John Wiegand both bashed me told me "I'm the worst ever" - even after I was crying on the church floor. But he also probably told me a big time hint on how to live for good..................

 John Wiegand both bashed me told me "I'm the worst ever" - even after I was crying on the church floor. But he also probably told me a big time hint on how to live for good..................

I can't say fully what his "hint" was

1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." - honour all men I can provide that bible verse as some sort of weird "hint" 

that's not me saying what he told me

what he told me

got me scratching my head so bad for so long

but finally I had a "a ha" moment

cause in band

in band

you gots chairs right - in rank

and when I was playing flute in band, in one the biggest jr. high bands in scottsdale arizona 

I got up to rank like 15 or so maybe it was like chair 12 out of around 30 flutists - the best in the state

well 

sometimes

the lower chaired flutest didn't even play the same sheet music for certain songs as the higher up chairs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

be me

stay in my lane 

is the gist of what I figured out

and my lane

my lane

no way am I ever "good enough" 

to be a member of the apostolic christian church of america

to even walk in their church anymore really

Matthew 20:16

So the last shall be first, and the first last: for many be called, but few chosen.

some the last gonna be "chosen"

and some the "first"

did the first do more

yeppo

I AIN'T THE 1ST THAT AIN'T MY "LANE" THAT'S THE "APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA'S"LANE, AND MANY OF YOU "LITTLE HOUSE ON THE PRARIE ONES" OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH YOU DONATE SO MUCH MONEY THEN ME MORE. 

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Matthew 20

King James Version

20 For the kingdom of heaven is like unto a man that is an householder, which went out early in the morning to hire labourers into his vineyard.

2 And when he had agreed with the labourers for a penny a day, he sent them into his vineyard.

3 And he went out about the third hour, and saw others standing idle in the marketplace,

4 And said unto them; Go ye also into the vineyard, and whatsoever is right I will give you. And they went their way.

5 Again he went out about the sixth and ninth hour, and did likewise.

6 And about the eleventh hour he went out, and found others standing idle, and saith unto them, Why stand ye here all the day idle?

7 They say unto him, Because no man hath hired us. He saith unto them, Go ye also into the vineyard; and whatsoever is right, that shall ye receive.

8 So when even was come, the lord of the vineyard saith unto his steward, Call the labourers, and give them their hire, beginning from the last unto the first.

9 And when they came that were hired about the eleventh hour, they received every man a penny.

10 But when the first came, they supposed that they should have received more; and they likewise received every man a penny.

11 And when they had received it, they murmured against the goodman of the house,

12 Saying, These last have wrought but one hour, and thou hast made them equal unto us, which have borne the burden and heat of the day.

13 But he answered one of them, and said, Friend, I do thee no wrong: didst not thou agree with me for a penny?

14 Take that thine is, and go thy way: I will give unto this last, even as unto thee.

15 Is it not lawful for me to do what I will with mine own? Is thine eye evil, because I am good?

16 So the last shall be first, and the first last: for many be called, but few chosen.

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