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Showing posts with label fight. Show all posts

Monday, July 22, 2024

I am determined to fight for all the outcasts, all the makeup wearers, satanic, satan worshippers, demon possessed, LGBTQ!!!!!!!!!! Just give me some time to figure out how to do all that. GOD IS BIGGER THEN ALL YOUR LABELS OF HATE YOU ALL LIKE TO PUT ON OTHER PEOPLE. Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." ALL PASTORS AND PEOPLE WANT TO REDUSE GOD TO SUCH A POWERLESS MEASILY PUNK - IT'S NO WONDER I DON'T OFTEN WANT TO GO TO CHURCH AND WORSHIP YOUR REDUCED PUNK VERSION OF GOD!................................

I am determined to fight for all the outcasts, all the makeup wearers, satanic, satan worshippers, demon possessed, LGBTQ!!!!!!!!!! Just give me some time to figure out how to do all that. GOD IS BIGGER THEN ALL YOUR LABELS OF HATE YOU ALL LIKE TO PUT ON OTHER PEOPLE. Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." ALL PASTORS AND PEOPLE WANT TO REDUSE GOD TO SUCH A POWERLESS MEASILY PUNK - IT'S NO WONDER I DON'T OFTEN WANT TO GO TO CHURCH AND WORSHIP YOUR REDUCED PUNK VERSION OF GOD!................................

 everyone is mad at me - good

my bible says don't be a pleaser of men!

For do I now persuade men, or God? or do I seek to please men? for if I yet pleased men, I should not be the servant of Christ.
come to earth finally Lucifer whom I believe is my husband
it is time I feel
CHRISTIANITY IS SICK AND DEMENTED THESE DAYS
JESUS CAME FOR THE PEOPLE YOUR HATING..................
Matthew 18:11 "For the Son of man is come to save that which was lost."
Luke 19:10 "For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost."
instead a place sinners can go 
most churches are this.............................especially where I live, really pristine christians where I live, they don't take kindly to the likes of someone like myself......................
Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."
but nonttheless
god wishes
to purify for himself a peculiar people
zealous of good works................
Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works.
  I believe and I might be the only one who has opened a bible that believes that when you start giving that's when you start becoming "redeem us from all iniquity" 
iniquity is me me me me me
2 Timothy 3:3-5 "Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good, Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away."
lovers of plesure more than lovers of god
you love god
you gonna love people
not just in word
but in deed
in deed.......................
1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."
I am CONVINCED iniquity has a ton to do with self love
it's ok though 
to love yourself
long as you love others
love youself 
love your soul
He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal.


Thursday, January 19, 2023

I ain't supposed to talk about what I hear going on at bible study. But I can say I think I need a break from bible study cause I ain't living like that. I do this verse...........Romans 12:18 "If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men." That's why I go ahead and send e-mails to my big sister that isn't dna related to me, that looks to be hates my guts bad................I "keep the peace" that's what I do................SHE APPEARS TO WANT TO STAY IN THE FAMILY..................she e-mailed in the "family e-mail chain" a few days ago.................

Due to the popularity of this post recently.........
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2013/09/orderething-my-conversation-aright.html

Video of me explaining what "evil speaking" IS NOT.......
cause I suspect people out there think "speaking evil" is more then what it is. 
I never said this mega church or my big sister or my neice were horrible people headed to hell I never said that fact I said the opposite of that about them all. ---- people POTENTIALLY tryin to make my guilty for things I have not done!
I needed on my blog to say why I leaving this mega church for me and my husbands favorite methodist church - so there's "continuity" to my blog SO IT MAKES SENSE WHY I AM NOW A METHODIST TO MY BLOG READERS ALL 8 OF THEM 
(This is me almost off topic but I let the apostolic christian church of america THAT WAS GOD'S WILL FOR ME TO............when I 1st went there I knew they banned wedding rings, and soon learned the whole list -------- I originally didn't know what "commandments of men" even where...........once I figured it out I was like "ok I need to get the heck out of this church") All kinds of reasons to quit going to a church...........and I AIN'T SPEAKING EVIL OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIANS...............maybe they are BLIND. do not the bible call pharisee's blind...........Matthew 23:26 "Thou blind Pharisee, cleanse first that which is within the cup and platter, that the outside of them may be clean also."

