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Monday, September 23, 2013

The bible it says you've crossed over to life when you love the brethren here's why I do love the brethren 1 John 3:14 "We know that we have passed from death unto life, because we love the brethren. He that loveth not his brother abideth in death."

Update video: 11/1/2022 changing diet back to more near vegan if not completely vegan, greasy meat has did me in, it really has.................
Verses mentioned in video above..............Matthew 24:11-13 "And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
The bible it says you've crossed over to life when you love the brethren here's why I do love the brethren 1 John 3:14 "We know that we have passed from death unto life, because we love the brethren. He that loveth not his brother abideth in death."
   Like there are people in the church.......................aka mike, ron and john 3 pastors, these 3 have heard it all from me.............I trust mike, ron and john COMPLETELY. 
   But even outside of mike, ron and john..................people have had to forgive me in the church a lot...............man I just found out today that people can read entire conversations in e-mails unless you like click some button (I'm not always doin like solid - I WISH I WAS).
  I've been tryin so hard to not like gossip no more, I really have. Like never ever ever about like nobody................though I pretty sure that if you are "concerned" about someone in a e-mail and talking about your "concerns" then that isn't gossip then. If it's like coming from a place of "love" that's pry the difference - that's what I recogn. If your concerned about someone, I think then you are coming from a place of love - then that's actually like good conversation. Psalm 50:23 "Whoso offereth praise glorifieth me: and to him that ordereth his conversation aright will I shew the salvation of God." It's surely something that I am working on.................1 Peter 1:15 "But as he which hath called you is holy, so be ye holy in all manner of conversation;"
1 Peter 2:1 "Wherefore laying aside all malice, and all guile, and hypocrisies, and envies, and all evil speakings," But we can be "concerned" about people I'm 100% about this.
  The world though does gossip, they do speak evil about people..................it's real hard for me.........................to have been around people for so long that "gossiped" BIG TIME, like spoke so much evil about so many people..............to switch gears and just talk good about people IT'S A FULL OUT BATTLE FOR ME FOR REALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  
  I would say that maybe somedays I talk to much, but I think that it is very possible for a person to talk a slew and "ordereth his conversation aright" I'm 100% this is possible and am determined to do this and become a brita water purifier, just clean come out...................................(plus I won't lie, I'll get less busted on earth if my conversation is good ------------ but you know god's watching I gots to think about that to AND FEAR GOD AS I SHOULD)
  Look I full know ok Hebrews 12:23 "To the general assembly and church of the firstborn, which are written in heaven, and to God the Judge of all, and to the spirits of just men made perfect," That "just men made perfect" they ain't gossiping, they ain't ever talking no smack about nobody, not even a little bit not even in fun, cause sometimes I'll talk smack that way or a bit of smack but thinkin to myself well I ain't meaning it in a bad way......................the "just men made perfect" they pry just talk a bunch of bible verses CAUSE THAT'S ALL THAT'S LEFT aka "so be ye holy in all manner of conversation" that is THAT IS THE GOAL, and I need and I want to shoot for that more, cause I don't want to be "busted" not just with people but with god to cause I pry get busted a touch with god to if I'm "gossiping". 
This whole section, I'm taking some note of tonight while I'm you know BUSTED AT THE MOMENT..................

Psalm 50

20 Thou sittest and speakest against thy brother; thou slanderest thine own mother's son.
21 These things hast thou done, and I kept silence; thou thoughtest that I was altogether such an one as thyself: but I will reprove thee, and set them in order before thine eyes.
22 Now consider this, ye that forget God, lest I tear you in pieces, and there be none to deliver.
23 Whoso offereth praise glorifieth me: and to him that ordereth his conversation aright will I shew the salvation of God. 
  God ain't like us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "thou thoughtest that I was altogether such an one as thyself" brita purifier myself that's the plan, britaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, britaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 24/7 britaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
 Hope you alls week is going good! 
 

   LOVE
Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.".....................


Monday, September 16, 2013

I thankful just to be in the body of christ...............being a part of it, is pretty awesome somedays for me...............

