"I don't understand! If you're a Christian, wouldn't you want to stand with Jesus in that battle?" My reply.............

Update 2/6/2025 Goats checking out their new deck from Ikea 😊...............

I was asked this recently on this blog post https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2021/07/im-worst-christian-ever-except-jesus-he.html
"I don't understand! If you're a Christian, wouldn't you want to stand with Jesus in that battle?"
My reply well part of it..............

There wasn't a chance for lucifer and his people or very little ------ especially not for lucifer and the fallen angels they had 0% chance.
There are I'm sure of it, people out there made WITH NO CHANCE...............god made them unto dishonour.
In my mind the side of the war of armageddon to support is lucifers side, because they are going to fight for merely having basic rights. Beds to sleep on.
Toilets.
tree's with fruits
We seriously on this planet treat dogs that have bitten children better. Dogs that have bitten children some of them, have food and they have water, and a place to sleep AND THEY BITED A KID!!!!!!!!
I mean if lucifer had a chance for salvation
if he really did
I would feel differently then I do right now
but he never had a chance for salvation never never never, not him or his men, it was always in god's plans that they were headed to hell -------- a very bad place.
that isn't supposed to have tree's
or beds
or toilets
 Now Jesus is doing the killing so at least the body of christ won't be having to kill these poor people (via a sword that comes from his mouth) -----   Revelation 19:21 "And the remnant were slain with the sword of him that sat upon the horse, which sword proceeded out of his mouth: and all the fowls were filled with their flesh."

-----  Revelation 20:1-3 "And I saw an angel come down from heaven, having the key of the bottomless pit and a great chain in his hand. And he laid hold on the dragon, that old serpent, which is the Devil, and Satan, and bound him a thousand years, And cast him into the bottomless pit, and shut him up, and set a seal upon him, that he should deceive the nations no more, till the thousand years should be fulfilled: and after that he must be loosed a little season." I am both a ex-witch and a ex-satan worshipper, and all I can do is speak for myself and my heart in things.........bible says god gave us a "heart of flesh" well with a heart of flesh why wouldn't I wish for better then eternal flames for the inhabitants of hell answer me this anybody on the planet??????????...............

Anybody on the whole planet can you answer me that?

Ezekiel 11:18-20 "And they shall come thither, and they shall take away all the detestable things thereof and all the abominations thereof from thence. And I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within you; and I will take the stony heart out of their flesh, and will give them an heart of flesh: That they may walk in my statutes, and keep mine ordinances, and do them: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God."
 Once upon a time I used to curse people to death - and then I repented and god gave me a "heart of flesh" 
Me - sheri...........................Lucifer was created to be satan, the devil.......................he was made "the way he was" for god knew what he made when he made lucifer that lucifer was going to be the devil. John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." You can smack everyone in the body of christ besides me, you can go on and on and on and on about how horrible satan/lucifer is and smack talk him all day long all you want he never stood a real chance to be saved, to end up being ANYTHING but the role God had for him in eternity "the devil".

 These are the comments I am highlighting after someone damned my soul to hell on this blog post today.........................
Unknown said...
I would like to correct you in that Lucifer was not made the way he was. Isaiah 14:12 says, " How art thou fall from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning. This tells us that he was once an angel. He then wanted to become like God. He forgot that he was created and not a creator. When he was created he was an angel. I hope that from the time you posted this till now that you have changed your mind about who you want to win in the battle of Armageddon. How could you as a christian want Satan to beat Jesus? Or even hurt our precious Savior. I fear for you because of this statement. Matthew 12:30 says, " He that is not for me is against me." You are the one who said that you want Satan to hurt Jesus. It doesn't matter even if it is just a little. You want to him to hurt Jesus. That is against Him.
APRIL 8, 2020 AT 8:15 PM

Giving it to god said...You are right..........I should be for jesus winning armageddon, else I am "the enemy" the damned to hell right. Cause that's what your telling me I'm of the damned to hell if I don't change my mind. Fine I am now being forced to wish for jesus to win armagedon against my will by other christians that is my new title of this blog post. (I've have visions of people burning in hell..............I have compassion...............but that isn't allowed in the body of christ clearly we gotta let them sons of a b-------- burn right??????????? - I don't like that, you do holier and savededer then me.........but I don't like that, I don't like the idea of people burning forever)

Giving it to god said...Matthew 12:30 "He that is not with me is against me; and he that gathereth not with me scattereth abroad." "unknown" commenter on this blog post --------- how are you gathering for the lord jesus christ by damning my soul to hell???????????????? Cause I would not think damning people's souls to hell is good "gathering practices"
  This is sarcasm the let's tear people's hair out of their head and worship satan and go back to witchcraft bit of this video ------ I'm in a mood after being damned to hell.

