if hell is a "kingdom" and heaven is a "kingdom" which I believe there are 2 kingsdoms indeed................shouldn't both kingdoms care for and love one another -------- YOU ASK ME i THINK THEY SHOULD.....................

if hell is a "kingdom" and heaven is a "kingdom" which I believe there are 2 kingsdoms indeed................shouldn't both kingdoms care for and love one another -------- YOU ASK ME I THINK THEY SHOULD.....................

I don't get war
I don't get it
I don't like it
I don't like it NEVER

Matthew 5:9 "Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God."

 We though are allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll god's creation. 

  

I have theories on lucifer's kingdom..........................ok I have more then theories........................cause when I was in the occult I was really powerful and really baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.  I ended up dispising thouroughly the person I became!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I used to astroproject to hades..................it wasn't caos there. Psalm 139:8 "If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there." God's hand is everywhere. There isn't going to be just slews of caos happening in hell or "lucifer's kingdom" .........................god is going to have His hand on that place FOREVER. 

  Well isn't that a relief. 

I watched this twisted movie called "event horizon" ----------- on the movie "event horizon" people in a ship go into a wormhole that leads the ship to hell and then in the movie most all them pull each others limbs off............................................ya uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I did not like that movie. 

  Bible verses speaking about 2 kingdoms.......cause there's 2, there's heaven and then there's hell, hell is also a kingdom....................

Luke 11:17
But he, knowing their thoughts, said unto them, Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation; and a house divided against a house falleth.

Luke 11:18
If Satan also be divided against himself, how shall his kingdom stand? because ye say that I cast out devils through Beelzebub.

   It could be some people read Luke 11:18 and think ah that means lucifer can never love any christians, never like none of us, never say give one of us a glass of water.......................or open a door say for one of us, just for instance. That ain't it at all. 

   So what is lucifer's kingdom....................death, destruction and torment if that is what you are going to tell me...............ok (basically summed up sin right - THEY SIN ADDICTS, they addicted, unable to stop). But should we not then love and care for them all the more since how they maybe heck vent upon 

doing sins that cause them harm

if you say fornicate you are causing yourself harm, god made your body to be with your spouse...................god did not make you to cheapen yourself as a prostitute all over town. 

  If you did/ or is doing that god loves you and wishes that you would repent and give your life to jesus. 

2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

  Or if your addicted to drugs that's pry harming your body or do drugs do bad for you buisiness and become addicted...........you is harming yourself then. 

  If you distance yourself from god, via your lifestyle, THAT IS YOU HARMING YOURSELF, God..................God.............................................who wishes to gather you in......................
Luke 13:34 "O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, which killest the prophets, and stonest them that are sent unto thee; how often would I have gathered thy children together, as a hen doth gather her brood under her wings, and ye would not!" - god is love right so though Luke 13:34 is speaking of Jerusalem I believe HE wants to gather us all in like a "hen doth gather her brood" 

  That's what you want, you want to be gathered in by God I believe Genesis 45:18 "And take your father and your households, and come unto me: and I will give you the good of the land of Egypt, and ye shall eat the fat of the land."

   God is god and there is no other god besides god so if you distance yourself from him I do believe you are harming yourself

 Anyways if the people if the kingdom of hell is literally super depraved how much more should we care about them...........................................

if you have a wayward child do you not care about them????????????

oh yes I believe you do if you are any kind of good parent you are going to care!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Should we also not care about one another and love one another - surely we should! 

 I hope "Alice in Chains" isn't serious........................................................I HOPE THEY GAVE OR GIVE THEIR LIVES TO JESUS...................................what terribleness they are talking about in this song.............................they are telling you...............

they are telling you about being alcoholics etc...............

enslaved..........trapped..................trapped IN A BOX

  Are the 2 kingdoms real...............................ya.................................but what on god's green grassed soon to be according to the bible burnt grass is going on in any eternity that could ever I HOPE NOT EXIST...................................were we all didn't love and care about one another????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

  What on earth would we want that. 

I'd rather have less in life and care about people

and have even a bit less in eternity and care about the inhabitants of hell

then not care

what would we want to be in some cold demented eternity for

   One thing I hate about this time in eternity is there seems to be a lose of "community" out there................................

in fact

the only "community" that we have that I can see is church, I mean a place where everyone can hopefully and truelly they should all be able to go to church and feel welcome

(the poor people that don't go to church, cause if they don't go to church how are they even able to experience "community"?????????? It's gotta be hard for them)

We are god's creation

and the two don't have to war

there's a better way I know it

a way of peace

I LIKE THAT WAY

a way of love

of loving everyone

I like that

 So much I don't want armageddon the war to happen, I want a peace treaty made. I don't believe in war, I don't like it. 