Update 10/25/2022 I have no church I really belong to, I'VE TRIED. 
I've also tried, bowling in a bowling team, tole painting club 2-3 years I did that, colored pencil club, 3 years dragon boating, book club etc. 
This is the song that "speaks to me" tonight...............
REM says..............
""""""When your day is night alone (hold on, hold on)If you feel like letting go (hold on)If you think you've had too muchOf this life, well hang on"""""""""
I'm pretty, I'm talented, I'm what is supposed to be a "success" it don't none of it add up unless this world is a hateful cold place. 
but I'll "hang on" REM
(I really like m&m's - making blog art you know the easy way : )
I thankful just to be in the body of christ...............being a part of it, is pretty awesome somedays for me...............there's been days where I've tried to make myself into something "big" For what????????????????????????? Philippians 2:3 "Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves."
   As people were esteeming me and each other highly this sunday at apostolic christian church of america in silverton I thought - ya this is how it's supposed to be!!!!!!!
 Psalm 84:10 "For a day in thy courts is better than a thousand. I had rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God, than to dwell in the tents of wickedness." A dink spot I have in the body of christ, but one I'm thankful for. (it's truelly a dink spot.................1 Corinthians 4:10 "We are fools for Christ's sake, but ye are wise in Christ; we are weak, but ye are strong; ye are honourable, but we are despised.")
  For a long time I battled this stuffs........................................
Ephesians 4:31-32 "Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."
  It never brought anything good..........none the anger did, none the evil speaking did, none that!!!!!!!!!!!! I think that people will know that various churches are jesus's disciples cause they will be the churches.................."...........And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you" that is so much better to forgive one another etc. 
   Sunday this is a mush moment ok...........................I have like a few mush moment blog posts of complete mush........................EVEN THE SILVERTON CHURCH THIS SUNDAY FELT LIKE "FAMILY" TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I think that's how church is supposed to feel........................Matthew 12:50 "For whosoever shall do the will of my Father which is in heaven, the same is my brother, and sister, and mother."
   Though I'm nearly related to a big claglomerate of both the silverton and portland and further then that, of the apostolic christian church of america, went to Robert Millers funeral this sunday BEST FUNERAL I HAD EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE, he was my aunt ginny's like brother or cousin........one those two I forget which. Like I do remember Bob and pearl being at family get togethers on my mom's side the family when I was a kid.
  But like the whole church is feeling like family to me lately.........like the whole thing!!!!!!!!!!!! Just happens to be a certain percentange that might be largish, I am actually related to : ) you know in some round about way or another : ) John 13:35 "By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another."
  My love for the apostolic christian church of america has just grown overtime.............as is my love for jesus......................................
  LOVE
This church is about to build a medical center, looks to be a small one, but in a very needed place in Israel and is a good church to donate money to I believe........................
https://jentezenfranklin.org/


Friday, September 13, 2013

taylor swift is right, "being good to people is a wonderful legacy to leave behind" AMEN I KNOW THAT'S RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!.............

Sheri 10/16/2022 update....................I'm wearing headcoverings lot more now, cause I not only like "feel" other people's energy cause I'm a empath......................and I can more then read faces, so sounding happy and smiling around me won't work. I TAKE ON OFTEN THE FEELINGS clean energy of people around me. Well wearing a headcovering prevents that I've found. 
IT'S HORRIBLE OUT THERE RIGHT NOW
Let me put you onto the "tea" 
many more people are depressed then what you all think mmmmmmm hmmmmmm
and they is STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSED out
and many of them are like actually a touch bugging out of their minds right now but hiding it really well
(for me to have "that" in me, on me everyday is to much, or anymore at all even) 
Isaiah 57:18-20
18 I’ve seen their ⌞sinful⌟ ways, but I’ll heal them.
I’ll guide them and give them rest.
I’ll comfort them and their mourners.
19 I’ll create praise on their lips:
“Perfect peace to those both far and near.”
“I’ll heal them,” says the Lord.
20 But the wicked are like the churning sea.
It isn’t quiet,
and its water throws up mud and slime.
   sheri again ---------- It could be that most people are "wicked" out there and me as a empath if I don't have a headcovering on I'M PICKING THAT UP YIKES. But it could also be THE OPPOSITE. Cause even christians if they going through real bad stuffs sure they might have peace some...................they could very well have tons of stress THAT I'D PICK UP ON, sadness etc. etc. 
Terrible time to be a empath.
ps if fellow empaths are reading this ------ I find wide headbands also work.......for reals.
taylor swift is right, "being good to people is a wonderful legacy to leave behind" AMEN I KNOW THAT'S RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!.............((PPS..........don't judge taylor swifts glamour shot here...................people much to buisy in my estimation judging out there when they needs ta be loving each other so much more!!!!!!!!!!!!!))
  ..................pray for people you see "struggling" out there!!!!!!!!!!!!
  This verse stood out to me this morning................ Matthew 5:16 "Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven." The words "SO SHINE" that really gripped me this morning.
   This weekend I'm going pry to a fundraising type garage sale : ) like you know ON PURPOSE, for a lady that's battling cancer.
  Be good to each other please do that! Listen to taylor swift, cause she right!
  In the event anyone cares.................I am currently buisy staining the fence in my backyard.............
I'm keepin it real real real right now..................people out there they can talk smack about each other, they could hate on each other............but you want to make a impact on this earth LOVE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Matthew 5:16 
"Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven."
LOVE
So um I like to donate to my enemies the "Apostolic Christian church of America's" charity "Harvest call" not only cause the bible says to love your enemies. BUT I'M SNOOPY................they are having kids GALORE...................at least in silverton oregon......................I get their harvest call e-mails..................
It's been near every week for a few years there's been baby e-mails, alright sometimes it's repeat for the same baby. That's still sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many babies. But then you go to see how many church members there are in silverton IT'S ALWAYS THE SAME AMOUNT pretty much besides sometimes the number is lower then others but it's always around 350ish whatever people. 
I am snoopy
1 billion
it is what it is