Verses of hope for me and any other christians out there that aren't complete a-holes and have compassion for the devil and his people................................unlike the damner to hell commenter on this blog post I will speak life into you all if I can I AM A GATHER AND NOT A SCATTERER.................. 

John 8:31 "Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;" ---------------- to blog I have to be in Jesus's word.........just letting the damner of my soul know. 

Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."

I sheri walz confess jesus christ the lord as my savior and I do believe that god has raised jesus christ our lord from the dead.

This is the original blog post: (this whole blog is a mess by now)............... Update: I'm back to wearing my hair short lately. But I'm goth..........I know shocker (that's sarcasm). Goth is a lifestyle, a nice older christian lady explained that in a way I was able to understand................it's a lifestyle I've hid in the closet for years.I've decided the straight and narrow gate isn't so much about how we dress................but how we live!!!!!!!!!!

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

Romans 12:1 "I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service." You can do this WHILE WEARING BLACK LIPSTICK AND CHOCKER NECKLACES #facts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luke 9:23 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me."  There are very few goth christians out there, and I've felt shame FOR YEARS and less then over my love for bats, and old cemetaries etc.!!!!!!!!! Most churches aren't filled with goth christians, they filled with normal people "normies" which is fine.
   Finally I've gotten over or getting over feeling ashamed for being myself! Jesus he said in the bible, he said "go in the highways"....................
Luke 14:23 "And the lord said unto the servant, Go out into the highways and hedges, and compel them to come in, that my house may be filled."

Do you love old cemetaries and bats like me - jesus says COME ON IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Way I see it, the straight and narrow isn't some destination you arrive at and then you unpack your bags and sit and drink martini's underneath palm tree's......................it's a continual effort that needs to be made.
  A continual effort of guarding your heart...............consider "Am I being a friend of the world right now?" Proverbs 4:23 "Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life."
  A big time popular phrase these days is to be so heavenly minded that your no earthly good............................well..........................you surely don't want to Matthew 10:39 "He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it."
  And of note to me is they say "no earthly good" --------------
John 15:19 "If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you." The world is supposed to do it's earthly good to one another, we are supposed to be servants of god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! --- Or I am you may not be, you might be meant for earthly purposes (there is a version of the bible that says "common purposes" which I deem "earthly") as god says WHICH IS FINE.........................
Romans 9:21 "Hath not the potter power over the clay, of the same lump to make one vessel unto honour, and another unto dishonour?"
I don't think it is fair at all AT ALL, hear me out my blog is about love I'm not the typical christian, I actively much muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuch want lucifer to win armageddon (though I don't want him hurting jesus to much just enough to win). 

   I think that is horrible being a vessel "unto dishonour" -------- hear it

not even having a chance 

being made "unto dishonour"

 Lucifer himself he had no chance, well besides if he wins armageddon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God knew everything lucifer was going to do before he did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  LUCIFER WAS MADE THE WAY HE WAS MADE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 ok, well now I just totally derailed this blog post...........................(wait I'll save it, I love god, god is good, there is no turning of shadow with god..................................

lucifer just needs to win armaggedon really really badly

and we need to love each other

whether christians or no

we need to love each other

gosh this earth needs to get warmer lovinger, it's ice out there in my estimation

A lot matters, we need to love each other much more all of us.

(we need to think about armaggedon, think about if your a christian are you going to fight that????????? Are you really?????????????

Are you really about to fight a bunch of people that god clean says in the bible he made "unto dishonour"

these are our neighbors

these are the people we shop next to at the grocery store

probably even let us go ahead if we have less groceries to buy in line

people with families and jobs, that pry have done good in their communities

If I manage to make my "calling and election sure" which is what I'm working towards. I'm not fighting armaggedon, I ain't going to fight against lucifer's people...........at armaggedon they are fighting to survive. For a future, for something more then the burning everlasting flames and eternal darkness...............I want better for them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Have a great day earth!

