A "brother" on you tube done smack talked lucifer and said he was like "It" on the stephen king movie, and really really annoyed me cause jesus says LOVE YOUR ENEMIES.............how you loving lucifer talking all that smack about him?................(and of course in the reply all the fellow christian's were like amen brother preach it).......................

A "brother" on you tube done smack talked lucifer and said he was like "It" on the stephen king movie, and really really annoyed me cause jesus says LOVE YOUR ENEMIES.............how you loving lucifer talking all that smack about him?................(and of course in the reply all the fellow christian's were like amen brother preach it).......................
  I'm not going to say this brother's name, cause I feel like bashing people is bad........... or like maybe bash isn't the right word "blackball" maybe that's the word. The bible says do unto other's as you'd have done unto you...........well I wouldn't want people talking smack about me anywhere. Luke 6:31 "And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to them likewise." I wouldn't want people using my name, and bashing my name to wazuu so. I'd want them to speak lovingly of me to ----------- I'm just frustrated is what I am. 
 The bible calls lucifer the "son of the morning" that means he's a valuable person with something to offer all us Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!"
 You don't see god talking the smack to much about lucifer what does god call lucifer ya the "great dragon" God gives lucifer respect...........
Revelation 12:9 "And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him."
  And another thing god is love right, well don't you respect those you love???????????????? I think you do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I think you don't smack talk them to wazuu - in fact the bible itself says.................................
Proverbs 17:9 "He that covereth a transgression seeketh love; but he that repeateth a matter separateth very friends."

  Ok maybe we can't cover up what lucifer did...........................but we can not talk the smack about him. 

  But moreso, proverbs 17:9 is not only saying don't talk the smack right........................it's saying he who "covereth a transgression seeketh love" not only don't talk the smack work to cover that up some! 

  I'm not into this smack talk lucifer stuffs, that a lot of the body of christ is loving so bad these days. I'm not liking that at all, I'm a total christian goth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Lucifer is a man and I'm telling you all the bible is true he is the "son of the morning" 

this is nighttime right now

the isn't the morning

this is night

 You want to be respected, give respect.............( Luke 6:31 "And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to them likewise.").........................

1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king."

Lucifer the guy so many of you are smack talking......................

Job 1

7 And the Lord said unto Satan, Whence comest thou? Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, From going to and fro in the earth, and from walking up and down in it.

8 And the Lord said unto Satan, Hast thou considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil?

9 Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought?

10 Hast not thou made an hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side? thou hast blessed the work of his hands, and his substance is increased in the land.

11 But put forth thine hand now, and touch all that he hath, and he will curse thee to thy face.

12 And the Lord said unto Satan, Behold, all that he hath is in thy power; only upon himself put not forth thine hand. So Satan went forth from the presence of the Lord.

 Lucifer is in this bit of the bible reporting to god. Telling god yep I been walking to and fro the earth when god asked him Job 1:7 what he been doing. You ain't seeing lucifer lieing to god, no

no

lucifer is respecting god and telling him the truth in reply

God's like hey how about job............

lucifer could've been in reply like

I will go filiiiiiiiiiiiiiie him for you god

no lucifer didn't reply that he said.............

"Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought?"

I feel this is lucifer showing slllllllllllllllllllllllllllews of respect to Job. Slews. 

  He did NOT disrespect job here. 

  

Those are my points I like to make. 

I believe for what lucifer is, he the best. 

He is the best devil we could ever have. 

The porn industry is mega popular..........................if we had a uneffective devil it wouldn't be mega popular. There could've been another reality were we were allllllllllllll super super saintly

and in this reality there was no porn

no sin

no repentance 

none that

We have porns all over the internet and people fiending for that stuffs so effective lucifer is. 

(sheri ----------------- what are you sayin fool) 

I believe lucifer deserves respect. 

and love

the bible says 

love your enemies

love them 

love them

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"

Cause as you do unto men

that's what they pry going to do unto you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."
That's all for today. Pray for my greately taxed sanity, at least at the messianic synagogue I like to go to I had a nice Rosh Hoshanah time last night 😀💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

  Ok I include a song............................pry about love.........................................

The sweet 1000 year rule with jesus is bs (the part where most fellow christians say that it's going to be so nice and sweet) Revelations 19:15 "And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God."............................

The sweet 1000 year rule with jesus is bs (the part where most fellow christians say that it's going to be so nice and sweet)  Revelations 19:15 "And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God."............................

