I'm not longer in a sexless marriage. Thank god - this close to menopause life is hard.....................I'm more pro- makeup then ever, you'll have to preach your "we hate women that wear makeup and look nice" Jezebel sermons harder pastors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..................nevermind i'm still in a sexless marriage I got hopeful for a second I CAN'T GET RELIEF, SUPPOSEDLY IT'S ALL MY FAULT TO EVERYTHING IS THAT I GO THROUGH EVER SO ATTACK ME I DESERVE IT KILL ME I'VE EARNED THAT NOTHING GOOD FOR ME NO MERCY OR GOODNESS NEVER HUGH??????????? CAUSE I SUUUUUUUUUUUCK I'M JUST A CHEAP HOAR SO MAKES SENSE MY HUSBAND HAS TREATED ME LIKE A CHEAP HORE FOR 24+ YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................

I'm not longer in a sexless marriage. Thank god - this close to menopause life is hard.....................I'm more pro- makeup then ever, you'll have to preach your "we hate women that wear makeup and look nice" Jezebel sermons harder pastors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..................nevermind i'm still in a sexless marriage I got hopeful for a second I CAN'T GET RELIEF, SUPPOSEDLY IT'S ALL MY FAULT TO EVERYTHING IS THAT I GO THROUGH EVER SO ATTACK ME I DESERVE IT KILL ME I'VE EARNED THAT NOTHING GOOD FOR ME NO MERCY OR GOODNESS NEVER HUGH??????????? CAUSE I SUUUUUUUUUUUCK I'M JUST A CHEAP HOAR SO MAKES SENSE MY HUSBAND HAS TREATED ME LIKE A CHEAP HORE FOR 24+ YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................

At daimler one the basketball games we went to 

the boss sat by me, and he shook my hand and I was glad to see him, all normal right. 

he gave me this "you cheap hoar" look just for being married to brian

but worse brian makes me feel like a worthless cheap hoar he has FOR OVER 24 YEARS NOW

CAUSE I'M JUST ------------------- 1 time a month if that when teh mood finally hits him I'm fully used like a prostitute hooker

and I believe

I can fly

Mark 9:23

Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.

also 

today someone that I listen to on you tube

was talkin about the 3 magi in the bible

Matthew 2:11

King James Version

11 And when they were come into the house, they saw the young child with Mary his mother, and fell down, and worshipped him: and when they had opened their treasures, they presented unto him gifts; gold, and frankincense and myrrh.

the star wars "force" was with them cause they were magi!!!!!!!!!!!

magi definition per my fave dictionary websters................

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/magi

magi

plural noun

ma·​gi 

ˈmā-ˌjī

often capitalized

: the three wise men from the East who paid respect to the infant Jesus

Etymology

from Latin magi, plural of magus "Persian priest or wise man," from Greek magos "Persian priest, sorcerer" — related to magic

the force was with them magi

and they were flyinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

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sheri boo you read the whole bible wrong to make your hippy dippy lifestyle ok

I BELIEVE I CAN FLY!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I'M NOT TRYING TO BE A SINLESS PERFECT KIRK CAMERON STYLE CHRISTIAN

I AM ALLLLLLLLL ABOUT BEING MYSELF

WHICH IS THE LAST

THE LEAST OF THE BODY OF CHRIST

OH AND I CAN FLY IN A SENSE (I have gone off the ground 2 times in my life, 1 time I like willed myself off the ground like a foot, 1 time I was meditating cause I took a meditation class in college and levitated off my bed and basically saw god - he was glowing a ton but basically saw god) 

Luke 18:14

I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted.

we ain't supposed to have confidence in our fleshes

the apostolic chrisitan church of america - I do worry for them how do they not have confidence in their fleshes being that fleshly "perfect looking" with no makeup, nice haircuts real respectful on the guys etc. etc. ????????? 

