Telling my mom how much I hate the "mascarade" I HATE IT'S EVERYONE AROUND ME CHRISTIAN OR NOT ACTING, either acting like they is "satans" or acting like they is "saints" (you know cause they likely are you know satan's trying to look legit ----------- A ENTIRE "LITTLE HOUSE ON THE PRARIE CHURCH COMES TO MY MIND - to say I'm suspicious of the sinless perfection of the members of the apostolic christian church of america is a UNDERSTATEMENT) how, can people be that perfect????? I'm highly suspicious of perfection like that ) James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." They have only members invited testimonies, where they supposedly recount how they repented of some sins AND THEN THAT'S LIKE A EPISODE OF STEPFORD WIVES THEY ARE SINLESS AND FLAWLESS FROM THEN ON - IT'S MY FAMILIES CHURCH I NEVER SAW THEM SIN, NEVER HEARD OF A SIN NOWHERE.............just perfect little house on the prairie buisiness all the time, eventually that drove me up the walllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll...........................

Telling my mom how much I hate the "mascarade" I HATE IT'S EVERYONE AROUND ME CHRISTIAN OR NOT ACTING, either acting like they is "satans" or acting like they is "saints" (you know cause they likely are you know satan's trying to look legit ----------- A ENTIRE "LITTLE HOUSE ON THE PRARIE CHURCH COMES TO MY MIND - to say I'm suspicious of the sinless perfection of the members of the apostolic christian church of america is a UNDERSTATEMENT) how, can people be that perfect????? I'm highly suspicious of perfection like that ) James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." They have  only members invited testimonies, where they supposedly recount how they repented of some sins AND THEN THAT'S LIKE A EPISODE OF STEPFORD WIVES THEY ARE SINLESS AND FLAWLESS FROM THEN ON - IT'S MY FAMILIES CHURCH I NEVER SAW THEM SIN, NEVER HEARD OF A SIN NOWHERE.............just perfect little house on the prairie buisiness all the time, eventually that drove me up the walllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll...........................

one my latest e-mails to my mom...........also e-mailed her theorzing I must be been hunted by my not dna related to me finland 97% finland big sister (I saw her dna test results said 97% finland). Cause if her and her daughter were never willing to forgive me as CHRISTIANS, so that's why they ain't having family get togethers no more ----------- that don't make sense.

1. they are supposedly christians and thems supposed to be merciful so that there ain't been a family get together for 2 years don't make sense

that and my "offense" to them was they were breaking the law, and I didn't know the law at that time in oregon, and so I took family pics of neices baby shower NOT KNOWING I WAS PHOTOGRAPHING ILLEGIAL ACTIVITY............and then they yelled at me to take the family pics down which I did. That's it that was my big time offense.

why stop family get togethers altogether over being upset with me for not knowing always freshly made laws in oregon??????????????

it don't make sense

either they'd keep having family get togethers without me, or be christians and forgive me.........................I believe I've been hunted in my own family

Luke 21:16

And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death.

but besides the potential that some people in my family want to kill me for satan

I hate the mascarade, 

BE REAL MAN!!!!!!!!

hopefully you'll be a bad guy like me LOVING PEOPLE KILLING PEOPLE IS DEMENTED

WANTING TO KILL PEOPLE IS DEMENTED!

 I hate the mascarade and am tired of it mom

nomadder what side of the mascarade you and dad are on and everyone else in our family 

I'm sick of the mascarade

I ain't mascarading anymore

I'm a christian that has "crossed the line" -------------------- or am going to real soon ----------------- I gonna do it....................Ecclesiastes 3:15

That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past.

I hate the mascarade

I hate it

Amen iggy...........................

we swear sheri you've nearly lost the entire plot of the bible

but we kinda like it

ya you kinda like it don't you 😁

tootles

people have repeatedly accused me of not repenting or not believing in repentance

repentance don't mean your all the sudden flawless

IT DON'T MEAN THAT

I done listed what it means but nobody be's listening to me while in their "mascarade" of either thinking they's a christian but they ain't or vice verse to as well

repentance for each person is different............

do I need to not cuss yes - will cuss words slip out time to time probably

I'm NOT A PERFECT SINLESS ROBOT CHRISTIAN LIKE AT THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA

if you want that

great

go to the apostolic christian church of america YOU WILL NOT BE DISSAPOINTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

don't do drugs - less you have bad arthritis but then do "medical marijuana" or basically medical marijuana, which is hardly any thc just enough thc to get rid of pain and inflammation

don't do porns

or watch the porns

cause why

so you won't be a filthy dreamer - duh....................

Jude 1:8

Likewise also these filthy dreamers defile the flesh, despise dominion, and speak evil of dignities.

what you watch in the day often =='s your dreams it does

in my dreams

I'm wandering through mansions giant mansions

and when that's not happening I'm traveling everywhere

which neither of those things have to do with my current life

but

I don't look at the porns.....................................so I never score in my dreams at night hahahahahahahahahahah

💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 it 

hahahahahahahahahahahah

for real though

hardly never

like hardly neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeever

just me walking through mansions giant mansions and traveling everywhere that's mostly my every single night sleep

are we supposed to want to be poor............but you pry won't be poor...........................

2 Corinthians 6:8-10 "By honour and dishonour, by evil report and good report: as deceivers, and yet true; As unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and, behold, we live; as chastened, and not killed; As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things."

