I don't try to judge anymore, cause only God knows the real motives of people, NOT ME............Matthew 7:1 "Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again. And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye?".........

  Update 9/19/2025 I got to wear short sleeve shirt - to make changing the bandage easier on my arm. I'm wearing this skirt with some jean leggings, which makes it a "girl look".................

  I'm taking off the scarf around my neck though that ain't working for the look. (bottom of my shirt in pic is wet cause it got dirt on it, I was re-potting houseplants). 

   I kind of feel like bozo the clown today. I'm not always feeling "like a girl" born a girl real girl ya, but my whole life I've been told "be a man" don't cry, don't complain, your being a bish then. Shut up, let everyone abuse you sheri don't be a cry baby bish. 

  I DON'T FEEL LIKE A GIRL OR LADY OR NONE OF THAT I MOST THE TIME FEEL LIKE A MAN. 

 According to the elder of the apostolic christian church of america that told me I'm "the worst ever" several times for sheesh 20 minutes straight or more, just again and again again while I was crying on the floor he kept meanly saying to me "your the worst ever" I'm the cause of every sin that everyone commits on the whole of eternity according to that elder of the apostolic christian church of america and what was the oregon city apostolic christian church of america CAUSE THEY COULD HEAR ME CRYING AND THE ELDER SAYING THAT TO ME SAFE TO SAY HE WASN'T THAT QUITE ABOUT IT. He had to be loud I was crying a lot. 

Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God."

  But we do impact people around us, whether christian or not...........we all do. But I definately feel like bozo the clown today 1 billion................................

(ps might sew again tonight, do another "highlighted blog post" with yet another skirt that'll pry also make me feel like bozo the clown)

 I don't try to judge anymore, cause only God knows the real motives of people, NOT ME............Matthew 7:1 "Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again. And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye?".........
   Snippet from a e-mail to my mom this morning.............................(with names edited out of course).................
""""""""""I agree with you. There are it seems like "Battles everywhere" - nearly mom, not entirely. But worse, worse, is the "not knowing" sometimes, like who knows --- edited out name --- could be subscribed to --- edited out name --- instagram account, to defend me if needed...............or to spy on me. It really could be "either or"????????????????????????"""""""
   (to the people I'm speaking about in quotes above, the one person is probably actually protecting me from the other one) And the "other one"....we never had much in common anyways besides our faith, but I think your beliefs are different then mine these days, cause I believe in loving people like always. Even if they have a "cussing problem" or a "drinking problem" etc. I won't dump them as friends.........I always hope..........bible says love never fails 1 Corinthians 13:8 "Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away." (and if said person was to tell me that their love to me never failed, even though they dumped me as a friend - well then how come is it, I comment on your instagram posts and you do not comment on mine? 1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth." - I'm not trying to be judgy, or judge, I'm just saying something don't seem right, seem to be adding up with this ex-best friend of mine, if your a super holy saint missionary as you say you are..........then love my butt) But I'm getting derailed, the reason I love drunkards, and porn addicts, etc. etc. cause Jesus Christ the lord also loved these people...........Matthew 11:19 "The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children."

Jesus saves!

Romans 10:13 "For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."

   I think that's why the bible says to not judge, cause only god truly knows what's actually going on.""""""""""""

    Think on God today who actually see's our flaws.................forgives us, chooses us, and loves us anyways (that's my take on things anyways). 1 Chronicles 16:34 "O give thanks unto the Lord; for he is good; for his mercy endureth for ever."
  That's like all I got to blog for today. We live in a world that continually tells us we are all "less" if we don't wear this, or look like that etc. But God says you are enough. 

Have a great week earth!

Shabbat Shalom

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Jesus and his word is saving me from being a "bitter person"...............Hebrews 2:3 "How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation; which at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and was confirmed unto us by them that heard him;"...........

update 9/18/2025 the skirt I sewed today...........making a effort to not be a bad influence upon public anymore and please god and dress like a girl..................

Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God." I've corrupted how many trans people are there um what 20% of society and I'm determined to do better!!!!!!!!!! Ignore my slides on my feet, and get the marilyn monroe sash on the side "vision".........................

