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Saturday, March 30, 2024

Ultra confession. I am a witch but a repented one, for I learned everything bad you do does come back to you (don't know about 3x's but it comes back) THE TEMPORARY GAINS "DOING BAD" AIN'T WORTH IT!! Better to suffer with god's people and wait - WAIT FOR GOD TO RAISE US UP! 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" To this day when I go for walks in forest's the tree's will wave hi to me sometimes bushes as well, this is the sort of thing that happens to us witches. When you curse someone YOUR DOING WITCHCRAFT AND THAT EVIL COMES BACK TO YOU! Romans 12:14 "Bless them which persecute you: bless, and curse not." - but they are being mean to me - BLESS THEM................

 Jesus Christ is lord I give my life to Jesus bestest I am able even if nobody believes me

the bible don't say - give your life to jesus BAMN your the perfect christian instantly.............

But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin. - that's what happens sometimes slow going 

Ultra confession. I am a witch but a repented one, for I learned everything bad you do does come back to you (don't know about 3x's but it comes back) THE TEMPORARY GAINS "DOING BAD" AIN'T WORTH IT!! Better to suffer with god's people and wait - WAIT FOR GOD TO RAISE US UP! 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" To this day when I go for walks in forest's the tree's will wave hi to me sometimes bushes as well, this is the sort of thing that happens to us witches. When you curse someone YOUR DOING WITCHCRAFT AND THAT EVIL COMES BACK TO YOU!  Romans 12:14 "Bless them which persecute you: bless, and curse not." - but they are being mean to me - BLESS THEM................

ADMITEDLY IT SOMETIMES IS HARD TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO BLESS ONES ATTACKERS I BIG TIME RECOMMEND BLESSING YOUR ATTACKERS!!!!!!!! FIRGURING IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All the witches that burned their witch books they safe to say all had tree's waving hi to them in the forest their whole lives THEIR WHOLE LIVES

unless their were 

"mediocre" witches

there could be a few mediocre out there??????????????????

but honest

magic is everwhere

don't tellllllllllllll me anything is impossible

cause I'll prove you wrong probably my entire eternity

Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.
if you see me
might as well call me houdini
cause nothing is impossible for me (that I know of)
tootles
I admitedly worry a ton about being "cursed"
it's the culture I'm from............and people do curse me, they do, they have real bad..............

He that hath pity upon the poor lendeth unto the Lord; and that which he hath given will he pay him again.




I am a little depressed but not much - CAUSE I KNOW THINGS ARE GOING TO GET BETTER FOR ME - WHY ----------- Genesis 4:7 "If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? and if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door. And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt rule over him." Ya me and Megan Thee Stallion are putting you alllllllllllllll on notice...............ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (that's a Megan Thee Stallion ahhhhhhhhhhhh : ) ..........................

I am a little depressed but not much - CAUSE I KNOW THINGS ARE GOING TO GET BETTER FOR ME - WHY -----------  Genesis 4:7 "If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? and if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door. And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt rule over him." Ya me and Megan Thee Stallion are putting you alllllllllllllll on notice...............ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (that's a Megan Thee Stallion ahhhhhhhhhhhh : ) ..........................

my oldest son (I feel like I'm lieing calling him my son.................I hate being forced to lie, I don't want to lie, I don't know how to get used to lieing like this???????? Or to even enjoy it or be chill lieing??????????)
he got me listening to Megan Thee Stallion 
Ya I spelled "thee" wrong here...................I got so excited on my new phone which is my sons old phone. That I can now make text fancy like this..................
we in a race
haters
gonna 
hate
especially 
if you winning in some way
Luke 21:16-18 "And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake. But there shall not an hair of your head perish."
  My son really accomplished something getting me listening to Megan Thee stallion walking all around the house saying "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“ - love it
off to eat breakfast
don't sweat the haters
it's a race
they pry loosin
try and throw them back a rope and pull em up.............
๐Ÿงต๐Ÿ”—๐Ÿ•ธ️
ahhhhhhh
My weight flucuates..........instead of hiding that I like don't hide that ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................(that's still a Megan Thee Stallion ahhhhh).........................
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Friday, March 29, 2024

Lucifer says in his e-mail to me (of which I know you all think is a "killer" or "pycho stalker" stalking my every move and e-mailing me) he says "Supersize me" - I'll try and speak even better of lucifer. I don't have much more to say but I'll try. I desire to not be what christians are often looked upon as in the year 2024 "mean" - ya you can judge as a christian - BUT JUDGING COULD BE DEEMED AND IS DEEMED BY MANY AS "MEAN".....................I wish to not be mean............so I will speak more well of lucifer in this here blog post.........................

