firefighters go into the fire to pull someone out, I think us christians should to...............

update 9/11/2022 it's wildfire season right now, and the air quality where I live is very bad, so I planted some plants........

And back in 2013 I was all upset that I wasn't being much paid attention to in a church with only like 20 people in it. But the apostolic christian church of america they do send me their spam e-mails and they do send food to their pregnant members (after they have the baby), and chop wood for their senior citizen members, so they are loving on people just I wasn't of the people they were loving on. And that's the scoop. They doin their thing. I doin mine below helping prisoners get bibles...................at bottom of page............

The words "May we flee when they appear" clearly visible in the hymnal that I sang from at the apostolic christian church of america for years.

firefighters go into the fire to pull someone out ----- I think we should to! Jude 1:22-23 "And of some have compassion, making a difference: And others save with fear, pulling them out of the fire; hating even the garment spotted by the flesh."
  My dislike of song 127 in the current edition used in the apostolic christian church of america IS ENTIRE. Cause I'd want christians to have "compassion, making a difference" on me!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like if I was like so "off the mark" I wouldn't want them fleeing from me like what is written in song 127 of the current edition used at the apostolic christian church of america.
   Song 127 just isn't good for me anyways, cause like there was like 1 sunday where it was sang..................all that was there at the portland apostolic christian church of america that that song could've been aimed at..................was me my husband, the guy that helped pearls husband bob I pretty sure is his name into church ------- THAT WAS IT.
  That and one sunday, one the pastors from silverton said "sometimes we have a problem in the church" and he looked right at me (course he was right I was "a problem" cause I didn't believe in the "commandments of men" like they do).
   I'd be more comfortable if they didn't sing that song..................or not so often!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Nobody wants to feel like they are a freaking disease to run from!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But being the scirge of the earth has been good for me, I've gained a lot of compassion for a lot of people out there ------------ THAT MAYBE NOT MANY CHRISTIANS WOULD HAVE COMPASSION ON.............some the zion harp 127 flee from them types.
  If you are going to church, and you are actively working hard to follow jesus PEOPLE SHOULD HAVE COMPASSION ON YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I'm not about to give up or draw back FAR FROM THAT! Eventually god will stablish, strengthen and settle me and perfect me.............I just gotta keep suffering in the flesh don't be buying stuffs.......................be denying myself taking up my cross and following jesus daily! Eventually god will step in.......................He will strengthen, stablish, settle and perfect me...................1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you."
  The thing with this world is, is it isn't something to love..............the things that people idolize and worship out there in this world MAN THEY AIN'T GREAT THEY AIN'T REALLY GOOD THEY AIN'T OF ANY REAL SUBSTANCE...................I'm saying the things of the earth ARE DUNG.......................the worth everything of value is in jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." The world isn't worth loving it's not.

   I don't like song 127 and it's been making me feel uncomfortable much at church, but I am determined to definately keep following jesus, keep at it..................I DON'T WANT TO BE A FRIEND WITH THIS WORLD, I don't want to love the world or the things of it ----------- I WANT MY HEART TO BE WITH GOD/JESUS!

  And love the brethren.......................look...............I love them, I not sure if they love me, maybe they do????????????????????

I was telling mike, ron and john aka 3 pastors of the church I ((((used to)))) e-mail every day. I was tellin them.................madonna's fire might be hard to put out......................she clean sings in the song "girl gone wild" that no on can put out her fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiire................................(the fire is the lusts of her flesh ------------ it's a real fire Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts.")

LOVE

"You were from a perfect world

a world that

threw me away today" - Marilyn Manson

(my rendition of "Coma White" by Marilyn Manson)

Matthew 25:36 "Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.".........

 To me Mattew 25:36 is about caring about the prisoners

we can "come unto the prisoners" many ways

via paying for bibles to be sent to them

or writing them letters

many ways

we should care

especially if we are proclaiming to be christians I believe

LsOSsss

you can have all this world..........give me jesus.............

Update 9/6/2022.........................aka pic of bracelets I made this week 😁😂............ya children style bracelets I ain't tryin to be no friend with the world 👍

I'm getting so skinny.