  I don't want a demented eternity, I want a un demented eternity. 

...................................is there going to be people in flames pulling each others limbs off?????????????????? well if there is god's gonna stop that nonsense!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   -------------- if like lucifer's kingdom didn't love 0 christians, like lucifer's kingdom would like look suuuuuuuuuuuuuuper bad, and I don't think they want to like look super bad...........soooooooooooooooooooooo I'm pretty sure they love some of us!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  Though some fellow christian's you pry have annoyed lucifer's people..............................if you go on and on and on about how satan did this and satan did that.................your pry not going to feeling the toasty love good marshmellows from lucifer's people. 

 I just don't think lucifer's kingdom ---------- is full of a bunch of heartless unloving people....................................people that are trapped in sin pry a lot of them ------- or slaves to their flesh............bible clean says your either a slave Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon." Way I see it your either going to serve god............or you going to be stuck serving mammon right be a slave to that...............BE TRAPPED. The mammon is going to own you if god don't.

  My whole life people have tried to put me in boxes

(I think many have brushed me to the side and deemed me "less then" and not worth listening to) 

but the bible says stoop down to the lowly 

aka myself

Romans 12:16 "Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits." I have felt many times in my life written off by people and not just a little bit but like baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.

people have tried to label me a "attention - insert word for slutty girl here"

they tried to label me the b-word

they tried to label me "crazy" - that's real dismissive to to call someone crazy

WHAT IF 000000000000000000000 OF US FIT ANY OF THEM BOXES 

THEY CLEAN MADE UP

THEY MADE UP 

THEY ARE MADE UP

we are god's creation

I'm saying we are so much more then ANY of the labels that anybody could ever try and put on us

god don't make garbage

yes

there are 2 kingdoms

but I believe we can love each other and most definately be at peace with one another

further

the bible states there will be peace well in jesus's kingdom......................

Isaiah 65:24-25

24 And it shall come to pass, that before they call, I will answer; and while they are yet speaking, I will hear.

25 The wolf and the lamb shall feed together, and the lion shall eat straw like the bullock: and dust shall be the serpent's meat. They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain, saith the Lord.

 That's great, I like that, ya I don't like war and destruction and poverty and caos, not into that. 

   And I realize ya jesus's kingdom that is supposed to be a peace place. "They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain, saith the Lord." - not a bunch of badness and a bunch of bad things happenin in heaven. 

  But I hope I hope the people of hell ain't forgotten, further I wish for decent living conditions for the people of hell................just cause they are a whole nother kingdom...................

doesn't mean we shouldn't care about them and love them
(and I really believe vice versa) 

  I look out and all I see is coldness..................but I know what I know. 

there's good in most people

and that's it - that's what I know about people

deep I know

real "riches" isn't things you have on this earth

but love you have in your heart for people

  Though jesus came that we may have life and more abundantly, and It's plenty ok to live well.........................................long as I recogn we don't forget the homeless. 

James 1:27 "Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world."

  Someday I want well clearly to be saved, be in heaven - lot's of thumbs up for jesus in my life 👍 I'm only going to be able to enjoy heaven if I actively do good to and care about the inhabitants of hell. There's no way I could sit up in heaven and eat food and lounge around my mansion which I imagine it having a pool in the backyard, and I imagine myself lounging in the pool often 😀 I couldn't enjoy 0 of that if I like didn't even care about or love the people in hell, if I was just like "ep there's people in hell burning forever in tons of torment for all of eternity"

no 

no

no 

a rich life, a rich eternity is one where I love people (and do good to them) 

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Finally a real bedroom set, I support lucifer and his people fighting armagedon sometimes in eternity/life it can be alright to fight for what you need....................(99% of the time I'd hope all times besides armageddon fight please peacefully).......................

Finally a real bedroom set, I support lucifer and his people fighting armagedon sometimes in eternity/life it can be alright to fight for what you need....................(99% of the time I'd hope all times besides armageddon fight please peacefully) people have needs, people going to hell have needs THEY ARE STILL PEOPLE.....................................(by fight I mean you know maybe protesting something your uh state is doing you don't like, I don't mean via violent means besides with the exception of armageddon cause I believe lucifer and his people might not have any choice but to fight IT'S THEIR FUTURES...........THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE WITH REAL NEEDS)......................

  

  This is me almost going off topic...............but I've learned that if I love people right, love my enemies, I am doing better in my heart, in my soul inside of myself. Whenever I hold onto or experienced in the past envy, or hate, or uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ya envy and hate.......................ickiness inside me then. 

  But there's a bonus uh thing to gain in loving people I find.................

1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."
1 John 4:16 "And we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him."

