people I think have left the faith, and the bible says they will there will be a "falling away" - but I feel if christianity is remotely working out - WHY LEAVE?????? 1 Peter 2:2-3 "As newborn babes, desire the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby: If so be ye have tasted that the Lord is gracious.".......................

Church I been going to is near empty and people I think have left the faith, and the bible says they will there will be a "falling away" - but I feel if christianity is remotely working out - WHY LEAVE?????? 1 Peter 2:2-3 "As newborn babes, desire the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby: If so be ye have tasted that the Lord is gracious.".......................

2 Thessalonians 2:3 "Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;"

Todays a exhortation day on my blog

stick with Jesus hang in there

go to church if your able

Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved."

  God is Good I know I ain't the only one that has "tasted" that out there! Luke 18:19 "And Jesus said unto him, Why callest thou me good? none is good, save one, that is, God."

I put this on both my facebook and instagram today

on a theme lately

the theme is DON'T GIVE UP! - ESPECIALLY ON ON GOD IF YOU CAN MANAGE THAT IS MY ADVICE. 

yes people move so that isn't "flaking out"

but people do flake out a lot out there from my experience

they do flake out on their spouses

they do flake out on their friends often and/or people in general 

now I feel I needed to leave my last church cause teaching art classes got to be way to much for me at church. 

I know people think people need to serve at church

I realize that

but I am still battling arthritis from time to time and HOT FLASHES

            I know I live in a world that is very different then myself

it is a stressed out world

it is in a panick

it's driving everywhere go go go 

I like function best in life I find

taking it easy.................

if that makes me the "loser" of the body of christ

I accept this position as the "loser" of the body of christ 😅👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

ps...............Jesus's sweet love will save you (I say that due to song choice above) 👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

------ those that endure to the end the same shall be saved

there's salvation in sticking around with Jesus

not flaking out on god, hang in there

maybe sometimes your prayer life stinks

maybe you are with me in the bottom of the body of christ 

DON'T GIVE UP!

 

video blog post: "Depeche Mode's right everything counts in large amounts. Dont kill yourself someday they will notice" Revelation 3:20 "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me."............hey I open that door I listen to bible after I type this..........then I studying more for my CNA state exam tommorow...............

video blog post: "Depeche Mode's right everything counts in large amounts. Dont kill yourself someday they will notice" Revelation 3:20 "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me."............hey I open that door I listen to bible after I type this..........then I studying more for my CNA state exam tommorow...............

Are you like Depeche Mode picked the "Wrong path" for to long?????????

Revelation 3:20 "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me."

Joshua 24:15 "And if it seem evil unto you to serve the Lord, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord."

Fellow Knockers on that door

DON'T GIVE UP

Matthew 7:7-9

7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:

8 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.

9 Or what man is there of you, whom if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone?

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Video blog post: The love of many has already "waxed cold" I believe in the body of christ but......I recommend not leaving your churches.........cause someday I and you will be liked, and saved even Matthew 24 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.".......

Video blog post: The love of many has already "waxed cold" I believe in the body of christ but......I recommend not leaving your churches.........cause someday I and you will be liked, and saved even Matthew 24 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.".......
  Matthew 24:11-13 "And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

  This post is me encouraging people to not give up (on each other). I believe if you stick around you will be noticed, you will be prayed for,
and James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much."

  Things is going to work out. 

  They may look fantastically horrible for me, and for you. But the body of christ isn't some "big time failure" organization (I'm not saying any organizations is failure organizations...................I'm just saying the body of christ isn't some big time failure organization) 

Matthew 16:18 "And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it."

via GIPHY

 Let us play pong.....................

Happy World Goth Day!

there's never going to be "biblical equality" never that's mission impossible for that you'd have to rewrite most the bible. But I appreciate this effort made which is way to little way to late - whatever it is this charity is doing....................

Christians for Biblical Equality dba CBE International

"Founded in 1988, CBE International works to eliminate the dominance and abuse of girls and women resulting from theological patriarchy portrayed as biblical. Addressing power imbalances, CBE promotes the biblical message that God calls women and men of all cultures, races, and classes to share authority equally in service and leadership in the home, church, and world. CBE collaborates with global pastors, churches, and institutions to eliminate sexism and abuse against women & girls to promote flourishing."