(I bagged onions at the foodbank this last week : ) getting thinner : ) millimeters count : ) (I have to post up lots of pics of myself so they don't sing song 127 at church in the "zions harp" or if they do clearly I am not the one being "witch hunted"  (for those that don't know at their church song 127 has the words in it "flee when they appear" ---- it's a very witch hunty sort of song in my estimation..........and you do feel extremely witch hunted, when your at a church with maybe 20 people in it, and you aren't that """""""included""""""""" and they sing song 127 near every sunday with some apparent zeal and your the only one that might be a "outsider" that they could be singing that song about like there at their church)--- added a clause at end of this post concerning the idea of "witch hunting" - I wouldn't witch hunt anyone myself by the way, I'm like god I wish everyone would come to repentance Ezekiel 18:23 "Have I any pleasure at all that the wicked should die? saith the Lord God: and not that he should return from his ways, and live?")

If you are into what's the latest thing the celebrities are up to is that a way in which people 2 Timothy 2:4 "No man that warreth entangleth himself with the affairs of this life............." I don't know the answer this is something I'm pondering at the moment much.............................

2 Timothy 2:4 "No man that warreth entangleth himself with the affairs of this life; that he may please him who hath chosen him to be a soldier."

   I can't imagine knowing all the latest w/all the celebrities is actually going to help someone out spiritually. 

  This kinda both on topic and off, but this verse wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy caught my attention lately 

John 15:19 

"If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, 

but I have chosen you out of the world, 

therefore the world hateth you."

 I recogn I don't need to know what's the latest w/the celebrities, god has I much believe "but I have chosen you out of the world". Better I "redeem the time".........I love this whole section of verses a slew...................

Ephesians 5

16 Redeeming the time, because the days are evil.

17 Wherefore be ye not unwise, but understanding what the will of the Lord is.

18 And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit;

19 Speaking to yourselves in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord;

20 Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;

21 Submitting yourselves one to another in the fear of God.

   I listen to sermons near everyday at http://www.acsermonstreamer.com/ good "redeeming the time" I recogn : ) (for reals when it says in Ephesians 5:18 "..........."but be filled with the Spirit........" you get that by being in god's word) 

bestest add a song.....................................give me jesus.........you can have all this world..........give me jesus.............

LOVE

I hope though I didn't go to far in saying this last blog post that I don't want to be witch hunted with song 127 in zions harp..............................I ain't tryin to bite or devour the church or none that..............I merely just flat out don't like even the idea of maybe on the off chance that 2% of you might want to "witch hunt me" with song 127,
I ain't saying there isn't a place for song 127 THERE MIGHT BE...........cause I noted the bible does say there is a time to "cast away stones together"
Ecclesiastes 3:5 "A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;"
I prefer mostly just the gathering stones part of that there verse,
there is a time though to cast away stones I WOULDN'T WANT TO DO THAT THOUGH MYSELF,
and really to me casting away a stone and I'm talking like a solid chuck right....................that'd be a like last resort...................after I have tried and tried and tried and tried to save someone and they were just beating me to a pulp as thanks and you know not stopping and getting like much worse about it............actually they'd have to physically harm me as well pry............it'd be a last resort like ---------------------------
does god give up on some peoples out there?????????????????
does he want us to give up on people out there?????????????????????????????
Ezekiel 18:23 "Have I any pleasure at all that the wicked should die? saith the Lord God: and not that he should return from his ways, and live?"

I myself rather have zeal and fire to save the lost, to point them to christ like to the extreme
WE ARE THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD
WHAT OTHER LIGHT IS THERE BESIDES JESUS??????????????? NONE
WE SHOULD SHINE OUT LIGHT
LOVE LOVE OUR ENEMIES
gather in
also the versions online of zions harp song 127 such as this one..........http://accwindsor.org/ZH/127.png very different then what is in the zions harp at the apostolic christian church of america these days..........I like the above version significantly more. Looks to of been many re-edits of many songs in the zions harp over the years............not sure all the songs were "improved" YIKES

Luke 6:26-28

King James Version

26 Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets.