   I get closer to god the more I love people, alllllllllllllllllllll people, enemies included, all, all, allllllllllllllllllll people 

  Matthew 5:43-45 "Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust."

   I hope and wish that and hope that most of the body of christ if not all of the body of christ will join me in continually praying that jesus make a peace treaty with lucifer and that there not be bloodshed at armageddon (though as I said I support lucifer and his people fighting, fighting for basic decentcy) --------- that bloodshed doesn't even happen. That instead some peace treaty some agreement can be made on the day of armageddon. 

  That lucifer be not stabbed............................................or his people. 

   That they be LOVED, loved, loved, loved

hello the entire idea of my blog and the driving force behind it that the people of hell be loved

that people be loved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(not just that I be loved, the theme of my blog is more grander then that) 

But I like being loved

and ya I wouldn't mind being totally famous

  Ya I like getting attention, but it's more then that people..................................in my family my little sister is one parents fave, and my little brother is the other parents fave........................as a child I spent long hours petting and talking to my dog suzie who died when I was 18 as did my grandma, worse year of my life. 

   I'm saying whether my family views me as "neglected" or not, I feel neglected, I feel I've been neglected, so that I feel it, it is at least real to me. My family seems to view me as a "attention --------- insert slutty girl word here" but if you are feeling in anyways neglected I feel not only is it normal to want attention even full blown celebrity amount of attention it's ok. 

  In my husbands family there are some recluses, in his family, people that don't go to stores much, don't go out much.....................I don't think that's really healthy for people. Though not everyone needs to be celebrities, and there isn't enough movies or songs being written or paperazzi to take that many photo's.........................to uh seek to obtain social interaction I deem it a good thing to be about doing. Get out the house I'm saying, go maybe see a movie, I don't recommend shutting yourself off from the world, I don't think that is actually good for anybody to do out there. (though there might be a few people but even those people at least need to be going and seeing counselors ------- so even "those" people need some social interaction in my estimation) 

   I do find sometimes people are hard to love, my brother isn't making things easy for me, according to my mom, because I didn't call him on the phone and let him cry on the phone for days on end to me..............now I must "pay"

  But my brother is possible in sin right now, he has 2 ex wives alive (one died) -------- well what if one them didn't cheat on him.............then he is in adultery according to the bible...................or probably I would be sooooooooooooooo suprised if he didn't sleep with his current girlfriend (though maybe she's his ex-girlfriend cause I haven't seen photo's of them together on dates on instagram lately??????????????????????) 

   Jesus said forgive them father they know not what they do.............................there is this thing called being "lost" being in "darkness" it is real, to be in a real state where you don't know what you are even doing!

Luke 23:34 "Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots."

  Jesus wasn't just trying to sound "fancy" in luke 23:34 no, he is very serious, and AND telling the truth here................they didn't know what they were doing. 

  At that moment they were likely being fueled by jealousy of jesus cause he was viewed enough as the king of the jews to have that written above the cross. They for sure

for sure

they were in darkness

and darkness

is when you are being driven by something other OTHER 

then love

....................that something could be envy

that something could be hatred

.........................but sure nuff something other OTHER then love

 This is how the blogging life goes I get to choose what song I want......................................the wind beneath my wings is 2 people (hey least I straight up telling you all that ---------- ya one thems jesus) 

but also the wind beneath my wings though is actually 2 people

it's also I'd hope love

actual people to

I am motivated slewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwws by 2 people

driven

in a good way

and motivated slews

If I'm not going to be killed someday - which I do not believe I will be (when fellow christians finally are brought up to synagogues to be killed some of them) I believe "some amount" of the body of christ is also going to live............................(many in the body of christ I believe have decided with themselves they are going to die soon for jesus - YOU MIGHT LIVE)...............

If I'm not going to be killed someday - which I do not believe I will be (when fellow christians finally are brought up to synagogues to be killed some of them) I believe "some amount" of the body of christ is also going to live............................(many in the body of christ I believe have decided with themselves they are going to die soon for jesus - YOU MIGHT LIVE)...............
  I can't be a scism even if there were times I wanted to be. (there are times I don't wish to be bothered and I like just being in my own little world...............problem with that..................even when we may be in our "own little worlds" there is this thing we are currently living on called earth it has 7 billion + people on it 😅💖)
   I am going to bring a idea out there that in the future the body of christ is going to be "spruced up a little bit" That is how I'm going to word that. It has to stay current to the needs of the people, and it will.

  Not all are going to make it............................

  The people that can keep up with the needs of the people in the body of christ we are the people I believe will make it.
  Makes sense from let me be blunt, lucifer's people's um logic.........................
you keep the people that are useful
are some of those people going to be christians

Definately yes!

