I've decided why I like blogging and Jesus so much...........and also conversely why I also love the devil I DIDN'T SAY I WAS #1 CHRISTIAN ON THE PLANET I'M OF THE LAST. I love to get airborne! And you all know what I mean. Even Jesus christ didn't WANT TO DIE ON THE CROSS HE CLEAN CRIED TIL BLOOD WAS COMING OUT OF HIS EYE'S...........................naw...............we all like all the jets fired up 1 billion..........................

 I've decided why I like blogging and Jesus so much...........and also conversely why I also love the devil I DIDN'T SAY I WAS #1 CHRISTIAN ON THE PLANET I'M OF THE LAST. I love to get airborne! And you all know what I mean. Even Jesus christ didn't WANT TO DIE ON THE CROSS HE CLEAN CRIED TIL BLOOD WAS COMING OUT OF HIS EYE'S...........................naw...............we all like all the jets fired up 1 billion..........................

I just woke up from my nap and the whole time as far as I can recall I was dreaming about me and lucifer and getting "airborn" literally airplane flying in this dream BUT AIRBORN BASICALLY WAS THE GIST AND MEANING OF THE WHOLE DREAM - And you might think "sheri what a aweful dream" I WAS LOVING THAT DREAM!

Psalm 116:12-14 "What shall I render unto the Lord for all his benefits toward me? I will take the cup of salvation, and call upon the name of the Lord. I will pay my vows unto the Lord now in the presence of all his people."

 Mark 14:35-36 "And he went forward a little, and fell on the ground, and prayed that, if it were possible, the hour might pass from him. And he said, Abba, Father, all things are possible unto thee; take away this cup from me: nevertheless not what I will, but what thou wilt."

 Let me paint a picture of the lord for you all that you don't want in your brains cause your to buisy thinking he's the AWESOMEST HOLIEST PERSON EVER........

  the lord.......................

had ladies by his side most all the time - mary, martha mmmmmmmmmmm hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

He might as well been a band member of zz top!

People were following him all the time...........
Matthew 4:24-25 "And his fame went throughout all Syria: and they brought unto him all sick people that were taken with divers diseases and torments, and those which were possessed with devils, and those which were lunatick, and those that had the palsy; and he healed them. And there followed him great multitudes of people from Galilee, and from Decapolis, and from Jerusalem, and from Judaea, and from beyond Jordan."

I mean droves of people following him ALL OVER THE PLACE

and HE'S GOT CHICKS

DON'T MATTER IF THEY IS HIS GIRLFRIENDS OR NOT 

HE'S GOT CHICKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE'S GOT CHIIIIIIIIIIIICKS

AND PEOPLE FOLLOWING HIM EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND CHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICKSSSSSSS!

his attire so fancy

so faaaaaaaaaaaaaancy

..................

Mark 15:24 "And when they had crucified him, they parted his garments, casting lots upon them, what every man should take."
Luke 23:34 "Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots."
John 19:24 "They said therefore among themselves, Let us not rend it, but cast lots for it, whose it shall be: that the scripture might be fulfilled, which saith, They parted my raiment among them, and for my vesture they did cast lots. These things therefore the soldiers did."

the lord had has the BEST "J's on his feet" 

HE'S BALLIN!

they couldn't even kill the swag from him!!!!!!!!!

since how this song has "explicit lyrics".....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bbEoRnaOIbs

they killed him

they cast lots for his clothes

HE'S STILL SWAGGIN

HE'S STILL BALLIN THE MOST!!!!!!!!!!

Ya he didn't own a home, but that is not indicative of the large ballin life I believe the lord lived -------- AND YOU COULDN'T CONVINCE ME HE DIDN'T LIVE A LARGE BALLIN LIFE BECAUSE I KNOW HOW TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Chronicles 29:12 "Both riches and honour come of thee, and thou reignest over all; and in thine hand is power and might; and in thine hand it is to make great, and to give strength unto all."

hate me all you want

clock my gold baby jesus gold - that I WEAR FOR HEALTH REASON BY THE WAY IF YOU CLOCKING THAT GOLD

I'm forever of this mindset

loving god === ballin

cause Jesus is ballin

AND I LIKE TA BE AIRBORN YO'S

via GIPHY

I'm with Jesus I agree with the lord, being crucified that's NOT IT. 

ballin life 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

tootles

the balling effect isn't really working out for me clearly I'm not the lord

tap tap tap

1,2,3

hello????????????????

