So I agree with chrissy salem this idea that life is hard and you need to try and look nice - earn more money, have goals. And also MAKE TODAY A GREAT DAY. The bible sets us up to be "debbie downers" paints this "picture" that tribulation is going to happen all kinds of badness Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." It is possible to make a day great, even salvage a bad day if need be!!!!! I'm not going to talk a lot about a lot of bible verses though cause I'm sick of "religiosity" I'm sick of this phenomina where people talk a lot of bible verses and maybe feel like they are 'so awesome" NAH WE ARE SCARCELY SAVED AT BEST AND OUR GOOD WORKS ARE "DIRTY RAGS"...........................

 So I agree with chrissy salem this idea that life is hard and you need to try and look nice - earn more money, have goals. And also MAKE TODAY A GREAT DAY. The bible sets us up to be "debbie downers" paints this "picture" that tribulation is going to happen all kinds of badness Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." It is possible to make a day great, even salvage a bad day if need be!!!!! I'm not going to talk a lot about a lot of bible verses though cause I'm sick of "religiosity" I'm sick of this phenomina where people talk a lot of bible verses and maybe feel like they are 'so awesome" NAH WE ARE SCARCELY SAVED AT BEST AND OUR GOOD WORKS ARE "DIRTY RAGS"...........................

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1 Peter 4:18

And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear?

Isaiah 64:6

But we are all as an unclean thing, and all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags; and we all do fade as a leaf; and our iniquities, like the wind, have taken us away.

  I just quitted listening to a christian couple talking cause one of them was bragging about how awesome they is.........might actually unsubscribe to them. But I'm weary I'm weary of maybe the whole body of christ

that maybe the whole body of christ has "secret pride"??????????????????

patting themselves on their backs in their souls...........................because of all the "good deeds" they do. I really fear that might be the case out there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

most christians do more good deeds then me

THEY COULD BOAST IN THEIR HEARTS AND SOULS ABOUT HOW AWESOME THEY IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the scale is down a few lbs......................the scale has been a rollercoaster for me.............................but I think you need to really really want weight lose to get that for good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

same with righteousness Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled." Even after righteousness is achieved FILTHY RAGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT IS ALL ANY OF US EVER ACHIEVE WITH RIGHTEOUSNESS (despite what a sister was saying of how awesome she is so I stopped listening to that christian couple today, maybe unsubscribe to their you tube channel???? It never does anything for me when people brag how awesome they is like that. ------------ I KNOW THE TRUTH FOR US ALL "filthy rags")

tootles

(ps I am mostly owjibwe pretty sure that is how that's spelled, I tried joining my families tribe filled out and turned in the paper work, they said I was just at the cut off point - so I wasn't able to join my families tribe) 

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A "brother" on you tube done smack talked lucifer and said he was like "It" on the stephen king movie, and really really annoyed me cause jesus says LOVE YOUR ENEMIES.............how you loving lucifer talking all that smack about him?................(and of course in the reply all the fellow christian's were like amen brother preach it).......................

Update 7/15/2025 brian went to the hospital yesterday in pain, he has kidney stones right now. Meanwhile I have a ear infection so bad, I slept with a warm wash cloth on my ear last night, and ate about 8 cloves of garlic. Todays another 8-10 clove of garlic day for me to safe to say. I'm drinking more wheatgrass then usual to, hopeing it'll help my immune system like fight off this ear infection.

A "brother" on you tube done smack talked lucifer and said he was like "It" on the stephen king movie, and really really annoyed me cause jesus says LOVE YOUR ENEMIES.............how you loving lucifer talking all that smack about him?................(and of course in the reply all the fellow christian's were like amen brother preach it).......................
  I'm not going to say this brother's name, cause I feel like bashing people is bad........... or like maybe bash isn't the right word "blackball" maybe that's the word. The bible says do unto other's as you'd have done unto you...........well I wouldn't want people talking smack about me anywhere. Luke 6:31 "And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to them likewise." I wouldn't want people using my name, and bashing my name to wazuu so. I'd want them to speak lovingly of me to ----------- I'm just frustrated is what I am. 
 The bible calls lucifer the "son of the morning" that means he's a valuable person with something to offer all us Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!"
 You don't see god talking the smack to much about lucifer what does god call lucifer ya the "great dragon" God gives lucifer respect...........
Revelation 12:9 "And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him."
  And another thing god is love right, well don't you respect those you love???????????????? I think you do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I think you don't smack talk them to wazuu - in fact the bible itself says.................................
Proverbs 17:9 "He that covereth a transgression seeketh love; but he that repeateth a matter separateth very friends."