LOVE ALL PEOPLE

BE A SERVANT I RECOMMEND OF ALL PEOPLE

BE USEFUL THEN

 I gonna shoot it to you all real straight.........my husband let's have him be exhibit A shall we.............

somedays he is very grouchy

most days he is really grouchy

but would I want to work any 9 to 5 job

 What are you telling us sheri? You are telling us fantastically earth scirge things right now Ruby. 

you show mercy you win. 

you love you win

  Miley Cyrus I LOVE MILEY - she is often a complete train wreck I hope she does better in the future...................I relate to her often, wanting a "slam dunk"

🏀🧺

I tell you the basket

it's real

everytime we forgive each other if that be's

Matthew 18:20-22

20 For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.

21 Then came Peter to him, and said, Lord, how oft shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? till seven times?

22 Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto thee, Until seven times: but, Until seventy times seven.

  You might tell me "sheri this is not a sprucing up of the body of christ this bible verse has always existed" -------- but it hasn't been so "hightlighted" as I believe it will be in the future. 

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: 

for they shall obtain mercy."

My ex best friend (she dumped me as a friend I didn't dump her as a friend cause she deemed me to demon possessed at the time to be around - which I was, but I contend that was no reason to dump me as a friend - pray for me, pray then) anyways she told me before she quit as my friend...............that I had a big time cussing problem and she said she deemed it was because I was possessed - which I was. And she told me "what should I just keep forgiving you" and I should of told her Matthew 18:20-22 but moreso SHE WAS A MISSIONARY AT A ORPHANAGE IN GEORGIA FOR THE WESLYIAN church and she should've known Matthew 18:20-22

  She should've having been in the weslyian church most of her life, clean being a missionary for like a year at a orphanage...........................she should've know Matthew 18:20-22...........................enough to not even of asked me the question she asked me -------- whether I was possessed or not don't really matter what does that verse say forgive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  That's all I have to say for today. 

please love me, 

and love each other, 

there is enough death, misery and caos in the world

we need to love each other

forgive each other

👄

I figured out a way to make cool rainbow loom (loom band) chocker necklaces.............add charms to them to, cool ones many great deals to be found on charms on amazon.................jesus he wants us to enjoy life I'm sure of it...................this is great fun for most the family (goth guys could wear these necklaces in black for sure)............................

I figured out a way to make cool rainbow loom (loom band) chocker necklaces.............add charms to them to, cool ones many great deals to be found on charms on amazon.................jesus he wants us to enjoy life I'm sure of it...................this is great fun for most the family (goth guys could wear these necklaces in black for sure)............................

Wishing you all a great day 💖

I need prayer bad, my husband wants to put the bowflex smack in the middle of my living room (he never lifts weights - I'm the bodybuilder) and it's going to look hideous (I'm a bodybuilder but still a girl with a sense of where stuffs looks nice in a house)...........................

I need prayer bad, my husband wants to put the bowflex smack in the middle of my living room (he never lifts weights - I'm the bodybuilder) and it's going to look hideous (I'm a bodybuilder but still a girl with a sense of where stuffs looks nice in a house)...........................
  We have a entertainment center IN OUR BEDROOM............which I got it for free on craigslist but I was just wanting that to be some temporary solution until we could afford to buy a actual bedroom set...............well my husband loooooooooooooooves he tells me having a entertainment center in our bedroom (I know this sounds like a joke, I'm literally telling you all the truth right now).............

 Brian is about to buy a closet for himself (we only have 1 small closet and I took up the whole closet myself no problem) and I've talked him into putting this entertainment bit pictured above in our living room WHERE IT BELONGS). And it'll hide a lot of living room clutter really well.

I don't currently cause I have a brand new computer know how to edit out girl sticker girl removing shirt but she is wearing bikini bottom ---------------------- I put it up there to force me to be skinny cause if I wasn't skinny and had that sticker there I feel that would be awkward)

 (this is the bit of the entertainment center my husband thinks looks fabulous in our bedroom, he seriously thinks this looks way better then some headboard that has tons of storage -------- and I showed him photo's of available headboards with comprable storage

I CLEAN TOLD HIM I'LL GET RID OF CLOTHING EVEN I JUST WANT A REAL LIKE BEDROOD SET

LIKE BEDROOM FURNITURE RIGHT IN MY BEDROOM

LIKE ACTUAL BEDROOM FURNITURE

Dear ax murders no need to kill me...........my husband done killed me

💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

BAD FURNITURE IT KILLS!

via GIPHY

(god bless the makers of the giffy platform I feel they understand)

