Telling my mom how much I hate the "mascarade" I HATE IT'S EVERYONE AROUND ME CHRISTIAN OR NOT ACTING, either acting like they is "satans" or acting like they is "saints" (you know cause they likely are you know satan's trying to look legit ----------- A ENTIRE "LITTLE HOUSE ON THE PRARIE CHURCH COMES TO MY MIND - to say I'm suspicious of the sinless perfection of the members of the apostolic christian church of america is a UNDERSTATEMENT) how, can people be that perfect????? I'm highly suspicious of perfection like that ) James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." They have only members invited testimonies, where they supposedly recount how they repented of some sins AND THEN THAT'S LIKE A EPISODE OF STEPFORD WIVES THEY ARE SINLESS AND FLAWLESS FROM THEN ON - IT'S MY FAMILIES CHURCH I NEVER SAW THEM SIN, NEVER HEARD OF A SIN NOWHERE.............just perfect little house on the prairie buisiness all the time, eventually that drove me up the walllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll...........................

Telling my mom how much I hate the "mascarade" I HATE IT'S EVERYONE AROUND ME CHRISTIAN OR NOT ACTING, either acting like they is "satans" or acting like they is "saints" (you know cause they likely are you know satan's trying to look legit ----------- A ENTIRE "LITTLE HOUSE ON THE PRARIE CHURCH COMES TO MY MIND - to say I'm suspicious of the sinless perfection of the members of the apostolic christian church of america is a UNDERSTATEMENT) how, can people be that perfect????? I'm highly suspicious of perfection like that ) James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." They have  only members invited testimonies, where they supposedly recount how they repented of some sins AND THEN THAT'S LIKE A EPISODE OF STEPFORD WIVES THEY ARE SINLESS AND FLAWLESS FROM THEN ON - IT'S MY FAMILIES CHURCH I NEVER SAW THEM SIN, NEVER HEARD OF A SIN NOWHERE.............just perfect little house on the prairie buisiness all the time, eventually that drove me up the walllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll...........................

one my latest e-mails to my mom...........also e-mailed her theorzing I must be been hunted by my not dna related to me finland 97% finland big sister (I saw her dna test results said 97% finland). Cause if her and her daughter were never willing to forgive me as CHRISTIANS, so that's why they ain't having family get togethers no more ----------- that don't make sense.

1. they are supposedly christians and thems supposed to be merciful so that there ain't been a family get together for 2 years don't make sense

that and my "offense" to them was they were breaking the law, and I didn't know the law at that time in oregon, and so I took family pics of neices baby shower NOT KNOWING I WAS PHOTOGRAPHING ILLEGIAL ACTIVITY............and then they yelled at me to take the family pics down which I did. That's it that was my big time offense.

why stop family get togethers altogether over being upset with me for not knowing always freshly made laws in oregon??????????????

it don't make sense

either they'd keep having family get togethers without me, or be christians and forgive me.........................I believe I've been hunted in my own family

Luke 21:16

And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death.

but besides the potential that some people in my family want to kill me for satan

I hate the mascarade, 

BE REAL MAN!!!!!!!!

hopefully you'll be a bad guy like me LOVING PEOPLE KILLING PEOPLE IS DEMENTED

WANTING TO KILL PEOPLE IS DEMENTED!

 I hate the mascarade and am tired of it mom

nomadder what side of the mascarade you and dad are on and everyone else in our family 

I'm sick of the mascarade

I ain't mascarading anymore

I'm a christian that has "crossed the line" -------------------- or am going to real soon ----------------- I gonna do it....................Ecclesiastes 3:15

That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past.

I hate the mascarade

I hate it

Amen iggy...........................

we swear sheri you've nearly lost the entire plot of the bible

but we kinda like it

ya you kinda like it don't you 😁

tootles

people have repeatedly accused me of not repenting or not believing in repentance

repentance don't mean your all the sudden flawless

IT DON'T MEAN THAT

I done listed what it means but nobody be's listening to me while in their "mascarade" of either thinking they's a christian but they ain't or vice verse to as well

repentance for each person is different............

do I need to not cuss yes - will cuss words slip out time to time probably

I'm NOT A PERFECT SINLESS ROBOT CHRISTIAN LIKE AT THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA

if you want that

great

go to the apostolic christian church of america YOU WILL NOT BE DISSAPOINTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

don't do drugs - less you have bad arthritis but then do "medical marijuana" or basically medical marijuana, which is hardly any thc just enough thc to get rid of pain and inflammation

don't do porns

or watch the porns

cause why

so you won't be a filthy dreamer - duh....................

Jude 1:8

Likewise also these filthy dreamers defile the flesh, despise dominion, and speak evil of dignities.

what you watch in the day often =='s your dreams it does

in my dreams

I'm wandering through mansions giant mansions

and when that's not happening I'm traveling everywhere

which neither of those things have to do with my current life

but

I don't look at the porns.....................................so I never score in my dreams at night hahahahahahahahahahah

💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 it 

hahahahahahahahahahahah

for real though

hardly never

like hardly neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeever

just me walking through mansions giant mansions and traveling everywhere that's mostly my every single night sleep

are we supposed to want to be poor............but you pry won't be poor...........................

2 Corinthians 6:8-10 "By honour and dishonour, by evil report and good report: as deceivers, and yet true; As unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and, behold, we live; as chastened, and not killed; As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things."

 YOU CAN'T BE "POOR" AND ALSO "and possessing all things" 

Psalm 37:25

I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread.

and if you want to be rich and famous

oh you'll be attacked like me called a satan worshipper

laughed at

but

Proverbs 19:4

Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour.

to want friends isn't a evil thing

but

to many christians IT IS A VERY EVIL THING!