  Ok maybe we can't cover up what lucifer did...........................but we can not talk the smack about him. 

  But moreso, proverbs 17:9 is not only saying don't talk the smack right........................it's saying he who "covereth a transgression seeketh love" not only don't talk the smack work to cover that up some! 

  I'm not into this smack talk lucifer stuffs, that a lot of the body of christ is loving so bad these days. I'm not liking that at all, I'm a total christian goth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Lucifer is a man and I'm telling you all the bible is true he is the "son of the morning" 

this is nighttime right now

the isn't the morning

this is night

 You want to be respected, give respect.............( Luke 6:31 "And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to them likewise.").........................

1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king."

Lucifer the guy so many of you are smack talking......................

Job 1

7 And the Lord said unto Satan, Whence comest thou? Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, From going to and fro in the earth, and from walking up and down in it.

8 And the Lord said unto Satan, Hast thou considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil?

9 Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought?

10 Hast not thou made an hedge about him, and about his house, and about all that he hath on every side? thou hast blessed the work of his hands, and his substance is increased in the land.

11 But put forth thine hand now, and touch all that he hath, and he will curse thee to thy face.

12 And the Lord said unto Satan, Behold, all that he hath is in thy power; only upon himself put not forth thine hand. So Satan went forth from the presence of the Lord.

 Lucifer is in this bit of the bible reporting to god. Telling god yep I been walking to and fro the earth when god asked him Job 1:7 what he been doing. You ain't seeing lucifer lieing to god, no

no

lucifer is respecting god and telling him the truth in reply

God's like hey how about job............

lucifer could've been in reply like

I will go filiiiiiiiiiiiiiie him for you god

no lucifer didn't reply that he said.............

"Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought?"

I feel this is lucifer showing slllllllllllllllllllllllllllews of respect to Job. Slews. 

  He did NOT disrespect job here. 

  

Those are my points I like to make. 

I believe for what lucifer is, he the best. 

He is the best devil we could ever have. 

The porn industry is mega popular..........................if we had a uneffective devil it wouldn't be mega popular. There could've been another reality were we were allllllllllllll super super saintly

and in this reality there was no porn

no sin

no repentance 

none that

We have porns all over the internet and people fiending for that stuffs so effective lucifer is. 

(sheri ----------------- what are you sayin fool) 

I believe lucifer deserves respect. 

and love

the bible says 

love your enemies

love them 

love them

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"

Cause as you do unto men

that's what they pry going to do unto you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."
That's all for today. Pray for my greately taxed sanity, at least at the messianic synagogue I like to go to I had a nice Rosh Hoshanah time last night 😀💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

  Ok I include a song............................pry about love.........................................

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If you find yourself in a lowly place on earth - SERVE GOD/JESUS, HAVE ZEAL HAVE FIRE, WE ALL CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TOGETHER!.........................

Update 1/8/2024 this morning I went down a you tube rabbit hole, about the january 1st 2024 miami aliens. And the earth's core heating up, the sun being ACTIVE NOW, before it wasn't, now we have "super sun flares". 

I can't talk much..............I really can't...................

but if you want to be human and survive.............................

you bestest figure out what your super human powers are!!!!!!!

DON'T TELL ME YOUR JUST A HUMAN BEING LIES!!!!!!!!!

Acts 10:28 "And he said unto them, Ye know how that it is an unlawful thing for a man that is a Jew to keep company, or come unto one of another nation; but God hath shewed me that I should not call any man common or unclean."