This is my husband's hideous proposition for my living room with the bowflex smack in the middle of the living room ----- no wall behind the bowflex naw he wants to bowflex just sitting in the middle of the living room ----------- LOOKING SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HORRIBLE THEN

this is a picture of my living room right now

hence my sanity isn't doing so good

and I tried to keep it all "wrangled" - ya that's why I bought the 2 bookshelves towards the left side of the photo

the two bookshelves only helped for like a few weeks and then well the photo speaks a billion tragic messy living room words

Leviticus 14:52 "And he shall cleanse the house with the blood of the bird, and with the running water, and with the living bird, and with the cedar wood, and with the hyssop, and with the scarlet:" ----------- well common over then priests that'll be a improvement at this point hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahah That's the only home decorating bible verse I could find in the bible so?????????????????????????

remember if you have jesus

your clean

your house though......................................................

let's hope your luckier then me

ps for those that don't know ya I'm a "christian goth"
even having a sense of humor like I do my sanity is feeling taxed at the moment
update already PRAYER IS POWERFUL
brian's decided to buy me bedroom furniture 😀
I get to stay sane now

my living room after having moved the entire entertainment center into the living room
we didn't get rid of anything in the living room that I know of???????????
that entertainment center happens to be it hides heaping galatic messes real good 😀

Do you feel the love tonight? - well it's there............................

Do you feel the love tonight? - well it's there. Once a touch due to the sheer quantity of sermons I heard (because the bible says to "walk in the spirit" so in my mind I translated that to oh ok if people aren't speaking about the bible in my actual life, hey listen to a lot of sermons Galatians 5:25 "If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit."). You listen to enough sermons about sinners, sinners, sinners.................your "view" of the world can get real colored real dark really fast! - from my experience.
  It is true this world is full of people that fit this description....................................
  1 Corinthians 6:8-10  "Nay, ye do wrong, and defraud, and that your brethren. Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind, Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God."

But it's also true that people repent!

 And there's time for them to repent for a lot of them.............I'd imagine some time anyways?????? But besides that even when people fit 1 Corinthians 6:8-10 man the heart out there. Maybe they don't do good deeds yet, they don't bear fruit yet, for the bible says outside of jesus christ you cannot bear good fruit John 15:4 "Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bearfruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me."

 Many people pry desire to bear good fruit! 

Matthew 26:41 "Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak."

 ------------- I changed after the elder of the apostolic christian church made me cry, by telling me that I am a horrible person. 

  I don't want people, not people I know, or people I don't know to feel like horrible people over ANYTHING I said. 

 Cause they ain't horrible people

maybe some out there ain't yet made perfect

hello - myself included

Philippians 3:12 "Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus."

   There is reason to hope for each other. I realize the time's we are in, a time where people are some them buying bullet proof backpacks for their kids, cause there's been so many school shootings. That it could seem that this world is chalked full of some "desperate fiend sinners" That's very few people and even those god's wants to repent and give their lives to jesus!
Hope I'm saying even for "those ones"

Matthew 7:12 "Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets."

  ----------- I ad a disclosure here though, cause if I was doing something unbiblical potentially I'd like people to let me know that, so that is how I roll in my blog and life as well. Let someone know nicely "pssssssssssssssssssssss verse blah blah blah says"

   But I definately work hard to avoid this whole telling people "your are a horrible person" I didn't enjoy hearing that from the elder of the apostolic christian church of america at all. Apparently he wants people to mega beat him down to a bloody pulp verbally cause that's what he did to me one day. ------------ I don't want to experience that ever again. Once was more moooooooooooooooooooooore then enough times for me. 

There is great hope 

and much reason to hope

and love one another much

have a great week!

LOVE

Small testimony about how God Cares 1 Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you." God put my family in a church that would work for my whole family cause god cares about all the members of my family not just one of us...................

My testimony about how god He is concerned about whole families, cause the church we go to it fits our whole family not just one of us............God I think He does consider whole families the whole not just 1 member of a family  Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."
  Today at the baptist church my family been going to for a few years now, we had our I guess you'd call them our sister church???????? Well it's our church...........same church so. They just meet at a building next to the english speaking building and they have church in korean.........but I've chatted with the brothers and sisters of the korean church for years, or least said hi to them..........sometimes I chatted with some them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm saying they have always felt like a part of the church my family goes to CAUSE THEY ARE!!!!!!!!!!!
  But I am getting sidetracked......................................this church has worked out. My oldest child loves it there, my youngest daughter is a mega kpop fan to the point that she is even a part of some like literal like kpop band's like private page (she showed me that and I'm like "wow") my child is not only the member of some big private kpop page, they gave her the secret password and everything, she got her own little chat like photo etc. on it. Anyways my youngest daughter has been learning to speak and write korean at the korean church for a few years now, by now she is writing and speaking korean pretty good 😃💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
   God surely thought about my kids, with what church we ended up at.