Jesus and his word is saving me from being a "bitter person"...............Hebrews 2:3 "How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation; which at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and was confirmed unto us by them that heard him;"
  I told this to brothers and sisters at the bible study me and my husband have been going to this week, and I thought to myself it is a "great salvation" jesus brought. Cause I really was heading down a "path" of being "bitter" very maybe even angry, and you can get a "feel" for that on some my older blog posts.   What I didn't tell my bible study, is I went to a old fashion holy spirit like tent revival type service (but like in a church) and I heard god speak to the pastor at this church, like before he walked up to me ---- he was prophesying over some of the people that showed up to this thing.
  I wasn't told my "entire" future..........but I was definately given some sort of vision........of where god wanted to take me in life.

Not where I wanted to take me in life

(where I'd want to take me in life is pry more "fleshly vented" that's my estimation anyways)

 Few blog posts earlier I spoke about "carnality" 

1 Corinthians 3 "And I, brethren, could not speak unto you as unto spiritual, but as unto carnal, even as unto babes in Christ. I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able. For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?"

  That's the direction I was headed, when your living in the flesh...........it becomes about "me" I find. 

Instead of "oh I need to pray for these people" etc. 

  But also there's a end to that "path".................though the end of "carnality" is different for different people...........it often pry plays out badly.  (of people maybe wanting to "sue" each other for instance, and being very "bitter" inside their hearts towards various people)

God's ways are the best, 

not the ways I sometimes think I'd like to take me. 

 Even if you are a "grafted in" gentile and not a jew these verses are um important cause there is this thing called "God's ways" that aren't our ways (or not our ways naturally I don't recogn).................................
Deuteronomy 5:33 "Ye shall walk in all the ways which the Lord your God hath commanded you, that ye may live, and that it may be well with you, and that ye may prolong your days in the land which ye shall possess."
Deuteronomy 8:6 "Therefore thou shalt keep the commandments of the Lord thy God, to walk in his ways, and to fear him."
Deuteronomy 10:12 "And now, Israel, what doth the Lord thy God require of thee, but to fear the Lord thy God, to walk in all his ways, and to love him, and to serve the Lord thy God with all thy heart and with all thy soul,"
Deuteronomy 11:22 "For if ye shall diligently keep all these commandments which I command you, to do them, to love the Lord your God, to walk in all his ways, and to cleave unto him;"
Deuteronomy 19:9 "If thou shalt keep all these commandments to do them, which I command thee this day, to love the Lord thy God, and to walk ever in his ways; then shalt thou add three cities more for thee, beside these three:"
Deuteronomy 26:17 "Thou hast avouched the Lord this day to be thy God, and to walk in his ways, and to keep his statutes, and his commandments, and his judgments, and to hearken unto his voice:"

  If I were to just walk in "my ways" like all the time, like let's say I just walked in the flesh all the time..........................I don't think I'd EVER, get victory over my sinful nature that would want me to "not forgive" that would want me to "gossip" that would want me to "evil speak" etc. 

  Philippians 3:12 "Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus."

- me to Paul!

If you like me, 

"after you get what you want you don't want it" 

- I'm talking about the lusts of the flesh. --- most the stuffs we buy when we think we need that so bad - don't we just sell that stuffs at a garage sale later on in the year or donate that stuffs all to often?

Can I just say it, I think being carnal is a stinky deal. If carnality leads to all kinds of fighting, which I think it does........it's a stinky deal..............

1 Corinthians 3 "And I, brethren, could not speak unto you as unto spiritual, but as unto carnal, even as unto babes in Christ. I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able. For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?"

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Mercy is so short of supply in this earth these days but so needed Luke 6:36 "Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful." ........................

Update 9/18/2025 the skirt I sewed last night 😁 I'm wearing it today. I'm wearing thigh high socks lately, like determined to make thigh high socks my like entire fashion "thing" because I don't like pants. 

  Most pants aren't good for pilates. And pants aren't good for track, and pants aren't good for biking. Though I still wear pants for my realistate sign job because they protect my legs from sticker bushes (recently I was wearing shorts very hot day and my leg got scratched up bad - I mega regreted that). 

ps though I still love shorts and skorts - those look great with thigh highs............

update because classroom below is funded, I might sew another skirt (it might be me turning a pair of pants into a skirt - or I might sew a fresh skirt) and post up another "highlighted" blog post for the day with a pic of the skirt I am plotting to sew tonight.................it'll be awhile though..............

