Update 6/11/2026 also I love crystals cause they are "lowly" I don't want to be looking sinless and awesome like the rest of the body of christ (no hate)
Wednesday, December 16, 2020
Video blog post: One day at the store some young people said "oh she is a GOTH" (they way they said goth, like it was a "less then" thing to be I really liked that - for myself I do like : ) Luke 14:10 "But when thou art bidden, go and sit down in the lowest room; that when he that bade thee cometh, he may say unto thee, Friend, go up higher: then shalt thou have worship in the presence of them that sit at meat with thee."............
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Labels: cross and skullbones, exalt, exalted, goth, low, low room, lowly
Thursday, December 10, 2020
I'm going to try and squash "vaccine fear" with a video that explains how all the covid 19 vaccines will work. God doesn't want us to be a "fearful" people Revelation 21:8 "But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death."............
2 Corinthians 5:10 – "For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ."
LIke there is a saying "the only thing to fear is fear itself" My song choices for my blog are often "deep and thought provoking".......................my total mood this moment..................
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Labels: covid 19, covid 19 vaccine, fear, fearful, snake, snakes, vaccine
Tuesday, December 8, 2020
video blog post: Today I made a effort to forge some peace with the Apostolic Christian church of america...................I mean I don't like when they attack me, I'd rather not be their enemy like I am it's no fun, but I can't accept "commandments of men" not even one so I'm in "a fix"....................
Update 6/4/2026 peace sometimes is just don't go to church anymore if you can avoid that in my experience. Stay away from the people that are upset with you - if that's most people.....pet dogs, in particular CORGIE'S, and pet whethered neutered horned goat guys 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 if you can get that combo going party in the backyard everyday and 0% loneliness 😁
To have be "lowly of spirit" it's really a great thing, well if I didn't have a weakness in that I sometimes like jewelry maybe then I'd have some confidence in my flesh?????? In my eye's what others might judge me for as 👎 boo time, I give thanks to god for. Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
""""""You should love me even though you want to decapitate my head from my body and prance through the streets with it, because I have for months now donated money to your church. Cause I'm supposed to love my enemies and you are my main enemies (I'm hard at work trying to become a actual celebrity and turn things around in my life for the better) Matthew 5:20 "For I say unto you, That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven." This "exceeding" level of righteousness does entail loving our enemies. You know what I've found.................I look danged good with my efforts to honour your church and now your church members all the while I've mostly been man put through hellllllllllllllll by you all. And some you been fake nice........but love. IF YOU LOVE ME , you shouldn't be ok when your church members or even anybody attacks me on the internet. I have nobody looking out for me, nobody caring about me right now, some people should. Some people should love me. Those people could be you??????????? Your righteousness can exceed that of the pharisee's I have faith in you all --- though you all think super low of me. I accept jesus as my lord and savior he is the lord, and I do love lucifer as well.""""""""
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Labels: costume jewelry, jewelry, lgbtq, poor in spirit
Video blog post: I need to immortalize what I said about honouring all men today that definately includes Carissa Bennett and Rosemary Raplar, and that includes poor people..................myself being poor...........that's why I don't have many friends...................
I'm afraid these ladies will indeed delete their replies, I would think they would that they would want to "have some dignity".........but I said some important stuff in reply to the as of 11:56 a.m. on 12/8.2020 the last comment made by Rosemary Raplar if she makes more comments who knows?................
@Queen Sheri I wish you were my neighbor we would read the Bible together. Riches do not bring the best of friends. I'd rather have one good friend than hundred who know I have money. All throughout the Bible God worked with the poor. I'd rather be poor than rich. I don't want to end up like the rich man in hell! Read, read READ the Bible. God will be your best friend. PS I don't know how to highlight comments. I must have accidentally push something while scrolling through.
My replies I wish to immortalize, I am very afraid these ladies will delete their comments and if they did my replies would also be deleted.