Philippians 3:3

For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh.

when you look like 

you have 0% confidence in the flesh in some "damn my look is getting me to heaven for sure" type way

WE ARE SAVED BY GRACE AND NOT BY WORKS LEST ANY MAN SHOULD BOAST!!!!!!!!!!!

Ephesians 2:8-10

King James Version

8 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:

9 Not of works, lest any man should boast.

10 For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.

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tootles 😁

Be suspicious of the "perfect" people THEY ALMOST ALWAYS HAVE A "DARK SIDE" such as mother teresa. We are made perfect inside of ourselves not via "works" that you know would make people look really good like mother teresa Galatians 3:3 "Are ye so foolish? having begun in the Spirit, are ye now made perfect by the flesh?"...........

 Be suspicious of the "perfect" people THEY ALMOST ALWAYS HAVE A "DARK SIDE" such as mother teresa. We are made perfect inside of ourselves not via "works" that you know would make people look really good like mother teresa Galatians 3:3 "Are ye so foolish? having begun in the Spirit, are ye now made perfect by the flesh?"...........

I ain't saying mother teresa didn't go to heaven

who knows? 

maybe she is in heaven?

I'm like back to wearing makeup

I am a goth christian

but we are not saved "by works" 

I definately count not wearing any makeup as a work and most of you ladies out there don't wear makeup for "jesus" and that's fine, go ahead and do that work for the lord

But we are not saved by works lest any man should boast

Perfection is always inside.....................

it's not your works

it's not how you look 

it's inside of you

you want the good life

the real real good life

read your bible - watch some christian tv

buy a puzzle

I bought this puzzle today at the dollar tree

I like it so much and think it's such a pretty image I'm probably going to glue it to a board when I'm done and hang it on the wall 😁👍

forgive people

and just man leave them be if they putting you down

if they fighting with you

Psalm 23:2 "He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters." - Amen to psalm 23:2

Romans 2:7-9

7 To them who by patient continuance in well doing seek for glory and honour and immortality, eternal life:

8 But unto them that are contentious, and do not obey the truth, but obey unrighteousness, indignation and wrath,

9 Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile;

let the fight loving people all fight with each other

today at the store a guy left his starbucks coffee on the cash register counter

the lady at the counter was like "you left your coffee"

another guy who's wasn't that coffee's like got that coffee

and tried to hand it to the guy that left the coffee there

he got all angry 

and said "Don't touch my things" 

.....................let those types all hang out with each other

forgive em

realize they is angry

and go dwell in the green puzzle's from the dollar tree pastures 👍

Hidden sinners that's what we have a lot of today people aren't often running around naked in the streets etc. are they?: James 4:17 "Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin." I was accosted by a street preacher today which got me thinking...................

Hidden sinners that's what we have a lot of today people aren't often running around naked in the streets etc. are they?: James 4:17 "Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin." I was accosted by a street preacher today which got me thinking...................

   I was out downtown portland with my family, we were headed to our favorite ice cream store ------------- hardly the sinner activity. And we were in one of the "chill" areas of portland...........lot's of people there like my family wanting to rest relax, have a nice weekend. Well we get near the ice cream store and there's a street pastor and many people yelling making much much  noise. I sat in the car while my husband and one my kids went and got ice cream..............whole time I'm hearing yelling yelling yelling yelling, both the streeth pastor yelling non-stop, and people wanting him to "go home" 

  He comes up to my car like right in front of my car............and starts talking about how people can't be saved by good works. (who knows if he's been to my blog................I'm imagining he has though and probably wasn't impressed ------ that's fine) Cause I'm sitting there jet black hair, goth clothing, not like looking like the "good deed athon happy happy time uhhhhhhh betty crocker from down the street" 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 love ya betty. 

   You know I'm saying unless he actually been to my blog - I don't suspect he'd be inspired at the sight of me, not knowing me, to start talking about how people can't be saved via good works. 

