I am currently wearing quartz crystal cause I ain't into legalism and I don't believe in being saved by works, but saved by grace. All you crystal haters, all you christian crystal haters ARE TRAPPED DEEP IN LEGALISM I WILL SEND A PRAYER FOR YOUR SOULS..................................POOR THINGS.........................

Shiz is so bad in gaza..................

Gaza Soup Kitchen

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Bible says to love your enemies so if muslims were our enemies bible says to love them. Luke 6:35
"But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil." I aggree with the bible on this idea of loving ones enemies. 

  And love your neighbor...............don't matter if the war has gone on over a year and I'm tired of donating and tired of people being killed................KEEP DONATING KEEP LOVING THE MUSLIMS OF GAZA DON'T STOP LONG AS THEY ARE IN NEED KEEP DONATING! 

Mark 12:31 "And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these."

So I keep donating, cause the need is still there! This war is still going on people are still starving we NEED TO CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am currently wearing quartz crystal cause I ain't into legalism and I don't believe in being saved by works, but saved by grace. All you crystal haters, all you christian crystal haters ARE TRAPPED DEEP IN LEGALISM I WILL SEND A PRAYER FOR YOUR SOULS..................................POOR THINGS.........................

Romans 11:6 "And if by grace, then is it no more of works: otherwise grace is no more grace. But if it be of works, then it is no more grace: otherwise work is no more work."
2 Timothy 1:9 "Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began,"

this blog post is inspired by a sermon I just heard on kpdq christian radio, so the "content" has at least at the moment improved on kpdq. 

Romans 5:15-17 "But not as the offence, so also is the free gift. For if through the offence of one many be dead, much more the grace of God, and the gift by grace, which is by one man, Jesus Christ, hath abounded unto many. And not as it was by one that sinned, so is the gift: for the judgment was by one to condemnation, but the free gift is of many offences unto justification. For if by one man's offence death reigned by one; much more they which receive abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness shall reign in life by one, Jesus Christ.)"

  ------------ I really think there are christians, just yabbering about the bible all day long. I am a fool.  But they are potentially commending themselves to one another in their yabbering about the bible all day long...........some yabber back and forth patting each other on the back I am saying could be "subconsciously" happening to them because they know so much.................

2 Corinthians 3:1-8 "Do we begin again to commend ourselves? or need we, as some others, epistles of commendation to you, or letters of commendation from you? Ye are our epistle written in our hearts, known and read of all men: Forasmuch as ye are manifestly declared to be the epistle of Christ ministered by us, written not with ink, but with the Spirit of the living God; not in tables of stone, but in fleshy tables of the heart. And such trust have we through Christ to God-ward: Not that we are sufficient of ourselves to think any thing as of ourselves; but our sufficiency is of God; Who also hath made us able ministers of the new testament; not of the letter, but of the spirit: for the letter killeth, but the spirit giveth life. But if the ministration of death, written and engraven in stones, was glorious, so that the children of Israel could not stedfastly behold the face of Moses for the glory of his countenance; which glory was to be done away:How shall not the ministration of the spirit be rather glorious?"

but that isn't what the body of christ is, even if this "subconscious 24/7 continually pat on each others back subconsciously" is a real thing THAT COULD ACTUALLY BE HAPPENING OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

remember

the pharisee prayed

thank god I'm not like them sinners...............

Luke 18:10-12 "Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican.
The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess." - I imagine this pharisee BOTH commended himself to other believers and god BOTH. 

Luke 18:13-14 "And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

I've considered crystals 

helping me be demon possessed - which I don't deem the horror most the body of christ deems that, they really sold crystals to me as a great idea

I want fallen angels in my life 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

and I've thought

the crystals maybe protected me from curses??????

or maybe they gave me "high vibrations"?????????????

but I tell you they always do 1 thing good for me...............

they keep me 

the guy in Luke 18:13-14!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not the pharisee one, the publican. 

that's the one I need to be the publican one!!!!!!!!!!!!

beating my chest

"GOD BE MERCIFUL TO ME A SINNER"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We are in new testiment times........witches are welcome at churches these days tell pastor Greg Locke. This verse is OLD TESTIMENT LEGALISM Exodus 22:18 "Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live." It's not ok for pastors to even threaten witches much less to tell them they need to leave your church...............that's not alright pastor Greg Locke you doing like legalism right now I'm 100% about that you've fallen from grace.............(he could get back to grace, if he like stops threatening witches - a apology would be great to).........