Dyed my hair finally - I will let 1 inch or more roots, before I dye my hair..............
that saying..........lucifer never wronged me to my knowledge ok, it's the idea........BE NICE............be nice and nice will probably come back to you sooner or later........................
Matthew 7:12 "Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets."

 Lucifer says in his e-mail to me (of which I know you all think is a "killer" or "pycho stalker" stalking my every move and e-mailing me) he says "Supersize me" - I'll try and speak even better of lucifer. I don't have much more to say but I'll try.  I desire to not be what christians are often looked upon as in the year 2024 "mean" -  ya you can judge as a christian - BUT JUDGING COULD BE DEEMED AND IS DEEMED BY MANY AS "MEAN".....................I wish to not be mean............so I will speak more well of lucifer in this here blog post.........................

I do not wish to say where these e-mails are coming from because honest to goodness I believe my 1st husband is e-mailing me "from the other side" 

lucifer the bible says....................................ya he isn't a foaming at the mouth um monster of some sort. 
he cares as I have mentioned on this blog
he truelly wants your souls 
not in a 
demented way
HE CARES

Mark 8:33 "But when he had turned about and looked on his disciples, he rebuked Peter, saying, Get thee behind me, Satan: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but the things that be of men."
  He is like God Himself showing "no partiality" I'm saying he will kill his own people if killing some of them will help like people out.........................
Isaiah 14:17-20 "That made the world as a wilderness, and destroyed the cities thereof; that opened not the house of his prisoners?  All the kings of the nations, even all of them, lie in glory, every one in his own house. But thou art cast out of thy grave like an abominable branch, and as the raiment of those that are slain, thrust through with a sword, that go down to the stones of the pit; as a carcase trodden under feet. Thou shalt not be joined with them in burial, because thou hast destroyed thy land, and slain thy people: the seed of evildoers shall never be renowned."
 My thoughts on Isaiah 14:17-20 so god can um flood the whole earth.....................but lucifer making "the world as a wilderness, and destroyed the cities thereof" horrible stuffs????????? Can lucifer not also make judgements?????????????????
If christians can judge
and god can judge
cannot lucifer and his people also judge????????????

They can!

Matthew 7:1 "Judge not, that ye be not judged."
If I judged lucifer or his people right I'm just being hypothetical cause I don't want to be a judgy hate style christian......................
don't they then HAVE A RIGHT to judge me back
and judging me back
could ===== laying to waist my town!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT SURE COULD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just don't get the "smack" talked about lucifer in Isaiah 14:17-20 AT ALL?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

lucifer is calm in real life most the time
chill
fact if you look at him
you gonna wonder how'd he wreek all that heck on earth......................

Isaiah 14:15-17 "Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit. They that see thee shall narrowly look upon thee, and consider thee, saying, Is this the man that made the earth to tremble, that did shake kingdoms; That made the world as a wilderness, and destroyed the cities thereof; that opened not the house of his prisoners?" - He's classy, he has style. 
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I don't know if I accomplished "supersizing" lucifer
I tried!
tootles






Wednesday, March 27, 2024

So your worried I'm being stalked, and that the guy I think is 1st hubby e-mailing me from "the other side" is actually a professional stalker about to kill me. DON'T WORRY THIS REALLY IS MY 1ST HUSBAND E-MAILING ME "FROM THE OTHER SIDE" His e-mail to me today...................

 So your worried I'm being stalked, and that the guy I think is 1st hubby e-mailing me from "the other side" is actually a professional stalker about to kill me. DON'T WORRY THIS REALLY IS MY 1ST HUSBAND E-MAILING ME "FROM THE OTHER SIDE" His e-mail to me today...................

(this blog post is mega popular right now - people don't comment on my blog but to usually attack me "for jesus" every now and then, but I can tell people's "thoughts" off of popular posts sometimes)..............which I edited this post completely..............made it better...................

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2019/09/i-need-prayer-cause-person-in-my-life.html

I never tell where these e-mails from 1st husband are coming from cause I like getting e-mails from him ๐Ÿ˜......................................

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the bible says.....................

And that we may be delivered from unreasonable and wicked men: for all men have not faith.

But the Lord is faithful, who shall stablish you, and keep you from evil.