27 But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,

28 Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you.

nobody speaks well of me that I know of

my family the concensious is I'm a satanic uh ummmmm ummmmm

anyways

especially the apostolic christian church of america DOESN'T SPEAK AT ALL WELL ABOUT ME UNWELL THEY SPEAK VERY THEY HAVE SPOKEN MANY OF THEM VERY UNWELL ABOUT ME.................

".....how turn ye again to the weak and beggarly elements" Galatians 4:9 I find it is better to not return to them........................

Update sheri 8/30/2022 This post is about returning to the "weak and beggarly elements" well everything in life is about balance. 

  If you see 1st the kingdom of heaven you will be alright I find. Matthew 6:33 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you."

  I was taught at the Apostolic Christian Church of America to run in terror of music, makeup, etc. etc. naw you don't have to run in terror. In this world if you want to succeed sometimes you need makeup.......................and music can be great to listen to and unwind and relax at the end of the day INCLUDING GOTH MUSIC ESPECIALLY IN MY ESTIMATION GOTH MUSIC. 

USE THE THINGS OF THE WORLD

BUT DON'T ABUSE THEM THE BIBLE SAYS

1 Corinthians 7:31 "And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away."

(makeup look I achieved via all the products inside the August 2022 Macy's beauty box............minus the lipstick I used in picture - this months macy's box didn't come with lipstick - and mascara because I wanted to use 1st use up my current mascara..............I go one tube of macara at a time) And I'm not holding all the products in this photo, just some of them to show that indeed I subscribe to the macy's beauty box.

.....how turn ye again to the weak and beggarly elements" Galatians 4:9 I find it is better to not return to them.............................................Galatians 4:9 "But now, after that ye have known God, or rather are known of God, how turn ye again to the weak and beggarly elements, whereunto ye desire again to be in bondage?" There's many a day I battle myself...........thinking to myself I really want to go watch that tv, listen to the bands I used to like that are not that stellar at all -------------- I have from time to time desired to be in bondage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  In a wrestling match with myself somedays. The more though I suffer in the flesh THE EASIER IT GET'S FOLLOWING JESUS I FIND, I find the things of this world to be "the weak and beggarly elements" aka......................1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." tv and worldly music to I think is part the "weak and beggarly elements"
  Somehow the tv, the worldly music it has to be related to this "bondage"..............people don't just be all about "the pride of life, the lust of the flesh" I recogn the tv tempts them, the radio tempts them THAT IS WHAT I DO RECOGN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   These days ----------- apostolic christian church of america been praying for me ------------- cause I tell you all what I will somedays think I "want" to listen to regular worldly music AND I CAN'T EVEN GET LIKE ANY LIKE ENJOYMENT OUT OF WORLDLY MUSIC CAUSE ALL I'M ABLE TO HEAR IS THE REBELLION TO THE WORD OF GOD IN MUCH OF TODAY'S POPULAR MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  Lately I been listening to Klove online and enjoying that! (christian music)
  Now my hair has finally grown out long enough that I am able to wear a medium sized hair donut : ) I think it looks so nice : ) I tatted the prayer uh doily to (I learned how to tatt long time ago............back to tatting again, took a break from it for awhile ---------- I don't actually like doilies that much)
  And I have decided I am keeping my hair this brown hue, cause my hair grows really fast.........my roots grow in dark so w/the brown hair dye I don't have to do "touch ups" often. Hope everyone's week is going good!

LOVE

For those that don't know

the childrens shoe drive for this year at Life Today

has already begun....................

https://lifetoday.org/

I collect Life Today's Glass shoe ornaments 

they are very nice 😁👍

and I like helping kids have new shoes each year this is a "win win"

confession, I have for awhile used matthew 23:26 as a excuse to not clean the outside of my cup - just you know focus on the inside solely......................

