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Monday, December 28, 2020

Fresh video blog post: I am a bit of a Paula White fan. (and wish to not judge nobody not acca or accn churches etc.).....salvation is a process I believe, if your like me been hated been beat to a bloody pulp mercilessly for years and years and years and years by potentially several churches DON'T GIVE UP FOLLOWING JESUS.................god is mighty to save I can proove that...............

 Fresh video blog post: I am a bit of a Paula White fan. (and wish to not judge nobody not acca or accn churches etc.).....salvation is a process I believe, if your like me been hated been beat to a bloody pulp mercilessly for years and years and years and years by potentially several churches DON'T GIVE UP FOLLOWING JESUS.................god is mighty to save I can proove that...............

flipped my phone and messed the whole thing up but it's still a good video.

  It does not appear that neither the ACCN or the Apostolic christian church of america, understand the bible fully. They seem to actually deem themselves flawless after they repent. 1 John 1:8 "If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us." We supposed to ask god for "help" if we have a problem drinking to much for instance I just saying "for instance" many people battle something......pray to god for help........Luke 20:18 "Whosoever shall fall upon that stone shall be broken; but on whomsoever it shall fall, it will grind him to powder." 1 John 1:9 "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." I think this process is supposed to take most of a persons lifetime, it's not supposed to be instant "poof" now I am the perfect flawless saint NO..............long process pry. We need to have mercy with one another stop axes the hellllllllllllllll out of each other ------- especially me, geesh I feel anniliated to all hellllllllllllllllllllll by now. I feel annilliated and damned to hell.
  Other verses in the video above............
Romans 8:11-13" But if the Spirit of him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwell in you, he that raised up Christ from the dead shall also quicken your mortal bodies by his Spirit that dwelleth in you. Therefore, brethren, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live after the flesh. For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."
and.............
1 Corinthians 1:27 "But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;"
 So my song choice for this blog post --------- is Shawty gon' get that paper ----------- I guess like the bible ya : ) ----------- admitedly I go to tik tok a ton lately and I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee this song.......................
Shawty gon' get that paper - yessssssssssssssssssssssss
(my husband fully agree'd to donate this amount there was a $19 dollar donate option) 
I may donate again to this charity....................it's nice knowing your helping feed a baby for a month 😊 I like knowing I helped someone in someway each month 😊
https://www.savingmoses.org/
 And my husband bought me more yarn today to make more beanie hats 💓 I think my husband likes helping people out to, I'm pretty 100 billion percent he does. 
   I'm pretty "particular" with the type of charities I am fond of.................I'm into the charities where I know for a fact my donation will change a life for a whole month...........something about that??????


Sunday, December 27, 2020

Video blog post: God blows my mind regularly with what He's been doing in my life (mini testimony)...................................

Made this turquoise bracelet last night (it's a faux turquoise but real stone from JoAnns craft store, and died lava beads etc.)...................aka 5/4/2024 people quit clicking on my highlighted blog post for the week so now I just add "updates" on whatever blog posts are popular at the time..................

1 Corinthians 12:24\"For our comely parts have no need: but God hath tempered the body together, having given more abundant honour to that part which lacked."

Deuteronomy 3:24 "O Lord God, thou hast begun to shew thy servant thy greatness, and thy mighty hand: for what God is there in heaven or in earth, that can do according to thy works, and according to thy might?" Think of the actual might of god, I know our minds are blown right now. MINE TO!
   God wants to "show up and show off" 
in your lives to!
This song choice is easy for me......................................
https://www.donorschoose.org/
Mrs. Senn's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose............





Saturday, December 26, 2020

The future is women, take note it says that on one of the tv sets in this Justin Timberlake song - It should not be ok, the way the apostolic christian church of america has attacked me over the years you all should not be ok with that WOMEN SHOULD HAVE VALUE...........and they should NOT be kidnapped or rapped or sold into sex slavery!!!!!!!!!!!! All guys, sinner guys, non sinner guys should ALL value women more then that.............

   The future is women, take note it says that on one of the tv sets in this Justin Timberlake song - It should not be ok, the way the apostolic christian church of america has attacked me over the years you all should not be ok with that WOMEN SHOULD HAVE VALUE...........and they should NOT be kidnapped or rapped or sold into sex slavery!!!!!!!!!!!! All guys, sinner guys, non sinner guys should ALL value women more then that.............

Hate me all you want
the Illuminati has promised me a better future
I am woefully ready for this future 
for I am tired of not being valued
.26 into the justin timberlake song is a girl wearing a shirt that says "the future is female" ...............
(I include this photo of the zions harp sing......cause the ACCN even dresses like the apostolic christian church of america, there's no demarcafication line between the 2 looks wise.....ACCA also many of them wear hair down the girls do these days they've "modernised"....so that this brother titled the above video "Zions Harp Since 2017 ------ how am I just looking at this video going to know they are anything but the apostolic christian church of america?
"please don't write this here" 
aka please go away worthless piece of --------- girl
UPDATE THOUGH............this brother is trying to care at the moment. Maybe I'm not sure anymore, I'm not sure women have value ANYWHERE ANYMORE??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
   My frustration is intense at the moment. 
  Luke 12:7 "But even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not therefore: ye are of more value than many sparrows."
I have value, people should treat me as thus!
   And none 0 womens should be rapped, or killed, or freaking sold into sex slavery none 000000000000000000000000000
  

via GIPHY

 Maybe clean porn should be illegial and banned from exitance if they ain't going to treat women well!

