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Saturday, December 30, 2023

Today I donated to basically my enemy, the pastor dad one of my many attackers, that said I don't deserve a husband, or family or friends because I love satan, and she went on and on and on about what a piece of trash she deemed me to be (ambers daughter amber my not dna related big sis married a black man for her 1st marriage had 3 kids with him). Now her dad, has done bad "contract" work....................and he's judged by many.............but I think most the time he must mean well for the bible says Proverbs 21:2 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes: but the Lord pondereth the hearts." He never chewed me out like his daughter did...............he was always nice to me...................

 Today I donated to basically my enemy, the pastor dad one of my many attackers, that said I don't deserve a husband, or family or friends because I love satan, and she went on and on and on about what a piece of trash she deemed me to be (ambers daughter amber my not dna related big sis married a black man for her 1st marriage had 3 kids with him). Now her dad, has done bad "contract" work....................and he's judged by many.............but I think most the time he must mean well for the bible says Proverbs 21:2 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes: but the Lord pondereth the hearts." He never chewed me out like his daughter did...............he was always nice to me...................

https://www.gofundme.com/f/building-fund-for-ministry-and-woodworking-shop

he helps give homeless people skills to get employment

he did threaten me like many other people also have, to not mention his name, his families names etc. else he'd sue 
but the bible says.......................

Proverbs 29:25 "The fear of man bringeth a snare: but whoso putteth his trust in the Lord shall be safe."

maybe I'll list off all the people's names that threatened to sue me eventually. I don't need to.

Just let it be known, people that don't like me they threaten to sue me often that's what they do "for jesus" usually "for jesus" they threaten to sue me. To get me afraid. 
  But it isn't them wanting me afraid I think it's lucifer wanting me to be afraid, or his men working through these people I only love lucifer and his men I understand their job. 
I just can't afford to live in fear.
I think people aren't donating to randy's um "go fund me" cause they are sure he's "bad" a "bad guy" 

BUT THAT AIN'T WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS

 Proverbs 21:2 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes: but the Lord pondereth the hearts." 

Cancel culture of randy merryweather says..............
https://olis.oregonlegislature.gov/liz/2022R1/Downloads/PublicTestimonyDocument/37645
the bible says 

 Proverbs 21:2 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes: but the Lord pondereth the hearts." 
he ain't been perfeect randy ain't 
naw
but do I believe he's some terrible guy
naw
I ain't a fan of his daughter being very mean to me
and I ain't a fan of his ex-wife not inviting me to family get togethers anymore cause she hates my guts like her daughter does "for jesus" because I love satan
but
 Proverbs 21:2 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes: but the Lord pondereth the hearts." 
and
we wage a war not against flesh and blood
though it is flesh and blood attacking me verbally often on the internet
got so bad I had to leave facebook, instagram, and tik tok
Ephesians 6:12
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
Don't get me wrong
I love satan
in the mascarade satan and jesus are all that is real to me
everyone else is "mascarading" 
either they christians trying to look like devil worshippers
or they are devil worshippers trying to look like christians
lucifer ----- real guy love him
jesus --------- real guy love him to
πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“
I am tired of the mascarade I love realness
I'm a line crosser I tell you I am on my blog and have lost most my family for it
but I like it that way
I like being real
few extra heart for lucifer/satan who has been greately "cancel cultured" like me
πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“
I DON'T BELIEVE IN THE CANCEL CULTURE AT ALL
YOU ALL DO
MOST YOU DO "FOR JESUS" EVEN
JESUS WASN'T WALKING AROUND CANCELLING PEOPLE
HE WAS UNCANCELLING



newsflash, my christian family supposedly 100% christian, HAS HAD FAMILY GET TOGETHERS WITHOUT ME NOT INVITING ME - why because I love satan................oh I have the receipts..................................

 newsflash, my christian family supposedly 100% christian, HAS HAD FAMILY GET TOGETHERS WITHOUT ME NOT INVITING ME - why because I love satan................oh I have the receipts..................................