  Figure out what your super human powers are............

maybe you levitate

maybe you can walk through fire

maybe you have "ultra telepathy" 

etc. 

  Then HONE THEM GET BETTER AT THAT!

for.....................

it's gonna get hard to be on earth......................

Matthew 24:21-22 "For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be. And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect's sake those days shall be shortened."

If you find yourself in a lowly place on earth - SERVE GOD/JESUS, HAVE ZEAL HAVE FIRE, WE ALL CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TOGETHER!.........................
Confession: I'll often go on and on about how lowly I am on this here blog (but I desire glory just like many you all do) not that it's bad to desire that (think long as you ain't actively trying to "vaunt" whatever launch yourself up or whatever, not that that'd even work it's god that raises up or brings down someone Psalm 147:6 "The Lord lifteth up the meek: he casteth the wicked down to the ground.") Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"
  I find myself in a lowly place right now.......................we can't control when god decides to raise us up either.1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" Who knows when that "due time" is.
 My point which I'm getting at...........many of us are in "lowly" estates on this here earth at this particular bit of time. STAY HUMBLE! STAY MEEK! SERVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  Let's say god didn't raise me up til I get to heaven, could be heaven is the "due time"..........................Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all."
  I am unfortunately plagued with this "succeed" mentality that is all over this planet. I often think if I don't make myself a big time tele-evangelist (yes women shouldn't lead I know that) that I am a big time failure (I'm just telling you all the truth here). Or to big time succeed, I recogn as a worship leader, or church pianist maybe????????????? Like you know be something "big time"
When in reality not only is is ok to be something small, something of what diminuitive stature on this planet - IT'S PROBABLY FOR THE BEST! 
 ----------- Sure there can be a time to be "raised up" by god that also is blessed and good
----------- But also the time of serving god/jesus maybe a bit more, or just clean just the idea of that of being lowly in a lowly place and serving god/jesus THIS TIME OF LIFE CAN ALSO BE VERY BLESSED! VERY GOOD! (even in the event that we aren't raised up til we get to heaven aka the idea behind the bible verse "christ in you, the hope of glory" Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:")
   I am currently pestering the elder and his wife to contact, mike and lisa and/or to have the elder and his wife over to my house...................(oh of the apostolic christian church of america though I no go there no more)

I WANT TO BE THE LEAST AND THE SERVANT OF ALL!

I went recently to one my aunts funerals, and I went up to view her in the casket (and did tear up - I will miss my aunt) I thought hard about how when we die, we end up either in a urn, or a box............probably. The stuffs you bought you cannot take that stuffs with you. 

  What is the meaning of life??????????????

Is it to buy a bunch of stuffs - no. 

I recogn it is to experience the love and mercy of god, and to also give out that same love and mercy to everyone you know. To love. To serve. 

  The devil would have you all to believe "the life" is to be glamorous, and to have lot's of makeup and lot's of worldly goods, and lot's of status............

JESUS REALLY IS THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE!

John 14:6 "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and thelife: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."

  changed the song there once was a different song on this post

now the song is......................cause this song is talking 

what's about to come upon this earth that will make mens what hearts fail.............

Luke 21:26

Men's hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken.

oh - nanu nanu

that's alien for have a great day!

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 yesterday brian cleaned around his computer and found a bracelet I had bought a long time ago, a giant magnetic type bracelet - man it helped my arthritis yesterday. But I still gotta loose a lot of weight quick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Video blog post:I "counted loss for christ" the law of the bible (Philippians 3:6-8) - IT IS JESUS THAT SAVES............following him....................

Update 10/8/2023 the keto diet and working out most nights on the tread climber for 1 hour is really working. Not only am I getting mega skinny this way --- FEELING BETTER IN GENERAL - my asthma is barely there anymore..................