I ain't supposed to talk about what I hear going on at bible study. But I can say I think I need a break from bible study cause I ain't living like that. I do this verse...........Romans 12:18 "If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men." That's why I go ahead and send e-mails to my big sister that isn't dna related to me, that looks to be hates my guts bad................I "keep the peace" that's what I do................SHE APPEARS TO WANT TO STAY IN THE FAMILY..................she e-mailed in the "family e-mail chain" a few days ago.................

people do try and pick fights with me

but I myself

prefer

to live "as much as lieth in you" bible had to word it that way cause some want to start fights very badly

Romans 12:18 "If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men." 

don't keep on fighting with them

get out that fight as soon as you can

be about "peace" via doing that via 

stopping fighting with that person that wants beef with you bad

1 Thessalonians 4

But as touching brotherly love ye need not that I write unto you: for ye yourselves are taught of God to love one another.

10 And indeed ye do it toward all the brethren which are in all Macedonia: but we beseech you, brethren, that ye increase more and more;

11 And that ye study to be quiet, and to do your own business, and to work with your own hands, as we commanded you;

12 That ye may walk honestly toward them that are without, and that ye may have lack of nothing.

Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"      I'm not trying to "burn" a whole church, but they just don't look to be where I am in following the lord............they in more that battle people stage of life. Which that don't mean at all AT ALL that that's how they'll stay continue in the word of god and you will be Jesus's disciples INDEED John 8:31 "Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;"

To speak evil of no man, to be no brawlers, but gentle, shewing all meekness unto all men.

For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another.

I'm that Titus 3:2-4 type myself 😁

garden near everyday living real peacefully

it's awesome

listening to this today..........

living my best man..........

bought to get my hair "curly girl" cutted
and bought some more curly hair supplies last night
going to try and get my out of control hair more in control
the curl is nice
the curl is a gift from god
I just need to get better at managing it that's all
have a great day!

Friday, May 8, 2020

"Is this good for the company" - Office Space...............I being of "low estate" relate much to the red stapler guy Romans 12:16 "Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits."............

"Is this good for the company" - Office Space...............I being of "low estate" relate much to the red stapler guy Romans 12:16 "Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits."............

   I told (a person I'll be vague hide this persons identity) he told me no way did god make evil I was like but look what this verse says Isaiah 45:7 "I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the Lord do all these things." Literally I told him Isaiah 45:7 says "create evil" I told him that ain't it saying god made pistachio ice cream. But I don't think he's going to believe me, or hear anything I have to say really, he's a member of a very cocky church that deems itself perfect basically and better then all us lowly peon christians, that gasp maybe some of our men have long hair, or our women have jewelry on, or wedding rings..............etc. Update he believes this bible verse, he believes the bible (this is good). But his church may not believe Isaiah 45:7 he says I quote "I don't ever recall the church putting out a statement on this topic" ----------- that is one of the many dangers of what I call "non mainline" denomiations I think that's a real thing............if these sorts of churches don't put out some statement about a bible verse, to potentially many of their church members THOSE VERSES DON'T EVEN EXIST IN THEIR LIKE MINDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Me I totally don't know it all, I'm the garbage of the body of christ.................

I'm lowly.................................

real lowly................................................

red stapler maybe diabolical lowly...........................probably that I occasionally wear makeup makes me even lowlier, that and my current propensity to collect "Twilly scarves" but I heard Ru Paul say how you dress impacts how people think about you....................and I believe Ru Paul is right so I'm trying with the Twilly scarves or I will such is the plan lord willing...............to control people's perception of me a bit.

If you are rejected by society
don't give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think I've became Harley Quinn
I'm thankful for this, 
that I have fight 
a will to live
Despite all the fantastical neverending bad luck I have! (so much like Harley Quinn, minus I haven't been dipped in acid before)
  God will hear us lowly dinks prayers to, it may not seem like it in our lives, and maybe even this blog post stinks?????????????????? Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off."
Matthew 11:29 "Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls." Jesus Christ the Lord himself was "meek" and "lowly in heart" ---------- I mean I imagine he didn't think he knew everything. I could be wrong..........but I suspect, he respected his elders and heard them out HE LISTENED. We shouldn't "red stapler" anybody that my point I tryin to make right now. 
I am for 
not being ignored
nobody being ignored
diminished
put away in the bottom of a basement and forgotten
I'm not for "iniquity" everyone's above me, so I'd say iniquity hasn't worked out for me.
I have to fight for everything
My life is heading one of two routes I feel...........either professional wrestling, or roller derby?
Dragon Boating in my mind seems really tame these days. 