Sheri 6/21/2024 this 2013 post was from WHEN I WAS ATTENDING THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA - I am not attending there anymore haven't for long time. (they are though my families church, my parents had a apostolic christian church of america minister marry them, and I had 2 great aunts, 2 great uncles members of this church one of which was a pastor for like over 20 years at the ACCA) They are stalking my life and as of 6/21/2024 this post is very popular since how I went off about how embracing my native american culture IS SETTING ME FREE FROM "harlot the babylon" and I really believe that. https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2024/06/i-was-told-apostolic-christian-church.html

POSSESSING ALL THINGS THE BIBLE SAYS EVEN MAKEUP AND JEWELRY......................

MY APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURHC OF AMERICA HATERS AND THEY ARE ALSO STALKERS AND ATTACKERS OF ME FOR YEARS.....................

2 Corinthians 6:10 "As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things." Me pretending to be a apostolic christian church of america member "sheri bish we have jewelry and makeup we just never wear it it's hidding in boxes under our beds" ------------ WELL THAT'S SILLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sheri update 8/23/2022...........I made today this wreath 😁..........

confession, I have for awhile used matthew 23:26 as a excuse to not clean the outside of my cup - just you know focus on the inside solely......................Matthew 23:26 "Thou blind Pharisee, cleanse first that which is within the cup and platter, that the outside of them may be clean also" And I honestly thought well if I'm continually working on the inside the cup what the outside matter????????????????

   But I guess the outside of ones cup might be like your bedroom or pick a room in your house................get's a bit cluttered and you know it and you can see the clutter - go pick up the laundry put it in the hamper etc. (course I actually LIKE AND ENJOY A BIT OF CLUTTER) like the outside of ones cup right it is supposed to eventually GET CLEAN!
   So what all this mean...............
I am wearing the long prayer scarf to church now but the thing drives me bats just like I thought it would
wearing long skirts to church
 I don't want to be like a disaster either in my cup or outside my cup (I do want to love people even my enemies..........have like you know good in my cup and like good on the outside my cup to - well techically I'd prefer the outside my cup a disaster but I am not my own I am bought with a price 1 Corinthians 6:20 "For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's") --------- the air freshener art is there cause my brother he went through a bit of time (not a lot of time a bit) where his room was really messy, and instead of cleaning his room he kept adding the tree air fresheners like in the middle of his room just dangling down from the ceiling tons of air fresheners and the smell of pine hahahahahahhahahahahahahhahaha IT WAS KINDA AWESOME. He'd like go to the store to buy more tree's hahahahhahahahahahhahahah
------------ this only went on for like a few weeks or something though
    But during the week I still wearing knee length skirts that are loose fitting/leggings underneath because I go to the gym often I am a bodybuilder, I guess a person could go to the gym w/a really long skirt on???????????? But that'd be ruff especially the equiptment I use at the gym ----- aka like nearly everything at my gym : ) like I go clean down the whole row everytime.

Sheri 2022 no longer believes herself to be a earth scirge!

the world is just pretty cold

there are nice people still

the nice people have gone cold though

so nobody warm nowhere - just cold

bible said that would happen to..................

Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."    

Currently though I am depressed about my earth scirge status - it's depressing to me, when you want more friends but you know you might not be able to get more friends.1 Corinthians 4:13 "Being defamed, we intreat: we are made as the filth of the world, and are theoffscouring of all things unto this day."
  But surely miley cyrus is right in her latest video where she says "forget all the haters cause somebody loves ya" Miley is surely right about that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am loved, I don't always feel it, I don't always experience it, but surely I am loved.............you are to whoever you is reading this. There is hope for us all..............as there should be.

  LOVE

Psalm 122:6 "Pray for the peace of Jerusalem: they shall prosper that love thee."

Whether god has diminished me lately or man I do not know which - but it's actually ok pry better for me................

Update video 8/18/2022 looking like Rebel Wilson................................ignore super "do gooder" me from 2013. Because look the race isn't to the swift ok.............

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."

  I mean the race is often to those who read their bibles - basically. John 8:31 "Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;"

Whether god has diminished me lately or man I do not know which - but it's actually ok pry better for me................Lately I feel like --------------------1 billion tall like minus.