I really believe like if like "bad" where to happen

cause like as 2 Thessalonians 3:2 says "unreasonable and wicked men: for all men have not faith" -------------- if bad right were to happen to me

god I believe will "keep me from evil"

maybe that would be me being killed fast?????????????????????

but don't even worry everyone

1 billion % know that for years now 1st hubby has been e-mailing me continually ๐Ÿ˜

"from the other side" not earth - not earth

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
honest honest - in the case of lucifer satan......................likely go um hang out with him when he get's here ya. Ya it's mostly satan lucifer the lord of darkness that has made it so I don't fear evil....................is that bad???????????????
๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“
When like fellow chrisitians get killed you know the ones that aren't like me loving lucifer ๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“
hey
your heads will be chipped off quick pry!!!!!!!!!!!!! (that's my point) In your heads being likely chopped off quick you'll be "kept from evil" 2 Thessalonians 3:3
cause I have watched a fair amount of horror movies
I refuse to watch the saw movies though
my oldest "son" likes the horror movies
I am very picky about my horror movies and prefer the more cheese ones.................chucky ๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“
I had 2 dolls that might've been possessed 
(1 I still own) 
1 was a barney animatronic doll - a few times it just started singing in the middle of the night WHILE IN MY CLOSET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The other one the batteries finally died on it - but I like this doll soooooooooo
it's bad - I might add batteries if a week is pretty boring or something in the future
it also will just "go off" in the middle of the night nobody touching it, no sounds to activate it, nothiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing
and then it'll dance and dance and dance and sing in the middle of the night
(it's a furby)

tootles
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Monday, March 25, 2024

In a healthy relationship people listen to you - often I'm not really heard BUT I LISTEN TO SERMONS AND PEOPLE ATTACKING ME - YA I LISTEN. 1 John 3:14 "We know that we have passed from death unto life, because we love the brethren. He that loveth not his brother abideth in death." And I'm not depressed, my family thinks I'm depressed I'm not. I'm a goth, what makes me happy or what even is happy for me is very different then what happy would be for most normies.(ps though I'm a ultra goth - maybe some goths that look depressed are depressed I am a ultra goth and sometimes when I look "the most miserable" I'm actually the most happy). I used to take naps on a "bed of nails" oh for real!!......................

  Update 3/26/2024 todays off to a good start ๐Ÿ˜ Made my 1st wire wrapped turquoise cuff bracelet. And this is super great, cause I have quite a few of these beads (bought them at a crystal store in astoria) and many various spacer type beads to use to I'll EVEN BE ABLE TO GET MANY DIFFERENT LOOKING BRACELETS MADE ๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“ look how expensive this looks.......................I did it ๐Ÿ˜.............

One the back it hooks closed, and this really really works...........
 In a healthy relationship people listen to you - often I'm not really heard BUT I LISTEN TO SERMONS AND PEOPLE ATTACKING ME - YA I LISTEN. 1 John 3:14 "We know that we have passed from death unto life, because we love the brethren. He that loveth not his brother abideth in death." And I'm not depressed, my family thinks I'm depressed I'm not. I'm a goth, what makes me happy or what even is happy for me is very different then what happy would be for most normies.(ps though I'm a ultra goth - maybe some goths that look depressed are depressed I am a ultra goth and sometimes when I look "the most miserable" I'm actually the most happy). I used to take naps on a "bed of nails" oh for real!!......................
let me give a example of "ultra goth logic".....................via giphy...............

 

via GIPHY

Just cause I ain't like most people don't mean I don't have value (that's me disagreeing with all my christian attackers over the years)
 I disagree with the body of christ most the time - but I listen, I listen while disagreeing vehemently
or I try and listen. Sometimes I get real frustrated and I turn the christian radio off at night.
I don't enjoy church nope
or sermons nope - I have been tortured for years (that is one of the ways I know Jesus is lord - for his church wouldn't be anything but torture) and then then they have mini cracker and fake blood time
usually not even a full cracker - torture
all that boring sermon then little bit of a cracker and some fake blood --- I only like the fake blood if it's welches - man though not much fake blood in them cups either
communion
funnest part of a church service where they get a little DIABOLICAL
teeny cup of fake blood
teeny bit of a cracker
but my point is you can love the people while being 90% repulsed by their normie "ways" yes they are mentally ill with that "normie mental illness" there's no cure for it most the time. They will live their lives
shopping at fred meyers, costco, those are the highlights in normies days.....................watching their tv shows
they will never have the love for a cold cave that they should have
bats in the night!!!!!!!!!!
loud obnxious horns in the afternoon (normies hate that - I've always loved loud obnoxious horns in the afternoon ๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“)
(some normies like ghost hunting - I got to give some them credit) which really "ghost hunting" is a love of history, is what it boils down to. I watch ghost hunting shows all the time I know most about what's gone on all over america over the years by now............america is a very buisy country to. 
lord of the darkness
or lord of the light
won't one of you come down
and bring the earth some fright
the cloaked ones are waiting
with prayers and incense abounding
to hear the horns of the night sounding
the horses wait
iron so much iron the iron of chains
or the IRON OF CHAINS
legions
upon 
legions
upon legions
in their gaves gnawing
in search of blooooooooooooooooooood