We went to Barnes and Noble, and I bought this.......................it's patterns to make 10 goul amiguri's pictured below ----------- so fun 😁 (and it came with the yarn etc. to make 2 of the gouls)............They all small and should be fairly quick to crochet up 😁

Poor 2014 me, she literally thought that apostolic christian church of america loved her and valued her.......................................I look soooooooo old back then YIKES POOR ME IN 2014............

(to the brothers, this video is mostly me talking about how to wear makeup naturally and look nice so scroll below to most of the meat of this post)

(painting I just finished, it's still not dry, it's 12 inches x 12 inches in size)

I "counted loss for christ" the law of the bible - IT IS JESUS THAT SAVES............following him..................Philippians 3:6-8"Concerning zeal, persecuting the church; touching the righteousness which is in the law, blameless. But what things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ. Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,"

  A few times in my life, people have told me because I am of jewish lineage that that is it, I am heading to hell. (I may of been told that recently hence this blog post)  1 Corinthians 1:23 "But we preach Christ crucified, unto the Jews a stumbling block, and unto the Greeks foolishness;" The stumbling blog IS REAL, it happens when jews aren't able to stop giving saving significance to the law.............when they can't accept that jesus really paved a way to live that SAVES! If there be any jews reading this you don't need the law, you need jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE SAVES, HE IS CHRIST, THE WAY HE PAVED DOES INDEED LEAD TO LIFE ETERNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I believe the law is very useful still (not the important life saving thing though jesus is what saves) Romans 3:31 "Do we then make void the law through faith? God forbid: yea, we establish the law."

...............I'm not about to ever visit a pychic thanks to the law

..............I will never get a tattoo (less someone kidnaps me ties me down and forces me, and then I'll get it removed) 

.............................I will never talk to dead spirits

..................I will never have a seance

.....................and I ain't anymore going to eat meat with blood in it -------- due to what is written in the old testiment Genesis 9:4 "But flesh with the life thereof, which is the bloodthereof, shall ye not eat."

 You all might completely poo poo the law of god, and go and see pychics everyweek - eat blood filled meat galore, talk to the dead daily and to that I say.............Isaiah 57:19 "I create the fruit of the lips; Peace, peace to him that is far off, and to him that is near, saith the Lord; and I will heal him."

  I can't stress enough right now though that ------- that I don't visit pychics and I don't talk to the dead, and I don't eat lots of bloody meat, and I don't go get at tattoo..................that stuffs isn't what saves me AT ALL..............Denying myself taking up my cross and following jesus daily - that is what is saving me and what will save me long as I don't draw back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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I believe there is one way to heaven, and that is through jesus - (not what I've heard oprah winfrey say that there are "many ways" to heaven - lets look at the bible lets see how many ways the bible says there is to heaven)..................

  Update 10/4/2023 I disagree with both sheri 2014 and sheri earlier this year..................tv is ok, but moderation is the key. My husband doesn't watch "to much" tv. Philippians 4:5 "Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand."

  I'm still battling "extreme asthma" but am perservering on the treadclimber by Bowflex. I know I will have success, I just don't know when (I know I will manage to send my asthma into remission)..............

 Update 4/14/2023 so happy with the perfume I ordered at macy's (I am really into perfume.............probably because I've done spent my entire life around realitor's and they most always wear perfume and/or cologne..........so like I like associate perfume/cologne with class and success LIKE BOTH)...............

look how large these perfumes are 👍👍👍👄👄👄👄👄😀

I'm about to sniff them and spray maybe 2 of them on me after I post this blog post 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