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/123585

Instead of envying my model sister and also my cousin both appear to be super mega popular...........I'm happy for them Romans 12:15 "Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep."..........................................

Update 10/6/2025 I'm crocheting more sarongs...............(I have a heap of anxiety and crocheting these helps me relax)...............

and ps, I know I'm fat in these pics 

sheri 2025 is not the person in the photo's below

I work outttttttttttttttttttttt nowdays and dieeeeeeeeeeeeeet - with no excuses anymore, no "I'm in arthritic pain" - so what go walk

"but I just had a melanoma removed from my arm it hurts" --------- so what go walk don't eat much 

everyday now

being the change I need to see in my life to get to a size 0 FINALLY

(and I'm not about to read the comments in this blog post - probably I was being treated badly, fat people are treated badly -------- GOOD GOOD I NEEDED TO WANT A BETTER LIFE FOR MYSELF I FINALLY DO)

(ps god and jesus and the holy spirit are one person and they are love, so god and jesus and the holy spirit are just basically included in the "religion: love" bottom part of t-shirt above)

Instead of envying my model sister and also my cousin both appear to be super mega popular...........I'm happy for them Romans 12:15 "Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep." As if I were destitute on this earth HARDLY.
 --------- My sister recently on her instagram what you call it the feed, not the photo part of instagram, posted up this giant chat she had with friends and it was a photo of her computer screen and like 20-30 other people's video windows like on her computer screen that she was chatting with. I simply myself at this point in time of my life do not have that. (or if I did I don't know about it, I don't gots people inviting me to all chat with them anywhere)

Psalm 144:15 "Happy are the people whose God is the LORD!" - Amen

 Though I am grieviously hated on this earth. I will be unstoppable. For I will not give up. I will not surrendor.

 Everything in life gives me FIGHT and I thank god for it. 

 Cause at the end of the day it's us mother ----------'s that didn't listen to our "haters" that never gave up. 

   We are the ones that will mega succeed!

I NEED TO BE A HULK AND LET THESE PEOPLE KNOW!

 ----------------- I mean basically I pry did watch to much WWF as a little kid. hahahahahhaahhah 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 - love it!

  The exodus from egypt, was about the jewish people being free'd from slavery! It is a type of slavery.................to try and look at me................and tell my butt................................that I am "just a girl" 

or that I am.....................ya that I am "just a girl" 

   Flip them people that say we are "just girls" off for me Gwen Stefani, thank you................................................................................

  But basically I'm happy for my mega popular sister, and my also lookin to be pretty severely popular cousin. 

 I'll get "mines" 

cause I won't give up..........

Psalm 128:2 "For thou shalt eat the labour of thine hands: happy shalt thou be, and it shall be well with thee."

 I mean my job was allowing me to buy a lot of fun stuffs on the internet, but at the moment......................I'm not working at the moment, cause I can't right now. It ain't that I don't want to work and be very very happy. 

 But I gots bodybuilding I got my "backup joy source - jesus also included in that of course"
 You know what happened to the Phoenix, it went down in a pile of flames and ashes....................and then it trainnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnned
and traaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaained
and refused to fail

AND THEN IT AROSE!

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Full out Ramboesque Lat spread right now and that ain't even me doin the lat spread pose! And I AIN'T EVEN THERE YET!

 This is the verse I'm focusing on these days a slew, I have no idea why really?????????? (the envy bit, to lay aside ALL ENVIES, AND YA ALL MALICE, ALL GUILE, AND HYPOCRISIES AND EVIL SPEAKINGS - AMEN 1 PETER 2:1

1 Peter 2:1-3 

2 Wherefore laying aside all malice, and all guile, and hypocrisies, and envies, and all evil speakings,

2 As newborn babes, desire the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby:

3 If so be ye have tasted that the Lord is gracious.

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Forbes-TAG Lower Campus's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose............

To the person trying to take me down out there - I ain't no "hollaback girl".........................

Update 9/15/2025 placed the 2 rocks I painted recently at a painted rock beach area - cool beach area..................

American Near East Refugee Aid
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/1729218

"Anera, which has no political or religious affiliation, works on the ground with partners in Palestine (West Bank and Gaza), Lebanon and Jordan. We mobilize resources for immediate emergency relief and for sustainable, long-term health, education, and economic development. Our staff serve in their communities, navigating the politics that constrict progress to get help where it’s needed most."