   God really cares for you

Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
  I sorta want to talk about like 3 topics to be exact right now, but I guess I'll go with 2 topics for this blog post 😀

  pray, ask god, go to church 

SHOW UP

Isaiah 40:30-31 

30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall:

31 But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

  I am a dink in the body of christ....................................don't let my fancy blog posts fool you I am surely a dink in the body of christ - a dink. 

But I go to church - I show up

I pray everyday - I show up

Romans 10:13 "For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."

 I'm a touch zealous today over the topic of showing up. Some pastors say "show up and then let god show off" 👍

  That's all for today. I think it's interesting to actually be able to see god's care for my whole family............I think that's pretty cool. 

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

If your going to make a marriage work sometimes you need to make sacrifices...........marriage isn't all about the 1 person, it's about 2 people united....................................

If your going to make a marriage work sometimes you need to make sacrifices...........marriage isn't all about the 1 person, it's about 2 people united....................................
  I still don't have my brothers new phone number. But according to my mom cause I didn't call my brother post his 3rd marriage I now must pay forever.
  The bible says the 2 shall become one...............................
not two still
one
Genesis 2:24 "Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh."

   So whatever happens to the one should automatically be the other ones concern................and for "better or for worse" should be for better or for worse. 

  The bible it says let your "yay" be "yay" 

James 5:12 "But above all things, my brethren, swear not, neither by heaven, neither by the earth, neither by any other oath: but let your yea be yea; and your nay, nay; lest ye fall into condemnation." Well what do people do when they get married, they vow they basically swear before god that they will "stick it out" with each other til death should we both part!

  Malachi 2:16 “For the man who does not love his wife but divorces her, says the Lord, the God of Israel, covers his garment with violence, says the Lord of hosts. So guard yourselves in your spirit, and do not be faithless.”

  My family tells me "it is done" my brothers marriage to his 3rd ex-wife which I do believe the divorce papers etc. have went through. But if it is indeed "done" then my brother should forgive me then for not calling him and letting him cry on the phone for letting a wife just leave him 

THAT I LIKE/LOVE TO THIS DAY!\

(my brother should have some mercy to me then and not be holding some eternal never ending grudge towards me if his marriage is really over) 

but 

drum roll.............................

John 4:18 "For thou hast had five husbands; and he whom thou now hast is not thy husband: in that saidst thou truly." This lady at the well in the bible, she told she clean told jesus that the guy she is with isn't really her husband..........and jesus AGREE'D WITH HER..............................so that tells me for those of you out there on wife #5 or husband #5 etc. God/Jesus pretty safe to say only view 1 of them as your real wife or husband. 

  I'm trying to say the entire idea of divorce, besides for adultery the bible does make exception for adultery..............but other then that the whole idea of divorce is something unbiblical. You made vows before god. 

Vows before God!

  We should all work to have our "yea be yea" especially especially when we are talking about wedding vows made before God almighty. James 5:12 "But above all things, my brethren, swear not, neither by heaven, neither by the earth, neither by any other oath: but let your yea be yea; and your nay, nay; lest ye fall into condemnation."

   When my husbands ex-wife lashed out at my brother she was deep in a alcohol problem..........her ex-husband had weeks before taken custody of her sons.  I was the one babysitting their kids while they were at a court hearing over custody I was the one babysitting their kids while they were at a court hearing over custody..........and I was the one at the door when the ex-husband was at the house and the cops ordering me to hand over my 2 little nephews

IT WAS HORRIBLE

WHAT GIRL WOULDN'T GET A DRINKING PROBLEM AFTER THAT???????????????

(The kids were taken across usa at the time my brother and ex-wife #3 lived in montana, before that they lived in georgia, and that is where her ex-boyfriend aka baby daddy lives and where he took her sons)

 And then ex-wife #3 got temporarily paralized....................................why couldn't my brother of waited?

  Waited for ex-wife to sober up??????????

  If he indeed completly gave up on her and my husband tells me he like felt his life was threatened by her while she was paralized in the hospital and he put a what is those things uhhhhhhhh warrant or something for her arrest if she was to try to assault him while she was paralized in the hospital. 

   And if she were to leave, I believe the guy isn't supposed to be like "ooooooooooooooooo divorce time..................get me the papers judge"

  1 Corinthians 7:11 "But and if she depart, let her remain unmarried or be reconciled to her husband: and let not the husband put away his wife." ---------- don't be going to the judge to get you some divorce papers good riddens with that crazy...................NO

YOU MADE VOWS BEFORE GOD ALMIGHTY!