Revelation 19:14-16 "And the armies which were in heaven followed him upon white horses, clothed in fine linen, white and clean. And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God. And he hath on his vesture and on his thigh a name written, King Of Kings, And Lord Of Lords."

Revelation 20

20 And I saw an angel come down from heaven, having the key of the bottomless pit and a great chain in his hand.

2 And he laid hold on the dragon, that old serpent, which is the Devil, and Satan, and bound him a thousand years,

3 And cast him into the bottomless pit, and shut him up, and set a seal upon him, that he should deceive the nations no more, till the thousand years should be fulfilled: and after that he must be loosed a little season.

4 And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years.

5 But the rest of the dead lived not again until the thousand years were finished. This is the first resurrection.

6 Blessed and holy is he that hath part in the first resurrection: on such the second death hath no power, but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and shall reign with him a thousand years.

7 And when the thousand years are expired, Satan shall be loosed out of his prison,

8 And shall go out to deceive the nations which are in the four quarters of the earth, Gog, and Magog, to gather them together to battle: the number of whom is as the sand of the sea.

9 And they went up on the breadth of the earth, and compassed the camp of the saints about, and the beloved city: and fire came down from God out of heaven, and devoured them.

10 And the devil that deceived them was cast into the lake of fire and brimstone, where the beast and the false prophet are, and shall be tormented day and night for ever and ever.

11 And I saw a great white throne, and him that sat on it, from whose face the earth and the heaven fled away; and there was found no place for them.


Tired of the idea that the rapture can literally happen any second now...................ya let's begin that ya like this week, any second now according to most the body of christ (sarcasm it's going to be horrible, being on a damned or mostly damned earth, where jesus is ruling the people with a "rod of iron" - to I guess get some "wedding guests" I recogn that is the idea of the 1000 years which that parts nice..........but I don't deem that time to be "fun" and so peaceful and wonderful like many in the body of christ have painted it as "And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God." that don't sound like a fun vacation time on a bahamas island cruise ship to me) -------- so much bs that is that the rapture could happen any second now, it takes a second to blow 7 trumpets 

like a hot minute at least

.........................................

sooooooooooooooooooo much bs that is

...................................writing it in the sand like the lord did 

But as a sidenote I actually don't deem Marilyn Monroe a hoar at all..............I think she was a troubled girl, that got herself in many a bad predicament. 

  Aware you can't look like marilyn without being accounted a hoar some can you?????????????????

I'm not trying to judge nobody in this post

naw

I'm just merely tired of lies

I heard a pastor say that the "falling away" isn't people leaving the church necessarily....................

it's people actually leaving what the bible actually says!!!!!!

2 Thessalonians 2:3 "Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;"
 ---------- I've long believed jesus won't return until the anti christ is "revealed" as well as the 7 trumpet idea. 

  I may not be the bestest with the bible, 

people do make mistakes ok

but man I try

I am in some way a hoar ok I do look like marilyn monroe and enjoy walking around looking like her

but I do try to stick to what the bible says

I'm telling you bad plan to judge

.....................bad plan to judge anyways

let him without sin cast the 1st stone jesus said....................

John 8:7 "So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her."

"oh wow sheri actually has a hoar doctrine, that we can't much argue with"

Have a great week!

LOVE

"The pricks" I have a question, like we all must go through tribulation to enter heaven so how do you know if you done have "kicked the pricks" or your just fantastically tribulated at the moment????????.................................like if god isn't above you blinding you with light saying "it's hard to kick against the pricks sheri" like what happened for paul????????.......................

"The pricks" I have a question, like we all must go through tribulation to enter heaven so how do you know if you done have "kicked the pricks" or your just fantastically tribulated at the moment????????.................................like if god isn't above you blinding you with light saying "it's hard to kick against the pricks sheri" like what happened for paul????????.......................
Acts 9:4-6 "And he fell to the earth, and heard a voice saying unto him, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me? And he said, Who art thou, Lord? And the Lord said, I am Jesus whom thou persecutest: it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks. And he trembling and astonished said, Lord, what wilt thou have me to do? And the Lord said unto him, Arise, and go into the city, and it shall be told thee what thou must do."

  yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa on this here sabbath I'll sabbath for Jesus Christ the lord ok....................