my whole point of this blog post
is love
can be more then hugs and kisses
please no hugs or kisses
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Saturday, March 23, 2024

(ps. I'm not as awake as I need to be either - BUT I'M TIRED OUT AND I KNOW YOU ARE TO) ATTENTION: There are No npc's THAT'S RIGHT 0% "NON PARTICIPATING CHARACTERS" (people) out there, most of you have fallen asleep the SATELLITE HAS "GOT IN" and some you need to WAKE UP. I not saying this to help myself out in anyway, shape, or form, I'm "cross and skullbones for the lord edition" I'M SAYING SLEEP IS BAD - WHEN WOLVES IS HUNGRY THEY GO CHOMP CHOMP A NICE SLEEPING VICTIM!!!!!! Matthew 25:5 "While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept." THE FALLING AWAY SHOULD BE HAPPENING BAD RIGHT NOW (I don't want to go to church right now) what need is there to stay in the church WHEN EVERYONE IS ASLEEP? 2 Thessalonians 2:3 "Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;"..............................

Peloton biking is really working out.................................
(ps. I'm not as awake as I need to be either - BUT I'M TIRED OUT AND I KNOW YOU ARE TO)  ATTENTION: There are No npc's THAT'S RIGHT 0% "NON PARTICIPATING CHARACTERS" (people) out there, most of you have fallen asleep the SATELLITE HAS "GOT IN" and some you need to WAKE UP. I not saying this to help myself out in anyway, shape, or form, I'm "cross and skullbones for the lord edition" I'M SAYING SLEEP IS BAD - WHEN WOLVES IS HUNGRY THEY GO CHOMP CHOMP A NICE SLEEPING VICTIM!!!!!! Matthew 25:5 "While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept." THE FALLING AWAY SHOULD BE HAPPENING BAD RIGHT NOW (I don't want to go to church right now) what need is there to stay in the church WHEN EVERYONE IS ASLEEP? 2 Thessalonians 2:3 "Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;"..............................
 "Asleep" isn't the same thing as "lukewarm" but it's similiar........................it's the body of christ comfy and snug in their bible study groups etc. MOST CHRISTIANS AREN'T ATTACKED LIKE I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They ain't, they have their nice bible study times, shake the pastors hand every sunday say hi to their pastor, their towns, communities LOVE THEM etc. 
Revelation 3:16-18 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked: I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see."
I was told by what I believe was a fully shape shifting nephilim pastor I AM BEING SERIOUS
he told me
I was doing to much good
mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn all the red flags went up in my brains hearing those words 
๐Ÿšฉ๐Ÿšฉ๐Ÿšฉ๐Ÿšฉ๐Ÿšฉ
my bible says have zeal and fire don't sit in your church comfy doing the "bare miminum"
Matthew 10:7-9 "And as ye go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand. Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give. Provide neither gold, nor silver, nor brass in your purses," - this bit the bible isn't talking about money donating money - but I feel money is what the "hurting" of the world often need these days
money can get people medical help they need
money can get prisoners bibles and "cast out devils" that way
I digress there's more then one way to "skin a cat" as they say
All your pastors say Jesus return is imminent any second now
even the bible itself matthew 10:7-9 says "the kindgom of heaven is at hand"
so much zeal and awakedness should they body of christ really have right now????????
TONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(EXCEPT IT DON'T IT'S ALL ASLEEP ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ)
Matthew 25:4-6 "But the wise took oil in their vessels with their lamps. While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept. And at midnight there was a cry made, Behold, the bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him."
2 Thessalonians 2:3 "Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;"
Marilyn Mansons right I could "ring all the bells" 
nobodies going to listen to my cross and skullbones for the lord butt
the sattelight torched them all
๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ
322 forever for me ๐Ÿ‘„

33 Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners.