Monday, September 9, 2013

I have learned love is indeed "patient" cause paul it took his whole life to "finish the race"....................

Update 10/4/2022 Sheri 2022 believe's this is the patriarchy that we live in "HIS" story ---------- history ----------- God's STORY
it's one where men have the power
most the time
I challenge my supposed "disabilities" as a girl
for my bible says..................

Galatians 3:27-29

27 For as many of you as have been baptized into Christ have put on Christ.

28 There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus.

29 And if ye be Christ's, then are ye Abraham's seed, and heirs according to the promise.
  baptised into Christ
and I didn't walk out of that water
a weak
girly girly girl
in the patriarchy
The beast inside of me
is gonna geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet ya
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet ya
Am I good enough for you?
ep doesn't matter
CAUSE I'M A BEAST!

(my latest painting, it's not quite done, paintings take patience to, second pic is it almost done I think minus the paint on the birds beak has ran yie) 
I have learned love is indeed "patient" cause paul it took his whole life to "finish the race"..........oooooooooh poor girly sheri 2013 needing people to be patient pssssssssssss sheri 2013 join the dark side be thor BE THOR SHERI 2013 ---------- DON'T WORRY ABOUT THEIR PATIENCE AND/OR LOVE -------- WORRY ABOUT HOW POWERFUL YOU ARE AND HOW POWERFULER YOU NEED TO BE - BE THOR SHERI 2013 BE THOR ..........sometimes I'll mistakingly get thinking 1 Corinthians 4:10 "We are fools for Christ's sake, but ye are wise in Christ; we are weak, but ye are strong; ye are honourable, but we are despised." I'll get thinkin everyone out there is near perfect but..........THEY GOT FAULTS OUT THERE.............and then I'll get all upset when someone somehow "offends" me right and idiotically try and make it into some big big thing..................that person was pry just having a "off" day!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wait love is merciful to right wait let me look this up...........................well I think mercy is all implied in this.......................1 Corinthians 13:4
"Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up," if your going to "suffereth long" your going to be showing mercy right?????????????
2 Timothy 2:24 "And the servant of the Lord must not strive; but be gentle unto all men, apt to teach,patient," Most us are works in progress out there, like what pry like uh 80% of us besides like 20% of like probably some 80-100 year olds that have "finished the course".....................that's what I recogn!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  You might get a few bad brush strokes on a painting but if you don't give up you will eventually probably have a decent painting anyways.................success................................Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
LOVE
psssssssssssssssss real husband who has threatened to lock front door to my house and car doors as of 10/4/2022 though nobody believe's me that you even exist and I quote you "jumanji baby" .........................
jumanji
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
when god is fixin to bless someone
He's gonna bless them
even if it ruins your whole entire eternity


Friday, September 6, 2013

starting to figure out how bad friendship with the world really would be for me.......................