I believe there is one way to heaven, and that is through jesus - (not what I've heard oprah winfrey say that there are "many ways" to heaven - lets look at the bible lets see how many ways the bible says there is to heaven)..................John 14:6 "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."
  If we are really going to go by what the bible says, jesus is it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I believe the word of god to be true!!!!!!!!!!
  Many people out there though appear to think god is joking, cause I do not see many people out there seriously on the straight and narrow.........(and/or the devil has just for reals blinded pretty near this entire worlds eyeballs)................Luke 13:23-25 "Then said one unto him, Lord, are there few that be saved? And he said unto them, Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able. When once the master of the house is risen up, and hath shut to the door, and ye begin to stand without, and to knock at the door, saying, Lord, Lord, open unto us; and he shall answer and say unto you, I know you not whence ye are:"
  My husband informed me that he is on the narrow way, he watches tv!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I sit there and really scratch my head over that????????????????? How does my husband think watching tv everynight that he is on the straight and narrow??????? (he often waits to watch tv til after I go to bed, so that I don't have to be trapped in my computer room away from everyone all evening - HE TOLD ME THAT WAS WHAT HE WAS DOIN FROM SOME POINT IN TIME ON OUT............he's held to his word, he don't start watching his tv shows til after I go to bed) 
  I must say it is nice to be able to go play board games with the kids, play often these days I play mario cart with my oldest, I often go for walks with my oldest and my chihuahua's and biking or skating with jessena (not really the type to spend time in the living room anyways). It's nice not being stuck a hostage in my computer room for hours a day anymore, that's been real nice for me for a long time.
   I have been going seeing movies sometimes with my family, and I might stop doing that though.............................yes, to the pure all things are pure, but I surely don't take Luke 13:23-25 to be some kind of joke that ha ha god won't really shut a lot of people out. God's going to close the door on many MANY people that thought themselves to very much so be christians! 
  Ok jesus is the way the truth and the life, what did he do everyday..................Luke 9:23
"And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his crossdaily, and follow me."
Don't be friends with this world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Deny yourself and take up your cross and follow jesus daily instead - JESUS IS THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE
.John 14:6 "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."  NO MAN NO MAN, COMETH UNTO THE FATHER, BUT BY JESUS!!!!! BY FOLLOWING HIM!!!!!!!!!! Denying yourself and taking up your cross everyday and following jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Many people out there that think themselves to be christians..........that might even be like my husband watching tv every evening and thinking to themselves they are clean on the straight and narrow.......................................
are going to find a closed door
and they are going to be pounding on it saying "................Lord, Lord, open unto us; and he shall answer and say unto you, I know you not whence ye are:"
  Think I'm going to stop going to most movies with my family, no helper for me on a spiritual level in my daily life you know um - no e-mails in my e-mail box with bunches of bible verse nobody pouring into my life in that way. (less you count pastors sermons on sundays, if you count that)
  All this in red........sheri 10/4/2023 thinks is HORRIBLE................that the apostolic christian church of america very badly effected me........................."ornaments" is not hair things, even if you weared hijab/tichel you still need hair things to put your hair up. Ornaments is jewelry, but NOT WEDDING RINGS, wedding rings are not in the same classification is mere "jewelry"................

(I removed my wedding ring and still don't wear it, and I am a member of the rubenstein family, which god isn't a respector of persons............but I really believe with the entire every last fiber of my being that god is about to do something beyond what I could even comprehend good in my life.................................Exodus 33:5 "For the Lord had said unto Moses, Say unto the children of Israel, Ye are a stiffnecked people: I will come up into the midst of thee in a moment, and consume thee: therefore now put off thy ornaments from thee, that I may know what to do unto thee."
  I've clean stopped buying hair things, cause I've decided hair things might be "ornaments" as well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
I have surely fully removed all "ornaments from thee"

Have a great week earth! 

(apostolic christian church of america has a song that mentions their rich heritage, I know not anything about that heritage, but I know of my families heritage aka the "rubenstein family" heritage and that is abundant............................I love my family (my great uncle I wish he hadn't killed the assasinator of john F kennedy ---------- I loved John F Kennedy deeply myself ------------ I like obama to, many people talk the smack of obama, but in my estimation he's pretty alright!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) And I don't have nothin against oprah, she just needs to go back to church for reals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She needs to stop all that new age mumbo jumbo she got herself involved in!!!!!! ----------- sticking a clause I listen to the AC Streamer often and yes there are many a helpful sermon that has been preached on that dealio and I wouldn't be no where close to where I am today without many a pastors help!

LOVE

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Psalm 41:1 "Blessed is he that considereth the poor: the Lord will deliver him in time of trouble."..................