You could kill people with what you say I believe, kill their chances at salvation tell them for example you LGBTQ your doomed (THAT'S NOT WHAT I SAY ON MY BLOG BUT WHAT OTHER PASTORS and people SAY) or that you are a witch and also doomed (ALSO NOT WHAT I SAY ON MY BLOG) or you could HAVE HOPE AND BELIEVE THAT ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE WITH GOD!!!!!!! Mark 10:27 "And Jesus looking upon them saith, With men it is impossible, but not with God: for with God all things are possible." More me talking about how to not be killed following Jesus how to stay in alive, you can either live in fear OR LIVE A LIFE LOVING PEOPLE.................there's a way...........there's a way to be openly a christian AND SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!!...................

 You could kill people with what you say I believe, kill their chances at salvation tell them for example you LGBTQ your doomed (THAT'S NOT WHAT I SAY ON MY BLOG BUT WHAT OTHER PASTORS and people SAY) or that you are a witch and also doomed (ALSO NOT WHAT I SAY ON MY BLOG) or you could HAVE HOPE AND BELIEVE THAT ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE WITH GOD!!!!!!! Mark 10:27 "And Jesus looking upon them saith, With men it is impossible, but not with God: for with God all things are possible." More me talking about how to not be killed following Jesus how to stay in alive, you can either live in fear OR LIVE A LIFE LOVING PEOPLE.................there's a way...........there's a way to be openly a christian AND SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!!...................

  Revelation 13:9-11 "If any man have an ear, let him hear. He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints. And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon."

  YOU COULD LEAD PEOPLE INTO CAPTIVITY BY WHAT YOU SAY!!!!!!!!! OR PREACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

2 types of "captivity"in my estimation exist as far as the bible goes.......................

2 Peter 1:4 "Whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust." ------- This type of captivity......................there is a bondage that people are in I do believe to the lusts of their flesh..........NOTICE................2 Peter 1:4 says "having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust" What do people escape???????????? They ESCAPE JAILS, PLACES THEY ARE HELD CAPTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!

  It's one thing if you is a christian like me (despite popular opinion in my family and maybe the world at large deems me a satan worshipper because I ALSO love lucifer and his men) buy occasionally a designer purse, or designer shoes to look nice and classy MODERATION IS KEY IF YOU IS A CHRISTIAN..................

Philippians 4:5 "Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand."

 it's a whole nother thing a thing of CAPTIVITY if you are like stuck all the time alllllllllllllll the time, buying designer this that and the other. 

nobody I don't believe is going to go to hell

if they "treat themselves" every now and then to something cute (even if that something was designer) 

but don't let these earth things ENSLAVE YOU!!!!!!!!

JESUS WANTS HIS PEOPLE ALL US FREE

FROM THAT DESIGNER NAME BRAND CAPTIVITY

(Yes occasionally "treat yourself" to some cute name brand something nother is fine)

people work hard out there we most us do

god don't want us living horrible lives of misery I don't believe!!!!!!!!!!!

the other type of "captivity" that exists in the bible I do believe............

Galatians 2:3-4 "But neither Titus, who was with me, being a Greek, was compelled to be circumcised:  And that because of false brethren unawares brought in, who came in privily to spy out our liberty which we have in Christ Jesus, that they might bring us into bondage:"

  A captivity to the law

I know I've said otherwise before on my blog

go ahead eat a hot dog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eat a regular normal hot dog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(do I believe hot dogs should be eaten in moderation cause they ain't that healthy YES)

JESUS CAME SO WE WOULDN'T BE IN BONDAGE TO THE LAW ANYMORE

AND THE LAW IS A FORM OF BONDAGE AND/OR "CAPTIVITY" 

TATTOO'S - YES

BUT MODERATION SHOULD BE "GOAL"

Philippians 4:5 "Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand."

Revelation 13:9-11 "If any man have an ear, let him hear. He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints. And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon."

THERE ARE CHRISTIANS OUT THERE RIGHT NOW KILLING OTHERS WITH THEIR WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND LEADING PEOPLE INTO NOT 1 BUT 2 TYPES I DO BELIVE OF CAPTIVITIES THAT I MENTION ABOVE.............THIS STUFFS IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW OUT THERE............OFTEN OFTEN AT THE HANDS OF MEN OF PASTOR MEN.............BUT PROBABLY OVER THINGS LADIES ARE SAYING TO WITH MINISTRIES. 

No ministry is perfect

people usually call me out if I saw anything ascew (it happens) 

no ministry is perfect

we need to have mercy with one another much more

I feel

we need to have mercy especially (but this is just my opinion) 

with those who like me dare to have a ministry

that's so hard

that's so hard having 1 billion eyeballs on you all the time

waiting for you to mess up

maybe hoping even you will mess up

and I am human

so I have "messed up" before

but back to my point.............................................