 What is going on if you allow porns to not treat women well???????????

  women in porns, should be treated WELL

I realize most women do not take never no stand for the better treatment of women, ladies, because most women hate each other.........view each other as competition. Many of you do not like me because I am hotter then you and I realize it..............but you should care about the rights of alllllllllllll women. And women should care about each other and ask for change. Change in the porn industry - sheesh - change I don't know alllllllllllll over the place...........no guys should think in their heads ever that it's ok to rape a girl, lady, or sex slavery them NEVER WOMEN SHOULD BE VALUED. 

   And it don't matter if said girl is a porn star, or a hooker, or whatever. Women should be valued by all. 

bonus song................

I don't done even know what's going on in this world - besides sin, 
people need to knock that stuffs off for surely women should be valued BY ALL!
Isaiah 43:3-5 "For I am the Lord thy God, the Holy One of Israel, thy Saviour: I gave Egypt for thy ransom, Ethiopia and Seba for thee. Since thou wast precious in my sight, thou hast been honourable, and I have loved thee: therefore will I give men for thee, and people for thy life. Fear not: for I am with thee: I will bring thy seed from the east, and gather thee from the west;" Men and women in Isaiah 43:3-5 not just men, both precious. VALUABLE. 
 Don't worry much though the illuminati will fix this. The illuminati will somehow make women, girls and ladies valuable again. I have great confidence in the illuminati.........they are going to come through for me, hopefully soon. 
God will to. 
But you know......and the illuminati will. 




Friday, December 25, 2020

Pastor on christian radio said "if you aren't hyped for the return of the lord your soul isn't doing good" Well I think I am mega hyped for the return of the lord but my "excitement" is due to Jesus being out of his mind (or so I estimate) since how he'll be dripping with blood (I imagine him with the same crazed look in his eye's Ozzy had the day he bitted the head of a bat THAT'S EXCITING) Titus 2:13 "Looking for that blessed hope, and the glorious appearing of the great God and our Saviour Jesus Christ;" Is that why you are all "pee your pants" hyped for the return of the lord as well???????????..............

Pastor on christian radio said "if you aren't hyped for the return of the lord your soul isn't doing good" Well I think I am mega hyped for the return of the lord but my "excitement" is due to Jesus being out of his mind (or so I estimate) since how he'll be dripping with blood (I imagine him with the same crazed look in his eye's Ozzy had the day he bitted the head of a bat THAT'S EXCITING) Titus 2:13 "Looking for that blessed hope, and the glorious appearing of the great God and our Saviour Jesus Christ;" Is that why you are all "pee your pants" hyped for the return of the lord as well???????????..........

via GIPHY

   Cause like if your like hyped right to go up to heaven like "pee your pants" level else you know your soul pry isn't doing good (that's how it appears to be "out there" from what I can gather from how excited many pastors over the years have told me I should be aka "pee my pants excited" for the return of the lord. How's that work out if like you like might have to like uhhhhhhh talk about bible verses all day I imagine, and like clean buildings, and cook food..........cause you know you need to be like holy like a ton all the time. And pry like nothing else one can do...................................I mean......................besides like fencing to prepare for armageddon. I mean gasp you wouldn't want to be one of the "uncomely" parts of the body of christ GASP (that's me being sarcastic - I have to say I'm being sarcastic cause people don't have sense of humours no more out there)
    Like I recogn no fun time - cause your preparing for armageddon. So like "down time" when your not sword fighting and crawling in the mud under "trip wires" you pry have to like be like speaking the bible or cleaning, or cooking food.............I'm pretty 100% about that.........cause like Jesus is like drip blood serious about armageddon. Though he according to the bible is going to annihilate all kinds of lucifers people with a sword coming out of his mouth.....................(but if he's that crazed....................wouldn't he then have us crawling through trip wires in heaven in the mud????????????????????????????????????????? ) Have I done watched Rambo movies to many times???????.........
    Revelation 19:12-21 "His eyes were as a flame of fire, and on his head were many crowns; and he had a name written, that no man knew, but he himself. And he was clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of God. And the armies which were in heaven followed him upon white horses, clothed in fine linen, white and clean. And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God. And he hath on his vesture and on his thigh a name written, King Of Kings, And Lord Of Lords. And I saw an angel standing in the sun; and he cried with a loud voice, saying to all the fowls that fly in the midst of heaven, Come and gather yourselves together unto the supper of the great God; That ye may eat the flesh of kings, and the flesh of captains, and the flesh of mighty men, and the flesh of horses, and of them that sit on them, and the flesh of all men, both free and bond, both small and great. And I saw the beast, and the kings of the earth, and their armies, gathered together to make war against him that sat on the horse, and against his army. And the beast was taken, and with him the false prophet that wrought miracles before him, with which he deceived them that had received the mark of the beast, and them that worshipped his image. These both were cast alive into a lake of fire burning with brimstone. And the remnant were slain with the sword of him that sat upon the horse, which sword proceeded out of his mouth: and all the fowls were filled with their flesh."
   And even if Jesus is done killing everyone with this sword coming out of his mouth. Wouldn't there be some "preparations" for us to minister to the people left on earth that Jesus didn't kill with the sword coming out of his mouth????????????????????????????? That pry actually entails, hours and hours and hours and hours a day of boring pastors cause most pastors are boring...............talking, talking, talking, talking, talking, talking................
  Naw that can't be it (you all can't be looking forward to boring sermons), you must all secret time be goths. 
(Above is picture of the stain glass piece of art I have in my window. I imagine daily a crazed out of his mind maniac Lord riding this horse someday...................that's exciting.)
But I prefer 0 of lucifer's people to die. I mean they gonna be at armagedon to try and defend their chance for a decent afterlife..........who could blame them for trying to have a decent afterlife?
  Peace is the best option, I feel. I think Jesus could wager something with lucifer and his people..................maybe give them building supplies for some houses in hell some decency???????????????? Something something (like bricks, bricks are fire proof and would shield people from heat, allow for them to have some decency and a good nights sleep). By "decency" you can imagine what I'm referencing...................... Houses provide "decency" do they not? 
   Really is the only option to kill them all????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
  But I do look forward to the return of the lord...............cause I do believe we will see "crazed out of his mind Jesus" and that should be at the very least be something to see. 
   I can't imagine people raptured are going to "work jesus" up that bad????????????? I'll try and steer that ship a better peaceful direction. 
   Peace even the bible says peace is the way..................
Matthew 5:9 "Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God."
   Jesus I do believe in a real way is about to "go off the rails on a crazy train aye aye aye aye........................................but I go with this song..............
   Maybe Lucifers people though drove the lord to it (they like drove him bats out of his mind I'm saying)? Cause he gave them so much of a chance, to repent of their sins. 