Many things "boggle" me. 2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;" Many people have quitted going to church - BECAUSE PEOPLE IN GENERAL ARE COLD B------- OUT THERE! I my goth self STILL GOING TO CHURCH. But puzzles me is, my family IS WHAT YOU ALL LIKE and they don't go to church, my husbands family also IS WHAT YOU ALL LIKE and they also do not attend church.................how were things even bleak enough for them to quit church WHEN THEY ARE WHAT PEOPLE LIKE?????????????????....................I love both satan and jesus I am what is not liked.......................

Update 8/27/2025 (this is a popular post at the moment so I'm sticking a update here) Isreali armi is promising "generous" aid to the gazans that relocate to southern gaza................

https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/c4gmrxd8ryno

Conquering lands has gone on for long time..............I don't think it's a good idea though - it breeds hatred.........................Matthew 7:12 "Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.".......................

My question to all those that have left going to church, if you so claim jesus some of you (oh I'm even speaking to christian witches THAT'S A THING ACCORDING TO TIKTOK) THEN WHY WOULDN'T YOU BE LIKE ISRAEL IS RIGHT NOW "defending your land"??????????? Cause I do believe the logic of the israel soldiers is that gaza is their land, and they are taking back their land. 

But you ex-christians - just let the current church goes KEEP THE CHURCHES ---------  IF JESUS CHRIST WAS INDEED YOUR TERRITORY WHY WOULDN'T YOU NOT DEFEND YOUR TERRITORY?????????????????????????????????

ps..............please don't kill me I've often defended you I am a pirate myself, I'm just not like you ex-church goers......................I wouldn't want to slight the lord more then I already have so I keep going to church!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! John 10:1 "Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door into the sheepfold, but climbeth up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber."

church is ruff though

especially when I'm supposed to talk to people at coffee time after church

often I just sit there quiet - few times I decided to strike up small talk but I LOATH SMALL TALK

so the entire prospects of after church coffee time is 👎👎👎👎👎 in my brains unless I am really thirsty and/or hungry, or am in a unusually chippery mood that day (gag though myself, gag)

Many things "boggle" me. 2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;" Many people have quitted going to church - BECAUSE PEOPLE IN GENERAL ARE COLD B------- OUT THERE! I my goth self STILL GOING TO CHURCH. But puzzles me is, my family IS WHAT YOU ALL LIKE and they don't go to church, my husbands family also IS WHAT YOU ALL LIKE and they also do not attend church.................how were things even bleak enough for them to quit church WHEN THEY ARE WHAT PEOPLE LIKE?????????????????....................I love both satan and jesus I am what is not liked.......................
  Hebrews 10:24-26 "And let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works: Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching. For if we sin wilfully after that we have received the knowledge of the truth, there remaineth no more sacrifice for sins,"
   Not leave church when it is a cold place, nomadder how many churches you go to.

Hebrews 10:24-26 exists for a reason

cause it's "fake light" out there

there is tons of inquity 

MORE THEN THERE EVER WAS

  Matthew 24:11-13 "And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.  But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

 I'm always speaking for the hated in the body of christ the disinfrancised. But I'm really puzzled as to why my family and my husbands family don't go to church (besides my big sister who's dna results I saw, and they said like 97% Finland LIKE I SAW THAT WITH MY OWN EYEBALLS - SHE CAN'T BE DNA RELATE4D TO ME) 

  So big sis does go to church. 

  But my point is ------------ BOTH THESE FAMILIES ARE WHAT YOU ALL LIKE. 

super straight cut

normies

perfect sinless beings that never confess their sins to anybody because they have no faults to confess

James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." They have no faults at all they are fully 100% the perfect sinless people THAT DO HATE SATAN, oh they definately are foaming at the mouth with burning hatred for satan like all "good christians" are. 