Ecclesiastes 3:14-16  "I know that, whatsoever God doeth, it shall be for ever: nothing can be put to it, nor any thing taken from it: and God doeth it, that men should fear before him. That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past. And moreover I saw under the sun the place of judgment, that wickedness was there; and the place of righteousness, that iniquity was there."

  Judgment Ecclesiastes 3:16 We are not supposed to judge one another "that wickedness was there" How often do people judge one another so easily to. 

 Luke 6:36-37 "Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful. Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:"

 But you cannot be actively judging someone and consider yourself merciful at the same time! Or to put it in english.............James 3:10-11 "Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be. Doth a fountain send forth at the same place sweet water and bitter?"
We should be a merciful people
and a people that don't judge or condemn

  And also Ecclesiastes 3:16 "and the place of righteusness, that iniquity was there" - that is mega bad, cause way I see it, jesus came...........to try and put a end to iniquity. 

  When he hanged out with the tax collectors etc.............

Matthew 11:19 "The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children." - the lord was completely anti inquity.

Me pretending I'm Satan and writing a poem..............like Satan on a day he's really upset......

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."

 If you aren't merciful

then I'm merciless

you asked for my appetite

my appetite for destruction

I must be your genie cause here I come

heads will roll

body counts will toll

they'll hate me forever

just like they want to

I won't shed for them a tear

but I might drink a beer

cause they gonna get just what they asked for

a enemy

a dark lord of destruction

to preach about

with brimestone and fire

on sunday

Oh the victory

Oh the sweet victory (that's sarcasm)

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In a dream a army sargent told me "Sheri you may be able to escape, but you are not dimissed from your thoughts" - ya he was meaning keeping my mind on the "things of above" (at that point in my dream I was hiding under deep wheat, that went clean to the fence)................

Update 9/17/2025 I think I'm still experiencing my boobs growing as my waiste is shrinking, well dang, now I'm having a hard time walking down stairs and nearly fell.....................I'm literally going to have to hold stair railings - just because my boobs are to large to see the stairs THAT'S SO SAD.................

my back is in pain all the time

I just gotta keep dieting rather gridlocked into dieting at this point in time

I feel like I'm in a bad comedy show except this is real

this is real

my stomach is shrinking and my boobs are then GROWING

In a dream a army sargent told me "Sheri you may be able to escape, but you are not dimissed from your thoughts" - ya he was meaning keeping my mind on the "things of above" (at that point in my dream I was hiding under deep wheat, that went clean to the fence)................

(click, click...................."but you are not dismissed from your thoughts" - fine then)

 Facts: I am the horribliest prisioner EVER I just bellyache the entire time (not to you all, in prayer cause god says.) 1 Peter 5:6-8 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time: Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you." Recently I imagined god soon as He heard I was about to start praying, all grabbing a tea and sitting down and getting all comfy, knowing He gonna be sitting there for a hour or two 👍😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

  Hey fellow soldiers in the Lords army if I'm hostage ep...........so is you................uh oh.................

2 Timothy 2:4 "No man that warreth entangleth himself with the affairs of this life; that he may please him who hath chosen him to be a soldier."

  But also of much note to me later on in same chapter of the bible where it says............

2 Timothy 2:9-11 "Wherein I suffer trouble, as an evil doer, even unto bonds; but the word of God is not bound. Therefore I endure all things for the elect's sakes, that they may also obtain the salvation which is in Christ Jesus with eternal glory. It is a faithful saying: For if we be dead with him, we shall also live with him:"

  There'll be a time us followers of Jesus are prisoned yet again, like what's spoken of in 2 Timothy (back then they were arresting and jailing christians that hadn't even done 0 wrong).

  Revelation 13:9-11 "If any man have an ear, let him hear. He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints. And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon." Some you all think your going to be "raptured" before then you are wrong!
  I don't think the "pre-tribulation" christians have good reading skills I really don't. It literally says........lots of christians jailed #tribulation.................and then the next verse, verse 11 "And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon."
I count being jailed as tribulation, I totally do, maybe these "pre-tribbers" they likes jail a lot???????????????????????????????????????????????????