Amber "big sis" (not dna related to me though) she like didn't invite me to at least 1 family get together
because I love satan
and she is a christian so she can't be "tainted" by even being in my presence. 
now that ain't what the bible says to do
but some pastors out there EVIDENTALY are preaching hate and general "funkiness" THEY MUST BE!
Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you," - Now I don't hate amber she hates me "for jesus" as does many of my family, they both hate me a lot of them and they like to laugh at me. But Luke 6:27 to me, to me, is saying have that "satan worshipper" sheri over to the family get togethers. BUT MOST MY SELF PROFESSED CHRISTIAN FAMILY HAS ANOTHER VERSION EVIDENTALLY OF THE BIBLE THAT DON'T INCLUDE LUKE 6:27 AT ALL F THAT BIBLE VERSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm fine, most my family by now has laughed at me
a lot
I'm not really wanting to be in my family 
I know that sounds bad
I guess
if not wanting to be in a family where you are a joke and laughed at is bad????????
my mom keeps e-mailing me though
I get it
she's trying to heed Luke 6:27
but most of her "christian" family likes instead to butt ffffffffffffffffff's Luke 6:27 

the bible contradicts itself often
and does say not to fellowship with "devils" 
but
I'm not at all what this verse is speaking about
these verses are speaking about "sacrificing" buying spending all your money or a big bit of it...................on designer clothing....................................
1 Corinthians 10:19-21 "What say I then? that the idol is any thing, or that which is offered in sacrifice to idols is any thing? But I say, that the things which the Gentiles sacrifice, they sacrifice to devils, and not to God: and I would not that ye should have fellowship with devils.Ye cannot drink the cup of the Lord, and the cup of devils: ye cannot be partakers of the Lord's table, and of the table of devils."
I ain't been buying designer clothing
or purses
instead I been donating to "Donors Choose" lately. 
And before that I was also mostly donating money to charities. 
let's not pretend
that gucci ain't for many people a "idol" 
prada - idol
Ralph Lauren - idol
etc. etc. 
can you be a "innocent fan" of these brands
yes I believe so
if the collecting of these clothing pieces is done slow - slow enough you still have time and money for god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I gonna say money for god to.......................
For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.
to do "good works" most the time takes money, even if your just counting the gas spent..............that's still money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
these kids are totally earth people
but I appreciate the "I'm a space alien" game πŸ‘
some you 
so into being poor for jesus
you ain't gots no money to do anything for god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tootles
people think I'm stupid and can't "clock" people out there, I can ------------- they buying much to expensive houses and cars...............most em ain't got no money left
and then 
they all hanging out with each other
broke as jokes most em
thinkin THEY ARE BETTER THEN ME
they got debt
they got fantasy most em
they don't got money to lend to nobody....................
Luke 6:34
And if ye lend to them of whom ye hope to receive, what thank have ye? for sinners also lend to sinners, to receive as much again.
In Context | Full Chapter | Other Translations
Luke 6:35
But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.
  so they might as well be like most my family and butt fffffffffffffffffff  Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you," F god Jesus and his word real good f that with that many bills and debt. 
good plot most my family that butt f's Luke 6:27 πŸ‘

I ain't over here hating them naw
they likely so in debt
they had to laugh at me for loving satan
just to have some "pretend relief" in their wallets
πŸ’΅πŸ’ΈπŸ’°πŸ’²πŸŽπŸ’΄πŸ’ΆπŸ’―
yesterday while shabbating - true story many pastors smack talking Lucifer (and they really shouldn't do that). 

John 1:1-3 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. The same was in the beginning with God.  All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made."
god made Lucifer
and
Lucifer and his men were never given a chance to repent - though someone commented on my blog "well why didn't lucifer and his men just repent give their lives to jesus" or some shiz to that effect someone did comment on my blog because lucifer and his men were never given a chance. 
not only were they never given a chance

hell was created specifically for lucifer and his men
god FULLY PLANNIN TO HAVE 0% MERCY ON LUCIFER AND HIS MEN...................

41 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:

my very goth butt

loves lucifer and his men

(some his men have lost their minds I do believe) 

forever

and bats

and cemetaries

and nearby lake where bats fly at night it's so nice

etc. 