Update 8/16/2025 people in gaza are being killed probably daily still and are being starved to death right now it do look to be still............everyone is going to this blog post it is very popular 
it's the ones where I donate money to help israel
look I don't hate israel
I'll get back to donating to israel once israel starts helping and caring and not killing THE GAZA PEOPLE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DO GOOD AND YOU WILL BE ACCEPTED IS WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS.............
Genesis 4:7 "If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? and if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door. And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt rule over him."
Gaza Soup Kitchen
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5327477
Update 9/30/2022 (sheri 8/16/2025 interjecting - dang I was thin in 2022.............scary though my chest is real............it should've shrank in this picture, it didn't, it never does).................
(one my apple trees in above pic, chalked with apples pry going to see if people at church want apples sunday --------- I have 3 apple tree's and I have more apples then what I could eat in a entire year --------- started slicing them and putting them in zip lock baggies and freezing them but this a lot of apples.................pry'll give some to a foodbank as well such are my going plans : )
starting to figure out how bad friendship with the world really would be for me.......................somedays I'll think "ah the tv ain't that bad the world ain't that bad --------- it's cute mostly actually".........naw myself naw
  I was listening to christian radio last night cause I was having a bad time being able to sleep - real bad. What you put into your life =========== IS WHAT YOU GOING TO REAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And the world isn't as "cute" as I would sometimes think it is...............1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." THE WORLD REALLY IS ABOUT THESE THINGS in 1 John 2:16
And those things I do much recogn to myself will spiritually kill a person and like make it so they's bearing ------- bad fruit!!!!!!!!!!!!!
John 15:4 "Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me."
Romans 8:13 "For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."
 That's what I got from listening to christian radio last night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Might go back to bed though cause I had like the worst night sleep like EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE
Those who give to the poor will lack nothing,
    but those who close their eyes to them receive many curses. 
—Proverbs 28:27


Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Instead of hate one another, let's pray for one another, HOPE, for one another. Cause some tree's take longer to bear fruit! (which I speak about in this blog post) Matthew 13:30 "Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, Gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn.".............


Sheri update 9/13/2025 GOD GATHERS THE WHEAT NOT REALLY REALLY "CHURCHES" BIBLE SAYS......................
John 6:44 "No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day."
  I do talk on my blog about not forsaking the gathering of each other together that God wants us to go to church or gather together with other believers online regularly - AND I BELIEVE THAT. Hebrews 10:25 "Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching." But it's god that draws people to jesus, and even if a person is alone in the appalacian mountains far from a church without gasoline, maybe not even a bible, maybe just the ability to pray.........IT'S GOD THAT DRAWS PEOPLE TO JESUS! 