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I get tired of watching christian tv, I get tired somedays even of reading my bible..................many a day, I just want to like um "go hog wild" as they say. For me that would probably entail eating a lot of junk food and binging watching a zillion netflix shows. ------- There's not much to to do in my town.

   Yesterday my husband told me we were going to go, pirate glow golfing, cause that's one of thing things I like to do around here. And then we go to a chinese store, cause that's where my husband and kids wanted to go, and then he said "ok we going to the pireate glow golf now, though your the only one that wants to go"

so we didn't glow golf..................cause he was making it out that I would be holding my family hostage if we actually did glow golf and that they would be miserable. 

I had a miserable day yesterday.

  Then reminded this morning in a dream

my "thoughts" I'm not "dismissed" from them.........

  1 Corinthians 7:22-24 "For he that is called in the Lord, being a servant, is the Lord's freeman: likewise also he that is called, being free, is Christ's servant. Ye are bought with a price; be not ye the servants of men. Brethren, let every man, wherein he is called, therein abide with God."

 Oh for those of you who don't understand what the bible is meaning when it says "servants of men" it means........................probably.........................doing lots of makeup tutorials I mean a slews..................FOR MEN.....................for other people right. That's the example that comes to mind..............................and not even trying to be "judgy", just happens to be I stumbled upon a "beauty guru" not like James charles, who I watch, but someone whom it wasn't her "job" in anyway to product test makeup (which James Charles, and Shane Dawson, and Jeffrey Star etc. etc. that is their job so that's different). Anyways I stumbled upon a "beauty guru girl" on you tube, she had must've been 100 video's at least, I didn't even scroll down to the bottom.....................I was blown away, cause every video she was testing out a different makeup product (expensive stuffs to, or it looked to be very expensive). What extra blows my mind, she wasn't far as I could see a "ulta employee" or nothing like that. Just a regular girl as far as I could see. And she got TONS of traffic. But what is she going to do with all that makeup?????????????????????????????????????????????????? Faces are small!

   (you can "serve men" while serving the lord, in many ways,

 like volunteering at foodbanks, that's 👍)

 That's all for today...........everyone in this whole planet is a servant to something. That's not only what I recogn I do believe it's the case, servant to rightesouness. Or a servant to sin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................

Romans 6:18 "Being then made free from sin, ye became the servants of righteousness."

John 8:34 "Jesus answered them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Whosoever committeth sin is the servant of sin."

How to know if a people are "carnal" 1 Corinthians 3 "For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?"..........................

Update 6/27/2025 this blog post proves Galatians 3:28 "There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus." Cause we can't have "carnal" christians making up all the body of christ nuh uh. 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

  I put oranges in the maybe fruit bowl? I bought at a garage sale today for $1 😁 It looks to nice 😁 (I washed it gently with lemon water ----- the oils in lemon water shines the silver and also cleans)...............

How to know if a people are "carnal" 1 Corinthians 3 "For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?"
  I watch a lot of "Good Mythical Morning" often they'll have a topic and they'll say "--- insert topic here --- let's talk about it" Carnalty let's talk about it.........................

Some us collect stuffs I can't be the only christian with a collection of some sort or another out there - I just can't. It's a game, trying to get that next item to your collection. I'm not saying collecting stuffs is the most saintliest stuffs ever...............I've never been tryin to be anything but the last of the body of christ.
Matthew 23:12 "And whosoever shall exalt himself shall be abased; and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted."
Luke 14:11 "For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."
Luke 18:14 "I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

  I'm full out riding the bottom of the whole body of christ.........anybody who puts up marilyn manson videos - love him though. Etc. etc. some the music choices on my blog, not the stuffs the "high up" in christianity be's doin. Which is fine...................they are in the lane they belong, maybe, hopefully, I'm in the "lane" I need to be in. That I don't get pride. 

  But I'm getting sidetracked..........carnality.................................How do we know if a church or people is carnal...............................