LOVE

Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."

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My "works meet of repentance" for this week : ), this week crocheting for a charity in texas that gives headbands and bows to people in hospitals.............................

Ok update 2/4/2025 I literally don't know what is going on with the giphy I used back in 2019????? But it's replicated itself like 3 times and I don't even know what's going on - so I'm just decided it's meant to be......................

My "works meet of repentance" for this week : ), this week crocheting for a charity in texas that gives headbands and bows to people in hospitals www.facebook.com/bowdazzling --- if you are interested in also crocheting for this charity they need headbands I used this pattern file:///D:/Downloads/2012TheGeniusHeadband.pdf  I ended up liking 2 selfies/pictures so I include them both😍 (one with filter one without filter, yes I am aware this is "valley girl" activity..............I am a bubble gum goth, maybe my own clean variety of goth I made up..........my house has a lot of tiara's and skulls in it #bubblegum)

With filter.

without filter clearly in a not so great lighted room!

  Matthew 5:14-16 "Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid. Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven." Many pastors preach don't let anybody see the good deeds you do, but Matthew 5:14-16 says something quite a bit different. (and I listen to kpdq christian radio regularly so I know what is being preached at least in the 2 states that I live at......................I'm in the know ok!!!!!!!!!!!!)
   But work to not just do the works ------ love people!!!!!!!!! But it isn't hard is it??????? Wouldn't most of us like to see some people or kids, in the hospital get a headband like the ones above and their day made a bit brighter????????????? I think we would! I think we love each other (or I hope I'm not the only one out there with fruit anyways.............................pretty sure I ain't cause these charities do get donations..................there needs to be more of them though, there needs to be people loving each other much more in my estimation) The above headbands are really easy to crochet, I have been using a 4.5 mm crochet hook they work up rather fast, I've been making all of them around 20 inches in length, but some are a bit longer, some a bit shorter so.................I determined 20 inches in length to be the perfect size.
   I include a song..........................

   I'm someone society looks to be "counts out" (if we are going to go by how liked I am on facebook and you tube and basically nearly all social media)
the broken ones will love
the broken ones will care
we will
some of us ain't goths
some of us are "normies"
most of us ain't popular

  We are down but we ain't out!

2 Corinthians 4:8-10 

8 We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;

9 Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;

10 Always bearing about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body.

Have a great week!

My advice for 2019: Instead of looking for the faults in one another......let's think about what is "right" what is going good with one another............................I agree with sheri 2019 but that isn't how people are on earth, they don't show mercy (or worse they hate you behind the scenes and show you pretend mercy ----------- that's what always happens to me basically) YOU DO ONE THING WRONG BAMN YOUR CANCELED FOREVER - BUT THEY'LL PRETEND THEY DIDN'T CANCEL YOU AND THEY LOVE YOU SO BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD...........................

Bought this at a garage sale this weekend for $2 and am about to make rose water in it hopefully today 😊.......it's going to look so nice with water it in and mini roses floating around...................

UPDATE 5/5/2026 since this blog post is popular in video dealing with the topic of this blog post...............whilst ice bathing...................

verses mentioned in video above.................

John 15:2 "Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit."

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"

obervations I have.......................

most of the world does not opperate by principals in the bible, they judge, they hate, they condemn Luke 6:37 "Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:" THEY CANCEL PEOPLE! 

  But all these things also are going on in the church, and not only in the church I'VE TWICE BUT REALY THREE TIMES CAUSE, THERE WERE TWO CHURCHES I HAD NOT LIKED THINGS GOING ON ONE OF SAID CHURCHES WAS USING THE CHURCH MEMBERS FOR FREE LABOR AND I DIDN'T LIKE IT............AND THEN THE YOUTH PASTOR OF THAT CHURCH BASICALLY CONDEMNED ME. They had to make me out to be the "bad guy" so that they wouldn't look like the "bad guys" to each other both those churches had to do that. Cause either I was right and having your church members do free labor on their weekends so that you can fund fancy buildings for like years I'm saying this going on is bad not it.................or the other option is I'm a crazy lady "bad guy" and that's the option the earth went with. the other church had commandments of men, which bible says is bad,, but again if I'm made out to be the "bad guy" or as the elder while I was on the church floor crying kept saying again and again and again that I'm "the worst ever" well then I'm the problem and commandments of men all the sudden are 👍👍👍👍👍👍 In the apostolic christian church of america's minds and THAT'S HOW IT WENT DOWN. But my point being the bible is dramatically "different" in the mo described in it compared to the "mo" of the world which is most of the time...........judging, condemning, not showing mercy. 