I do not want to kill people at armageddon or kill children for the lord - never

(which might be me "kicking against the pricks"?????

you tell me the rest of the body of christ you desiring to kill a bunch of lucifers people someday at armageddon?????????? - all jazzed about that?????????)

  I've decided I've been pricked good by life, if "the pricks" are the bible, or whether they are the body of christ whichever the pricks are......................me.....................................

giffy didn't have the giff I need so I make my own giff this time

pins at seeing the porcupine pin cushion:
"aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh it's Mick Jagger"
porcupine pincushions reply: "Hey baby"

I made that giffy and I haven't even drank my morning coffee yet #skills

  Yep a world full of cactus, ya this is so much the wild west!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #CONVINCED

 I get it, 

I get it

we all going get ZAPPED in life nomadder what

cause 

check it

iron sharpethetheth iron........................

Proverbs 27:17 "Iron sharpeneth iron; so a man sharpeneth the countenance of his friend."

  Way I see it your either going to get "pricked" or "iron sharpened" ---------- yep and you might end up a voodoo doll (christian goth)

I pry stink as a christian goth though......................cause I fess up.............................I most the time listen to lots of Marilyn Manson. I try to listen to tormented radio https://www.radio.net/s/tormentedradio but then I get thinking about some sweet Marilyn Manson songs. 

I just listen to christian music til sundown today for jesus #sabbath 👍

 But where I just am puzzled................................................

ok

ok acts 26 paul was like ------- the christians they went against verse blah blah blah and violated this commandment and that one and that one and that one.........paul as a pharisee was in his mind literally just doing his job Acts 26:5 "Which knew me from the beginning, if they would testify, that after the most straitest sect of our religion I lived a Pharisee."

Acts 26:7 "Unto which promise our twelve tribes, instantly serving God day and night, hope to come. For which hope's sake, king Agrippa, I am accused of the Jews." - he prick kicked ya, that verse is amazing to me though cause technically he was indeed INDEED "the most straitest sect of our religion I lived a Pharisee"................................HE LITERALLY THOUGHT HE WAS JUST DOING THE WILL OF GOD ALL KINDS KILLING CHRISTIANS LITERALLY PEOPLE. 

Here's my question though.......................................ok the bible says we must through much tribulation enter the kingdom of heaven. 

How does one even know

if they just being iron sharpened a lot

or if you done kicked the pricks????????????

Acts 14:22
Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God.

  How easy it is I'm saying to be a pharisee, yea of the strictest of sects of all the pharisee's and clean believe your serving god like billllllllllllllllllllllllllllions. 

  Do alllllllllllllllllll the pharisee's get stopped by god and bright light shining from heaven down on them like that???????????????????????? - no

Are "the pricks" even strong enough to stop the pauls these days???????????? 

ouch for the pauls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuch then!!!!!!!!!

.............I feel like pretty severelly tribulated these days

but I am pretty sure I'm not a pharisee

I can't think of not one pharisee thing I do anymore

..................man it's a lot of tribulation

man this is the wild west

that's it

it's the wild west 

there's sword shapening iron ahhhhhhhhhhhh

I mean thumbs up so much to iron 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍.................

love them pricks to if I happen upon them to.............

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Bet you didn't think I'd be selecting a Kenny G song.......................somedays I fancy some smooth jazz (I am about lord willing to start playing a pocket sax)

Why are there bars??????????

is it because there are sinners everywhere

naw

naaaaaaaaaaaw

naw

naw

naw

it's the wild west that's why!!!!!!!!! #convinced

Also I have problems with armageddon just off the idea been told whole lives.............

Matthew 22:37-40 "Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets."

  But then armageddon it's somehow ok, or supposed to be ok in our minds to go kill all or most or something of lucifer's people?????????????????

Revelation 19

11 And I saw heaven opened, and behold a white horse; and he that sat upon him was called Faithful and True, and in righteousness he doth judge and make war. (me sheri - how does jesus making war................match with loving our neighbors???????????????????? I struggle with that......................I struggle with this entire idea of "hey kids love your neighbors your whole life, pray for them do good to them, but hey on this day we killing them all ---------- WHAT???????????????????????? Luke 6:27)

12 His eyes were as a flame of fire, and on his head were many crowns; and he had a name written, that no man knew, but he himself.