1 Corinthians 3:1-7 "And I, brethren, could not speak unto you as unto spiritual, but as unto carnal, even as unto babes in Christ. I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able. For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men? For while one saith, I am of Paul; and another, I am of Apollos; are ye not carnal? Who then is Paul, and who is Apollos, but ministers by whom ye believed, even as the Lord gave to every man? I have planted, Apollos watered; but God gave the increase. So then neither is he that planteth any thing, neither he that watereth; but God that giveth the increase." - I'm mega zealous about 1 Corinthians 3:7 AMEN EXTRA Paul or whichever bible person wrote 1 Corinthians 3:7!!!!!!!!!!

  I'm going somewhere with this right now............it's not did you go shopping this weekend ok. Everybody needs new clothes sometimes, or likes to do a little retail therapy maybe you had a bad week. It's are churches fighting????????????????????????????? Are people fighting?????????????? Is people at church envying one another????????????????????????????? These are the "signs of carnality" not -------------------- "oh look at ------ insert someones name here ----------- they went again this weekend to the outlet mall down the street and bought themselves something cute"

How much more should we strive in the body of christ to not fight to not have divisions, that the world don't look at us, and think to themselves "ep, carnal people"

That we instead continue to care about our world and our communities and be the city on a hill.................

Matthew 5:14 "Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid."

That's all for today. 

Shabbat Shalom

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Pro athlete's needs lots of shoes, so why not wear some "heat"? WHAT ON EARTH DOES EVERY CHRISTIAN HAVE TO WALK AROUND A SORRY LOSER FOR else they have "the pride of life"???????????????? - I tellin ya I'm a "pro athlete" and that is real.....................(sheri 2025 interjecting, has arthritis, and a bad knee oh but my blood pressure is always to high to get a steroid shot in my knee anymore ------- I am loosing weight tons FAST) I need a "nba mindset" i need to wake up be a athlete 1 billion infinity everyday these days......................................

update 9/16/2025 I don't know who was giving me grief for wanting to wear fun shoes..............but this is how being from a apostolic christian church of america family goes (my parents got married by apostolic Christian church of america pastor and I had  2 great aunts and 2 great uncles one of which was one of their churches pastor for think welllllllll over 20 years). Fun shoes with those people is you sinning baaaaaaaaaaaad and being so proud. 

good going little mini me fight the system cause jesus said....................

Matthew 9:13

But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.

 ps don't worry I was often beaten, I was clearly the "bad child" of my family My dad tried hard to whip me into the perfect christian - it didn't work - fact I think it had the opposite effect, drove me away from everything that is the apostolic christian church of america (though I did attend the apostolic christian church of america for a few years - CAUSE FOR A LONG WHILE IT WAS NICE BEING AROUND FAMILY THAT WAS THE CLOSEST FAMILY TO ME - WHEN THEY WERE ALIVE) By the time I was being treated not great running to the bathroom crying often due to mean things sisters were calling me etc. ------ by then my great aunts and uncles were either dead or near dead of like old age. My point is my dad did his "christian whopping my butt hard and often" job he sure did. 

Pro athlete's needs lots of shoes, so why not wear some "heat"? WHAT ON EARTH DOES EVERY CHRISTIAN HAVE TO WALK AROUND A SORRY LOSER FOR else they have "the pride of life"???????????????? - I tellin ya I'm a "pro athlete" and that is real.....................(sheri 2025 interjecting, has arthritis, and a bad knee oh but my blood pressure is always to high to get a steroid shot in my knee anymore ------- I am loosing weight tons FAST) I need a "nba mindset" i need to wake up be a athlete 1 billion infinity everyday these days......................................

"Pro athlete I ain't no wannabe" - freakin Amen sir!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."

  Hello white people (sheri your white, what you doing) ------- most you ain't getting what being a "shoe head" is. 

  We need fun "colorways" many of us do, we need fire on our feet - just so that our look is right. It does not have to do with the "pride of life" 

People be's coming after my shoe game

as if none you all collect nothing out there yourselves?????????????????????

 It has zippity do dah 0 to do with the "pride of life" 

 I mean if we meant to be "more then conqueror's" in christ jesus I would think that would mean we ain't walking around "sadly attired" sorry --------- losers. 