To the person trying to take me down out there - I ain't no "hollaback girl".........................

(many, many times in my life, people have sought to destroy me, and "these people" they NEVER NEVER NEVER see the good points to anything I say or do..............they take it all in a negative bad "vent".................fortunately I've been around "this track before")

Psalm 25:19 "Consider mine enemies; for they are many; and they hate me with cruel hatred." - Definately some severely "cruel hatred" some people have towards me out there, I'd definately 100% say it's extremely cruel.

  You pertineer do anything you can be hated.................."love is a loosing hand" Amy Winehouse sings................

Psalm 147:1-3 "Praise ye the Lord: for it is good to sing praises unto our God; for it is pleasant; and praise is comely. The Lord doth build up Jerusalem: he gathereth together the outcasts of Israel. (#me - sheri interjecting here) He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds."

  The bible it promises Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." My enemies, the people that hate me, they take NO DAYS OFF and they are 100% merciless. 

   I'm enduring unto the end!

 I mean you do to much good ------ hated.....................

your filth then Matthew 23:5 "But all their works they do for to be seen of men: they make broad their phylacteries, and enlarge the borders of their garments,"

  But if people don't see any of your good works, your in many people's minds potentially some fake christian loser aka filth as well...........I'm just telling you how judgy people get out there.........James 2:26 "For as the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also." How many works though do people need to see?????? And that varies.................like people's "ideas" of that. Some people out there appear to think, none of your works should be seen.............

Matthew 6:1-4 ESV “Beware of practicing your righteousness before other people in order to be seen by them, for then you will have no reward from your Father who is in heaven. “Thus, when you give to the needy, sound no trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may be praised by others. Truly, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in secret. And your Father who sees in secret will reward you."

  But then I interject yet again...........

Matthew 5:14-16 "Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid. Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven."

   So from my perspective it does very much look to be, whatever, any of us do for the lord, whether in secret, or letting people know sometimes, and I think we should let people know sometimes, I think you light a candle...............you don't "put it under a bushel" (maybe some do though) But ideally you let that shine some anyways. .................................hopefully the right amount whatever that is I have 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 clue ------------- yikes

And let's all be hated by all men today for Jesus Christ the Lord 👍

Ignore me what I'm about to say now...................

thank god for my "unofficial" ties to the illuminati and "cross and skullbones for the lord edition"

Both those organizations, I've been able to survive in a often cruel world, that looks like a bunch of smiley people so nice.....................

but really ------- really..................................

  2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

Did you mess up again - don't give up - hit the reset button (ask for forgiveness, get doin what you know is right again) Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."........................

Did you mess up again - don't give up - hit the reset button (ask for forgiveness, get doin what you know is right again) Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
  In the hot mess that is myself. I'll sit and think, like hmmmmmmmmmm I'm not supposed to be friends with the world................................................like I'll think.
   I ain't sayin I'm wearing a tichel for good, but for now it is a "reset button" of sorts for me. It's bestest not sit around obsessing over how my hair looks, or makeup for that matter...................be workin on that
inner beauty
1 Peter 3:3-4 "Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel; But let it be the hidden man of the heart, in that which is not corruptible, even the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price."

God wants us to have FIRE not give up or back down cause you don't have that many instagram followers FORGET THAT!

Do you allow yourself

to care about what you are wearing be all about that there

"putting on of apparel"

like the world

or do you say to yourself

no

I'm meant for GREATER then that!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

If you want to be average, 

just do what everybody around you is doing

tons of average people everywhere

god does not want the lukewarm norm

Revelation 3:15-17 

15 I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.

16 So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.

  Nobody should try and tell me anything is impossible for me either, and people have tried to tell me things were impossible for me.......................I WILL walk up to you and slam the bodybuilding weights down in front you with all the fire of all hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Average people do average things! - and then they get themselves to "average places" in life

"sheri your talking about money"

"sheri your talking about money"

"but sheri your talking about money"

The land of milk and honey it just has to be real

has to be the gym 

a place full of people not sickly or if they are "challenged" in someway they haven't given up or backed down. 

I'm going to have to go drink some muscle milk and get some reps in pumped up so much now. 

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Esparza's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose...............