I am like puzzled with the continent of africa
are the people there being given free condoms?
are condoms from usa all defective and not working?????????????????
cause like
there's like people having babies tons there
droughts yearly
yet tons of babies happening
starvation yearly
yet tons of babies happening

either they ain't getting free condoms from usa

or usa condoms are all defective!!!!!!!!!!!!





Friday, December 29, 2023

reading the bible the day before yesterdays "bible read" for me, this verse man got me FIRED UP to keep the sabbath (friday night sundown, til saturday night sundown) Isaiah 56:6-7 "Also the sons of the stranger, that join themselves to the Lord, to serve him, and to love the name of the Lord, to be his servants, every one that keepeth the sabbath from polluting it, and taketh hold of my covenant; Even them will I bring to my holy mountain, and make them joyful in my house of prayer: their burnt offerings and their sacrifices shall be accepted upon mine altar; for mine house shall be called an house of prayer for all people." YOU LIKE ME WANT TO BE BROUGHT TO GOD'S HOLY MOUNTAIN A PLACE OF SAFETY (mostly)..........................and light more importantly LIGHT in the future, this worlds getting dark, people that were pretending to be "not christian" some them I THINK HAVE EXCELLED AT NOT BEING CHRISTIAN..................

 reading the bible the day before yesterdays "bible read" for me, this verse man got me FIRED UP to keep the sabbath (friday night sundown, til saturday night sundown) Isaiah 56:6-7 "Also the sons of the stranger, that join themselves to the Lord, to serve him, and to love the name of the Lord, to be his servants, every one that keepeth the sabbath from polluting it, and taketh hold of my covenant;  Even them will I bring to my holy mountain, and make them joyful in my house of prayer: their burnt offerings and their sacrifices shall be accepted upon mine altar; for mine house shall be called an house of prayer for all people." YOU LIKE ME WANT TO BE BROUGHT TO GOD'S HOLY MOUNTAIN A PLACE OF SAFETY (mostly)..........................and light more importantly LIGHT in the future, this worlds getting dark, people that were pretending to be "not christian" some them I THINK HAVE EXCELLED AT NOT BEING CHRISTIAN..................

SUNDAY church ISN'T IT

SUNDAY church IS A LIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (unless you like do like me go to sunday church cause synagogues as a jew you could get shot dead there.........................the sunday style churches is safer) sunday church is just "post me sabbating" bonus um church time. Because that's what they mostly do in america, they do sunday church they not many do shabbat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if they shabbat pry they don't do it like us jews................................

Isaiah 58:12-14 "And they that shall be of thee shall build the old waste places: thou shalt raise up the foundations of many generations; and thou shalt be called, The repairer of the breach, The restorer of paths to dwell in. If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."
if
I walk in a park on the sabbath - bestest be thinkin about god and his word for real real 
and for those new to my blog the sabbath is build up for "saturday night"
whole point of this blog post
is if you ain't a jew
aka about to maybe get kidnapped for jesus soon................
Jeremiah 16:15-17 "But, The Lord liveth, that brought up the children of Israel from the land of the north, and from all the lands whither he had driven them: and I will bring them again into their land that I gave unto their fathers. Behold, I will send for many fishers, saith the Lord, and they shall fish them; and after will I send for many hunters, and they shall hunt them from every mountain, and from every hill, and out of the holes of the rocks. For mine eyes are upon all their ways: they are not hid from my face, neither is their iniquity hid from mine eyes." There's hope for like gentiles to not just make it to israel
not just make it to israel....................
Isaiah 56:6-7 "Also the sons of the stranger, that join themselves to the Lord, to serve him, and to love the name of the Lord, to be his servants, every one that keepeth the sabbath from polluting it, and taketh hold of my covenant;  Even them will I bring to my holy mountain, and make them joyful in my house of prayer: their burnt offerings and their sacrifices shall be accepted upon mine altar; for mine house shall be called an house of prayer for all people."
hope for everyone πŸ˜πŸ‘
so if your like reading this which this is posted friday night usa
good solid plot I feel to shabbat
why
cause who don't want money????????
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrri
if you walk the high places of the earth - you pry have money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! """" and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth,""""" - that's money, that's shabbat πŸ’²πŸ’²πŸ’²πŸ’²πŸ’²πŸ’²πŸ’²
I feel like including also a gangster rapper song

cause shabbat money is greater then all the monies!!!!!!!!!!!