I got finally a long prayer scarf though I giving liz the 10 dollars next like pry wednesday night cause brian at that point had put all his cash in the offering box already. (I just went up to liz's husband and told him I bring the 10 dollars next sunday or whatever!!!!!!!!!) 

  I was told the short one was not such the idea.................that it'd be like koby briant showing up in a marker t-shirt. I don't feel like koby briant though lately at all...........feel really really really dinky lately. It's idiotic but I think sometimes even though I know god gives me what to say on like every single blog post........................I like sometimes idiotically buy "my own hype" I buy into it a bit, tell myself I'm something big and convince myself of that sometimes.......................

I am like of the dinkiest on earth for reals 

I am convinced!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me a the foodbank this thursday volunteering : ) 

I think I have lost weight (haven't stepped on the scale for weeks though) and finally a hair net almost looks good on me ------------------ almost. 

  And I think god knows what's bestest for all us and he always has our best in mind.............if He knew I could abound and that that would be just fine for me...........I think that is maybe what god would do with me "abound me" --------- I suspect sometimes god knows I need sometimes to be humbled...........to be abased, so He allows for that to happen when that is need to. (my going theory)

Philippians 4:11-13

King James Version (KJV)

11 Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content.

12 I know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound: every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need.

13 I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.

AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hoping everyone's week is going good!

LOVE

Proverbs 19:17 "He that hath pity upon the poor lendeth unto the Lord; and that which he hath given will he pay him again.".................

church went well for me this sunday..............

Video update 8/9/2022.................................

well new corset one them came in the mail (I ordered 2) well this one is mega baggy FULLY CLOSED UP...........and it's a size 6x like my other corset that I weared in THIS VIDEO that clean has a 6 inch gap in the back.................

  The only thing I can think of, is the cream colored corset was from china.....................

   And the 2 I just ordered are american corsets

   So brian's returning the 1 today, we waiting for the other one to get in the mail see if it is the same scenario. And swapping it out for a 4x

I'm hoping 4x will have a 2-3 inch gap at least in the back, 

................

the other one if it don't fit it's absolutely going to have to be swapped for a smaller size cause it's a vinyl, fully steel boned corset..........ya I clean ordered a vinyl corset.............a really hardcore corset

so there goes my I'm going to just wear 6x corsets and close them all up in the back plans

(as long as I am in god's word everyday and heeding it, the glass it is half full I am convinced

with jesus half full my glass is definately half full - course I have quite a sense of humour and the glass in this pic is actually full on purpose -------- I don't get that glass half full saying..........I WANT MY CUP FILLED WITH JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I think though in the past I have accepted been content w/a little bit of christ in my life............but the bestest days for me on this earth are the ones where I am in christ)

church went well for me this sunday I went to the portland apostolic christian church of america aka my church for reals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............I have a new theory lately I could be wrong but that what you put in your life whether god's word or things of the world is going to predict WHAT YOU BECOME! Isaiah 55:11 "So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it."

  I was telling one my best friends natalie, my blog might look "impressive" it really is the result of a lot of christians pouring into me............and myself you know like not just hearing god's word cause it's not good to just hear the word...........James 1:22 "But be ye doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving your own selves."

  I been putting the word of god into practice in my daily life and really daily giving my life to the lord. But also being in god's word is a powerful thing I believe god's word....................

 "..............it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it"

 LOVE

Proverbs 19:17 "He that hath pity upon the poor lendeth unto the Lord; and that which he hath given will he pay him again.".................

1 Peter 4:12-13 "Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you................" I am in this "fiery trial" time I believe..................

 Update 8/4/2022..........cleaning the house a lot..................pic of one of my "resurrection plants" after being in water for 1 day (it'll green out in 3 days) very pretty plant can live 200-250 years if cared for properly. And in the background is a bench I vacuum sealed 3 bags of pillows and sheets, one of the bags is full of sweaters, I big time recommend vacuum sealing bags.............

sheri 2022 says.............1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you." --------- this verse might take 40+ years to happen in a christians life I have found from personal experience, if not longer............this worlds very judgy, very hateful, they don't want to love anybody. THEY WANT TO HATE EVERYBODY. Why??????????

why you ask

because their lives are so ruff that's why. 