Romans 10:9
That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.

  According to Romans 10:9 confess and believe and bamn saved.......not even hard that is Romans 10:9. 

Link if you to wish to donate to the NAACP and support the betterment of Black American lives......

https://naacp.org/  


I am going nowhere today, as far as I know, and I look cute so I incude pic. 

Wednesday, December 23, 2020

It's good to be "comely" if it wasn't it wouldn't be mentioned in the bible 1 Corinthians 12:23 "And those members of the body, which we think to be less honourable, upon these we bestow more abundant honour; and our uncomely parts have more abundant comeliness." I don't feel society should expect people to be happy all of the time, but chipperiness is comely it is.................

 It's good to be "comely" if it wasn't it wouldn't be mentioned in the bible 1 Corinthians 12:23 "And those members of the body, which we think to be less honourable, upon these we bestow more abundant honour; and our uncomely parts have more abundant comeliness." I don't feel society should expect people to be happy all of the time, but chipperiness is comely it is.................

  I'm in a good mood today..............I include pics why I in a good mood. My husband he's back from the hospital thanks for the prayers. (he had pnuemonia at the same time as covid-19 and that is why he had to go to the hospital). 
  Hindsight is 20/20 no wonder my mom wanted more expensive gifts from me this year, just look at the safe to say $50 or more she spent on me this christmas easy..............pry more like $70 including a fancy tin of chocolates that me and the kids already ate....................
(this one I have salt in it, to get rid of any "bad vibes", and a candle but I will pry add rocks in it, just take me a minute to figure out what rocks I want to put in it, maybe a little elf to??????????)
The littlier lantern in the super expensive lantern set my parents got me for christmasI put on my computer shelf.....amongts some rocks and candles 😁👍
I just included the neighboring computer shelf in this photo collage, so you can imagine the full effect.........a happy little lighted up rock land of happy time 😁
And these arrived in the mail today, they are rose quartz which supposedly is supposed to make you like love people more....and/or people to love you more. Worth a try!!!!!!!!!!
They ended up being a bit on the small side........butttttttttt...........I having my husband buy me some fish tubing.........and then I trap some in a tube, then I make net style bracelet..........incorporating several tiny rose quartz rocks per bracelet...............
Hubba Bubba Time hahahahhaha 😂

I mean get ready to love me so bad....................

Being thankful is comely to, 
l letting ya all know what's comely
me the comely expert and everything hahahahah 💓💓💓💓💓
1 Thessalonians 5:18 "In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you." When people attack me that's a chance for me to shine, shine in honouring them on my blog, and doing good to them if only in honoring them but you know I giving my enemies money each week so (or I am as of this blog post - I donate money on post in the year 2008 right now...........I have no idea how long I will keep this up?????)...................
  And humble myself. Everytime I'm attacked is a chance to humble myself. 
    I ain't the "biggest thing on this earth" afterall like many of you above me....................
I am the dink of this planet and other planets as well I am of the last! 
As it should be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you all take the "high rooms" in life
thank god
I well sitting in the LAST ROOM YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Luke 14:10 "But when thou art bidden, go and sit down in the lowest room; that when he that bade thee cometh, he may say unto thee, Friend, go up higher: then shalt thou have worship in the presence of them that sit at meat with thee." 
  And ya Jesus didn't have any comeliness to him but clearly we are supposed to have comeliness and not like or stay like the lord in "that way" cause if we weren't comely what would anybody want to follow Jesus for???????????? Isaiah 53:2 "For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground: he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him." We are for sure supposed to be comely cause bible done says 1 Corinthians 12:23 "And those members of the body, which we think to be less honourable, upon these we bestow more abundant honour; and our uncomely parts have more abundant comeliness." I definately though billions believe that Jesus brought a "type" of comeliness upon himself by hanging out at bars.........well to some people..........to the sinners he was on the earth to save.  But I think a "real" type of comliness eventually was upon him. Even if he didn't "look" comely. Which he for sure was while going to those bars wearing his totally not cool robe, he was definately not wearing the robes the "cool kids" were wearing..........his robe pry was like so like 2 decades ago!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great day comely people's 👄

Friday, December 18, 2020

Joel Osteen said God won't move you up in life until your fully ready to be "moved up" in life..............until your at that point that you can really show mercy to your enemies and love them. Joseph was placed in a leadership role truelly because god saw that he was ready................