off to shabbat soooooooooooooooooooooo bad

shaaaaaaaaaaaaabbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbat





Telling my mom how much I hate the "mascarade" I HATE IT'S EVERYONE AROUND ME CHRISTIAN OR NOT ACTING, either acting like they is "satans" or acting like they is "saints" (you know cause they likely are you know satan's trying to look legit ----------- A ENTIRE "LITTLE HOUSE ON THE PRARIE CHURCH COMES TO MY MIND - to say I'm suspicious of the sinless perfection of the members of the apostolic christian church of america is a UNDERSTATEMENT) how, can people be that perfect????? I'm highly suspicious of perfection like that ) James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." They have only members invited testimonies, where they supposedly recount how they repented of some sins AND THEN THAT'S LIKE A EPISODE OF STEPFORD WIVES THEY ARE SINLESS AND FLAWLESS FROM THEN ON - IT'S MY FAMILIES CHURCH I NEVER SAW THEM SIN, NEVER HEARD OF A SIN NOWHERE.............just perfect little house on the prairie buisiness all the time, eventually that drove me up the walllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll...........................

Telling my mom how much I hate the "mascarade" I HATE IT'S EVERYONE AROUND ME CHRISTIAN OR NOT ACTING, either acting like they is "satans" or acting like they is "saints" (you know cause they likely are you know satan's trying to look legit ----------- A ENTIRE "LITTLE HOUSE ON THE PRARIE CHURCH COMES TO MY MIND - to say I'm suspicious of the sinless perfection of the members of the apostolic christian church of america is a UNDERSTATEMENT) how, can people be that perfect????? I'm highly suspicious of perfection like that ) James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." They have  only members invited testimonies, where they supposedly recount how they repented of some sins AND THEN THAT'S LIKE A EPISODE OF STEPFORD WIVES THEY ARE SINLESS AND FLAWLESS FROM THEN ON - IT'S MY FAMILIES CHURCH I NEVER SAW THEM SIN, NEVER HEARD OF A SIN NOWHERE.............just perfect little house on the prairie buisiness all the time, eventually that drove me up the walllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll...........................

one my latest e-mails to my mom...........also e-mailed her theorzing I must be been hunted by my not dna related to me finland 97% finland big sister (I saw her dna test results said 97% finland). Cause if her and her daughter were never willing to forgive me as CHRISTIANS, so that's why they ain't having family get togethers no more ----------- that don't make sense.

1. they are supposedly christians and thems supposed to be merciful so that there ain't been a family get together for 2 years don't make sense

that and my "offense" to them was they were breaking the law, and I didn't know the law at that time in oregon, and so I took family pics of neices baby shower NOT KNOWING I WAS PHOTOGRAPHING ILLEGIAL ACTIVITY............and then they yelled at me to take the family pics down which I did. That's it that was my big time offense.

why stop family get togethers altogether over being upset with me for not knowing always freshly made laws in oregon??????????????

it don't make sense

either they'd keep having family get togethers without me, or be christians and forgive me.........................I believe I've been hunted in my own family

And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death.
but besides the potential that some people in my family want to kill me for satan
I hate the mascarade, 
BE REAL MAN!!!!!!!!
hopefully you'll be a bad guy like me LOVING PEOPLE KILLING PEOPLE IS DEMENTED
WANTING TO KILL PEOPLE IS DEMENTED!