and those churches that condemned me might change

probably not though - it's been years now

don't matter I'm supposed to love them do good to them which I HAVE MADE A EFFORT WITH BOTH THEM CHURCHES

It's not about what any "condemners" of me do 

it's what am I going to do

am I going to join the masses both in the church and outside of the church as well

and condemn

judge

don't show mercy

or am I going to be like jesus forgive 

yes I still talk about it

well my life is destroyed

I haven't had friends for years

my life is destroyed

there's no way around that

but also I still talk about what happened in the past with churches being horrible to me

BECAUSE THAT IMPACTED ME TO WANT TO LOVE MORE

DO BETTER

BE BETTER THEN I ONCE WAS

MICHAEL JACKSON SANG I'M LOOKING AT THE MAN IN THE MIRROR I'M ASKING HIM TO MAKE A CHANGE

i NEED TO LOVE MY ENEMIES

I NEED TO LOVE MORE AS A REAL CHRISTIAN

I NEED TO BEAR MORE FRUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY PRY DON'T NEED TO BEAR MORE FRUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHURCHES ARE SO ABLE TO ATTACK ME AND THEN FORGET ABOUT ME WELL THEY DON'T HAVE ANY NEED TO BEAR FRUIT THAT'S PRY WHY THAT'S THEM I NEED TO BEAR FRUIT I NEED TO DO GOOD TO MY ENEMIES WHICH HAPPENS TO BE A FEW CHURCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

HAPPENS TO BE A FEW CHURCHES - YIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm still updating blog posts cause there is still a lot of traffic to my blog..............

Update 2/2/2025 I'm keeping tabs on all the muslims being killed by israeli soldiers - I don't even know what muslim charity to donate to anymore..................I just pick one ok......................(admittedly I don't keep every smack day tabs cause I'll be depressed).................it's grim all the muslims being killed................

Israeli military blows up buildings in West Bank refugee camp

https://www.reuters.com/world/middle-east/israeli-military-blows-up-several-buildings-west-banks-jenin-palestinian-news-2025-02-02/

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My advice for 2019: Instead of looking for the faults in one another......let's think about what is "right" what is going good with one another............................(I just borrowed this idea here from "the daily audio bible" for January 08, 2019 https://player.dailyaudiobible.com/dab/108534 --- I just totally agree with this idea of instead of looking for the faults looking for the good in each other)
   I must struggle with judging people, cause man oh man oh man have people judged me. But I've gotten better at looking for the good in people. Luke 6:37 "Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:"

   Today I have been considering madonna some. 

  You could look at madonna and maybe judge her, think you "know" her.............but do you???????????????? Is not god the only one that can see deep within a persons heart???????????? 1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."
1 Corinthians 4:5 "Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord come, who both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsels of the hearts: and then shall every man have praise of God." ------------ god knows these "counsels of the hearts" we do not know............

  Madonna might be like paul, who "made himself" 1 Corinthians 9:22 "To the weak became I as weak, that I might gain the weak: I am made all things to all men, that I might byall means save some." I might add this is certainly something that only just apostles can do 1 Cornithians 9:22. I'm hopefully about to go to a goth um shin dig 😁which not only should 100% be AWESOME and so fun..................without preaching right..............just people seeing jesus in us. This can make a impact, without even saying a word. Fact I been told again and again and again that words are cheap. That what people are looking for is actions......................a smile, a door held open, that can be simple things. I still like blogging soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....................but blogging nor should "ministries" in general ever EVER ever ever ever ever just be words. 

you can be goth for jesus

you can be emo for jesus

you can be heavy metal for jesus

etc. etc. which is lots of fun 😀

  I would like to bring up this verse as well today, that love "hopeth all things" is it not better to hope good things for one another??????? Then to judge, then to be "gossips" potentially etc. etc.

1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth allthings, endureth all things."

   yes charity will endure my wearing black jelly bracelets much like madonna did in the 1980's......................