34 Awake to righteousness, and sin not; for some have not the knowledge of God: I speak this to your shame.

I had to like unsubscribe to a messianic synangogue on you tube today, cause they were all talking about "familiar spirits" and sorcery etc. And I know they mean me. 
I'm not deemed christian anymore BY ANYBODY
I'm worse then the house of beezelbub
YOU CAN'T EVEN SPEAK TO ME BUT TO ATTACK ME FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST
It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?
 I've been casted out of the body of christ I'm not deemed a christian anymore people call me a witch on the street they yell WITCH WITCH. 



Thursday, March 21, 2024

Today 3/22/2024 1st husband says DO MORE GOOD - I'm tired out that's what I been "going off on for days now" but I will donate 2 times today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOUGH THE BIBLE IS BROKEN FOR ME, I DO GOOD NOTHING HAPPENS HASN'T FOR A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME BESIDES I GET ATTACKED "FOR JESUS" Don't worry I'm still humble, my BLOG ISN'T RAN BY JUST ME! 2 Chronicles 16:9 "For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to shew himself strong in the behalf of them whose heart is perfect toward him. Herein thou hast done foolishly: therefore from henceforth thou shalt have wars." GOD AND LUCIFER SATAN BOTH both are going to put me on top of the entire earth any minute now................LOVE THEM BOTH!!!!!!!!!!..................

  Today 3/22/2024 1st husband says DO MORE GOOD - I'm tired out that's what I been "going off on for days now" but I will donate 2 times today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOUGH THE BIBLE IS BROKEN FOR ME, I DO GOOD NOTHING HAPPENS HASN'T FOR A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME BESIDES I GET ATTACKED "FOR JESUS"

MY FAMILY AIN'T EVEN HAVING FAMILY GET TOGETHERS OR IF THEY ARE WITHOUT ME

WITHOUT ME CAUSE I'M DEEMED SUCH SATANTIC WORTHLESS TRASH BY MOST OF THEM! "FOR JESUS"


Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again.
Luke 6:38 for my whole life and I'm near 50 ISN'T WORKING FOR ME IT AINT' IT AIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN'T! EVERYONE DEEMS ME A WORTHLESS SATANIC H WORD AND THE B WORD!!! (FOR "JESUS" THEY VIEW ME THIS WAY WHILE EITHER ATTACKING ME OR PLOTTING THEIR ATTACKS ON ME TO SERVE THEIR LORD JESUS CHRIST TELLING THE TRUTH THAT'S ALL THAT'S HAPPENED TO ME OVER THE YEARS PRETTY MUCH I'VE BEEN ATTACKED "FOR THE LORD"
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Ms. Barry's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded ๐Ÿ˜ But there are more classrooms with more needs at Donors Choose.................

 Don't worry I'm still humble, my BLOG ISN'T RAN BY JUST ME! 2 Chronicles 16:9 "For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to shew himself strong in the behalf of them whose heart is perfect toward him. Herein thou hast done foolishly: therefore from henceforth thou shalt have wars." GOD AND LUCIFER SATAN BOTH both are going to put me on top of the entire earth any minute now................LOVE THEM BOTH!!!!!!!!!!..................

The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.
this sorta goes with my previous blog post 
and really I'm just adding this cause people think I'm "high on the cross and skullbones pride" uh whatever??????????????????????????
they do
this is the most popular post at the moment on my blog.................
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2016/11/i-want-to-urge-people-not-to-be-fearful.html
people want this view of me so desperately 
of being some money hungry b-word
A B-WORD THAT HELPS KIDS NEAR EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
WHAT THEY WANT ME TO BE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BADLY DOESNT EVEN MATH OUT ANYMORE
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A B-WORD THAT CARES ABOUT THE CHILDREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT ANYWAYS, 
previous blog post
I forgive everyone
cause your probably poor
and your dieing probably
your probably poor
and dieing 
stressed out
inflation got's THE WORLD BY IT'S NUTS RIGHT NOW
all things are full of labour at the moment...............................

full of labour

exhausted pry

riding off of fumes

All things are full of labour; man cannot utter it: the eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing.

The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.