@Rosemary Raplar You must be one of them, types that don't need friends. I'm not like that, I'm one of them "Extroverted" persona's. Both my best friends moved away from me, and one of them I quitted being friends with because she was a flee-r of the law, like I searched free search her records, and her and her husband sure enough had some "court alert" on them.......and then there was lists of their "accomplises" --------- my ex-best friend looks to be did realistate fraud repeatedly (buying houses that were broken from all I can piece together, and then selling them under "false pretenses" that things were working in said houses that weren't). They clean fled the state of georgia and they told us they weren't supposed to be in my state..........and then they just stayed in my state for months. I think they still are in my state.........just fleeing the law full out. And then my other best friend she just moved to far away. I need lot's of attention.............i am one of them "types" that thrives in life having lot's of social interation, "covid 19 time of life" has been real hard on me.
@Rosemary Raplar Not only am I a "extrovert" persona, on a scale of 1-10 --------- the level of crisis of how much I need to be famous soon is 10. I need for people to love me. And I need a ton of people to love me, like most of the entire planet. Cause I need my life to be better..........I need to not wake up in the morning anymore dreading who's going to attack me now on my blog or on you tube etc. I need to be able to wake up in the morning and know "yes, people love me out there" ----------------- I need like a better life for reals, I need more friends like bad, and by more I mean a fame amount. That's what it's going to take for people to really love me, I believe. I believe I need to "blow up" all kinds on this earth..........that I NEED THAT.
@Rosemary Raplar I think though in heaven (nobody may be reading this this may be a "discussion I'm having with myself" we will need to speak to one another, so I disagree with the idea of even a "few friends and god" SHOULD NOT WE LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS CHRISTIANS AND DON'T THAT ENTAIL A FEW MORE FRIENDS THEN 1 OR TWO ON THIS EARTH? When you said..... """@Queen Sheri I wish you were my neighbor we would read the Bible together. Riches do not bring the best of friends. I'd rather have one good friend than hundred who know I have money. All throughout the Bible God worked with the poor. I'd rather be poor than rich. I don't want to end up like the rich man in hell! Read, read READ the Bible. God will be your best friend."""" One or 2..........................we are supposed to all love each other in heaven. There is something wrong with this "idea" out there that "ooooooooooooooh if most people hate my guts and attack me all the time on my you tube and my instagram and my facebook and my blog that's fine I have god for a friend, or two friends or one friend and god" WHAT???????????????? Very few are apostles according to the bible...........1 Corinthians 12:29 "Are all apostles? are all prophets? are all teachers? are all workers of miracles?" But even they had a fair amount of friends that apostles in the bible did. Romans 13:8 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law." More would they do then wish they could be your next door neighbor and bible study with you, they would really TRY. They would really really love. More then just 1 or two comments on someones blog ------ I'M TELLING YOU THE BODY OF CHRIST USED TO REALLY LOVE EACH OTHER. Paul said....................2 Corinthians 12:15 "And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved."
Also is paul and other apostles supposed to be the only ones that 2 Corinthians 12:15 "And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved." Well if they are, and your 2 comments on my blog are "sufficient" in the eye's of the body of christ. Well then how is the anybody going to look at any christians anywhere and see love.........................if it is soooooooooooooooooooo ok to neglect me this much??????????? James 2:5-7 5 Hearken, my beloved brethren, Hath not God chosen the poor of this world rich in faith, and heirs of the kingdom which he hath promised to them that love him? 6 But ye have despised the poor. Do not rich men oppress you, and draw you before the judgment seats? You tell me Rosemary Raplar that my poor self being despised by the body of christ is plenty ok. But it should NOT BE OK. I should have a abundance of friends, whether I be a apostle or not. (honest I ain't even sure somedays..............I feel I am "like paul" and I have been for years...........but I could be imagining things???????)
A few minutes later I had more to say.........................................
When you told me Rosemary "you poor thing" Whether you were addressing a apostle or not...................... are those words the words to address EITHER a apostle or a normal christian? Philippians 2:3 "Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves." Or where you bashing me to get some "glory" for yourself of some sort?????????? Is your glory glorious now????????????? IF you were indeed trying to bash me to obtain some sort of "glory" for yourself???????????