Romans 8:37 "Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us."

ps.......I ain't tryin to be african american, I just ain't always that white. And honest, I half thinkin about dyeing my hair blonde and getting a bob hair cut, cause I feel that the marilyn monroe look works for me.......

I mean is it really "copycating" when I LOOK LIKE MARILYN MONROE??????????

------- I look like that chick

what looks good on her looks good on me

including pototoe sacks

To the person trying to take me down out there - I ain't no "hollaback girl".........................

Update 9/15/2025 placed the 2 rocks I painted recently at a painted rock beach area - cool beach area..................

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To the person trying to take me down out there - I ain't no "hollaback girl".........................

(many, many times in my life, people have sought to destroy me, and "these people" they NEVER NEVER NEVER see the good points to anything I say or do..............they take it all in a negative bad "vent".................fortunately I've been around "this track before")

Psalm 25:19 "Consider mine enemies; for they are many; and they hate me with cruel hatred." - Definately some severely "cruel hatred" some people have towards me out there, I'd definately 100% say it's extremely cruel.

  You pertineer do anything you can be hated.................."love is a loosing hand" Amy Winehouse sings................

Psalm 147:1-3 "Praise ye the Lord: for it is good to sing praises unto our God; for it is pleasant; and praise is comely. The Lord doth build up Jerusalem: he gathereth together the outcasts of Israel. (#me - sheri interjecting here) He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds."

  The bible it promises Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." My enemies, the people that hate me, they take NO DAYS OFF and they are 100% merciless. 

   I'm enduring unto the end!

 I mean you do to much good ------ hated.....................

your filth then Matthew 23:5 "But all their works they do for to be seen of men: they make broad their phylacteries, and enlarge the borders of their garments,"

  But if people don't see any of your good works, your in many people's minds potentially some fake christian loser aka filth as well...........I'm just telling you how judgy people get out there.........James 2:26 "For as the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also." How many works though do people need to see?????? And that varies.................like people's "ideas" of that. Some people out there appear to think, none of your works should be seen.............

Matthew 6:1-4 ESV “Beware of practicing your righteousness before other people in order to be seen by them, for then you will have no reward from your Father who is in heaven. “Thus, when you give to the needy, sound no trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may be praised by others. Truly, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in secret. And your Father who sees in secret will reward you."

  But then I interject yet again...........

Matthew 5:14-16 "Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid. Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven."

   So from my perspective it does very much look to be, whatever, any of us do for the lord, whether in secret, or letting people know sometimes, and I think we should let people know sometimes, I think you light a candle...............you don't "put it under a bushel" (maybe some do though) But ideally you let that shine some anyways. .................................hopefully the right amount whatever that is I have 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 clue ------------- yikes

And let's all be hated by all men today for Jesus Christ the Lord 👍

Ignore me what I'm about to say now...................

thank god for my "unofficial" ties to the illuminati and "cross and skullbones for the lord edition"

Both those organizations, I've been able to survive in a often cruel world, that looks like a bunch of smiley people so nice.....................

but really ------- really..................................

  2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

The truth, at times I've been a touch "heartless not on purpose really but just so determined, so with "tunnel vision" I have not paid the attention to some people in my life I pry should've made more a effort to pay attention to. But some of us need tunnel vision else we'll never get no where in life......................

Update 9/13/2025 I get a kick out of this blog post. I vaguelly recall the shoes in this blog post. I did end up with many pairs of nike shoes, I have a few air jordans --------- I have so many nike shoes I'm not 100% how many air jordans I have but seems like 2-3 pairs. This my fave pair................I just got done walking around 8 miles so they dusty...................

(these shoes are so dusty post walking like 8 miles I going to have to hose them off before throwing them in the washermachine!!!!!!!!!)