   Once I was heavily about getting revenge (mostly back when I was a practicing witch - witch craft doing). But last night watching Joel Osteen he was totally right, mercy is "the thing to do" Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy." Like if god was ever to "move me up" in life it would be horrible for me to "exact revenge" on people all the sudden and I wouldn't want to be that way, I wouldn't want to hold onto anger etc.
   I told my parents, I view myself as a "servant of the people" (now whether I am a "quality" servant of the people or a very bad one ------ I mean I'll full out say it, people have complained on my blog that I post "worldly songs" I am open about how stinky I actually am 1 Corinthians 15:9 "For I am the least of the apostles, that am not meet to be called an apostle, because I persecuted the church of God." I'm definately NOT saying I'm a apostle at all, I'm just "down there" "way down there" waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay down there. Refer to the previous blog post where I'm talking about taking the "low room" in life and how I view being goth as one of the "low rooms" (Luke 14:10) https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/12/video-blog-post-one-day-at-store-some.html
  That's allllllllllllllll people I been gunning to "serve" LGBTQ, all races of people, like all people I want to be a servant of the people. That doesn't mean I don't want to be famous...........don't get me wrong. man let me tell you all
A fool such as myself could really "have it all"
IT'S POSSIBLE!
But I don't estimate it would happen if I was "vengeful" If I was proud or highminded. 

  The will of god isn't that we exact "revenge" on each other. The will of god I truelly believe is that everyone come to repentance and be saved. 2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
  Did Josephs brother's do joseph wrong? ya
Was Joseph so wronged he could've exacted revenge...........and maybe at least get some sympathy from some folks since how he was what thrown in a lions den.......potentially. (or some pit he was thrown in, I think there was lions there?)
  But the time for joseph to witness of the love of god to his brothers, was exactly the moment when instead of revenge, joseph choose mercy. 

Genesis 44:1-2 "And he commanded the steward of his house, saying, Fill the men's sacks with food, as much as they can carry, and put every man's money in his sack's mouth. And put my cup, the silver cup, in the sack's mouth of the youngest, and his corn money. And he did according to the word that Joseph had spoken." 
  Joel Osteen said God won't move you up in life until your fully ready to be "moved up" in life..............until  your at that point that you can really show mercy to your enemies and love them. Joseph was placed in a leadership role truelly because god saw that he was ready. 
 hmmmmmm what song for this one????????/................uhhhhhhhhh just don't listen to the lyrics uhhhhhhhhhh I'M LIKELY A TRAD GOTH (cough with vampire uhhhhh uhhhhh)....................ya let's play "master and servants"..............
THE WAY UP IN LIFE IS VIA "GOING DOWN" 
IN HUMILITY 
LIKE JESUS
Philippians 2:8 "And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross."



Thursday, December 17, 2020

Video blog post: I spent $30 on a very expensive gift for my mom today to honor my parents so that I live long on the earth. Cause my 1st (two) gifts I bought her her reply was I quote "fertilizer? stickers? plant spikes? I don't know. Really? Oh honey!" - she hasn't seen these gifts and I didn't fully even tell her what they were........

I spent $30 on a very expensive gift for my mom today to honor my parents so that I live long on the earth. Cause my 1st (two) gifts I bought her her reply was I quote "fertilizer? stickers? plant spikes? I don't know. Really? Oh honey!" - she hasn't seen these gifts and I didn't fully even tell her what they were.......

  For now on out I'm just going to have to send her pics of each gift I buy her and the price tag tell that so that she can better access that it's "good enough" or not. Don't worry people she'll let me know if my gifts aren't good enough. 
  My parents aren't that much like me...........so I struggle with buying gifts for them. I told my mom far as I know all she likes is gardening, and asked her "am I wrong?"
  But I solved the problem cause I spent $30 on this.........
   My mom then e-mailed me.............." Honey, please, I don't want you spending money on me. Please stop. I love you and don't need gifts. I don't. I'm fine. I'm okay. Please stop." My reply - "it is much to late mom I clicked the purchase button."
  Bible says honour your parents else you live a short life looks to be.......................Ephesians 6:1-3" Children, obey your parents in the Lord: for this is right. Honour thy father and mother; which is the first commandment with promise; That it may be well with thee, and thou mayest live long on the earth."
   We should buy our parents "good enough" gifts to honour them.......especially if we directly hear them e-mail us laughing at the gifts we already bought them. Cause after reading my mom saying "fertilizer? stickers? plant spikes? i don't know. Really? Oh honey!" It was clear to me then that none of the gifts I had bought her thus far this christmas were remotedly "good enough" and definately not honoring my mom.............I must spend $30-50 I feel now on out to adequately honor my parents, and I should, I should spend around $200 a year on my parents for gifts for mothers day, fathers day, birthdays..........I will try harder this year. 
I'm not trying to live some short life and get cancer bad and die bad. (my condolences to those with cancer bad and dieing bad right now - that stinks for sure)
   Many people in my mom's side of the family got cancer bad and died mega bad. One of my main childhood memories is going to Mc Donalds outside of a hospital. Because one of my mom's family members was dieing of cancer so spectacularly bad, neither of my parents wanted none of us to "see that" ----------- weekends after weekends late at night...........little mini me..................on a carosel I think sitting on grimaces back I was - grimace was a part of the carosel at any rate????? Hours seemed around and around and around I went sitting on grimaces back. And little mini me, was pretty goth, pretty severely goth truth be known, and I always wanted all the details, how bad was the cancer, was she bloated??????????? Was she turning green??????????????? Was her skin peeling off?????????
   And then I was at my grandma's death bed hours before she died, and she died of cancer baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad - she smoked cigarette's for years. 
   I became determined that I wasn't about to die of cancer bad if I could help it...............that I was going to do allllllllllllllll I could do to not die of cancer bad!
  That one relative of my mom, most my life I had a image of this lady.......dieing of cancer bad.............man little mini me's imagination was something else that's what I going to say. To this day you couldn't tell me ---- one of my mom's family members wasn't like bloated and green, with like skin peeling off. And have me like believe you. Cause little mini me was soooooooooooooooooooooooo sure that was actually what was happening to one of my mom's relatives.  It totally had to of been though ACTUALLY that bad. 
  Update on my husband with covid 19 he's well on his way to recovery 😁👍 - thank you for the prayers. 
   And I filmed myself singing this song like a day or to ago.......................
My rendition of "No tears left to cry" 
by Ariana Grande.................
Have a great day!