 I hate the mascarade and am tired of it mom


nomadder what side of the mascarade you and dad are on and everyone else in our family 
I'm sick of the mascarade
I ain't mascarading anymore
I'm a christian that has "crossed the line" -------------------- or am going to real soon ----------------- I gonna do it....................Ecclesiastes 3:15
That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past.
I hate the mascarade
I hate it
Amen iggy...........................
we swear sheri you've nearly lost the entire plot of the bible
but we kinda like it
ya you kinda like it don't you 😁
tootles
people have repeatedly accused me of not repenting or not believing in repentance
repentance don't mean your all the sudden flawless
IT DON'T MEAN THAT
I done listed what it means but nobody be's listening to me while in their "mascarade" of either thinking they's a christian but they ain't or vice verse to as well
repentance for each person is different............
do I need to not cuss yes - will cuss words slip out time to time probably
I'm NOT A PERFECT SINLESS ROBOT CHRISTIAN LIKE AT THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA
if you want that
great
go to the apostolic christian church of america YOU WILL NOT BE DISSAPOINTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
don't do drugs - less you have bad arthritis but then do "medical marijuana" or basically medical marijuana, which is hardly any thc just enough thc to get rid of pain and inflammation
don't do porns
or watch the porns
cause why
so you won't be a filthy dreamer - duh....................
Likewise also these filthy dreamers defile the flesh, despise dominion, and speak evil of dignities.
what you watch in the day often =='s your dreams it does
in my dreams
I'm wandering through mansions giant mansions
and when that's not happening I'm traveling everywhere
which neither of those things have to do with my current life
but
I don't look at the porns.....................................so I never score in my dreams at night hahahahahahahahahahah
πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“ it 
hahahahahahahahahahahah
for real though
hardly never
like hardly neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeever
just me walking through mansions giant mansions and traveling everywhere that's mostly my every single night sleep
are we supposed to want to be poor............but you pry won't be poor...........................
2 Corinthians 6:8-10 "By honour and dishonour, by evil report and good report: as deceivers, and yet true; As unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and, behold, we live; as chastened, and not killed; As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things."
 YOU CAN'T BE "POOR" AND ALSO "and possessing all things" 
I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread.
and if you want to be rich and famous
oh you'll be attacked like me called a satan worshipper
laughed at
but
Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour.
to want friends isn't a evil thing
but
to many christians IT IS A VERY EVIL THING!


Wednesday, December 27, 2023

Radical truth for today ------- EVERYONE HAS A HARD ETERNITY I DO BELIEVE. So bestest we love each other, nomadder if we on "team satan" or "team jesus" or still "in the valley of decision" Joel 3:14 "Multitudes, multitudes in the valley of decision! For the day of the Lord is near in the valley of decision." There isn't really such a thing as "atheist" ----------- they just ain't decided yet that's all.....THEY GONNA HAVE TO DECIDE SOON..............................(line crossing is real to) - while still "team jesus" -- though according to most my family I am "team satan" WHICH IS PERFECT CAUSE CHRISTIANS GONNA DIE MAYBE SOON!!!!!!!! -- but like you know in my "permanent villian era" : )...................I like being a villian it's fun..................saints, saint donating money all the time to the poor - just stay poor from my experience, I'M IN POOR LAND FOR JESUS OH YA.............while also a line crosser..............do the math people do the math.................

 Radical truth for today ------- EVERYONE HAS A HARD ETERNITY I DO BELIEVE. So bestest we love each other, nomadder if we on "team satan" or "team jesus" or still "in the valley of decision"  Joel 3:14 "Multitudes, multitudes in the valley of decision! For the day of the Lord is near in the valley of decision." There isn't really such a thing as "atheist" ----------- they just ain't decided yet that's all.....THEY GONNA HAVE TO DECIDE SOON..............................(line crossing is real to) - while still "team jesus" -- though according to most my family I am "team satan" WHICH IS PERFECT CAUSE CHRISTIANS GONNA DIE MAYBE SOON!!!!!!!! -- but like you know in my "permanent villian era" : )...................I like being a villian it's fun..................saints, saint donating money all the time to the poor - just stay poor from my experience, I'M IN POOR LAND FOR JESUS OH YA.............while also a line crosser..............do the math people do the math.................

most people are satan's/Lucifers

yep

you know what that means???????????????