I got's that "blonde ambition" 👄👍💓

Have a great week earth!

My "works meet of repentance" for this week, and encouraging message for anybody battling depression (maybe feeling like your at the "end of the rope" like life is over for you)...........................

Update 1/30/2025 my latest painting..................(not the mural, the mural is my youngest college age daughters painting).......................

(in this pic is quilt square I crocheted recently to donate to http://square-circle-forum.ning.com/

and my new bible study book 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)

I tell you all,
cain and able
in the bible
those two had the same amount of opportunity
what they did with their time, their hearts, their opportunity..........................was different
been thinking a lot about this bible verse....................................
Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."

people could be waiting for me to be a failure, 

deeming me to be a failure - expecting that

thinking "well look at her, a not to bright marilyn monroe impersonator she is surely doomed to fail at life"

but the daily act of being in god's word

praying

going to bible study

that will make a difference

that will be the difference

I don't have to see it fully yet to know it is going to happen!

the time I put in to go to bible study

to go to church

to pray 

to read my bible

TIME IS IMPORTANT

HOW WE SPEND IT DETERMINES OUR LIVES OFTEN!

(Chance to out there so some are going to theoretically get lucky out there......................aka accepting christ as their personal savior at their deathbed, maybe that could be considered a lucky thing to of happened to a person --------- it ain't unlucky to be saved..........amen!) 

Ephesians 5:16 "Redeeming the time, because the days are evil." In ephesians 5:16 where it says "because the days are evil" that really speaks to me this morning that it's very important to make good use of our time.............cause the days are evil, there is a never ending onslaught of things being marketed to us all whether via internet, or via our mailboxes, commercials on tv. To get us to want to liposuction our bodies, and get our faces stretched out at the dr's....................................lot's out there trying to grab if you will our time. 

   Time happens to people I have found (so does chance) time does happen to people. It clearly doesn't always happen to me "awesomely".............todays a new day for all of us, a new day, a fresh day to use our time well!

   I watched this morning and bit last night a documentary on marilyn monroe's life, and it could very well be that she really did get to believing that her life "was over"........................in hollywood there has been a idea that people are "washed up" in the past. The guy in the clip below calls marilyn "the late marilyn monroe" sure he could've meant just that she was late..............but he could've been insinuating much more, that her career was "washed up".................

Sheri 2025 almost all the video's I try and upload from you tube are "violation" video's or "privated" video's like later privated besides music videos

I'm tired of removing all these no longer available video's

why you all upload video's if you don't want people to talk about them cause your so "private"???????????????????????????????

   Maybe you are middle aged like me, maybe you don't have the fancy house, the fancy cars, etc. etc. that you were once super sure you were going to have.......................maybe your career ended even.....................

your life is not over!

wait!

Isaiah 40:31 "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint." I cannot say what my future is or what your future is. But know god isMIGHTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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Video blog post: I thank god that life has been a struggle for me, because if everything was easy for me --- maybe in that event I wouldn't even go to church or pray or "wait upon the lord".........................

Update 1/28/2025 my goat Othello prancing around the yard this morning 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..............................he's the sweetest little goat guy, both my goats are so nice sooooooooooooooooo nice. Little othello this morning earlier he was sitting on top of the hay feeder (his favorite spot) and right in front of him was a chicken egg, he was real careful not to crush that chicken egg (so I washed that egg off and put it in the egg bin in the fridge) - cuttest softest guy.........he loves to sit in that hay feeder it's high up and watch people 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓......................................

the water meter reading people today knocked on our door, made sure it was safe to go read the water meter that goats wouldn't get loose if they did - that was nice of them 😊👍

Video blog post: I thank god that life has been a struggle for me, because if everything was easy for me --- maybe in that event I wouldn't even go to church or pray or "wait upon the lord".
  If you are in my boat in life 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" You may be like me, hated to wazuuu God is mighty, and His word is true all it, including 1 Peter 5:6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Your "day" may not be here yet, but if you just hang on and stay humble I do believe it's coming!!!!!!!!!

 This here in my song choice for this blog post, I'm in a mary poppins mood at the moment (which some people might judge me over, probably the same people that literally want people to sadistically burn in the everlasting flames of hell forever.........😏that's the one eyebrow cocked in the air emojii cause I think that is real bad if you want people to burn horrendously in the eternal flames of hell forever even your worst worstest worstest's enemy ever if you want that to happen to them I think that's real bad Tim).
  
