Video blog post: Jesus Christ the Lord, the original "Die-t-er" instead of counting calories he suffered in the flesh. And being the last Revelation 22:13, he then said this was to give us "life more abundantly" all of this suffering, genious move I must say especially if He desires to win us real sicko's - xoxoxo Jesus xoxoxoxo.............................

Video blog post: Jesus Christ the Lord, the original "Die-t-er" instead of counting calories he suffered in the flesh. And being the last Revelation 22:13, he then said this was to give us "life more abundantly" all of this suffering, genious move I must say especially if He desires to win us real sicko's - xoxoxo Jesus xoxoxoxo.............................
1 Peter 4:1 "Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;"

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

You can't walk in the flesh for your whole life and think that is getting you to heaven....

1 Corinthians 15:50 "Now this I say, brethren, that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God; neither doth corruption inherit incorruption."

  Jesus is a genious and a half........he knew how to win the sickest of us...............................if he just preached some churchy buisiness, many of us wouldn't of listened to him at all. NOT US STRAIGHT UP SICKO'S.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    John 6:54-56 "Whoso eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, hath eternal life; and I will raise him up at the last day. For my flesh is meat indeed, and my blood is drink indeed. He that eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, dwelleth in me, and I in him."
    1 Corinthians 15:45 "And so it is written, The first man Adam was made a living soul; the last Adam was made a quickening spirit."

  The 1st adam, was stuck living in the flesh. 

old wine, old wineskin ------- in my estimation is walking in the flesh

new wine - new wineskin -----------  walking in the spirit in my estimation

Romans 8:13 "For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."
Galatians 5:25 "If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit."

So I'm bestest off being trapped blogging forever since how I'm supposed to walk in the spirit. 

But I'm feeling really spiritually killed at the moment, hence my Karaoke song choice (refer to comments section of previous blog post)..........................

me singing "Blue Monday" by New Order......................

 I'm like a "girly girl" but I done know...........(I know many deem being girly a sin, that your then possessed by Jezebel, and you are then being like taken to hell for sure)...............But once upon a time, girls could look like ladies --------- I SWEAR IT I'M TELLING THE TRUTH BATHSHEBA IN THE BIBLE WAS A SEVERELY PRETTY GIRLY LOOKING CHICK I SWEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I am a real goth this isn't me "playing pretend"

this is actually who I am. 

 A goth christian.

Have a great day!

I do need to walk in the spirit. 

Blogging helps.

(a certain amount of walking in the spirit has to happen for me to even come up with a blog post)

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I decided I need to suffer in the flesh..........

this is literally what I typed in 2008 - I didn't edit 0 of it..........................

💓little 2008 mini me so bad................

I have a flesh, and somedays I'm like why? Why follow jesus? Why all this suffering in the flesh - for sure jesus wants me to suffer in the flesh I'm 100% about that much......Luke 9:23 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me." I end have ended up w/0 life in all this denying myself and following jesus athon I have like no life.......Matthew 10:39 "He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it." I guess that's the silver lining, I find my life losing it. It sucks for me somedays, somedays I want to just like bar hop and like geez I don't even know whatever all it is people w/lives do : ) And the world don't like me much and it bothers me.....John 17:14 "I have given them thy word; and the world hath hated them, because they are not of the world, even as I am not of the world" But I want to endure, I want to keep on keeping on heeding god's word ---- though there is a part of me that would like to party party and etc etc. whatever it is all the people's of this earth who have "found" their lives do - I envy them a lot.......in many ways it totally bites to be me that's like beyond sucks, I have 0 life right and then I just work to deny myself and take up my cross everyday....wow fun (I'm being sooooo sarcastic) all so jesus has some pleasure in me.....Hebrews 10:38 "Now the just shall live by faith: but if any man draw back, my soul shall have no pleasure in him." I'm about to suffer in the flesh a slew ----- I don't even want to suffer in the flesh ----- like heeding the word of god, the word of god is sadistic in my opinion a) a person is supposed to lose their lives entirelly and become big fat 0's like myself b) they are then supposed to deny themselves and take up their crosses daily and follow jesus oh and by the way if you ever draw back jesus won't have no pleasure in you So it's loose your life suffer suffer suffer suffer in the flesh, no give into no lusts of the flesh ----- or if you will no be no debtor to the flesh, just heaps of deny myself and take up my cross and follow jesus daily...........so jesus can have some sadistic pleasure in me. I'm going to do it!!!!!!!!! I'm going to suffer in the flesh a eon!!!!!!! That's a long time, and stick w/having 0 life, and deny myself and take up my cross and follow jesus daily.......but I don't know if I'm ever going to enjoy this none. I enjoy dragon boating though : ) rest my day all this follow jesus stuff kinda bites. No turning back for me though, my flesh is just going to have to suffer and live w/it!!!!!!! Better be some awesome awesome room in a mansion jesus preparing for me, it should have art supplies, it should have video games ------ it's all of eternity I going to loose my mind if I am just in a garden what watching ducks?????? it better be good!!!!!!!!!! Cause I am not enjoying following jesus none, it sucks!!!!!!! Following jesus hard work, it's hard to not love none the things of the earth, man I need to, sure helps to have my flesh "crucified" Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts." This off the topic my vein for this entry but Galatians 2:20 "I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me." My life right that I live "in the flesh" I don't live in like this world lives in we are no longer "debtor's to the flesh" Romans 8:12 "Therefore, brethren, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live after the flesh." NOT TO THE FLESH TO LIVE AFTER THE FLESH!!!!!!!!! ".......the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of god........." Not to live after the flesh that's the idea! YA I know this jesus following stuffs sucks, trust me I know! But he is christ, he will make a nice room in a mansion for you if you deny yourself and take up your cross daily and follow him, hopefully he'll have a big ole plate of nacho's in that room ready to! So I can get to eating nacho's and playing what pac man : ) ya that sounds about right : )