Psalm 64:1-3 

64 Hear my voice, O God, in my prayer: preserve my life from fear of the enemy.
Hide me from the secret counsel of the wicked; from the insurrection of the workers of iniquity:
Who whet their tongue like a sword, and bend their bows to shoot their arrows, even bitter words:
"bitter words" yes many people have spoken bitter words to me that's exactly how I'd describe many words that many people have spoken to me. 
out to get me
hiding they is
like BLOOD THIRSTY SNIPPERS!
(heaven help me, some them I believe are my facebook friends)
Have a great day!
👄




Thursday, April 2, 2020

Instead of envying my model sister and also my cousin both appear to be super mega popular...........I'm happy for them Romans 12:15 "Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep."..........................................

Update 10/6/2025 I'm crocheting more sarongs...............(I have a heap of anxiety and crocheting these helps me relax)...............
and ps, I know I'm fat in these pics 
sheri 2025 is not the person in the photo's below
I work outttttttttttttttttttttt nowdays and dieeeeeeeeeeeeeet - with no excuses anymore, no "I'm in arthritic pain" - so what go walk
"but I just had a melanoma removed from my arm it hurts" --------- so what go walk don't eat much 
everyday now
being the change I need to see in my life to get to a size 0 FINALLY
(and I'm not about to read the comments in this blog post - probably I was being treated badly, fat people are treated badly -------- GOOD GOOD I NEEDED TO WANT A BETTER LIFE FOR MYSELF I FINALLY DO)
(ps god and jesus and the holy spirit are one person and they are love, so god and jesus and the holy spirit are just basically included in the "religion: love" bottom part of t-shirt above)
Instead of envying my model sister and also my cousin both appear to be super mega popular...........I'm happy for them Romans 12:15 "Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep." As if I were destitute on this earth HARDLY.
 --------- My sister recently on her instagram what you call it the feed, not the photo part of instagram, posted up this giant chat she had with friends and it was a photo of her computer screen and like 20-30 other people's video windows like on her computer screen that she was chatting with. I simply myself at this point in time of my life do not have that. (or if I did I don't know about it, I don't gots people inviting me to all chat with them anywhere)
Psalm 144:15 "Happy are the people whose God is the LORD!" - Amen
 Though I am grieviously hated on this earth. I will be unstoppable. For I will not give up. I will not surrendor.
 Everything in life gives me FIGHT and I thank god for it. 
 Cause at the end of the day it's us mother ----------'s that didn't listen to our "haters" that never gave up. 
   We are the ones that will mega succeed!
I NEED TO BE A HULK AND LET THESE PEOPLE KNOW!
 ----------------- I mean basically I pry did watch to much WWF as a little kid. hahahahahhaahhah 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 - love it!
  The exodus from egypt, was about the jewish people being free'd from slavery! It is a type of slavery.................to try and look at me................and tell my butt................................that I am "just a girl" 
or that I am.....................ya that I am "just a girl" 
   Flip them people that say we are "just girls" off for me Gwen Stefani, thank you................................................................................
  But basically I'm happy for my mega popular sister, and my also lookin to be pretty severely popular cousin. 
 I'll get "mines" 
cause I won't give up..........
Psalm 128:2 "For thou shalt eat the labour of thine hands: happy shalt thou be, and it shall be well with thee."
 I mean my job was allowing me to buy a lot of fun stuffs on the internet, but at the moment......................I'm not working at the moment, cause I can't right now. It ain't that I don't want to work and be very very happy. 
 But I gots bodybuilding I got my "backup joy source - jesus also included in that of course"
 You know what happened to the Phoenix, it went down in a pile of flames and ashes....................and then it trainnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnned
and traaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaained
and refused to fail
AND THEN IT AROSE!
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Full out Ramboesque Lat spread right now and that ain't even me doin the lat spread pose! And I AIN'T EVEN THERE YET!
 This is the verse I'm focusing on these days a slew, I have no idea why really?????????? (the envy bit, to lay aside ALL ENVIES, AND YA ALL MALICE, ALL GUILE, AND HYPOCRISIES AND EVIL SPEAKINGS - AMEN 1 PETER 2:1

1 Peter 2:1-3 

Wherefore laying aside all malice, and all guile, and hypocrisies, and envies, and all evil speakings,
As newborn babes, desire the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby:
If so be ye have tasted that the Lord is gracious.
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