"Everyone of them has a story to be told from the queen of england to the hounds of hell".............

don't let a 7 nation army hold you back yo's

1 Peter 4:12-13 "Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy." I have decided people in general if they are like really following jesus, don't just end up BAMN loved welcomed much into a church...........this "fiery trial which is to try you" that I am experiencing right now MUST BE NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's what I recogn anyways. 1 Peter 4:12-13 it does exist must be the case!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   Would the world ever to a person be like.....................oh ok you have a doily on your head, and a long skirt on, ok ok your a saint........................they going to PUT YOU IN THE COOKER FIRST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RIGHT???????????????????????????? 

 (turn the heat up maybe??????????????????) please apostolic christian church of america, don't turn the heat up to much I am a WEENY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   We went to a local amusement park today, the body of christ to me is like a carny game EXCEPT LIKE A CARNEY GAME YOU CAN WIN THE BIG PRIZE!!!!!!!!!!! Cause like at the carnivals sometimes, the odds aren't in ones favour really..................and they'll make it look easy. 

1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you." The word of god isn't like a carnival game, it will happen.......................after I have "suffered a while" god will "make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you"

  right now though I in a fiery trial ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

remember apostolic christian church of america I am a weeny

please don't turn up the cooker to much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

The fiery trial of the apostolic christian church of america did end for me - it ended with the elder telling me I could never be a member of their church that I was the "worst person ever" 

cause I refused to heed "commandments of men" 

I refused to quit wearing wedding rings and mascara.

LOVE

1 John 3:17-18 "But whoso hath this world's good, and seeth his brother have need, and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from him, how dwelleth the love of God in him? My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."

Being reconciled to christ.............update 2015 lets keep this real y'all.........

Update 7/30/2022 talking about how church abuse, really got me loving lucifer/satan a SLEW, cause Lucifer doesn't judge me for wearing mascara for instance.............I could wear mascara all I want Lucifer will still love me not some church folk out there!..............

Sheri 2022 warning concerning this blog post

I used to think I was a apostle

(I was told I was a apostle at a church and a bunch of people laid hands on me and prayed) So I wrongly thought I was valuable in the body of christ.

from my experience men are what is valuable in the body of christ

no hate for anybody

this is just my experience

(in the bible women are in "the background" they are either a mary or a martha................sitting around listening to the men)

I think some women have been given "tee hee" value in the body of christ

but I really believe that value is "tee hee" 

women are 

wo - man

2nd class beings

that came out of a man's rib

and can never be valuable I don't believe not in the body of christ

1 Timothy 2:12 "But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence." I might be a actual satanic satan worshipper, cause I HATE 1 timothy 2:12 ------------ that very much states that I have no value. 

 get your church folk together

grab some sticks and get ready to burn me alive

cause F 1 Timothy 2:12

f this verse that says I have no value

not literally do I mean "f it" - but "f" the idea of it

this idea that women are WORTHLESS

(I ain't a preacher I ain't planning on becoming a preacher but "f" this idea that women are 2nd class and worthless F THAT)

"Painting is like the body of christ

every brush stroke, every color plays a part

and when we are all doing our part, you end up with something beautiful" 

much love to everyone out there 

  I did want to become a member of this church a zillion years ago ok, and my family was telling me - it's not possible, like the whole time right (not looking to me like the ACCA is a good fit for me anymore). I eventually realized "oh snap this church has the commandments of men" and then I decided naw I ain't even having the "commandments of men" eventually. And the elder of the church came at me, might as well of had a sledge hammer days before my birthday this year aka 2015. (this post those is from 2013 and much of it I have chosen to keep here) 

 I was hurt bad
told I was garbage
nobody expects to be put down like that, verbally beat down like that maybe ever?????????????
especially not days before my birthday like that.
but it happened, 
------------------------------------------- in a recent post I mentioned how to the pure all things are pure and I realize the "danger" of that. 
If you accept ok the apostolic christian church of america is wrong and bangs are ok, and wedding rings are ok, and beards are ok, etc.......................................and everything is pure...................................
Then what's to stop you from being a friend with the world???????????