13 And he was clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of God.

 14 And the armies which were in heaven followed him upon white horses, clothed in fine linen, white and clean.

15 And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God.

16 And he hath on his vesture and on his thigh a name written, King Of Kings, And Lord Of Lords.

17 And I saw an angel standing in the sun; and he cried with a loud voice, saying to all the fowls that fly in the midst of heaven, Come and gather yourselves together unto the supper of the great God;

18 That ye may eat the flesh of kings, and the flesh of captains, and the flesh of mighty men, and the flesh of horses, and of them that sit on them, and the flesh of all men, both free and bond, both small and great.

19 And I saw the beast, and the kings of the earth, and their armies, gathered together to make war against him that sat on the horse, and against his army.

20 And the beast was taken, and with him the false prophet that wrought miracles before him, with which he deceived them that had received the mark of the beast, and them that worshipped his image. These both were cast alive into a lake of fire burning with brimstone.

21 And the remnant were slain with the sword of him that sat upon the horse, which sword proceeded out of his mouth: and all the fowls were filled with their flesh.

I don't want to kill babylon's children at all like ever and wouldn't consider that enjoyable at all Psalm 137 " Happy shall he be, that taketh and dasheth thy little ones against the stones.".....................

I don't want to kill babylon's children at all like ever and wouldn't consider that enjoyable at all Psalm 137 " Happy shall he be, that taketh and dasheth thy little ones against the stones." This blog post is inspired by Marilyn Manson's reading of the bible. (lot's of the f word but if you want to watch the bible reading marilyn manson gave here's the link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZhVktnesEA

Psalm 137 

137 By the rivers of Babylon, there we sat down, yea, we wept, when we remembered Zion.

2 We hanged our harps upon the willows in the midst thereof.

3 For there they that carried us away captive required of us a song; and they that wasted us required of us mirth, saying, Sing us one of the songs of Zion.

4 How shall we sing the Lord's song in a strange land?

5 If I forget thee, O Jerusalem, let my right hand forget her cunning.

6 If I do not remember thee, let my tongue cleave to the roof of my mouth; if I prefer not Jerusalem above my chief joy.

7 Remember, O Lord, the children of Edom in the day of Jerusalem; who said, Rase it, rase it, even to the foundation thereof.

8 O daughter of Babylon, who art to be destroyed; happy shall he be, that rewardeth thee as thou hast served us.

9 Happy shall he be, that taketh and dasheth thy little ones against the stones.

   Thing that I find mega mega mega mega disturbing about this bit of the bible, it's talking about the future, when "Babylon" is destroyed. Seems to suggest there would be christians happy to dash babylons "little ones against the stones"
no
that would not be no pleasure of mine
..............I'd much rather hang out with those kids at the mall
what is this kill kids stuffs???????????????????????????????????

   Keep on going to claire's kids and shopping 👍

   Jesus coming as a thief at the last trumpet............................................ok fine this is cute stuffs cause this is not much thievry at all......................

Revelation 16

12 And the sixth angel poured out his vial upon the great river Euphrates; and the water thereof was dried up, that the way of the kings of the east might be prepared.

13 And I saw three unclean spirits like frogs come out of the mouth of the dragon, and out of the mouth of the beast, and out of the mouth of the false prophet.14 For they are the spirits of devils, working miracles, which go forth unto the kings of the earth and of the whole world, to gather them to the battle of that great day of God Almighty.

15 Behold, I come as a thief. Blessed is he that watcheth, and keepeth his garments, lest he walk naked, and they see his shame.

16 And he gathered them together into a place called in the Hebrew tongue Armageddon.

17 And the seventh angel poured out his vial into the air; and there came a great voice out of the temple of heaven, from the throne, saying, It is done.

18 And there were voices, and thunders, and lightnings; and there was a great earthquake, such as was not since men were upon the earth, so mighty an earthquake, and so great.

19 And the great city was divided into three parts, and the cities of the nations fell: and great Babylon came in remembrance before God, to give unto her the cup of the wine of the fierceness of his wrath.

20 And every island fled away, and the mountains were not found.

21 And there fell upon men a great hail out of heaven, every stone about the weight of a talent: and men blasphemed God because of the plague of the hail; for the plague thereof was exceeding great.

 ------ some of us will suffer through a lot of the tribulation, probably the more twisted of the body of christ 

via GIPHY

lucifers people be like dang and cracking out the popcorn..............🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿 

  My theory is that jesus going to 

Revelation 16

16 And he gathered them together into a place called in the Hebrew tongue Armageddon.

  As some pep rally location, cause I surmise all the elect of god are supposed to want to killllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll a lot of people in the armagedon war. 