Matthew 5:32 

But I say to you that everyone who divorces his wife, except on the ground of sexual immorality, makes her commit adultery, and whoever marries a divorced woman commits adultery.

Matthew 19:9

And I say to you: whoever divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality, and marries another, commits adultery.”

Marriage is actually that serious

some you don't appear to know that so I telling you. 

Lucifer is our "adversary" but also "son of the morning" ------- he ain't making people sin, tempting yes, but he's often given way to much blame............IT'S OUR HEARTS WE NEED TO KEEP GUARD OF, that we don't love the things of the earth above people and god........................

Lucifer is our "adversary" but also "son of the morning" ------- he ain't making people sin, tempting yes, but he's often given way to much blame............IT'S OUR HEARTS WE NEED TO KEEP GUARD OF, that we don't love the things of the earth above people and god........................

I watched ok, daystar tv like a day or two ago, one big pastor not saying his name going on and on about how lucifer could ------------------------------ (just imagine all the negative things a pastor would pry say on daystar tv). Most all christians won't speak well of lucifer I'm of the few that I know of.

I have nothing but good things to say about lucifer there were days I needed to be confronted!

Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!"

 Let the word of god be true and every man a liar the bible says, well what does the bible call lucifer "O Lucifer, son of the morning!"

Romans 3:4 "God forbid: yea, let God be true, but every man a liar; as it is written, That thou mightest be justified in thy sayings, and mightest overcome when thou art judged." When Romans 3:4 says "let God be true" well his word is his word, the bible is the holy inspired word of god!

  But anyways, our hearts need to be guarded........................cause this is I believe what is happening in this world.........................(I wanted to show a clip from the stephen king movie "needful things" but it's gory so..............)

God said people is worshipping the "creation" over the "creator" and like like beyond that though..............so placing, value on things on this earth that this is happening on black fridays..................

Which it does look to be "black friday" is named correctly!

Romans 1:25

"Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen."

 Worshiping and serving AND SERVING..........................the flesh...............the things of the flesh................................"more than the Creator"

  Giving god that sunday nod. 

Potentially trampling over one another once a year at "black friday" and then going to church and giving god some "wee nod" on sundays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   That's all I have to say for today. It's ok to have things of this earth..........god wants us to have things.............but don't let those things become #1

Keep God 1st

And love people not stuff

stuff should never be so important that people can be trampled over on black friday

 I know though God wishes all them black friday trampolers like repent if they ain't yet.............repent................................2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

  Pray for me my oldest teen wants me to watch stephen kings "It" the original movie (I usually really dig stephen king movies but I'm just not into killer clowns........that's like not my thing). 

Fight for love not earthly goods with me.........

I have a hard time understanding divorce or even getting in that mentality as a christian who values marriage.....................my brother is upset with me according to my mom cause he didn't feel "supported" by me after is 3rd divorce --- AND I LIKED HIS 3RD WIFE A SLEW...............my brother made me un-facebook friend her, he told me I couldn't be facebook friends with her and him at the same time....................

I have a hard time understanding divorce or even getting in that mentality as a christian who values marriage.....................my brother is upset with me according to my mom cause he didn't feel "supported" by me after is 3rd divorce --- AND I LIKED HIS 3RD WIFE A SLEW...............my brother made me un-facebook friend her, he told me I couldn't be facebook friends with her and him at the same time.
  I told my family today while defending my self...........that I didn't call my brother to offer like solace or whatever cause I deemed him by the 3rd divorce to be a "divorce expert" ---------------- uhhhhh for reals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   And that when he divorced wife #3 she was SICK IN THE HOSPITAL --------- paralized people
paralized in the hospital with some sort of thing that caused temporary paralysis
for months all alone in the middle of montana nowhere
  And I told my family today that my concern was more for his wife all alone in a hospital paralized.
  Yes she was a alcoholic........but she never cheated on my brother that I know of. Yes she had a alcohol problem.
  I tried to tell my family today...........if you love someone you fight for them. 
  If you love a church cough The apostolic christian church of america -------- you fight to exist in that church!!!!!!!!!!!!! To fight for those people to be saved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  (though apparently I stink at fighting for the salvations of the apostolic christian church of america, cause they still have that one remaining "commandment of men" ----------- it's so bad)
Romans 7:4 "Wherefore, my brethren, ye also are become dead to the law by the body of Christ; that ye should be married to another, even to him who is raised from the dead, that we should bring forth fruit unto God." Are we going to value little our uh engagement to the lord - for like marriage in the future no heck no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  HECK NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Well why also then shouldn't we also put quite a value upon our earthly marriages.....................................