Galatians 5:1 "Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage." I think ultimately you need to be mindful of what is bondage???????????????????????

Bondage is when you feel you need to buy .........................................stuffs, to be accepted, to be loved, when you are a slave to stuffs, instead of god. I think that's bondage...........being a slave to god I don't count that as being bondage at all.

Romans 8:14-15 "For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God. For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father." If your lead everyday by the spirit of god, you won't have to worry about receiving again "the spirit of bondage again to fear" but instead you'll receive "the spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father" There is no need for "commandments of men" for added "rules" besides the bible. 

THE BIBLE IS THE ONLY BOOK WE NEED

IT SAVES

IT'LL COMPLETE THE WORK IN THAT IN WHICH GOD HAS SENT IT TO!

Isaiah 55:11 "So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it." AMEN!
(I am being "reconciled to christ" the title of this post is appropriate)
------------------------------------------------ I'm not about to delete this post - it's one the highest traffic getting posts on my blog (it seems if the post is negative in nature it get's traffic...........nobody wants to view my positive upbeat posts) I am in the process of becoming a member of the church...................I have chatted with the elder twice now.
I trust god these days...............that His will will be worked and is being worked in my life.........Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."
But maybe people care about me so much out there that they are drawn to the posts where I am in some kind of epic struggle??????????? THAT PRY IS THE CASE AS WELL...........enjoy the original post........................I guess??????........................
(I do love the apostolic christian church of america this is me being frustrated - and immensely sarcastic which I am)
This is a letter I just sent my apostolic christian church of america aunt, and 3 pastors................I can't be the only one out there having these kinds of problems so this letter is pertinent to this entire church and maybe the entire body of christ at large ------------------ CAN SOMEBODY LOVE ME???????..................
A sister from the church e-mailed me she doesn't want me writing what she said so I am having to paraphrase it even though I didn't say her name and nobody knows who she is.................. if you want to be a member
only have 1 hair color don't keep dyeing your hair many shades through the year
don't wear barrette's
don't play cards at church
don't wear that short prayer scarf the sisters can't handle that they need to be long
wear skirts below the knee's in length
------------------------ that's me paraphrasing what she said.............paraphrase means you say what was said but like change the wording around a touch so it's not their words right????????????
I don't think I can handle skirts below my knees, on sunday maybe but not everyday ------------ this is me sheri speaking live.
Mike, ron, john I hope you 3 are praying for me....................
brians says right now on this here e-mail..............cause I forced him............................
While I understand and agree with the theory of dressing appropriately for church, telling someone they must wear a skirt that goes below the knee if they even want to be considered a "member", essentially makes there a dress code. And a dress code does nothing to bring one closer to God. It just becomes a way for members to judge a person based on visual cues and not on what the person does or says. I find it sad that someone can be judged unworthy because a skirt is not long enough, or a head covering not long enough. I think it shows more the character of the person judging than the person being judged.
That's all brian said...........he just told me if I did all that to fit in I'd be miserable, cause I wouldn't "be me" then, he says he'd rather I completely "buck the system" and be happy then conceed to this list this sister gave me to "finally fit in". Brian says making myself miserable to fit in isn't worth the like making myself miserable.
sheri the condemned
(that's how I ended the letter for reals : )
What is very frustrating to me, is I'M TRYING I AIN'T EVEN PARTYING OR NOTHING I CLEAN STOPPED DRAGON BOATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE

James and Betty Robinson there show is one of my favorite shows on Daystar TV. I'm not like them..............as in I don't have nothing in common with them, they are total normies a ton which is fine. But they have good hearts I feel..................

that's what god looks at god looks at our hearts

1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."

Lucifer wasn't much listened to by God at the beginning of time. 

He didn't like the penalties for certain things sorta bad if angels did them.............

not being heard can drive a person out of their mind. 

truelly