Wednesday, December 16, 2020

Video blog post: One day at the store some young people said "oh she is a GOTH" (they way they said goth, like it was a "less then" thing to be I really liked that - for myself I do like : ) Luke 14:10 "But when thou art bidden, go and sit down in the lowest room; that when he that bade thee cometh, he may say unto thee, Friend, go up higher: then shalt thou have worship in the presence of them that sit at meat with thee."............

  Video blog post: One day at the store some young people said "oh she is a GOTH" (they way they said goth, like it was a "less then" thing to be I really liked that - for myself I do like : ) Luke 14:10 "But when thou art bidden, go and sit down in the lowest room; that when he that bade thee cometh, he may say unto thee, Friend, go up higher: then shalt thou have worship in the presence of them that sit at meat with thee."............

  As a goth facts you can just be a attention whore. Which I've been accused by family members and non family both of being a attention whore - ya I openly am a attention whore I took one of the "lowest rooms" in life on purpose! Luke 1:52 "He hath put down the mighty from their seats, and exalted them of low degree." The "way up" in life isn't what people think it is...............it's going down, it's humbling yourself. Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:"
 I don't know right now if I'm living my bestestest life ever as a "all star in the dope show" at the moment????????????????? I might have to get better at doing my goth makeup!
The pretty ones want to get you high
but they will leave you low and blow your mind for reals!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
They left me low "back in the day" 
Thank God I'm the crypt keeper!
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Thursday, December 10, 2020

I'm going to try and squash "vaccine fear" with a video that explains how all the covid 19 vaccines will work. God doesn't want us to be a "fearful" people Revelation 21:8 "But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death."............

   I'm going to try and squash "vaccine fear" with a video that explains how all the covid 19 vaccines will work. God doesn't want us to be a "fearful" people Revelation 21:8 "But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death."
   Mark 16:18 "They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover."   
  I've been told the first batch of vaccines has a aborted male babies lung tissue replicated billions of times in it. And so there are people in the body of christ booing the 1st batch of vaccines. I have no idea if other batches of the covid 19 vaccines will also be like that - I imagine they won't????????????????
  For me
1st and foremost as a citizen of the like world (I hope to travel someday)
I owe it to mankind to protect the living
..............so if all the vaccines have this one aborted boys lung cells in them replicated billions of times, I gonna take it for the greater good. 
   And someone in my family said, that the vaccine, can take the holy spirit out of you, because of the rna in it that messes with your dna...................but I feel things are explained well in the video above. 
  Romans 8:38-39 "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."  - that's 0 nothing nada
  I realize most people are chickens out there, not me. I'm decidedly not a chicken. I was like one day bit by a poisonous water mocassin, I don't advice anybody do what I did.............I was at a favorite lake, water tubing with friends one summer. I saw some nice pretty many colored snakes along side the river...........decided to take a break from water tubing go visit some snakes. Then I decided I was going to pick one up ------ explaining to my friends that I used to have garden snakes for pets all the time that I'm a "snake expert". Well this here water mocassin, almost ALMOST FOR REALS let me pet him.............he definately paused after I picked him up..............and as I reached to pet him............he turns and BITES ME. (he bited me right between my thumb and pointer finger................I sucked the venom out having watched to many "action movies" as a kid, right away as if I was Rambo himself). 
   Well then we had to walk upstream cause that's what we did at this lake 15 minute walk, to the car. Far away from any hospital. For weeks I was sure something might happen to my liver or something. Besides being dizzy......................I was fine. 


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  LIke there is a saying "the only thing to fear is fear itself" My song choices for my blog are often "deep and thought provoking".......................my total mood this moment..................

PLEASE DON'T BE CHICKEN SISSIES!
Take at least 1 of the covid 19 vaccines, 
I mean take you pick. 
 update: Me and 3 teens in my house don't have any corona symptoms. My husband is now in the hospital on the drugs that they gave Donald Trump, and they are keeping him at the hospital 5 days to monitor him. 