most the world is pry going goth

\most goth's boo marilyn manson
but sometimes the guy has a point
amen marilyn manson!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I answered, “Sir, you know.” And he said, “These are they who have come out of the great tribulation; they have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.
note in Revelation 7:14 the words "great tribulation" it's gonna happen to most people.........many people......................on BOTH TEAMS YO'SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO BOTH TEAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
both teams loose jobs - sometimes
both teams GET ARTHRITIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - NEAR 50 ME IS SPICEY πŸ˜‚
Swear somedays there ain't even a heaven or a hell to me ---- THERE'S ARTHRITIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Not only are my legs numb sometimes, my feet are sometimes also numb...................my spine arthritis couldn't leave the bone arthritis in my right leg all alone..............................my spine arthritis today is like "heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey" 
🦴
people bestest not say the words "you don't have a backbone" around me - that phrase makes me hopeful hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahhahahahah
right now ok
my life is horrible ok
I poor - no friends (my 1 best friend just moved way to far away)
back to my point I'm poor that means no friends
THAT'S CLEAN IN THE BIBLE.................
Proverbs 14:20 "The poor are shunned even by their neighbors, but the rich have many friends."
I'm telling you bible stuff right now.
I'm poor with no friends aka proverbs 14:20
right
cause the bible is true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
suffering all kinds for the lord
cause if you don't have likes or views to save your life online so bad you were attacked like I was - you had to leave facebook, instagram, and tik tok
and you like
dieing of arthritis
and your arthritis best friend "extreme asthma" sometimes also shows up when your peloton biking but not so often since going mostly vegan.
.....................that's the ultimate "suffer bus"
(I could be the most saint??????????????????????????)
I might be
nearly the Lord Jesus....................

via GIPHY

  Are you tryin to flex sheri?????????????????? 

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

  I'm making a secret point...............................

The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children.
I've always been a bit of a "line crosser" - true story
the only difference between my "line crossing" of the past and my current "line crossing" is my current "line crossing" is determined to be permanent aka my "permanent villian era"
I AIN'T SAYING I AIN'T SERVING THE LORD
naw
I still donate near daily to "'donors choose" (eventually I might take a break from that or move onto some other charity or something)
I poor
I suffering for God/JESUS
Romans 8:18
For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ.
I mean
my hair is currently purple
my nail polish is black currently you know the devil color
I still love frisbee golfing
kayaking (haven't did that in a minute) 
uh
and living dead makeup - must look like corpse though!!!!!!!!!!! AND THAT AIN'T A JEZEBEL THAT'S A CORPSE........................................
πŸ’€
TOOTLES

Tuesday, December 26, 2023

I try and stay "chippery" positive, but what I really believe about myself........is that I am the "lowest hell" Wellllllllllllllllllllll below Judas iscariot, BELOW SATAN/LUCIFER, below everything and everyone in eternity. Isaiah 14:15 "But you are brought down to Sheol, to the depths of the Pit." But according to the kings james version I'm a touch more "chippery" Isaiah 14:15 "Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit."................................

Update 10/4/2024 I'm still crocheting potholders this pattern.....................https://lulostitchco.com/crochet-pot-holders/
 Here is the pile so far 😁.........................
I try and stay "chippery" positive, but what I really believe about myself........is that I am the "lowest hell" Wellllllllllllllllllllll below Judas iscariot, BELOW SATAN/LUCIFER, below everything and everyone in eternity. Isaiah 14:15 "But you are brought down to Sheol, to the depths of the Pit." But according to the kings james version I'm a touch more "chippery" Isaiah 14:15 "Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit."................................
Isaiah 14:15
Tree of Life Version
15 Yet you will be brought down to Sheol,
to the lowest parts of the Pit.

Isaiah 14:15
King James Version
15 Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit.

Isaiah 14:15
New International Version
15 But you are brought down to the realm of the dead,
to the depths of the pit.
Go ahead attack me more
I deserve it
I deserve only bad things to happen to me always..................
Have a great day!
Lucifer tries and cheer me up..........his e-mail to me today via a internet portal of which location I don't want to say where......................
why 
must I be attacked by christians for all of eternity
because I love satan
and I want to have friends that's why.................
Proverbs 14:20 "The poor are shunned even by their neighbors, but the rich have many friends."
but right now I mostly just want to die
I'm in immense pain, my rheumatoid arthritis now extends down the BONE of my entire right leg. 
I tried to walk my dog, to try and get feeling in my legs, it didn't work much.................
https://dailygiving.org/
If you want to be blessed
bless israel
bless the jews 
Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."