  Supposed to be real upset by then. 

all them plagues later

  I mean I guess.........................................If you want to "crush the enemy" and win. 
  Only love for Marilyn Monroe...............but I really might've "lost the plan" a bit, per the lyrics of this song, if "the plan" is hate all of lucifer's people, hate all the sinners baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad and want to slaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay them sooooooooooooooooooooo baddddddddddddddddddddd at armageddon is "the plan" 
  Dyed my hair and tossed the "the plan" then................

Have a great week!

LOVE

I hate war,
not into that
I just need to look fabulous people ("oh here we go")
and have a nice time
and do enough good to all be saved cause you need good fruit to be saved.................done read the bible so............ I gonna keep donating money to charity and all bearing the good fruit
but war or killing people ever boooooooooooooooooooo
booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

the fancy win isn't worth it somebody needs to tell jesus
"But sheri then we begin this nice reign with jesus time before we kill a bunch of lucifer's people at armageddon so look we tryin to save them".........

Revelation 20:3-5 

3 And cast him into the bottomless pit, and shut him up, and set a seal upon him, that he should deceive the nations no more, till the thousand years should be fulfilled: and after that he must be loosed a little season.

4 And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years.

5 But the rest of the dead lived not again until the thousand years were finished. This is the first resurrection.

  ----------- ya I see that

still booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo killing people at arageddon booooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

pps...........the 7 vials in the bible are different then the 7 trumpets.................
I believe the rapture happens at the sounding of the 7th trumpet
and I have decided the 7 vials happen after the 7 trumpets - sometime (yaaaaaaaaaaaa I'm not a bible prophecy boss or nothing : ) hahahahahhahaha

The VSCO girl save the turtles blog post, ya this is happening................Psalm 24:1 "The earth is the Lord's, and the fulness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein.".........................

Psalm 24:1 "The earth is the Lord's, and the fulness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein."

we have 1 earth

we don't have another earth

we don't 

this one

which is god's 

and all the people on it are also gods

Psalm 24:1 "The earth is the Lord's, and the fulness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein." - I read this verse to mean we should care deeply about both this planet and all the people living on it, and the TURTLES.

  To make things the best for all of them.

via GIPHY

  Ya I a little bit of a vsco girl.....won't lie, AS IF YOUR SHOCKED TO HEAR IT! 

 Why wouldn't I be a vsco girl some, what you want the turtles to die for????????????????????????? And ya today a generic hydro flask is coming in the mail at my house...........and ya I'm mega looking forward to that sweet double steel wall insulated cold drink time.............even comes with a little bottle holder thingy so I won't have to worry about my generic hydro flask getting dented. And ya..............I'm putting friendship bracelets on it ------------ lord willing. 

  And lord willing it's going to be sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet!
  But it's my oldest daughter that bought the steel straws and at first I was thinking they were "going a bit far" but I've since warmed up to the steel straws, when you sit and think about pollution, really consider, everything you use and throw away goes somewhere.
  Ya some garbage is going to happen.

The turtles really do need to be saved. 

"Sheri don't sucker us into becoming vsco girls we don't want to do it" - really?????????

So often I find I need my own soul to be "air purified" Psalm 51:10 "Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me."...........................

So often I find I need my own soul to be "air purified" Psalm 51:10 "Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me." I have gotten much to good at rushing through prayers at night, treating god like He is a magical ATM machine and I am just walking up to it, beep, beep, beep so I can get some monies out. I don't like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I never hear fellow christians speak about this to much?????????? It can't just be me that has found myself sometimes needing god to "renew a right spirit within me" to some extent or another (as I say not praying as I feel I should to god)
  Bible it says.........................
Revelation 2:3-5 "And hast borne, and hast patience, and for my name's sake hast laboured, and hast not fainted. Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left thy first love. Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent."

  I feel I'm doing the "first works" ------------ but I need to love god MORE. 