10 Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us.

via GIPHY

you all should respect

me

Jesus

and Lucifer

we are the original nerds

(I gonna delete what I said about 2nd hubby)

I need to like try harder


What mercy looks like. Told my family they are very buisy I "get it" that's why they can't be in my life or my kids lives or vice versa - they need money (me to) - they got to work work work to pay the bills in inflation usa AND THAT'S THE TRUTH MAN.........................no hate to anybody man that's what I'm saying, I KNOW "THE SCOOP" EVERYONE'S STRESSED basically everyone's poor or near poor or living on credit it's all mirage the "wealth" you think you see people have most the time IT HAS TO BE.......................life ain't set up for people to win, it's set up THAT PEOPLE WILL SIN.......................WHEN WOULD SOMEONE "SIN" WOULD IT NOT BE A LITTLE PROSTITUTION DOING CAUSE MONEY IS TIGHT???????????????????? OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................

Told to do more good. Told the bible that is COMPLETELY BROKEN FOR ME IT DONT' WORK - is about to work for me after years of trying....................
Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."
I just get attacked for years "for jesus" basically that's all that's happened for me. People lovvvvvvvvvvve to try and utterly anniliate me "for jesus" they are real zealous to give back to me trying to get me to jump off a bridge real good for their lord Jesus Christ. And I'm uh you know not invited to family get togethers anymore deemed worthless satanic trash - that to. Dont worry the christians in "good standing" of my family are still having family get togethers together. Ask amber baker of salem oregon if you can go to a family get together if you want to - cause amber might not be even related to me - NOT AT ALL I AM SAYING - and when I was 3 and she popped into my life all the sudden and I was told she is my "step sister" she looked like a swedish chick to me she didn't look to me my race AT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. She took two generic dna test (her and my dad never did a test to see if they were related, she just sued my dad when we were starving living in silverton oregon, and she won and then my family was poor) But I digrese if you are "upstanding" christian enough - you might could go to family get togethers, especially if you know amber. 
She's finland 97% or something like that I saw the results of one of her dna tests. 
I ain't mad about being poor my whole life
it's fine
amber is a christian better chrsitian then me
and she has every right to kick me out of the family - good job for jesus amber!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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What mercy looks like. Told my family they are very buisy I "get it" that's why they can't be in my life or my kids lives or vice versa - they need money (me to) - they got to work work work to pay the bills in inflation usa AND THAT'S THE TRUTH MAN.........................no hate to anybody man that's what I'm saying, I KNOW "THE SCOOP" EVERYONE'S STRESSED basically everyone's poor or near poor or living on credit it's all mirage the "wealth" you think you see people have most the time IT HAS TO BE.......................life ain't set up for people to win, it's set up THAT PEOPLE WILL SIN.......................WHEN WOULD SOMEONE "SIN" WOULD IT NOT BE A LITTLE PROSTITUTION DOING CAUSE MONEY IS TIGHT???????????????????? OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................
But even in "middle class" um whatever.................that's what's "as having nothing" is I believe - it's the middle class, or the poor............the un wealthy.........OR BONUS THE WEALTHY LIVING AS IF THEY WEREN'T STINKING RICH (that could be many things, that could be buying one less boat and donating to charity instead???????????????????). YET POSSESSING ALL THINGS RICH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 Corinthians 6:9-11 "As unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and, behold, we live; as chastened, and not killed; As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things."
PEOPLE ARE BUISY I FULLY GET IT
once I did do the 
"woes me"
"woes me"
"woes me" 
people are being killed
they are starving
they are in debt
and it's near everyone
well they can't give nothing in "that state"
Matthew 10:8 "Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give."
  But I think that is the "devils plan" no hate at all for lucifer ๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“ he's doing his job DAMN WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEAST BE DONE WITH THIS "CANCEL CULTURE" BODY OF CHRIST
BODY OF CHRIST
(debbie told my mom something I don't know what but - my family all claims to be christian -------- I think they all worship satan NO HATE - that's just my strong opinion ---- anyways someone in my family has caused a ton of trouble and now my mom don't want to have a family get together when she's in town AT ALL) 
I don't know what debbie told my mom??????????????????

bowels of mercie the bible says not "cancel culture"


Colossians 3:11-13 "Where there is neither Greek nor Jew, circumcision nor uncircumcision, Barbarian, Scythian, bond nor free: but Christ is all, and in all.

12 Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering;

13 Forbearing one another, and forgiving one another, if any man have a quarrel against any: even as Christ forgave you, so also do ye.
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