 We are in new testiment times........witches are welcome at churches these days tell pastor Greg Locke. This verse is OLD TESTIMENT LEGALISM Exodus 22:18 "Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live." It's not ok for pastors to even threaten witches much less to tell them they need to leave your church...............that's not alright pastor Greg Locke you doing like legalism right now I'm 100% about that you've fallen from grace.............(he could get back to grace, if he like stops threatening witches - a apology would be great to).........

Matthew 13:30 "Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, Gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn."

  I like how upset people are over this sermon Greg Locke preached that is really good. It's really good to see so many people protecting witches. Because they are people to, people god wants saved. 

   I've learned don't judge people

this a world 

FULL OF SINNERS

they need to be saved

witches need to be saved

not kicked out of churches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

0% should be kicking them out of churches. 

Luke 14:23 "And the lord said unto the servant, Go out into the highways and hedges, and compel them to come in, that my house may be filled."
For to long the people of the higways and hedges, have been "left out" of the body of christ all to often it does look to be going by my own "christian goth" experience. They are people god wants saved as well. I feel passionately about not only witches and satan worshippers etc. to be able to go to church..............they should be loved, welcomed.

  Luke 6:34-37 "And if ye lend to them of whom ye hope to receive, what thank have ye? for sinners also lend to sinners, to receive as much again. But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil. Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful. Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:"

  Love Greg Locke to and pray for him, he needs a lot of prayer cause HE IS WRONG. Witches need to be loved and welcomed at churches ------ period. 

God wants us to have zeal and fire

real fire

is loving people that hate you

(if you be terrible to your enemies and kick them out of your church 

it don't matter how much your republican congregation claps

you have done no great thing sir)

jesus want pastors 

shooing people away

doubt it

One of the biggest lusts out there in my estimation is the one to "elevate" yourself in some way on this earth whether spiritually or via worldly means Luke 18:11 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican.".......................itchy ears, are itching for a few things out there in my estimation.................

    Update 12/3/2025 brian is finally after years of having totally destroyed flooring, he's finally laying down new floor, he likes the stick on tiles the best. Also he's going to put new floor edging I don't know what that's called? (the current floor edging is original from the 70's and is not doing so great)......................only the hallway is done at the moment, but now we can walk down the hallway without stepping on giant cracks where pets have pee'd on the floor and the floor has warped bad............now it's smooth to walk on........................

One of the biggest lusts out there in my estimation is the one to "elevate" yourself in some way on this earth whether spiritually or via worldly means Luke 18:11 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican.".......................itchy ears, are itching for a few things out there in my estimation.
   2 Timothy 4:3 "For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears;" They are itching for pastors to tell them jewelry is of the world, or the devil at the Apostolic Christian Church of America so that they can be like the pharisee in Luke 18:11 (also there's other churches that poo poo the jewelry the apostolic christian church of america isn't alone in that SURELY NOT).
  Spiritual "pride of life" exists, it's real, and that still is the "pride of life" and I had it for awhile but have since gone off so bad on my blog about how much I love lucifer and his men.................bye bye pride of life for myself. THANK WELL LUCIFER APPARENTLY. My once maybe pristine blog isn't pristine anymore, as if it was ever going to be pristine WE ARE ALL SINNERS 1 John 1:8 "If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us."
  It's just that people who don't wear jewelry or makeup or clothing with prints on them --------- that do that sort of stuffs I'm talking about a few denominations of christians you know who you are...........they get to a place where they appear to really actually believe themselves flawless. And they like that, I beleive they like being better then everybody else. Their ears itch to hear pastors preach on the horrors of jewelry and the horrors of clothing with worldly prints or cuts, etc.
  1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."

 There is also a "easy grace" yes, a easy grace.............................go ahead buy everything..............well look at what 1 John 2:16 says above...............the lust of the flesh, and the lusts of the eyes. 

 Now my stance has always been "moderation".........

Philippians 4:5 "Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand." It was never drinking a beer that was bad (bible says don't get drunk, it doesn't say don't ever drink a beer). Or don't go to bars...........jesus went to bars and the lord drank some wine.........apparently he even ate a ton of food with a bunch of people whilst drinking said wine........

Luke 7:34 "The Son of man is come eating and drinking; and ye say, Behold a gluttonous man, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners!"

  I was inspired to blog this, because of this video..........which I mostly agree with this guy.............I think there is a real difference between "youthful lusts" and merely admiring a pretty girl, or a handsome guy in passing..........like look at them they look cute.........in passing. I'm talking about a admiring of one another that is perfectly a-ok that isn't us burning with youthful lusts. 

To the pure all things are pure........

Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled.'