  I don't believe there's no "turning of shadow" with god though naw. Bible's true all of it! James 1:17
"Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning." From my earth perspective, people burning in hell some them in pain agony, crying to god for help forever, and yes god's mercy never ends it's true. For even hell to happen in my mind, that's not good!
  I don't think like god..............Isaiah 55:8 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord." I clearly do not think like god because in my mind hell is 100% a bad idea, instead there should be nice jail complexes, with some sort of town for the "reformed" to go to that maybe isn't heaven cause they could never be holy enough to be in god's presence, I imagine like a pretty nice town.
  Lucifer ya I totally want him to win armageddon 100% (Jesus is lord, christ savior who came to save us all, I have no problems with jesus ----------- I just don't want him to win armageddon no way, lucifer needs to win 😀).

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

It should still be ok to be pretty, my problems with this label of "jezebel spirit' that appears to be put upon most pretty women, girls, ladies out there (by some people).........................

Update 1/27/2025 went on a day trip to vashon island, near seattle washington.............

It should still be ok to be pretty, my problems with this label of "jezebel spirit' that appears to be put upon most pretty women, girls, ladies out there (by some people). It's dangerous to put people in labels like that. Bible says you will know them by "their fruit" not whether they are wearing makeup or not, or jewelry or not Matthew 7:20 "Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them." --- talking to you to apostolic christian church of america "commandment of men" wedding ring banned church attenders (you can't be a member of their church and have a wedding ring on I tried, and even henna wasn't allowed cause the elder said it's a "tattoo" even though henna isn't a tattoo, henna washes off in 2 weeks).
  This "jezebel spirit" um doctrine that is out there, to me it really feels like a full out attack against women, it really does. Do I believe the jezebel spirit exists, ya I do...............................I may of even experienced it a touch impersonating marilyn monroe getting "a bit to into the character" and by character I don't mean marilyn monroe the person, I am instead meaning "Marilyn Monroe" the character SHE WAS OFTEN PORTRAYING to the public. I may of had a moment where I was like "whoa this isn't even me right now".
   The bible it does say....................Luke 9:25 "For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away?" It is possible to put on some "character" and """""""gain the whole world""""" being in that character (maybe "lose yourself" in the process, but then again maybe not, I don't believe marilyn monroe lost herself at all.........................I believe she was a good person who made some bad choices in life...................and I wish her life could've been better).
   The "lure" of the world, it is real, let's none of us pretend it isn't. And I believe it is enticing. How many of us - be honest right now - how many of us haven't viewed that tv show "lifestyles of the rich and the famous" in the 80's-90's (or home tours on you tube) all those mansions and fancy cars and sat there and thought to ourselves "mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn that would be nice to have all of that"???????????? -------------- WE PRY ALL HAVE! 
   There is a real "tempation" out there, not just to women, to men as well (I think it drives at least some of the men in bodybuilding - probably on a subconscious level and not even a conscious level) if I just have enough muscles, if I'm just a bit thinner..........................I to then can have all of that.
   (I don't want to sit here and say ------ hey earth don't have 0 ambition none of you) Cause I understand, wanting to have nice things in life I sure do! I understand wanting to better yourself which health could be a part of that, looks could be a part of that cause this culture is looks obsessed.....................looking a little better could feasibly make it easier to get the job one wants (I can't say for certain.................but what I can say is the idea of making makeup and jewelry "evil" it just isn't going to work out Titus 1:15 you will have a diminished life potentially if you don't "keep up some") And jesus came that we not be homely losers John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
  My advice instead is to try and not make a god, of your looks, or your muscle like in your mind right, in your heart..............
Deuteronomy 6:14 "Ye shall not go after other gods, of the gods of the people which are round about you;"

   I haven't tried as hard as I could impersonating marilyn monroe, and so.................I'm probably never going to get a gig ever. It's fine, cause I don't want to "go after other gods" 

and I'm not saying marilyn monroe is a god

I'm saying there is this glam idea right

that may very well be a god

🎞📽Hollywood📽🎞

This blog post was inspired after watching this you tube video that I could COMPLETELY 1 BILLION PERCENT RELATE TO......................................