Tuesday, December 8, 2020

video blog post: Today I made a effort to forge some peace with the Apostolic Christian church of america...................I mean I don't like when they attack me, I'd rather not be their enemy like I am it's no fun, but I can't accept "commandments of men" not even one so I'm in "a fix"....................

  Today I made a effort to forge some peace with the Apostolic Christian church of america...................I mean I don't like when they attack me, I'd rather not be their enemy like I am it's no fun, but I can't accept "commandments of men" not even one so I'm in "a fix".

    I believe in wearing way more then just wedding rings, I believe in costume jewelry so much I have a entire "costume jewelry doctrine" on my blog in more then one post even Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled."
  In this you tube video of mine, I give thanks basically for my weaknesses (one of them is I sometimes like jewelry) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hm1FK0oQ6qA
  To have be "lowly of spirit" it's really a great thing, well if I didn't have a weakness in that I sometimes like jewelry maybe then I'd have some confidence in my flesh?????? In my eye's what others might judge me for as 👎 boo time, I give thanks to god for. Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
On this video of chad's I posted............................https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asm-gzSsS4c
Queen Sheri1 hour ago (edited)
""""""You should love me even though you want to decapitate my head from my body and prance through the streets with it, because I have for months now donated money to your church. Cause I'm supposed to love my enemies and you are my main enemies (I'm hard at work trying to become a actual celebrity and turn things around in my life for the better) Matthew 5:20 "For I say unto you, That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven." This "exceeding" level of righteousness does entail loving our enemies. You know what I've found.................I look danged good with my efforts to honour your church and now your church members all the while I've mostly been man put through hellllllllllllllll by you all. And some you been fake nice........but love. IF YOU LOVE ME , you shouldn't be ok when your church members or even anybody attacks me on the internet. I have nobody looking out for me, nobody caring about me right now, some people should. Some people should love me. Those people could be you??????????? Your righteousness can exceed that of the pharisee's I have faith in you all --- though you all think super low of me. I accept jesus as my lord and savior he is the lord, and I do love lucifer as well.""""""""
    If I didn't wear jewelry and had my hair in a bun all the time, and suits etc. like how the apostolic christian church of america people dress........and I know modest clothing is thumbs up 👍 and that lately I have been "pushing the envelope" but keeping my crop tops modest with jackets over them, except on my instagram cause I'm a bodybuilder and I been doing "bodybuilding progress pics". If I dressed like the people of that church I PRY WOULD HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MY FLESH..........Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh."
  I'm now swinging back to the LGBTQ and standing up for them more.............I think they could be poor in spirit to. We need a lovingier world, I am sure of this. yes I am wishing for a more "loving world" so that I myself will be more loved. 
  So I am greedy some. 
  I include this video because I am a "cleverian" I know "oh thems my enemies, wait a second they could become my allies" (you know the aposotlic christian church of america)
 I cracked it in my head to weezle a subscription box.........................thank god I am very clever..................
 You might think "but sheri don't you need enemies though" naw I'm fine, I've had enough enemies for my lifetime............I'm good!!!!!!!!!!! I'm ready to be famous now 😁
(ps.....I am a "natural witch" but I don't do witchcraft anymore......I repented. I still collect wear and in general enjoy rocks still. But unfortunately as a Christian I've been told I must hate myself...or at least look like I hate witch paraphernalia..um I don't though.) I'll use the sage stick sometimes my husband is in a baaaaaaad mood. I do dislike "old occult me" rock loving Jesus loving and Lucifer loving me of today I sorta dig.

We all "go down" one way or another in life, whether that's on our knee's in prayer, or the other way. Or if your special both 😉
  All the way down and all the way up............both at the same time for me.........I believe.............and all things are possible for he who "believeth".............
me ------ hit's the elevator buttons..............

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Video blog post: I need to immortalize what I said about honouring all men today that definately includes Carissa Bennett and Rosemary Raplar, and that includes poor people..................myself being poor...........that's why I don't have many friends...................