  That's all i have to say for today. 

Love is the main thing

if ya ain't loving me

or loving each other

then you's missing it.

Luke 6:44 "For every tree is known by his own fruit. For of thorns men do not gather figs, nor of a bramble bush gather they grapes." I feel for the churches that are trapped, I ain't hating on them anymore (I think once I was, but these days I see how desperately trapped people are in legalistic churches). Even their pastors are in a state of desperation...............2 Timothy 3:13 "But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived." I think they miss the bit of the bible where it says jesus was eating tons of food, and drinking wine at bars often hanging out with sinners. They have some "another idea" of Jesus that isn't what Jesus really was like. 2 Corinthians 11:4 "For if he that cometh preacheth another Jesus, whom we have not preached, or if ye receive another spirit, which ye have not received, or another gospel, which ye have not accepted, ye might well bear with him."

Everybody looks a touch like someone out there, happens to be I look like marilyn monroe, is it "emulation" really if I occasionally enjoy impersonating her, I've decided it ain't ----------- she had a great look, I can look like her, why wouldn't I want to look like marilyn monroe???????????????????

6/20/2025 still trying to spread awareness of the horrors going on in gaza though looks to be the people of the world have no power and we are slaves THAT'S WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE TO ME....................now the water system looks to be has collapsed...........................it's bad................

100% BEING MYSELF 6/20/2025 

MY LOOK BIT DIFFERENT ANYWAYS.........my hair is often oranger (I'm a real redhead the orange refuses "to hide") I think my skin is darker then Marilyn Monroe's skin to, her skin was pretty light..............

Everybody looks a touch like someone out there, happens to be I look like marilyn monroe, is it "emulation" really if I occasionally enjoy impersonating her, I've decided it ain't ----------- she had a great look, I can look like her, why wouldn't I want to look like marilyn monroe???????????????????
  At the moment my hair is pastel purple, but look at me...............................
there is in a few churches a "legalistic" you can't do anything in life but have your hair in a bun, mentality that I spent years and years and years around. It's not the truth, that's legalism. You spend as many years around extremely legalistic people, even when your "away" from them.......................it's such a battle to get out of that legalistic mindset.
  And it's in my mind a diminishing mindset..........................cause the bible says...........John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." How abundantly could your life be, if your hair is stuck in a sad bun your whole life??????????????
 ------------ Though at the moment I have a migrain headache and there is 0% way no hair thing is going in my hair right now. naw.

  I'm I guess interesting and a touch different then other marilyn monroe look alikes cause sometimes I like to have my "own look" but somedays, I like that "marilyn monroe look" WHICH I LOOK LIKE THE GIRL EVEN WITHOUT MAKEUP ON............so we in a whole nother realm then "emulation" 

  Besides emulation is acting and looking like someone, I'm talking all the time acting like them and I'VE NEVER DONE THAT NOT ALL THE TIME. I impersonate marilyn on the internet and act like her only ONLY when I'm basically hamming it up. 

Galatians 5:20 "Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,"

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/emulate

emulate

 verb

em·​u·​late | \ ˈem-yə-ˌlāt  , -yü-\

emulated; emulating

Definition of emulate

 (Entry 1 of 2)

transitive verb

1a: to strive to equal or excel

b: IMITATEespecially : to imitate by means of an emulator

2: to equal or approach equality with

  I just happen to look like marilyn and I think I'm actually not "emulating" her. For me to equal her............................I'd have to become a actree, and uh ya I'm like not well I wouldn't mind doing a few commercials pretending to be her..............but like a whole entire acting career....................I don't know. That's a lot of work.
   I'm just a fool that likes looking like marilyn and uhhhhhh ya I like look like marilyn uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
  And life more "abundantly" I'm 100%
look cute right
have a look you like

like if that's like more goth - do it
if that's like marilyn monroe - do it
if that's like uh hey if a bun "floats your boat" and you honest enjoy wearing a bun everyday of your life (which I think is torture..............................................MIGRAINE HEADACHE'S) well enjoy your migraine headaches then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
via GIPHY
  Oh but FYI we ain't supposed to use our liberty in christ jesus for occasions for the flesh, we need to instead serve one another.......................................that what we need to do. Hey the grinders is going in me brains on how I can serve better 🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠
Galatians 5:13
For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another.

  ps..........any apostolic christian church of america ladies reading this or any this "smith's friends" ladies reading this..............giiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirl that bun look is so the year 1801...........................feel free to let the hair fly free in the wind ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Me and Patti Labelle 👍💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

I believe the "old wine" was THE LAW....................my thoughts on "wine in wineskins"............................

bout to dye my hair back to my real red shade, the purple has faded to wazuu............

