Both my best friends have ghosted me for years. Recently one them said they wanted to hang out with me, then I told them ask brian when a good time, then they pretended they asked brian but they never did ask brian THINKING I WOULDN'T KNOW THAT THEY DIDN'T ASK BRIAN full out ghosting me right --------- except I know. I forgive them I love satan, so of course they can't be friends with me being that they are "christians" and I'm though torture myself every wednesday night at bible study while ladies frowny face me most the time and I do love jesus but I'm not a christian according to most I LOVE METALLICA, AC/DC, GWAR, OZZY OSBOURNE ETC. WAY TO MUCH TO NOT ALSO LOVE LUCIFER!.......................I'm not like you all listening to Sam Smith I think his name is.............which fine he has at least 1 good song (if your like into that sort of thing).....................

 Both my best friends have ghosted me for years. Recently one them said they wanted to hang out with me, then I told them ask brian when a good time, then they pretended they asked brian but they never did ask brian THINKING I WOULDN'T KNOW THAT THEY DIDN'T ASK BRIAN full out ghosting me right --------- except I know. I forgive them I love satan, so of course they can't be friends with me being that they are "christians" and I'm though torture myself every wednesday night at bible study while ladies frowny face me most the time and I do love jesus but I'm not a christian according to most I LOVE METALLICA, AC/DC, GWAR, OZZY OSBOURNE ETC. WAY TO MUCH TO NOT ALSO LOVE LUCIFER!.......................I'm not like you all listening to Sam Smith I think his name is.............which fine he has at least 1 good song (if your like into that sort of thing).....................

If I'm the on "without" If my family was right

and I'm a satan worshipper because I love satan as well as Jesus Christ the lord

your supposed to walk towards me

that's #1

not ghost my a--

1 Thessalonians 4:12 "That ye may walk honestly toward them that are without, and that ye may have lack of nothing."

 Walk towards me which none you bishes is that's for #1

and for #2 HONESTLY WALK TOWARDS ME BISHES

  --------------------- Mini update I unactivated facebook again. Better for my sanity. I watch all my high school friends on facebook talk to each other, and like up each other's post.................my facebook page - cricket time. And everyone's so popular on facebook or my facebook friends are a lot of them are very popular................................then I have crickets. Months and months and months of seeing that, nomadder how many times I like up their posts I still don't exist. 

  If I loose my family and the whole earth, I am going to stand my ground. 

  Now, now Jesus Christ is lord, and hell I wouldn't have any peace at all without Jesus living in my life none. 

  This is more often then not these days is a ruff place to live at!!!!!!!!!!! People are judgy. 

Ephesians 4:31-32 "Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."

  Most people aren't tenderhearted, forgiving one another, they ain't. There still hasn't been a family get together in my family. 

I refuse to hate Lucifer. 

He is doing a great job, a job God gave Him to do!

I will stand my ground. 

I'm like the Lucifer

ya I have my flaws

but I try and do my best everyday!

you should also love lucifer

he hasn't given up

fact I feel He is the greatest testimony of Loving god

cause He's went ahead

and he's DOING WHAT GOD WANTS HIM TO DO

.......................

he could've maybe of refused to be the devil?????

maybe

maybe hid somewhere?????????

cried 

and cried

he could've cried forever

after finding out he was "the devil"

same with me

after I found out

I was 

below everyone

but God has a will for me to do

and Lucifer gives me courage

to do the will of god

no madder the lowly place I am in

Job 1:6-22

English Standard Version

Satan Allowed to Test Job

6 Now there was a day when the sons of God came to present themselves before the Lord, and Satan[a] also came among them. 7 The Lord said to Satan, “From where have you come?” Satan answered the Lord and said, “From going to and fro on the earth, and from walking up and down on it.” 8 And the Lord said to Satan, “Have you considered my servant Job, that there is none like him on the earth, a blameless and upright man, who fears God and turns away from evil?” 9 Then Satan answered the Lord and said, “Does Job fear God for no reason? 10 Have you not put a hedge around him and his house and all that he has, on every side? You have blessed the work of his hands, and his possessions have increased in the land. 11 But stretch out your hand and touch all that he has, and he will curse you to your face.” 12 And the Lord said to Satan, “Behold, all that he has is in your hand. Only against him do not stretch out your hand.” So Satan went out from the presence of the Lord.

all that lucifer walking to and fro the earth, He's doing the job God gave him to do!!!!!!!!!!!

 I don't relate to the rest this earth, I just relate to Lucifer. Everyone else is all sinless n'stuff, or the sins they did were petty and small................and they all are like high ranked in earth everyone else is. 

I relate to lucifer 👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄

but Jesus is lord and I love Jesus to 👄👄👄👄👄👄👄

To the person trying to take me down out there - I ain't no "hollaback girl".........................

Update 9/15/2025 placed the 2 rocks I painted recently at a painted rock beach area - cool beach area..................

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To the person trying to take me down out there - I ain't no "hollaback girl".........................

(many, many times in my life, people have sought to destroy me, and "these people" they NEVER NEVER NEVER see the good points to anything I say or do..............they take it all in a negative bad "vent".................fortunately I've been around "this track before")

Psalm 25:19 "Consider mine enemies; for they are many; and they hate me with cruel hatred." - Definately some severely "cruel hatred" some people have towards me out there, I'd definately 100% say it's extremely cruel.

  You pertineer do anything you can be hated.................."love is a loosing hand" Amy Winehouse sings................

Psalm 147:1-3 "Praise ye the Lord: for it is good to sing praises unto our God; for it is pleasant; and praise is comely. The Lord doth build up Jerusalem: he gathereth together the outcasts of Israel. (#me - sheri interjecting here) He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds."

  The bible it promises Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." My enemies, the people that hate me, they take NO DAYS OFF and they are 100% merciless. 

   I'm enduring unto the end!

 I mean you do to much good ------ hated.....................

your filth then Matthew 23:5 "But all their works they do for to be seen of men: they make broad their phylacteries, and enlarge the borders of their garments,"

  But if people don't see any of your good works, your in many people's minds potentially some fake christian loser aka filth as well...........I'm just telling you how judgy people get out there.........James 2:26 "For as the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also." How many works though do people need to see?????? And that varies.................like people's "ideas" of that. Some people out there appear to think, none of your works should be seen.............

Matthew 6:1-4 ESV “Beware of practicing your righteousness before other people in order to be seen by them, for then you will have no reward from your Father who is in heaven. “Thus, when you give to the needy, sound no trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may be praised by others. Truly, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in secret. And your Father who sees in secret will reward you."

  But then I interject yet again...........

Matthew 5:14-16 "Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid. Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven."

   So from my perspective it does very much look to be, whatever, any of us do for the lord, whether in secret, or letting people know sometimes, and I think we should let people know sometimes, I think you light a candle...............you don't "put it under a bushel" (maybe some do though) But ideally you let that shine some anyways. .................................hopefully the right amount whatever that is I have 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 clue ------------- yikes

And let's all be hated by all men today for Jesus Christ the Lord 👍

Ignore me what I'm about to say now...................

thank god for my "unofficial" ties to the illuminati and "cross and skullbones for the lord edition"

Both those organizations, I've been able to survive in a often cruel world, that looks like a bunch of smiley people so nice.....................

but really ------- really..................................

  2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."