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yS8YcqeTg_Y

   Ps.............back to just my normal hair, cause my fake hair, apparently I am hell on fake hair, and it looks like roadkill by now my fake hair does. Didn't even take long, maybe a month. RIP fake hair. 

  Suffering in the flesh............................it is supposed to be hard, you know it is called suffering!!!!!!!!

2 Corinthians 1:7 "And our hope of you is stedfast, knowing, that as ye are partakers of the sufferings, so shall ye be also of the consolation."

  What does my flesh want, what does probably a lot of our fleshes want, oh lets not be in denial.............................sing it ashlie tisdale who I love 💖💖💖💖💖💖 (my blog isn't about hating or bashing on anybody............not even the apostolic christian church of americanians naw..................I just trying to wake the apostolic christian church of america up, that they've been suckered into keeping a "commandment of men" with that their MEN BANNED AKA commandment of men wedding rings are forbidden thing)

 Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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Dear rest of the body of christ, public service announcement, love all gays and lesbians please, some them and nobody could know which ones really are INTERSEX................this happens out there...................

Update 1/24/2025 fresh video new hair today.........................when one gets depressed - new hair - I get depressed often.........all the people nearly that go to my blog also must've gotten depressed going to my blog so I lost again almost all the traffic to my blog it's ok ----------- pretend I don't exist that's better for your happiness..............

my dreams at night are usually "ruff" 

me running for my life usually just fleeing - this has been the content of my dreams for years

last night I dreamt seemed for hours that I was a catapillar but a human still in the dream

catapillar style crawling around and around and around the edge of a building near a casino - seemingly for hours

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Dear rest of the body of christ, public service announcement, love all gays and lesbians please, some them and nobody could know which ones really are INTERSEX................this happens out there...................
  Sometimes we could think we are looking at a girl right............but in god's eye's that might potentially be a boy (it happens).
  I myself am fully a girl, fully a girl right, but I've sat and scratched my head real good (not on steroids NEVER, never, and my voice drops as if I am on steroids --- it happens pretty often, and I continually have a slew of muscle on me that would usually only happen on a girl shooting up the steroids, and I never have taken 000000000000000 steroids). I'd like to make it very clear, I've given birth to 2 daugthers, I am a girl. But......................

 on both of my hands my ring finger is significantly longer then my index finger, which means in the womb I was exposed to more testosterone then estrogen. 

  I for sure have more of a "male personality" well no wonder apparently little baby me was just swimming in testosterone! I like though girly stuff, I like shopping for clothes girly clothing, and natural "marilyn monroe" makeup I'm well into, love marilyn monroe 💖💖💖💖💖💖

This photo was taken today, my biceps flexed are always 

rock solid - no fat in the above photo that is TONS OF MUSCLE

at the moment cause I ain't been working out past 2 weeks or so at all, 15 inches unflexed 

(but usually I'm at 17 inches)

well I bestest not admit to how large my biceps have actually gotten so............

  My legs are also unusually buff like all the time!!!!!!! Anyways, I making a real point right now, I don't recommend judging any gays or lesbians bible says........................

1 Corinthians 4:5 "Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord come, who both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsels of the hearts: and then shall every man have praise of God."

  It's fine that pastors really preach out there! And the bible does say Leviticus 18:22 "Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination."

   Also............

1 Corinthians 6:8-10 "Nay, ye do wrong, and defraud, and that your brethren. Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind, Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God."

   Please just love gays and lesbians and don't judge them.......cause there are "grey" areas out there that some people are very much in. 

   Intersex people are a very small % of the population, but they do exist. There are indeed times you could think your looking at a guy, and you are actually looking at a girl..............this phenomia exists out there. 

   And then....................there are people that have problems with "gender identity" and it ain't even their faults really. Sometimes it's clean the environment they are in that might make them feel the need to identify as a girl or a boy.............sometimes their "intersex" and dealing with gender identity issues over that. 

  I watched a you tube video recently about people coming back around to their real sex identity, sometimes people need to work through all these feelings they have. (that's the bestest I going to explain that)

   LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

Proverbs 10:12 "Hatred stirreth up strifes: but love covereth all sins."

Have a great week earth!

I love this song so much, has actually 0% to do with this blog post but I apparently think like a man, sooooooooooo I love this song..............

ya I do completely love this song......................