@Rosemary Raplar Though I know I am not perfect I may of said things I shouldn't of said to you I am sorry for that. You pry are "on the bar" as they say, super high up at your church. I am not like you in that way I on my blog openly declare myself the last of the body of christ (with jesus being below me he beat me, barely Revelation 22:13 "I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last." I'm a touch sad about him beating me as "the last" but I'll get over it. I have a real point, the earth is watching are they doing to see a "loving church" or not you recogn by a bunch of judgy comments on my blog???????????? If you hate me fine, but then you should love the body of christ enough to think about how you speak to me 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." Whether they be christian or not. I am christian. That's why I'm hated this bad, but I do love lucifer as well and hope someday lucifers people will love me CAUSE I NEED TO BE LOVED BY SOME PEOPLE SOMEWHERE.
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Labels: ACCA, apostolic christian church of america, carissa bennett, honour, honour all men, poor, rich, rosemary raplar
Sunday, December 6, 2020
Video blog post: I've been attacked on you tube a ton, for saying I want to be famous and rich I WANT FRIENDS Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour." It's not a crime to want friends......................
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Saturday, December 5, 2020
Video blog post: Are christians really supposed to be able to "get" covid 19? What if you all is getting covid 19 (I'm talking about christians) CAUSE YOU BEEN DONE BRAINWASHED? Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues."
Romans 1:16 "For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek.")
I mean what does Revelation 18:4 say???????????? Does revelation 18:4 say you will be sick all the time with covid-19 just stuck going to the hospital again and again and again.........uh no.
I'm watching this chat at "Speakers corner" it's got me thinking all kinds this morning..............
We just stop wearing makeup mostly - like "come out of her my people" - I'm not going to count natural makeup I just ain't, if it done looks natural it's like it doesn't exist. And I also ain't counting my 24 lipstick buisiness cause that is to protect my lips from chapping bad. So it ain't even makeup then, it's "chapped lip prevention that happens to be tinted"
stop listening to worldly music - that be ruff for me but I'd prefer that over coronavirus anyday
stop caring so bad about what we wear, stop caring so much about fashion
I'm talking about really coming out of "her" and we know who "her" is the world, the worlds system, the harlot, babylon.
Stop being ladies in red dresses
which leggings are better anyways #gym lifeThis photo depicts "her" "babylon" the ingredients of her look, but also it's a lifestyle to of worldly music, and uhhhhhhh but lot of looks based it is.
The makeup
the jewelry
the fancy attire
My whole year has been, reading my bible
lifting weights
and lately eating more vegan......................wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy lowering the amount of cheese I'm eating. Grease foods have been what has put the weight on me.........
grease in burgers
grease in french fries
and cheese
you all in america fellow american's you should think for a second about how much cheese you all likes to eat on your pizza's........that ain't good.
That's to much cheese.
I mean fellow american's really the giphy above that looks like health all kinds for your arteries??????????? I mean I ain't trying to forbid the eating of meat..............hey kill yourselves bad all you want.
Kill yourselves baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad all you want. 1 Timothy 4:3 "Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth." I wish to not stop you at all. Heaven forbid I would do 1 Timothy 4:3
Cause "god hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth" The united states of america is obese due to your diets, and you know it.
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Labels: babylon, come out of her, coronavirus, covid 19, harlot, plague, plagues
Thursday, December 3, 2020
Video blog post: "Replacement theologist" I don't want to be "replaced" I accept Jesus as my Lord and Savior (but I still love satan, I am a goth) I in a stepford wives world and I'm Bette Midler..............I don't want to be replaced I really don't..........
"Replacement theologist" I don't want to be "replaced" I accept Jesus as my Lord and Savior (but I still love satan, I am a goth) I in a stepford wives world and I'm Bette Midler..............I don't want to be replace I really don't. Romans 11:24 "For if thou wert cut out of the olive tree which is wild by nature, and wert grafted contrary to nature into a good olive tree: how much more shall these, which be the natural branches, be grafted into their own olive tree?"
1 Corinthians 15:58 "Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord."
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