 YOU CAN'T BE "POOR" AND ALSO "and possessing all things" 

Psalm 37:25

I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread.

and if you want to be rich and famous

oh you'll be attacked like me called a satan worshipper

laughed at

but

Proverbs 19:4

Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour.

to want friends isn't a evil thing

but

to many christians IT IS A VERY EVIL THING!

Life more abundantly that Jesus came that we might have John 10:10, I've discovered during covid 19 that ==s not chasing after the things of this world cause those things just leave a person empty.................but chasing after the things of above..................

Update 6/24/2025 people in gaza are still being killed, I'm trying to bring awareness to whats going on out there...............though I don't look everyday cause it's grim, it's sad..............

https://www.reuters.com/world/middle-east/israel-kills-29-further-gaza-bloodshed-after-reaching-truce-with-iran-2025-06-24/

Gaza Soup Kitchen

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Life more abundantly that Jesus came that we might have John 10:10, I've discovered during covid 19 that ==s not chasing after the things of this world cause those things just leave a person empty.................but chasing after the things of above..................
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
Colossians 3:1-3 "If ye then be risen with Christ, seek those things which are above, where Christ sitteth on the right hand of God. Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth. For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God."

   I'm not like minimalist as much as the like mega minimalist's that live in tiny houses. But I like them believe in the "same idea" that less is more when we are speaking about the things of this earth. 

  Cause we ain't supposed to be setting our affection on the things of the earth -------- we supposed to be setting our affection on the things of above. 

  The world sets it's affection on the things of the earth we are supposed to come out from among them in a way, in a sense, I believe in the sense that we ain't stalking jeffrey stars website waiting for the latest makeup release - for example. 

2 Corinthians 6:17 "Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you."

   My rendidtion of  "Jennifer Lopez - I'm Real (Remix) ft. Ja Rule"

This is the only sensible song to sing

and for those that have grief with my song choices as I've stated before I have not a hymnal that I can sing from because the apostolic christian church of america hymnals are copyright protected and they own most of the songs of christianity. And duh they'd sue me to wazuu they hate me most all of them...............so this is my song choice of course...............

makeup is a hassle facts

worrying about what you wear and how you look in a day - also a great hassle a much of a burden some people out there have. 

freedom

real freedom

real freedom is being able to sit with your teen on the back porch read a book and not care what people think........to be able to just chill. 

Galatians 5:1 "Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage."

  Brian bought new cushions for one of our wicker chairs so now it's well getting nice to sit on the back porch and read a book again..............

 I had to get rid of my pet pig, cause as you can see sorta it annilated my back yard, it went to a good home much land some people that own goats and that pig is the type that would like some goat buddies so things worked out. Brian borrowed a pressure washer from his brother in law, and the porch hasn't been pressured washed yet...........because my oldest teen wants to see the porch being pressure washed. And we are slowly but surely turning the backyard into a Japanese Garden. 

If you ain't "been real with god" lately, it's time to get real with god - BE REAL! A life based on lies, even lies to ourselves, isn't going to work out in the end...................

Update 11/5/24 my goats this morning - so cute 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..........

If you ain't "been real with god" lately, it's time to get real with god - BE REAL! A life based on lies, even lies to ourselves, isn't going to work out in the end...................
Matthew 7:26-28 "And every one that heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them not, shall be likened unto a foolish man, which built his house upon the sand: And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell: and great was the fall of it. And it came to pass, when Jesus had ended these sayings, the people were astonished at his doctrine:"

  It might costs us something to "be real" might cost us our career! It might moreso pry, cost us friends! That's pry it right there. Cause you (I in this instance) ain't so coooooooooooooool no more ------ potentially, highly doubtful though, theoretically. 

  Reality pry is the more we follow the lord the "cooler" we get! Doing good to people that's pry "cool" 

 How many of us think drugs is cool??????????

Or porn???????????????

Or gambling?????????????

all the kinds of stuffs people that have drifted away from following jesus could get themselves caught up in -------------- how many of those things do we really deem "cool" pry not many!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Though from my snoopy "research" on instagram if you post up semi naked photo's of yourself --------- your photo will get very liked up. And many of us peoples that try and dress modest, we don't get as many likes for our photo's. But are those even the "cool" people for reals all them that are barely clothed on instagram that have so many followers and such liked photo's on instagram.

  Are they all that is cool on this earth? - I highly doubt it! #gotthatbluesuedeshoeselvisswaggergoingforthelordyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I quote elvis "Well you can do anything but lay off my blue suede shoes" - amen amen amen amen amen elvis amen geez amen elvis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES YES ELVIS YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  The bible is soooooooooooooooooooooooooo true Luke 9:25 "For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away?" It is of no advantage I do not believe to "gain the whole world" and lose either youself OR BE CAST AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's my answer for Luke 9:25...............our souls should have great value!!!!!! And our person, the actual people we are should have great value. 

   --------------- Today I had a conversation with someone that either is one them facebook "catfish" accounts (someone faking being someone else) or someone had hacked one of my facebook friends account.........either way they were hard at work faking to be someone they weren't and I tried to call them out on it, and their reply was "I'm nobody, I'm nothing" (which is a mega weak reply in my estimation I TOLD FACEBOOK ABOUT IT DON'T WORRY). 

   That's my 10 cents for today. I am never sure that people around me are being real, and I worry about that. I worry people AREN'T real out there many of them...............and if they ain't real with me or other people..............they likely ain't real with god either. 

   I want to have no part with the "fake game" I wish to partake in the lords sufferings! Deny myself, deny the lusts of my flesh, and take up my cross and follow jesus daily!

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

Be a cool cat! 🐈

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