John 6:39 "And this is the Father's will which hath sent me, that of all which he hath given me I should lose nothing, but should raise it up again at the last day." Hopefully we all find a church that loves us, and cares about us, but if not ---------- it's god that draws us to jesus john 6:39 "that of all which he hath given me I should lose nothing"
keep going
Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." -------- hated of all men sorta suggest we all will be hated by our churches, hated, though looks to be most have a lot of popularity............well bible did say "iniquity will abound" Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold." But if you go by the bible if your a real real real christian you going to be hated. bad.
This is a 1 billion % waiste of money - whenever I heed the bible and "do good to my enemies" aka the apostolic christian church of america they hate me bad and for years many of them have silently went to my blog on the daily and then BAMN SOMETIMES SOME THEM WILL ATTACK ME BAD "for jesus" --------- it's always a attack they always haul out and attack me eventually 
they wait
they wait for years
they wait for their moment to attack me again in hopes that I will suicide myself finally - THEY DON'T SAY NICE SHIZ TO ME!!!!!!!!!! they want to "end me" for their lord jesus christ (by you know attacking me so much that I suicide myself that's the goal I do believe) ------ they just haven't found another opportunity in awhile.........wait a minute they'll find one
Apostolic Christian HarvestCall
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/1494010
The worst song maybe to ever be written in christianity...............a song I dislike a mega ton amount..................
https://www.zionsharp.info/127-prove-ye-every-spirit.html
Matthew 13:30 "Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, Gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn."
John 8:31 "Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;"
Isaiah 55:11 "So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it."
WHEN PEOPLE FLEE FROM YOU DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT
THEY FLEE'D FROM LAZARUS TO safe to say 
(the beggar in the bible, that ended up in abraham's bosom)
FLEE TO JESUS!
Matthew 11:27-29 All things are delivered unto me of my Father: and no man knoweth the Son, but the Father; neither knoweth any man the Father, save the Son, and he to whomsoever the Son will reveal him. Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls."
Appologizing in 2013 did not work. And in my experience song 127 in zions harp is about fleeing people because the lyrics literally speak about fleeing when certain people appear. And therefore song 127 of the zions harp is HORRIBLE I DO NOT TAKE BACK MY OPINION OF THAT HORRIBLE WRETCHED NOT CHRISTIAN AT ALL, SUPER JUDGY AND HATEFUL SONG.
If you go to the previous 2 blog posts I've been going on and on about song 127 the current version in the zions harp at the apostolic christian church of america and my dislike for it.............it pry was a "cut" with the "scissors" Did I destroy the apostolic christian church of america in that NO, wasn't me with like the knife stab stab stab BUT IT WAS STILL A CUT THAT I COULD'VE NOT DONE instead..............but you know somedays I think I do need to do something stupid so I can learn something (and/or somedays god lets me do something stupid so I can learn something????????)
http://www.acsermonstreamer.com/
09/01/13   Taylor Sunday PM Bros. Scott Wegman/Kent Heimer 1 Samuel 28 & 2 Peter 3Listen  Download
  David was very young a king, unskilled at war, saul was apparently the war mack much older, and it
ended up david being like lauded by the people more in song as some spectacular warrior............saul then was out to kill david.....................................
1 Samuel 24:5-6 "And it came to pass afterward, that David's heart smote him, because
he had cut off Saul's skirt. And he said unto his men, The Lord forbid that I should do this thing unto my master, theLord's anointed, to stretch forth mine hand against him, seeing he is the anointed of the Lord"
david did the thing to do,
if the lords annointed come up after you out of jealousy don't even cut a bit off their clothing I think somedays I do nearly cut off a bit of clothing and I want to cease from doing that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  And I relate more to david then I do to saul in this story...........but I imagine this story is useful for both the sauls out there and the davids. (I'm young, I'm young real young, and I think god has and is doing a slew with me AND I'M REAL YOUNG)
This verse was way good to hear in the above sermon to................................
2 Peter 3:14 "Wherefore, beloved, seeing that ye look for such things, be diligent that ye may be found of him in peace, without spot, and blameless."
  ppps........................if you all could pray I get a job, I need to work much harder and I want to work much harder to truelly lay down my life.........and deny myself and take up my cross and follow jesus daily and a job any old job will help me do that ---------- will make it easier for me I'm saying. (I been keeping buisy, but I am weak I am surely weak)
LOVE
1 John 4:17 "Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world."
Jesus loves
his enemies
the prostitutes
the homeless
people in general!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sunday, September 1, 2013

Paul he had to suffer "great things" for jesus's name sake and I know I'm no different Acts 9:16...............not worried about it though..................

Update 9/18/2022....................
https://www.entrepreneur.com/business-news/the-way-we-respond-to-being-stared-at-may-reveal-how-much/296388
"""""Whether you stare someone down or look away is probably a reflex that you can't change.

A study from 2011, published in the journal Psychological Science, looked into how staring for dominance is automatic for humans, because it's how our evolutionary ancestors earned their places in their social hierarchies."""""" - By 

(getting skinny 😀)
Paul he had to suffer "great things" for jesus's name sake and I know I'm no different Acts 9:16...............not worried about it though..................Acts 9:16 "For I will shew him how great things he must suffer for my name's sake." Even if I were to die for christs sake..........................I ain't worried, I'm prepared for that.
  I'm convinced a massive upswing in my life is going to happen I just gotta keep suffering in the flesh, just flat out NOT BUY NOTHIN, not watch the tv...................................1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all
grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you." I think of it as a lusts of the flesh fast I am on............it's going to get me somewhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to live in this earth isn't gain..................Philippians 1:21 "For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain."
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TO DIE IS GAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TO DIE TO THE FLESH LUSTS OF IT
TO DIE TO MY SELF WILL
 John 15:13 "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." This is stuffs I can do!!!!!!!!!!!!! The more I can love THE BETTER, THAT'S GAIN TO!
  So for those keeping score...................
the is currently 0 gain in me loving the world or the things in it
0 gain in being friends with the world
0 gain in living for myself
I fully trust god...........................that after I have "suffered awhile" He is going to "make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you"
Church went well today........................hope everyone's week is going good. 
LOVE
John 15:8 "Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be my disciples."