YET THEY ARE NOT ATTENDING CHURCH 

besides big sister she is mega mega popular to 

wayyyyyyy popular

sheesh popular

it just don't make sense

and then

 My husband has a sister who has extreme social anxiety to where she don't attend family get togethers

SHE'S THE NICEST PERSON EVER

THAT DON'T MAKE SENSE

If my sinless family and my husbands sinless family and his sister with intense social anxiety so bad she's stopped going to most family get togethers.............if they have it bad............................how am I going to have any hope to make a friend ever again?

I keep going 

due to a bible verse

Proverbs 3:3-5

King James Version

3 Let not mercy and truth forsake thee: bind them about thy neck; write them upon the table of thine heart:

4 So shalt thou find favour and good understanding in the sight of God and man.

5 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.

I'm off to go listen to the daily audio bible

I realize you all in your minds are in the 

"same boat as me"

but your not hated like me

your not

your sinless

without fault

everyone likes you

you hate satan bad

your liked

it's me that's disliked

they all leaving me cause I ain't deemed "good enough"

and it could be for odd reasons

maybe they don't think I love the lgbtqia enough

or other races enough

I try and love EVERYONE

the best I can

and I've been told I'm a monster for many years by many people

the job I had at the christian thriftstore

(where I often worked 2 days for free and was only paid for 1 day of work)

the add itself that I found out about that job said work for free 3 months and then get hired on

well I thought that meant I'd finally get paid for working 3 months later

I was wrong

anyways at that job

I was buisy like cashiering so I couldn't pay attention to what the girl next to me the co-worker was saying

I WAS BUISY RINGING SOMEONE UP

well then she said 

"ok yourrrrrrrrrrrr not human" 

then she proceeded to tell people as they came up to the cash register

to not speak to me cause I'm not human

that went on for weeks

until my job moved to a larger building that they couldn't afford I found out later

that the electricity for the building was $3000 a month 

and they couldn't afford to pay me

that's why I wasn't hardly paid ever at that job

my point

to god I might be enough

People are going to like me "en mass" soon. I have braced myself for good things to finally happen in my life - aka "rain" what the bible calls rain, to finally hit me, really hit me. NOBODY IS ALONE, I do not believe. Not me, not anybody. So rain is going to really hit me good soon............................I WILL SURVIVE IT..............."wait sheri your weary of the idea of being liked and popular and people wanting to do good to you" YES........................

  People are going to like me "en mass" soon. I have braced myself for good things to finally happen in my life - aka "rain" what the bible calls rain, to finally hit me, really hit me. NOBODY IS ALONE, I do not believe. Not me, not anybody. So rain is going to really hit me good soon............................I WILL SURVIVE IT..............."wait sheri your weary of the idea of being liked and popular and people wanting to do good to you" YES........................
 I used to want to be popular, but after being attacked so badly - I was like wait...............I wouldn't want "those people to be nice to me" or "those people" or "those people" 

  "sheri what in the valley girl logic are we opperating on" rain it's real

1 Samuel 21:1-3 "Then came David to Nob to Ahimelech the priest: and Ahimelech was afraid at the meeting of David, and said unto him, Why art thou alone, and no man with thee? And David said unto Ahimelech the priest, The king hath commanded me a business, and hath said unto me, Let no man know any thing of the business whereabout I send thee, and what I have commanded thee: and I have appointed my servants to such and such a place. Now therefore what is under thine hand? give me five loaves of bread in mine hand, or what there is present." 

   And when people give you stuff

they expect you to give back in some way

nothings free

THE HORROR

So your going off often on your blog about how horror movie stuffs - that is people finally liking you and doing good to you is about to happen to you???????? - YES

I'M GOING TO JOIN RANKS WITH LADY GAGA

AND ARIANNA GRANDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Sheri honey we need our braincells, I realize we hate you bad most of us right now, and you evidentally like that" - ya cause the bible says if your very popular and very liked your probably a fako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

John 15:19 "If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you."

The world is eventually going to like me

not love me

like me

like I'm going to gain popularity

rain

is actually going to hit me

like probably tons of it for the rest of my life once it starts going

why.................