Prison Alliance

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/1932578

"Making disciples of every inmate in every prison of every country around the world" - sheri interjecting - they zealous 😂💓💓💓💓💓💓

it's very important I believe that jail ministries be supported Matthew 25:36
"Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me."

 

 I believe the "old wine" was THE LAW....................my thoughts on "wine in wineskins"............................
Matthew 9:17 "Neither do men put new wine into old bottles: else the bottles break, and the wine runneth out, and the bottles perish: but they put new wine into new bottles, and both are preserved."

the old wine,

the law

was "abstain" "abstain" "abstain" 

the new wine..................................Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled."

just a little sip
that's the key
1 Corinthians 9:25 "And every man that striveth for the mastery is temperate in all things. Now they do it to obtain a corruptible crown; but we an incorruptible."

Now for all you who hate me and are thinking to yourselves "sheri what about all that cheap costume jewelry you photographed and put up on your blog?"

 Fair question.................

I need more cheap costume jewelry then most christians and people's since how I am so arrayed like "solomon in all of his glory"

   Luke 12:26-28 "If ye then be not able to do that thing which is least, why take ye thought for the rest? Consider the lilies how they grow: they toil not, they spin not; and yet I say unto you, that Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. If then God so clothe the grass, which is to day in the field, and to morrow is cast into the oven; how much more will he clothe you, O ye of little faith?"
  When you have lots and lots and lots of clothing, you need more costume jewelry choices so that you have jewelry to go with everything you own.

 The "old wine" the law..........was you can't get tattoo's, you can't uhhhhhh eat pig meat, um etc. thems my two big examples 😂

  The new wine..................

1 Corinthians 6:12 "All things are lawful unto me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any."

Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled."

  Warning to the apostolic christian church of america special warning: that you to this day have forbid your church members to wear wedding rings.....................that you've made them into a "taboo thing" is a sign that you are under the law, legalism, the the old wine. 

  Jesus wants us all putting new wine, in new wineskins. 

temperate yes, 

and my jewelry collection will not be getting larger --------- well sheesh I could hardly wear all the cheap costume jewelry I currently have anyways hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahah

If you are in christ

you are new

2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new."

via GIPHY

My parents mega don't want me going to the apostolic christian church of america - but I think this whole time I've just been working real hard to Hebrews 12:14 "follow peace with all men, and holiness,................."....................................

Sheri 11/9/2021 video of 3 paintings 1 of the queen of heaven, one of the lady who gives birth to the 1st beast and baby 1st beast, and one of the lady who gives birth to the 2nd beast and baby second beast.........and my thoughts what I will say, what I will utter about these paintings............

Revelation 13:1 "And I stood upon the sand of the sea, and saw a beast rise up out of the sea, having seven heads and ten horns, and upon his horns ten crowns, and upon his heads the name of blasphemy."

Revelation 13:11 "And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon."

  Sheri 2021 in bold type I have greately edited this post, because 2012 version of myself thought that pursueing peace with all men, meant, walking up to someone trying to pick a fight with you and flashing the peace sign a ton.........and sometimes following peace with all men ----- according to sheri 2021 is flash the peace sign once pray for them, and walk away. Don't stick around a bunch of people that want to harm you in some way shape or form. That are all "combative" 

   Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:" I guess what I'm trying to say is in the past I have parroted bad examples in my life around me. The tares they don't heed hebrews 12:14 they clearly don't follow peace and holiness with all men, they are smack in all our churches, probably in all our churches saying near mean statements about peoples or other churches (if not at church then you know after church I do recogn it goes on out there).........................I have a point I'm getting to it. TARES WILL BE THROWN INTO THE FIRE IT IS BETTER TO BE WHEAT TO ACTUALLY "FOLLOW PEACE WITH ALL MEN, AND HOLINESS"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Sheri 2021 this massive chunk I edited out of this post, was me mentioning how some other christians were complaining about a church. These days I try and not complain about any churches if you haven't notice OR PASTORS OR CHRISTIANS IN GENERAL.........cause I agree with paul.......................Philippians 1:18 "What then? notwithstanding, every way, whether in pretence, or in truth, Christ is preached; and I therein do rejoice, yea, and will rejoice." Amen paul I know that's right. 

Proverbs 28:27 "He that giveth unto the poor shall not lack: but he that hideth his eyes shall have many a curse."

I cried a whole river..........

Psalm 30:5 "For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." - it ain't morning yet for me but it's coming 😁👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

LOVE