I don't believe all christians have to go into hiding 

I don't believe all christians are going to be killed

the big secret

love everyone 👍👍👍👍👍

Is there a person god couldn't use in the future? - no god can use anybody He wants to, great or not great. 

don't live in fear - is my advice

if you is delivered to a synagogue......................THE HOLY SPIRIT WILL GIVE YOU THE WORDS TO SAY.................

Matthew 10:17 "But beware of men: for they will deliver you up to the councils, and they will scourge you in their synagogues;"
Mark 13:9 "But take heed to yourselves: for they shall deliver you up to councils; and in the synagogues ye shall be beaten: and ye shall be brought before rulers and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them."
Luke 21:12 "But before all these, they shall lay their hands on you, and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues, and into prisons, being brought before kings and rulers for my name's sake."

yep

most the body of christ might get beaten

and jailed

yep

jailed and beaten

...........but I am CONVINCED, many won't be killed for a long time

I AM TELLING YOU GOOD NEWS RIGHT NOW!

TOOTLES!

"Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness" - abortion should always be legal and that vaccines should be NOT mandatory (I got my vaccine, but I believe in freedom, this thing our country is supposed to stand for Liberty), have you all read the dictionary definition of liberty? (though abortions are bad I agree).......................

I did get my 2 covid vaccine shots ok, but I am concerned about the vaccine mandate

it's our freedom being taken away

My kids are like me or at least 1 of them is a bit........cause yesterday my oldest daughter told me she has refused to say the pledge of alliegance for years because she says the pledge of alliegance is occult like. 

  I as a child said the pledge of alliegance to the flag so I have the pledge memorized..........

I pledge alligiance to the flag 

of the united states of america

and to the republic 

for which it stands

one nation

under god

with liberty and justice for all

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/liberty

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lib·​er·​ty | \ ˈli-bər-tē  \

plural liberties

Definition of liberty

 (Entry 1 of 2)

1: the quality or state of being free:

a: the power to do as one pleases

b: freedom from physical restraint

c: freedom from arbitrary or despotic (see DESPOT sense 1) control

d: the positive enjoyment of various social, political, or economic rights and privileges

e: the power of choice

2a: a right or immunity enjoyed by prescription or by grant : PRIVILEGE

b: permission especially to go freely within specified limitswas given the liberty of the house

3: an action going beyond normal limits: such as

a: a breach of etiquette or propriety : FAMILIARITYtook undue liberties with a stranger

b: RISK, CHANCEtook foolish liberties with his health

c: a violation of rules or a deviation from standard practicetook liberties in the way he played the game

d: a distortion of factThe movie takes many liberties with the actual events.

4: a short authorized absence from naval duty usually for less than 48 hours

at liberty

1: FREE

2: at leisure : UNOCCUPIED

 -------- The temple of satan should be able to put up baphomets next to the 10 commandments they sure should. 

------------- women everywhere in the United States of America should be able to abort babies if they want to. It's horrible I agree it's horrible THIS IS THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA

liberty like read the definition above

And most of the USA doesn't understand it don't look to be the dictionary definition of Liberty

that's so frustrating to me

I never have aborted a child thank god, and I never would want to

probably many ladies don't want to

If you have ANY of your freedoms taken away from you, you start valueing freedom BIG TIME

and thus I value freedom BIG TIME

Life more abundantly that Jesus came that we might have John 10:10, I've discovered during covid 19 that ==s not chasing after the things of this world cause those things just leave a person empty.................but chasing after the things of above..................

Update 6/24/2025 people in gaza are still being killed, I'm trying to bring awareness to whats going on out there...............though I don't look everyday cause it's grim, it's sad..............

https://www.reuters.com/world/middle-east/israel-kills-29-further-gaza-bloodshed-after-reaching-truce-with-iran-2025-06-24/

Gaza Soup Kitchen

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5327477

Life more abundantly that Jesus came that we might have John 10:10, I've discovered during covid 19 that ==s not chasing after the things of this world cause those things just leave a person empty.................but chasing after the things of above..................
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
Colossians 3:1-3 "If ye then be risen with Christ, seek those things which are above, where Christ sitteth on the right hand of God. Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth. For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God."

   I'm not like minimalist as much as the like mega minimalist's that live in tiny houses. But I like them believe in the "same idea" that less is more when we are speaking about the things of this earth. 

  Cause we ain't supposed to be setting our affection on the things of the earth -------- we supposed to be setting our affection on the things of above. 

  The world sets it's affection on the things of the earth we are supposed to come out from among them in a way, in a sense, I believe in the sense that we ain't stalking jeffrey stars website waiting for the latest makeup release - for example. 