I'd rather not talk (closest I'll get to talkin, I'm supposed to hate lucifer, hate witches, hate satan worshippers, hate the LGBTQ etc. but I don't, I love them cause I'm a goth, therefore I am a failure christian --------- I accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and savior but to the body of christ I am a reject, I am booooooooooooooooooo cause I'm supposed to hate people like most of them do for Jesus)

yep

my rendition of 

Lady Gaga, Ariana Grande - Rain On Me

Luke 12:48 "But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more." Luke 12:48 is 33rd degree mason language, I swear it - sheri Luke 12:48 is the holy word of god THAT IS ALSO 33RD DEGREE MASON LANGUAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Nothing is for free

if you invested in

people expect a return on their investment

maybe that's be in a few parades wave???????

maybe that's sign a few autographs?????????????

I HOPE WHEN IT FINALLY RAINS ON ME

THAT I DON'T HAVE TO DO TO MUCH

CAUSE I ALREADY HAVE ARTHRITIS

I TELLIN YOU ALL IN CAPITAL GREEN LETTERS

I SOMEDAYS BATTLE ARTHRITIS!!!!!!!!!!

ARTHRITIS IS REAL RUFF!!!!!!!

god god expects a return to

but I ain't worried about god

I can click donate button for charities that don't bother my arthritis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm telling you all the truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you ain't "been real with god" lately, it's time to get real with god - BE REAL! A life based on lies, even lies to ourselves, isn't going to work out in the end...................

Update 11/5/24 my goats this morning - so cute 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..........

If you ain't "been real with god" lately, it's time to get real with god - BE REAL! A life based on lies, even lies to ourselves, isn't going to work out in the end...................
Matthew 7:26-28 "And every one that heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them not, shall be likened unto a foolish man, which built his house upon the sand: And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell: and great was the fall of it. And it came to pass, when Jesus had ended these sayings, the people were astonished at his doctrine:"

  It might costs us something to "be real" might cost us our career! It might moreso pry, cost us friends! That's pry it right there. Cause you (I in this instance) ain't so coooooooooooooool no more ------ potentially, highly doubtful though, theoretically. 

  Reality pry is the more we follow the lord the "cooler" we get! Doing good to people that's pry "cool" 

 How many of us think drugs is cool??????????

Or porn???????????????

Or gambling?????????????

all the kinds of stuffs people that have drifted away from following jesus could get themselves caught up in -------------- how many of those things do we really deem "cool" pry not many!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Though from my snoopy "research" on instagram if you post up semi naked photo's of yourself --------- your photo will get very liked up. And many of us peoples that try and dress modest, we don't get as many likes for our photo's. But are those even the "cool" people for reals all them that are barely clothed on instagram that have so many followers and such liked photo's on instagram.

  Are they all that is cool on this earth? - I highly doubt it! #gotthatbluesuedeshoeselvisswaggergoingforthelordyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I quote elvis "Well you can do anything but lay off my blue suede shoes" - amen amen amen amen amen elvis amen geez amen elvis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES YES ELVIS YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  The bible is soooooooooooooooooooooooooo true Luke 9:25 "For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away?" It is of no advantage I do not believe to "gain the whole world" and lose either youself OR BE CAST AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's my answer for Luke 9:25...............our souls should have great value!!!!!! And our person, the actual people we are should have great value. 

   --------------- Today I had a conversation with someone that either is one them facebook "catfish" accounts (someone faking being someone else) or someone had hacked one of my facebook friends account.........either way they were hard at work faking to be someone they weren't and I tried to call them out on it, and their reply was "I'm nobody, I'm nothing" (which is a mega weak reply in my estimation I TOLD FACEBOOK ABOUT IT DON'T WORRY). 

   That's my 10 cents for today. I am never sure that people around me are being real, and I worry about that. I worry people AREN'T real out there many of them...............and if they ain't real with me or other people..............they likely ain't real with god either. 

   I want to have no part with the "fake game" I wish to partake in the lords sufferings! Deny myself, deny the lusts of my flesh, and take up my cross and follow jesus daily!

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

Be a cool cat! 🐈

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