  I get home I start really thinkin............you think.......well what was this preacher doing?????? There wasn't even a strip club for miles from this place I'm pretty sure..............tame, super hippy area of portland. Not the type of people even there in that particular area of portland even doing drugs, or gambling, or much of anything............................area of town full of people like me -------- go buy some books and plants. I mean normal plants, not pot plants POTS HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOOOOOOOO TO DRUGS BOOOOOOOO

   But there are "sinners" probably there - yep. 

 Probably not a whole lotto worth of sinners that area of portland

but I estimate a few

James 4:17 "Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin."

If you drive past homeless people

and portland is full of homeless people

and you don't want to donate to a homeless shelter etc. 

and you know you should do that

your a sinner

you are sinning

you are living a life of sin then

#FACTS

I don't believe I can be "saved" via good works

Ephesians 2:8-9 "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast."

Genesis 4:7 "If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? and if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door. And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt rule over him."

   You'll know when you are "accepted" by god, cause you'll have peace. 

Colossians 3:14-15 "And above all these things put on charity, which is the bond of perfectness. And let the peace of God rule in your hearts, to the which also ye are called in one body; and be ye thankful."

  so good works don't save

but knowing to do the good and not doing it is a sin

the street preacher didn't preach that today

I don't know if ANY street preachers preach that ever

any of us that drive past the homeless we know the thing to do is to donate some money to a homeless shelter or give that homeless person some food etc. 

we know that

we probably most all of us know that

most people are smart people

they know

they know to do "the good" 

James 4:17 "Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin."

We should love the homeless

help the homeless

God is love

1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."

(I would like to thank the street preacher that accosted me in portland today,

 you inspired a pretty good blog post)

my new treadclimber : ) (new to me that is) 30 minutes I worked up a sweat, this things great!!!!!!!!!

supposed "do gooder headed to hell cause according to the street preacher in portland today all do gooders are headed to hell the only way to heaven according to him is to do 0% good only be saved by grace, grace =='s you got to do no good at all............

let the satan worshippers headed to hell love on people

then they can burn in hell for loving on people

but as a follower of jesus you can't love on no homeless people ever

especially not often

sheesh heaven forbid

don't be a "do gooder" that's you worshipping satan

(me being sarcastic but that's really what a ton of christians believe, they don't believe the bible) 

Matthew 25:35-40

For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink? ...

Have a great day!

 

My "Works meet of repentance" for this week: I like being the dirt of the body of christ, but most churches including the apostolic christian church of america are buisy doing much good..........

  Blessed Be Apostolic Christian Church of America 

may Jesus Christ our Lord accept your repentances 

and usher you into his beloved and may you dwell in green pastures for all the days of your lives. 

My "Works meet of repentance" for this week: I like being the dirt of the body of christ, but most churches including the apostolic christian church of america are buisy doing much good..........
tidbit from a e-mail I got from the Apostolic Christian Church of America near me today.................(editing out people's names of course)...............
"""Greeting! 

This is a follow up to our mask making project:

We have handed finished fabric masks out to several organizations including Silverton Hospital, Metro West, the Marion County Fire Dept, Hope Station, and SACA.  

We have also been making surgical fabric masks for the clinic that Bro. (name edited out) works at. 

Hospital Lumiere in Haiti has also started using fabric masks and would appreciate any that we can send.  We will plan to send those in early May to Lester, IA, to be sent from there. 

If you would be willing to help, we could use anyone to cut any of the fabrics and also to sew the masks.  Since we have long used up our elastic supply, we do have another method for keeping the masks on that is equally as easy to do, and is actually more comfortable and adjustable!

May all those who have lent willing hands feel the richest blessing in this endeavor! """""" 

--------- Apostolic Christian Church of America silverton oregon church and the oregon city church. 

