I am a nerd. I don't know how "saved" or "unsaved" nerds are but I am a nerd. Went to a um it was like a comic con/tv show convention I don't know what you'd label it...............THE MOST FUN. They even had korean corn dogs there...................brian got me one the cheese filled koren corn dogs IT WAS GREAT......................nerds are content people most em...................looked around they all happy, all them happy, and they and me and my family also were buying stupid shiz, stupid nerds things HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY........................and I don't understand labubu hate??????????? PEOPLE IS HAVING FUUUUUUUUUUUUN....................................I love it, I love it when I see people not wanting to get tons of plastic surgery, and drive fancy cars etc...................when they can just be happy with a labubu or a lafufu (I'm a lafufu owner myself)..................

Yes my bathroom sink is a mess in picture nearing the bottom of this post I have since cleaned the area................I often suffer from depression, not always, but like a few times a week at least. 

  I'm the only one that uses this bathroom, and only one that uses the entire bedroom, brian only comes in here 1 time every month or two. 

 I am a nerd. I don't know how "saved" or "unsaved" nerds are but I am a nerd. Went to a um it was like a comic con/tv show convention I don't know what you'd label it...............THE MOST FUN. They even had korean corn dogs there...................brian got me one the cheese filled koren corn dogs IT WAS GREAT......................nerds are content people most em...................looked around they all happy, all them happy, and they and me and my family also were buying stupid shiz, stupid nerds things HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY........................and I don't understand labubu hate??????????? PEOPLE IS HAVING FUUUUUUUUUUUUN....................................I love it, I love it when I see people not wanting to get tons of plastic surgery, and drive fancy cars etc...................when they can just be happy with a labubu or a lafufu (I'm a lafufu owner myself)..................

1 Timothy 6:5-7 "and constant friction between people of corrupt mind, who have been robbed of the truth and who think that godliness is a means to financial gain. But godliness with contentment is great gain.  For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it."

just being godly and content is the idea actually!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

not being godly to earn moneys

BUY A LAFUFU IF YOU WANT ONE MAN BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My new corset which I planning on wearing this one through the summer........pry longer.........it's a good one.................

living my victorian goth lady life the mooooooooooooost 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

people they like judge out there

putting men and women on the corset tea............cause they'll snatch you in, you can wear them under clothing AND BE SNATCHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for us ladies corsets can make "curves" happen and curves are still in 

ozempic can't take away the popularity of curves!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no you can't ozempic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tootles

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Mrs. Teitelbaum's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose................

I've been told only rich people that "gain the world" loose themselves, but I think if you do everything the world does cause your saved by grace, how you even know who you are at some point???????????????

I've been told only rich people that "gain the world" loose themselves, but I think if you do everything the world does cause your saved by grace, how you even know who you are at some point???????????????

  I mean the whole world can put the christian stamp on themselves can't they. Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." It ain't at the broad way "the gate" ain't the way that 99% of people go on out there. 
  If you ask most 99% of the world has gained the whole world, the whole world even though they ain't technically "rich"
Mark 8:36 "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" Am I stupid for fearing god so bad I am hesistant to say the least to get a tattoo???????????????????? How do you know if that next thing that's it you'll loose your soul.

  It's in the "gaining" of the world this is what I know, that is how people loose their souls...........the gate to heaven is "straight and narrow"

I want a tattoo though, and it sucks to be me so bad. 

ya I have "pushed the envelope" a few times

but even I at some point fear god

am a bit unsure

if some things wouldn't be me "pushing the envelope" to far???????????????????????????

Is there anybody that "can't be saved" of course not...............

1 John 2:2 "And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world."

 --------------------- I am having the worst lifetime ever.................for the lord
  I expect god to "raise me up" 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" I do not count, if god were when He raises me up.......if I were to gain many mansions, and various properties, and many cars, and many private jets..............................that that's me having "gained the whole world" and "lost my soul" noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
no
because as long as I refrain from the things I refrain from................looks to be tattoo's, getting drunk, immodest attire, uhhhhhhhhh sexual immorality, uhhhhhhhhh ummmmmmmm.................
my point is real if I refrain for good from them things, I will never ever EVER, "gain the whole world"
 Even if the whole world loved me one day................and it "seemed" like I had gained the world. 
 My concern will always be to be faithful in the few things god has given me to be faithful in Matthew 25:23 "His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord."

1 Corinthians 15:30-31 

30 And why stand we in jeopardy every hour?

31 I protest by your rejoicing which I have in Christ Jesus our Lord, I die daily.

Paul he had to suffer "great things" for jesus's name sake and I know I'm no different Acts 9:16...............not worried about it though..................

Update 9/18/2022....................

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(getting skinny 😀)

Paul he had to suffer "great things" for jesus's name sake and I know I'm no different Acts 9:16...............not worried about it though..................Acts 9:16 "For I will shew him how great things he must suffer for my name's sake." Even if I were to die for christs sake..........................I ain't worried, I'm prepared for that.
  I'm convinced a massive upswing in my life is going to happen I just gotta keep suffering in the flesh, just flat out NOT BUY NOTHIN, not watch the tv...................................1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all
grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you." I think of it as a lusts of the flesh fast I am on............it's going to get me somewhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to live in this earth isn't gain..................Philippians 1:21 "For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain."
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TO DIE IS GAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TO DIE TO THE FLESH LUSTS OF IT
TO DIE TO MY SELF WILL

 John 15:13 "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." This is stuffs I can do!!!!!!!!!!!!! The more I can love THE BETTER, THAT'S GAIN TO!

  So for those keeping score...................

the is currently 0 gain in me loving the world or the things in it

0 gain in being friends with the world

0 gain in living for myself

I fully trust god...........................that after I have "suffered awhile" He is going to "make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you"

Church went well today........................hope everyone's week is going good. 

LOVE

John 15:8 "Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be my disciples."