1 Corinthians 7

9 But if they cannot contain, let them marry: for it is better to marry than to burn.

10 And unto the married I command, yet not I, but the Lord, Let not the wife depart from her husband:

11 But and if she depart, let her remain unmarried or be reconciled to her husband: and let not the husband put away his wife.

12 But to the rest speak I, not the Lord: If any brother hath a wife that believeth not, and she be pleased to dwell with him, let him not put her away.

13 And the woman which hath an husband that believeth not, and if he be pleased to dwell with her, let her not leave him.

14 For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband: else were your children unclean; but now are they holy.

  1 corinthians 7:9-14 isn't mentioning oh just divorce every freaking body!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just fling all your wives and your husbands to the trash heap cause they stink - no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm saying not only do I still like, love, as family

my brother's 3rd ex wife

I don't even understand divorce to even be consoling

unless a person get's divorced under the grounds of adultery

(or if the divorce is annuled for some biblically sound reasons)

I don't get divorce, 

I don't live in a world where I'd want to divorce guys left and right

or be divorced

what on earth

what on earth would I ever want a guy to chuck me away

no

I'd rather him fight through the pits of hell for me if need be!

if love is a "battlefield" 

hey fight for that

and if you don't fight for that - did you ever love at all in the 1st place??????????
ps though according to my mom I think she told me that my brothers 3rd ex wife did have a "lesbian fling" when my brother wasn't with his 3rd ex-wife
I'm pretty sure her "lesbian fling" happened when they were broken up
and then they got back together
and got married
But due to the circumstances surrounding said "lesbian fling" I don't believe said "lesbian fling" counts at all. Cause he married her -------- with said lesbian fling all factored into the equation.

Shrek song lyrics I relate billions to "I can feel his approach - like the fire in my blood" - we all need a hero, some of us 2 hero's (ya I'm of the 2 hero camp myself).................JESUS IS LORD not saying jesus isn't lord and we all need jesus for sure ========= but the night as it's dragged on, and I can see things aren't going to pry get better for me til "he comes".....................

Shrek song lyrics I relate billions to "I can feel his approach - like the fire in my blood" - we all need a hero, some of us 2 hero's (ya I'm of the 2 hero camp myself).................JESUS IS LORD not saying jesus isn't lord and we all need jesus for sure ========= but the night as it's dragged on, and I can see things aren't going to pry get better for me til "he comes".....................
ya I mean lucifer the "son of the morning"
Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" - "sheri your blog has gotten very immensely goth and dark" ----- well I Jack Sparrow from pirates of the caribbean 3 says if you deem lucifer "dark" uhhhhhhhh yaaaaaaaaaaaa Isaiah 14:12 calls him "O Lucifer, son of the morning!"

  Jesus is lord and we all need jesus - I agree. 

I have been a secret fan of the shrek series

the amount I love the shrek movies.......oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo a slew

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  Let me see can I relate to a movie about ogre's that aren't that smooth..........not quoting the kings james bible quite as good as brother xxx (insert name here of freaking most christians that are like so much more "fancier" then me). OH THEY ARE!

   I mean...................

just ask some apostolic christian church of america members from their church in portland maybe probably silverton to..............ask them if they've heard me rip a loud belch off at lunchtime. 

  Sometimes I gotta belch, and if I don't belch, look that might turn into gas ok...............................hey I'm just saying ok. 

  The Shrek movie isn't amount smoothness

it's about heart

  I wonder if when the bible says "fall asleep" the bible don't mean.......................getting into ruts, daily ruts, where we aren't considering the poor like we once did???????????? Matthew 25:5 "While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept."

  I am certain real life, really living, doesn't entail gossip, or hating people, but loving each other!

  Jesus the lord what heart he had...................

what heart he had that we should also have in us................................

John 2:14-16 

14 And found in the temple those that sold oxen and sheep and doves, and the changers of money sitting:

15 And when he had made a scourge of small cords, he drove them all out of the temple, and the sheep, and the oxen; and poured out the changers' money, and overthrew the tables;

16 And said unto them that sold doves, Take these things hence; make not my Father's house an house of merchandise.

  Cause the focus from my perspective it wasn't on loving people it wasn't on god, it was on "stuff" 

  I like the lord I see many a "money changers" tables in the body of christ.................the tables that goods are being sold on are different these days............but I believe they exist. 

I believe we need to love each other

and be driven by love

and not by 

uhhhhhhhhhh

uhhhhhhhhhhhhh

the desire for good's

um bible it be's saying seek first the kingdom of heaven and all these thins shall be added to you.......................................

Matthew 6:32-34 

32 (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.

33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

   Love that's it, that's first and second comandment.........................

Mark 12:30-31" And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment. And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these." - shrek's wife has now spoken for today!

Have a great day!

LOVE