Sunday, December 24, 2023

I'm for the patriarchy turns out,, why cause I don't want to kill people and that'll be Lucifer's mens job to kill you know fellow chrisitians soon,- MY HANDS WILIL STAY CLEAN! Revelation 13:10 "He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints." Men will "leadeth iinto captivity to that'll pry exclusively be something men do leading people into captivity MAYBE CAUSE OF BAD SERMONS?????????? ---------- CAUSE THIS IS A PATRIARCHY SOCIETY THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also if your jew enough to be kidnapped and/or shipped to israel I've decided being kidnapped and/or shipped to israel is a good thing - why cause god's going to have some level of protection over israel THAT HE WON'T HAVE ON THE REST OF THE EARTH LIKE THAT!....................

 I'm for the patriarchy turns out,, why cause I don't want to kill people and that'll be Lucifer's mens job to kill you know fellow chrisitians soon,- MY HANDS WILIL STAY CLEAN!  Revelation 13:10  "He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints." Men will "leadeth iinto captivity to that'll pry exclusively be something men do leading people into captivity MAYBE CAUSE OF BAD SERMONS?????????? ---------- CAUSE THIS IS A PATRIARCHY SOCIETY THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also if your jew enough to be kidnapped and/or shipped to israel I've decided being kidnapped and/or shipped to israel is a good thing - why cause god's going to have some level of protection over israel THAT HE WON'T HAVE ON THE REST OF THE EARTH LIKE THAT!....................

Zechariah 8:1-8 "Again the word of the Lord of hosts came to me, saying, Thus saith the Lord of hosts; I was jealous for Zion with great jealousy, and I was jealous for her with great fury. Thus saith the Lord; I am returned unto Zion, and will dwell in the midst of Jerusalem: and Jerusalem shall be called a city of truth; and the mountain of the Lord of hosts the holy mountain. Thus saith the Lord of hosts; There shall yet old men and old women dwell in the streets of Jerusalem, and every man with his staff in his hand for very age. And the streets of the city shall be full of boys and girls playing in the streets thereof. Thus saith the Lord of hosts; If it be marvellous in the eyes of the remnant of this people in these days, should it also be marvellous in mine eyes? saith the Lord of hosts. Thus saith the Lord of hosts; Behold, I will save my people from the east country, and from the west country; And I will bring them, and they shall dwell in the midst of Jerusalem: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God, in truth and in righteousness."
   I hope I'm jew enough to be shipped to israel and/or kidnapped there someday. 
close to god ======= good
far away from god ==== yikes you will be attacked pry
Psalm 17:7-9 "Shew thy marvellous lovingkindness, O thou that savest by thy right hand them which put their trust in thee from those that rise up against them. Keep me as the apple of the eye, hide me under the shadow of thy wings, From the wicked that oppress me, from my deadly enemies, who compass me about."
from my deadly enemies
who compass me about
YIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My mom says Jews come in all sorts of colors, and mentioned herself being native american like a ton........that there are 12 tribes to the Jews so many shades of skin................SHE'S RIGHT. 
More pics to look at my nose whilst you consider kidnapping me to Israel for god................................

"sheri your such a jew, they should make you president of Isreal that netanyahu is getting old afterall" - I know right 😁
uhhhhhhhh
I'm fittin ta be like that like cesar dude in the bible....................
πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“ the patriarchy

24 When Pilate saw that he could prevail nothing, but that rather a tumult was made, he took water, and washed his hands before the multitude, saying, I am innocent of the blood of this just person: see ye to it.

James 4:8 "Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded." - ya amen james 4:8
  PARTIARCHY πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘
I'M ALL ABOUT THE GET CLOSER TO GOD HUSTLE MAN
NOT NO BLOODSHED OR DELIVERIN PEOPLE UP TO CAPTIVITY - thank god that's the mens jobs in the patriarchy their hands will be dirty DIRRRRRRRRRTY
  PARTIARCHY πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘
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