The truth, at times I've been a touch "heartless not on purpose really but just so determined, so with "tunnel vision" I have not paid the attention to some people in my life I pry should've made more a effort to pay attention to. But some of us need tunnel vision else we'll never get no where in life......................
https://personalexcellence.co/blog/average-of-5-people/
most people in my life have been what this article calls "sleepwalkers"............
"""""""""In my general day-to-day life, I encounter sleepwalkers who lack a core focus in their lives. Their lives revolve around working, eating, sleeping, random entertainment, and generally getting by. When I am with them, I find it very difficult to lift the discussion from lower level, fear-based and ego-based topics like gossip, complaining, unhappiness, and day-to-day weary, to higher-level, love-based topics such as living with purpose and self-improvement."""""""""" - Celestine Chua

  I lately feel bad that I have almost, sorta, nearly, kind of, maybe.............maybe............maybe..................not saying 100% I did, just there might be a whiff of me twinning with the weeknd bad...............ghosted a few people. Ain't been what I should've been to a few people cause I was buisy with my head in the "clouds".........

  I don't want to be no "sleepwalker" though at all. I WANT TO LIVE!

  So many people they is "sleepwalkers" out there, they wake up, they eat food, they go to work --------------- they don't most em, reach for any dream any goal at all in life. 

  And then they'll tell you they sure will, or as in the case for me.....................you'll tell them about your arthritis, CAUSE THAT'S HOW THEY TALK, they go on and on and on about their illnesses..................CAUSE THEY DON'T GOTS NOTHING GOING ON IN THEIR LIVES. And/or you'll ask them how's blah blah blah illness going...............and I never but 40% want to ask cause you know I care, it's good to care, but there's always that bit inside me that really hates asking "how's your health?" cause I'd like to ask instead...................

"how's your training for that marathon going?" or something like that but since how they have nothing going on in their lives..........I'm always left with "how's your blah blah blah health doing?"

   I need prayer, my sanity isn't doing so great, I need more people "on the ball" in life, in my life......................I've been around to many "sleepwalkers"...................

(my new nike air max shoes............I do wear and like nike shoes and plan on getting few jordans, cause I like going to the gym..............I aspire to a future where I have EVEN MORE MUSCLE.............that my arthritis back problems be done for good................

AND GOOD NEWS

Bodybuildings been working for me, and now my back ain't cracking hardly at all, and I ain't in pain in my spine with the arthritis like I was ------ BODYBULIDING IS WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!!

James 2

 2 My brethren, have not the faith of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Lord of glory, with respect of persons.

2 For if there come unto your assembly a man with a gold ring, in goodly apparel, and there come in also a poor man in vile raiment;

3 And ye have respect to him that weareth the gay clothing, and say unto him, Sit thou here in a good place; and say to the poor, Stand thou there, or sit here under my footstool:

4 Are ye not then partial in yourselves, and are become judges of evil thoughts?

5 Hearken, my beloved brethren, Hath not God chosen the poor of this world rich in faith, and heirs of the kingdom which he hath promised to them that love him?

6 But ye have despised the poor. Do not rich men oppress you, and draw you before the judgment seats?

   "dear like james, of the bible, I needs a few like rich friends to - thank you" - hahahahahhahahahahah for reals though 👍

via GIPHY

  I mean like ya the poor is going to heaven, yay. (I'm poor but sarcasm, cause I'd rather just have a slew of money and go ahead, and head up some charity or another on the earth). I'm like wanting to have more then just the normal life. Such a buzzkill for me that is. 

omans 8:36-38 

36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.

37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.

  Like if you just done killed all the day long, and you like get nowhere in life..................like what the hell sort of "more than conqueror" is you then?????????????????????????????

  I mean I'd recogn we all should have some sort of goal or 2-3 that we's be's shooting for to have in life. 

write that book yo

go back to school then tim

go the gym - kill it everyday like I well lately I've been killing it in the gym AND LOVING IT

Do something

please cause some you's done drove me up the wallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

  Dictionary time.......................meriam webster the prettiest of course....................https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/conqueror

conqueror

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con·​quer·​or | \ ˈkäŋ-kər-ər  \

plural conquerors

Definition of conqueror

: one who conquers : one who wins a country in war, subdues or subjugates a people, or overcomes an adversaryThe year 1570 brought yet another conqueror, the Ottoman Empire.— Alan WeismanIn Cleopatra … the Roman conqueror met his equal, at least for proud independence and clear-eyed ruthlessness.— Ingrid D. RowlandWilliam the Conqueror

more then conquerors in christ jesus

more then just "overcomes an adversary"