Video blog post: I need to immortalize what I said about honouring all men today that definately includes Carissa Bennett and Rosemary Raplar, and that includes poor people..................myself being poor...........that's why I don't have many friends...................
   I'm afraid these ladies will indeed delete their replies, I would think they would that they would want to "have some dignity".........but I said some important stuff in reply to the as of 11:56 a.m. on 12/8.2020 the last comment made by Rosemary Raplar if she makes more comments who knows?................
Rosemary Raplar1 day ago
@Queen Sheri I wish you were my neighbor we would read the Bible together. Riches do not bring the best of friends. I'd rather have one good friend than hundred who know I have money. All throughout the Bible God worked with the poor. I'd rather be poor than rich. I don't want to end up like the rich man in hell! Read, read READ the Bible. God will be your best friend. PS I don't know how to highlight comments. I must have accidentally push something while scrolling through.
   My replies I wish to immortalize, I am very afraid these ladies will delete their comments and if they did my replies would also be deleted.
@Rosemary Raplar You must be one of them, types that don't need friends. I'm not like that, I'm one of them "Extroverted" persona's. Both my best friends moved away from me, and one of them I quitted being friends with because she was a flee-r of the law, like I searched free search her records, and her and her husband sure enough had some "court alert" on them.......and then there was lists of their "accomplises" --------- my ex-best friend looks to be did realistate fraud repeatedly (buying houses that were broken from all I can piece together, and then selling them under "false pretenses" that things were working in said houses that weren't). They clean fled the state of georgia and they told us they weren't supposed to be in my state..........and then they just stayed in my state for months. I think they still are in my state.........just fleeing the law full out. And then my other best friend she just moved to far away. I need lot's of attention.............i am one of them "types" that thrives in life having lot's of social interation, "covid 19 time of life" has been real hard on me.
@Rosemary Raplar Not only am I a "extrovert" persona, on a scale of 1-10 --------- the level of crisis of how much I need to be famous soon is 10. I need for people to love me. And I need a ton of people to love me, like most of the entire planet. Cause I need my life to be better..........I need to not wake up in the morning anymore dreading who's going to attack me now on my blog or on you tube etc. I need to be able to wake up in the morning and know "yes, people love me out there" ----------------- I need like a better life for reals, I need more friends like bad, and by more I mean a fame amount. That's what it's going to take for people to really love me, I believe. I believe I need to "blow up" all kinds on this earth..........that I NEED THAT.
@Rosemary Raplar I think though in heaven (nobody may be reading this this may be a "discussion I'm having with myself" we will need to speak to one another, so I disagree with the idea of even a "few friends and god" SHOULD NOT WE LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS CHRISTIANS AND DON'T THAT ENTAIL A FEW MORE FRIENDS THEN 1 OR TWO ON THIS EARTH? When you said..... """@Queen Sheri I wish you were my neighbor we would read the Bible together. Riches do not bring the best of friends. I'd rather have one good friend than hundred who know I have money. All throughout the Bible God worked with the poor. I'd rather be poor than rich. I don't want to end up like the rich man in hell! Read, read READ the Bible. God will be your best friend."""" One or 2..........................we are supposed to all love each other in heaven. There is something wrong with this "idea" out there that "ooooooooooooooh if most people hate my guts and attack me all the time on my you tube and my instagram and my facebook and my blog that's fine I have god for a friend, or two friends or one friend and god" WHAT???????????????? Very few are apostles according to the bible...........1 Corinthians 12:29 "Are all apostles? are all prophets? are all teachers? are all workers of miracles?" But even they had a fair amount of friends that apostles in the bible did. Romans 13:8 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law." More would they do then wish they could be your next door neighbor and bible study with you, they would really TRY. They would really really love. More then just 1 or two comments on someones blog ------ I'M TELLING YOU THE BODY OF CHRIST USED TO REALLY LOVE EACH OTHER. Paul said....................2 Corinthians 12:15 "And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved."
Also is paul and other apostles supposed to be the only ones that 2 Corinthians 12:15 "And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved." Well if they are, and your 2 comments on my blog are "sufficient" in the eye's of the body of christ. Well then how is the anybody going to look at any christians anywhere and see love.........................if it is soooooooooooooooooooo ok to neglect me this much??????????? James 2:5-7 5 Hearken, my beloved brethren, Hath not God chosen the poor of this world rich in faith, and heirs of the kingdom which he hath promised to them that love him? 6 But ye have despised the poor. Do not rich men oppress you, and draw you before the judgment seats? You tell me Rosemary Raplar that my poor self being despised by the body of christ is plenty ok. But it should NOT BE OK. I should have a abundance of friends, whether I be a apostle or not. (honest I ain't even sure somedays..............I feel I am "like paul" and I have been for years...........but I could be imagining things???????)
A few minutes later I had more to say.........................................
  When you told me Rosemary "you poor thing" Whether you were addressing a apostle or not...................... are those words the words to address EITHER a apostle or a normal christian? Philippians 2:3 "Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves." Or where you bashing me to get some "glory" for yourself of some sort?????????? Is your glory glorious now????????????? IF you were indeed trying to bash me to obtain some sort of "glory" for yourself???????????
@Rosemary Raplar Though I know I am not perfect I may of said things I shouldn't of said to you I am sorry for that. You pry are "on the bar" as they say, super high up at your church. I am not like you in that way I on my blog openly declare myself the last of the body of christ (with jesus being below me he beat me, barely Revelation 22:13 "I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last." I'm a touch sad about him beating me as "the last" but I'll get over it. I have a real point, the earth is watching are they doing to see a "loving church" or not you recogn by a bunch of judgy comments on my blog???????????? If you hate me fine, but then you should love the body of christ enough to think about how you speak to me 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." Whether they be christian or not. I am christian. That's why I'm hated this bad, but I do love lucifer as well and hope someday lucifers people will love me CAUSE I NEED TO BE LOVED BY SOME PEOPLE SOMEWHERE.



Sunday, December 6, 2020

Video blog post: I've been attacked on you tube a ton, for saying I want to be famous and rich I WANT FRIENDS Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour." It's not a crime to want friends......................

  I've been attacked on you tube a ton, for saying I want to be famous and rich I WANT FRIENDS Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour." It's not a crime to want friends.....................

video I'm attacked on a slew in the comments section 
cause I said I want to be famous and rich on this you tube video...........
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ew2hC62c5vA
 
 I mean is life a walk up or a fall down??????????? I sure hope it's a walk up. I here trying to scale that there mountain. Romans 8:39 "Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." Amen Romans 8:39 AMEN. 
  That's height
or depth
 I'm in the depth right now. I been told by some people to not give up ------ they are right. 
  I ain't the type to settle for mediocrity in my life either. 
I'm driven
I'm on fire
I want to hit the top of the mountain of life and feel that nice fresh air............