2 Corinthians 6:17 "Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you."

   My rendidtion of  "Jennifer Lopez - I'm Real (Remix) ft. Ja Rule"

This is the only sensible song to sing

and for those that have grief with my song choices as I've stated before I have not a hymnal that I can sing from because the apostolic christian church of america hymnals are copyright protected and they own most of the songs of christianity. And duh they'd sue me to wazuu they hate me most all of them...............so this is my song choice of course...............

makeup is a hassle facts

worrying about what you wear and how you look in a day - also a great hassle a much of a burden some people out there have. 

freedom

real freedom

real freedom is being able to sit with your teen on the back porch read a book and not care what people think........to be able to just chill. 

Galatians 5:1 "Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage."

  Brian bought new cushions for one of our wicker chairs so now it's well getting nice to sit on the back porch and read a book again..............

 I had to get rid of my pet pig, cause as you can see sorta it annilated my back yard, it went to a good home much land some people that own goats and that pig is the type that would like some goat buddies so things worked out. Brian borrowed a pressure washer from his brother in law, and the porch hasn't been pressured washed yet...........because my oldest teen wants to see the porch being pressure washed. And we are slowly but surely turning the backyard into a Japanese Garden. 

Everybody looks a touch like someone out there, happens to be I look like marilyn monroe, is it "emulation" really if I occasionally enjoy impersonating her, I've decided it ain't ----------- she had a great look, I can look like her, why wouldn't I want to look like marilyn monroe???????????????????

6/20/2025 still trying to spread awareness of the horrors going on in gaza though looks to be the people of the world have no power and we are slaves THAT'S WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE TO ME....................now the water system looks to be has collapsed...........................it's bad................

100% BEING MYSELF 6/20/2025 

MY LOOK BIT DIFFERENT ANYWAYS.........my hair is often oranger (I'm a real redhead the orange refuses "to hide") I think my skin is darker then Marilyn Monroe's skin to, her skin was pretty light..............

Everybody looks a touch like someone out there, happens to be I look like marilyn monroe, is it "emulation" really if I occasionally enjoy impersonating her, I've decided it ain't ----------- she had a great look, I can look like her, why wouldn't I want to look like marilyn monroe???????????????????
  At the moment my hair is pastel purple, but look at me...............................
there is in a few churches a "legalistic" you can't do anything in life but have your hair in a bun, mentality that I spent years and years and years around. It's not the truth, that's legalism. You spend as many years around extremely legalistic people, even when your "away" from them.......................it's such a battle to get out of that legalistic mindset.
  And it's in my mind a diminishing mindset..........................cause the bible says...........John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." How abundantly could your life be, if your hair is stuck in a sad bun your whole life??????????????
 ------------ Though at the moment I have a migrain headache and there is 0% way no hair thing is going in my hair right now. naw.

  I'm I guess interesting and a touch different then other marilyn monroe look alikes cause sometimes I like to have my "own look" but somedays, I like that "marilyn monroe look" WHICH I LOOK LIKE THE GIRL EVEN WITHOUT MAKEUP ON............so we in a whole nother realm then "emulation" 

  Besides emulation is acting and looking like someone, I'm talking all the time acting like them and I'VE NEVER DONE THAT NOT ALL THE TIME. I impersonate marilyn on the internet and act like her only ONLY when I'm basically hamming it up. 

Galatians 5:20 "Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,"

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/emulate

emulate

 verb

em·​u·​late | \ ˈem-yə-ˌlāt  , -yü-\

emulated; emulating

Definition of emulate

 (Entry 1 of 2)

transitive verb

1a: to strive to equal or excel

b: IMITATEespecially : to imitate by means of an emulator

2: to equal or approach equality with

  I just happen to look like marilyn and I think I'm actually not "emulating" her. For me to equal her............................I'd have to become a actree, and uh ya I'm like not well I wouldn't mind doing a few commercials pretending to be her..............but like a whole entire acting career....................I don't know. That's a lot of work.
   I'm just a fool that likes looking like marilyn and uhhhhhh ya I like look like marilyn uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
  And life more "abundantly" I'm 100%
look cute right
have a look you like

like if that's like more goth - do it
if that's like marilyn monroe - do it
if that's like uh hey if a bun "floats your boat" and you honest enjoy wearing a bun everyday of your life (which I think is torture..............................................MIGRAINE HEADACHE'S) well enjoy your migraine headaches then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
via GIPHY
  Oh but FYI we ain't supposed to use our liberty in christ jesus for occasions for the flesh, we need to instead serve one another.......................................that what we need to do. Hey the grinders is going in me brains on how I can serve better 🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠
Galatians 5:13
For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another.

  ps..........any apostolic christian church of america ladies reading this or any this "smith's friends" ladies reading this..............giiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirl that bun look is so the year 1801...........................feel free to let the hair fly free in the wind ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Me and Patti Labelle 👍💗💗💗💗💗💗💗