Not be loving the world or the things in it

but God

1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." ---------- I struggle, there's things I like in this world.............but the stuff need to not be 1st

god needs to be there

nomadder how good the sales is at the stores!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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what if I gained the whole world and lost my soul ------------ truelly I'D OF HAD LOST EVERYTHING THEN

Mark 8:36 "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?"  Reminded how I need to keep god 1st while listening to this video this morning.......................................bible it says.............Hebrews 12:8 "But if ye be without chastisement, whereof all are partakers, then are ye bastards, and not sons." I don't know I cannot tell you all the sort of weirdo I am?????????? But lately I watch video's from this muslim teacher and that is where I get chastened by god........................

Better to be chastened by God then be a bastard!

so.................I'm a epic weirdo that is not a bastard so winning maybe barely........................

(yikes, yikes over the barely part) 

yikes over how easy it is to love the things of this world

how easy people replace god out there

it wasn't hard for the jews to replace god with many idols in the bible times ---------- no that probably happened to them very easily.

 They pry had a similiar scenario just stalls and stalls and stalls of stuff being sold EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Jeremiah 3:8 "And I saw, when for all the causes whereby backsliding Israel committed adultery I had put her away, and given her a bill of divorce; yet her treacherous sister Judah feared not, but went and played the harlot also." Fun times even playing the harlot, not bad times is it putting on some cute clothing, and spritzing on some perfume and all decking yourself out with jewels and prancing around a queen............or disney princess.

Revelation 3:16-19 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked: I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see. As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent."
   For me it isn't a matter of "good works" for I have good works those are there, but a matter of my heart not being fully where it should be and I don't like it.

   Last night I went to bible study for the first time in several weeks (they take a break in the summer). The ladies said they were very glad to see me (they could be happy to see me) I worry though and it's my own doing...........that they may deem me and satanic witch. But that doesn't matter does it???????????

no

it actually doesn't matter what people think of me

What matters is where is my heart

do I love people - good so does God that is good

how about my love for god is that burning???????? Or have I let some love for the things of this earth, or some "cares" for the things of this earth creep in?????????????

  I find it very hard these days to stay ripped on fire with a burning love for God, not cause I don't love god..............................

because there is so much going on in my life

  Things so many things expected of me in a day, last night at bible study we talked about proverbs uhhhhh think it's 31 the bit of proverbs that speaks of a godly woman and allllllllllllllllllllll the things she's supposed to do, and how doing all that at once isn't required of no women............BUT IT IS QUITE A LIST. 

  And a very real list...................................there is really probably safe to say a whole ridiculous lot expected out of most everybody. If not from humans, from god, but probably other humans as well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Luke 8:14 "And that which fell among thorns are they, which, when they have heard, go forth, and are choked with cares and riches and pleasures of this life, and bring no fruit to perfection." The cares the riches and pleasures of life ALL REAL, REAL THINGS MANY OF US ENCOUNTER EVERY SINGLE DAY OF OUR LIVES. 

Matthew 13:7 "And some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprung up, and choked them:"
Mark 4:7 "And some fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up, and choked it, and it yielded no fruit." ---------- I don't feel I'm experiencing Matthew 13:7 and Mark 4:7 probably going to annoy the body of christ at large by saying this I think it's mostly due to the muslim you tube account above............that buffers any "thorn action" that might be in my life I believe. 

  Cause we all are around thorns -------- pry all in a big ol' thorn bush called life!!!!!!!!!!!!! My mom told me she said something somewhere on the internet about president bush (she being a big time fan of president bush - WHICH hey God did choose him for president and he's done some of the will of god I really believe that)..............and she got tons of comments people being not nice to her at all. I think my mom sure did have a run in with at least a few thorns!!!!!!!!!!!! God wants them saved ok!!!!!!!!!!! 2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

  Ok that's all for today, I'm off to drink my morning cup of coffee -------- fresh ground beans today : ) 

  I insert a song.............................................

Everthing is a mindset

I neo telling you something in the matrix right now

Philippians 2

5 Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus:

6 Who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God:

7 But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:

8 And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross.

  Treacherousness is the mindset of get cute things for cute instagram photo's (my family lives far away from me, so I have used facebook and instagram.........but I loath them platforms..........due to the temptation they bring to people

to be pretty 

to gain the world

.............that ain't even gain

what you got if you gain the whole world and loose your soul????????????

you got nothing then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But a bunch of stuff that'll burn up someday, or moths will get it.............

Matthew 6:18-20

18 That thou appear not unto men to fast, but unto thy Father which is in secret: and thy Father, which seeth in secret, shall reward thee openly.

19 Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal:

20 But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal:

off to drink coffee

be on fire 👍