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Saturday, December 5, 2020

Video blog post: Are christians really supposed to be able to "get" covid 19? What if you all is getting covid 19 (I'm talking about christians) CAUSE YOU BEEN DONE BRAINWASHED? Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues."

   This blog post is only me "surmising" not me judging on or hating any people. Heavens no, I wouldn't want to judge people after I myself have been judged so extremely by so many over the years. (many nice people have died of Covid 19 that sheesh look to be to me like they's done going to heaven so)
Are christians really supposed to be able to "get" covid 19? What if you all is getting covid 19 (I'm talking about christians) CAUSE YOU BEEN DONE BRAINWASHED? Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues."
I mean what does Revelation 18:4 say???????????? Does revelation 18:4 say you will be sick all the time with covid-19 just stuck going to the hospital again and again and again.........uh no.
I'm watching this chat at "Speakers corner" it's got me thinking all kinds this morning..............
What if???????????????
We just stop wearing makeup mostly - like "come out of her my people" - I'm not going to count natural makeup I just ain't, if it done looks natural it's like it doesn't exist. And I also ain't counting my 24 lipstick buisiness cause that is to protect my lips from chapping bad. So it ain't even makeup then, it's "chapped lip prevention that happens to be tinted"
stop listening to worldly music - that be ruff for me but I'd prefer that over coronavirus anyday
stop caring so bad about what we wear, stop caring so much about fashion
I'm talking about really coming out of "her" and we know who "her" is the world, the worlds system, the harlot, babylon.
Stop being ladies in red dresses
which leggings are better anyways #gym life

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This photo depicts "her" "babylon" the ingredients of her look, but also it's a lifestyle to of worldly music, and uhhhhhhh but lot of looks based it is.
The makeup
the jewelry
the fancy attire
  I ain't talking about natural looking makeup, I ain't talking about necessarily cheap costume jewelry or hippy jewelry is what I'm calling it. 
  I'm talking about that look that this world 👍 a ton. This super polished, look, that will get you many jobs pry, and it will get you many things in this world probably. It will probably get you many followers on you tube yes probably many many many. 
But looking like the lady in the giphy above might could get a person COVID-19!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIKES!
Cause In revelations it's saying come out of her that you receive not of her plagues, it's not saying.......................if you don't stay in her you done going to get sick tons is it. Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues."
  We need to come out of this stuffs 1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." This harlot babylon system we need to "come out of her"
   Maybe even bodybuilding progess pics......................hard for me, cause right now.............trapped in the house like this...............................if I didn't post up bodybuilding progress picks on my instagram I'd have nothing to post up on instagram. Cause I've been trapped in my house all year, I went boating 1 day. And I've maybe went on 5-10 hikes with my family.....................getting a car full of teens to thumbs up going for a hike is not always a easy feat to make happen.
My whole year has been, reading my bible
lifting weights
and lately eating more vegan......................wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy lowering the amount of cheese I'm eating. Grease foods have been what has put the weight on me.........
grease in burgers
grease in french fries
and cheese
you all in america fellow american's you should think for a second about how much cheese you all likes to eat on your pizza's........that ain't good.
That's to much cheese.

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  I mean fellow american's really the giphy above that looks like health all kinds for your arteries??????????? I mean I ain't trying to forbid the eating of meat..............hey kill yourselves bad all you want.
  Kill yourselves baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad all you want. 1 Timothy 4:3 "Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth." I wish to not stop you at all. Heaven forbid I would do 1 Timothy 4:3
  Cause "god hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth" The united states of america is obese due to your diets, and you know it. 
you know it
you are dyeing
you are dyeing
you are dyeing united states of america 
right now
last I heard yesterday 2,804 deaths in 1 day that's a lot
https://www.theguardian.com/world/2020/dec/03/us-logs-a-record-3157-coronavirus-deaths-in-one-day
you think what is really killing you is covid-19?
I think it's pizza!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but don't let me stop you noooo
please do
eat tons of greasy laiden meat that is clogging your arteries
and tons of artery clogging cheese
please continue 
go ahead and kill yourselves because god "god hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth"
I mean the meats in america
THEY IS GREASY YO'S!!!!!!!!!!
maybe I'd feel different 
if I wasn't battling my weight still due to stink american diet that I had been on
maybe I'd feel different
if your meat wasn't GREASY!
update:.................


Thursday, December 3, 2020

Video blog post: "Replacement theologist" I don't want to be "replaced" I accept Jesus as my Lord and Savior (but I still love satan, I am a goth) I in a stepford wives world and I'm Bette Midler..............I don't want to be replaced I really don't..........

(I can't wear makeup wouldn't want to be a Jezebel ----- sarcasm I'd love to be a jezebel but that would hurt my ministry mostly because people stink, not cause there's anything wrong with makeup Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled." I've been mostly nothing but beaten down my whole life)
"Replacement theologist" I don't want to be "replaced" I accept Jesus as my Lord and Savior (but I still love satan, I am a goth) I in a stepford wives world and I'm Bette Midler..............I don't want to be replace I really don't. Romans 11:24 "For if thou wert cut out of the olive tree which is wild by nature, and wert grafted contrary to nature into a good olive tree: how much more shall these, which be the natural branches, be grafted into their own olive tree?"

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1 Corinthians 15:58 "Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord."

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Pic of the buffness of my legs today gratis the photoball.