  I don't want to work to hard, us more of the "dirt" segment of the body of christ.........................I prefer just merely clicking the donate button...........................https://www.opendoorsusa.org/

I am not saying I am "better" then them

I'm saying I am "less" then them

and that totally works for me

cause we are allllllllllllllllllllllllll

saved by grace. - amen

Ephesians 2:7-9 "That in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness toward us through Christ Jesus. For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." amen so much Ephesians 2:7-9

--------- This was supposed to be edifying I don't know if I managed it, I tried. Ephesians 4:16 "From whom the whole body fitly joined together and compacted by that which every joint supplieth, according to the effectual working in the measure of every part, maketh increase of the body unto the edifying of itself in love."

  Some supply a tiny bit. Some supply much more. ".........................according to the effectual working in the measure of every part, maketh increase of the body unto the edifying of itself in love."  AMEN!

people everywhere often have terrible lives if they don't put god 1st in their lives............................the "few things" the bible says we need to be "faithful" my estimation of what those things are.......................

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people everywhere often have terrible lives if they don't put god 1st in their lives..................................(by god I mean jesus to)..........................
A lot of people out there think they have god 1st in their lives and they don't!

If you can't give god 10% of your earnings, how is god 1st in your life????????????? He pry ain't then.

Or give god a sabbath.......if you can't give god 1 day of the week how is god 1st then?????????????


Deuteronomy 6:4-6

4 Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God is one Lord:

5 And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might.

6 And these words, which I command thee this day, shall be in thine heart:

worse they don't care - or know that they should care as the case sometimes is

There is a mentality some of us jews have.........................when we got that, we got that, that mentality of

wait

this world is actually not the most valuable item --------- god is

God doesn't ask much of us few things, few things He wishes us to be faithful in...................is 10% or sabbath keeping much, naw, it's very little.
You could tell me sheri we are under grace
true
but if you are faithful in 0 how you expecting to be saved???????????????????????????
let me say that again
If you are faithful in 0 because you are hard at work being "saved by grace" how are you expecting to be saved?

Matthew 25:21 "His lord said unto him, Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord."
Does not Matthew 25:21 hint that there are a few things we are supposed to be faithful in I think it does. Now I'm not the "expert" ok in what all we need to be faithful in, I'm just going to point the world out to a "idea" here.............

Matthew 22:36-40

36 Master, which is the great commandment in the law?

37 Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.

38 This is the first and great commandment.

39 And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.

40 On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.

The greatest commandment is to love the lord thy god with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. Also I feel the 2nd commandment is relavent "thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself. To me these verses in the bible are the ultimate hints as to what the "few things" we need to be faithful in entail.

  These are my thoughts for today. I do eat bacon occasionally soooooooooooooooo you can't peg me as a "law keeper" ------ I do deem bacon pics meat a bit icky, it's not my fave meat..............I crave bacon somedays (days I'm usually hyped up on way to much candy and caffeine...................................). I happen to prefer turkey meat, love turkeys nothing against the bird.............their meat is really pretty healthy in my estimation and tasty.
adding a clause here, here's what "saved by grace" means to me -----------------------
it doesn't mean you have to tithe everytime perfect, or keep every sabbath 100% perfect
it's I am saved even if I "biff it" every now and then - AND I DO
to me
"saved by grace" doesn't mean - ok do nothing now your saved presto
cause like ok
to follow jesus to be his disciple don't that require action???????????
doesn't believing itself require action
if you believe in this book here that is the bible that says god wishes us to be
Titus 2:14 "Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works."
  There I believe is a "understanding" of grace in the bulk of the body of christ that has been predominate for sometime now, that understanding being you can just sit back relax poof your saved. And my understanding of grace is different
grace definately for me equals
follow jesus right do stuff for the lord
be a disciple of christ ==== doing stuff for the lord
whether hey if that's street evangelism for some you
some you volunteering like me at foodbanks is a big part of your life
maybe volunteering at hospitals I throwing that idea out there
and tithing and keeping the sabbath loving god with all my mind, all my heart, all my soul is in play for me these days
but if I mess up on any of that which I do - I'm saved anyways.............cause we are saved by grace
Not by works cause we all mess it up right. 
but that don't mean throw in the towel right
I ain't throwing in the towel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a great week!

LOVE

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