John Wiegand both bashed me told me "I'm the worst ever" - even after I was crying on the church floor. But he also probably told me a big time hint on how to live for good..................

Update 7/4/2024 I'm just attacked by the apostolic christian church of america - pretty much. And even this attacker aka my latest apostolic christian church of america attacker 1/19/2024 the latest attack, years of me being attacked by these people. This attacker is calling me a compulsive liar, that I'm going to churches probably she says complaining about them all...........as I recall gist of what she said or he in their final attack of me "for jesus" 

 Some people in the apostolic christian church of america are alright................but often I was going to the bathroom crying over mean things people at this church were saying to me. That I've been so attacked on my blog over the years by members of the apostolic christian church of america -------- isn't making me out to be a "complaining crybaby bish" what I'm being called. 

If I am a worthless hoar

jesus didn't say "keep throwing stones at that hoar me" 

he said................

John 8:7-11 "So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her. And again he stooped down, and wrote on the ground. And they which heard it, being convicted by their own conscience, went out one by one, beginning at the eldest, even unto the last: and Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst. When Jesus had lifted up himself, and saw none but the woman, he said unto her, Woman, where are those thine accusers? hath no man condemned thee? She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more."

Church people should read John 8:7-11 and think to themselves "ok I won't throw stones at hoars" But most them JUST THROW STONES AT HOARS ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I DON'T ENJOY THOUGH

AND I DON'T HAVE TO BE ENJOYING BEING ATTACKED BY THE "SINLESS APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA" FOR YEARS 

AND THAT'S WHY THEY THROW STONES AT ME CAUSE THEY ACTUALLY BELIEVE THEY ARE WITHOUT SIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...............Their attacks on me over the years only prooves that many of them did say horrible things to me insulting me pretty often I was running to the bathroom at church crying. I didn't like it back then - clearly I don't enjoy stones being thrown at me by them "for jesus" these days. 

 John Wiegand both bashed me told me "I'm the worst ever" - even after I was crying on the church floor. But he also probably told me a big time hint on how to live for good..................

I can't say fully what his "hint" was

1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." - honour all men I can provide that bible verse as some sort of weird "hint" 

that's not me saying what he told me

what he told me

got me scratching my head so bad for so long

but finally I had a "a ha" moment

cause in band

in band

you gots chairs right - in rank

and when I was playing flute in band, in one the biggest jr. high bands in scottsdale arizona 

I got up to rank like 15 or so maybe it was like chair 12 out of around 30 flutists - the best in the state

well 

sometimes

the lower chaired flutest didn't even play the same sheet music for certain songs as the higher up chairs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

be me

stay in my lane 

is the gist of what I figured out

and my lane

my lane

no way am I ever "good enough" 

to be a member of the apostolic christian church of america

to even walk in their church anymore really

Matthew 20:16

So the last shall be first, and the first last: for many be called, but few chosen.

some the last gonna be "chosen"

and some the "first"

did the first do more

yeppo

I AIN'T THE 1ST THAT AIN'T MY "LANE" THAT'S THE "APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA'S"LANE, AND MANY OF YOU "LITTLE HOUSE ON THE PRARIE ONES" OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH YOU DONATE SO MUCH MONEY THEN ME MORE. 

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Matthew 20

King James Version

20 For the kingdom of heaven is like unto a man that is an householder, which went out early in the morning to hire labourers into his vineyard.

2 And when he had agreed with the labourers for a penny a day, he sent them into his vineyard.

3 And he went out about the third hour, and saw others standing idle in the marketplace,

4 And said unto them; Go ye also into the vineyard, and whatsoever is right I will give you. And they went their way.

5 Again he went out about the sixth and ninth hour, and did likewise.

6 And about the eleventh hour he went out, and found others standing idle, and saith unto them, Why stand ye here all the day idle?

7 They say unto him, Because no man hath hired us. He saith unto them, Go ye also into the vineyard; and whatsoever is right, that shall ye receive.

8 So when even was come, the lord of the vineyard saith unto his steward, Call the labourers, and give them their hire, beginning from the last unto the first.

9 And when they came that were hired about the eleventh hour, they received every man a penny.

10 But when the first came, they supposed that they should have received more; and they likewise received every man a penny.

11 And when they had received it, they murmured against the goodman of the house,

12 Saying, These last have wrought but one hour, and thou hast made them equal unto us, which have borne the burden and heat of the day.

13 But he answered one of them, and said, Friend, I do thee no wrong: didst not thou agree with me for a penny?

14 Take that thine is, and go thy way: I will give unto this last, even as unto thee.

15 Is it not lawful for me to do what I will with mine own? Is thine eye evil, because I am good?

16 So the last shall be first, and the first last: for many be called, but few chosen.

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