me fessing up to trying to obtain vainglory.............

2021 update video.............

(ps in 2012 I thought I was a apostle because I was told I was a apostle and some people clean laid their hands on me and prayed for me after telling me I was a apostle). I don't in 2021 believe myself to be a apostle anymore, instead just a ordinary christian. But 0% of us are ordinary and I speak about that on my blog a lot in the year 2021 Acts 10:28 "And he said unto them, Ye know how that it is an unlawful thing for a man that is a Jew to keep company, or come unto one of another nation; but God hath shewed me that I should not call any man common or unclean."

me fessing up to trying to obtain vainglory............I didn't accomplish it. I think inquity is abounding and it's me trying to I think make myself seem big and important - when truth is I'm a dink!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  People in the body of christ at large are sometime's goading it over me their superiority over me (in these last days where the bible does say iniquity will abound...............Matthew 24:12)  and the bible does say I am the part "that lacked" THERE IS LEGIT ROOM FOR THEM TO GOAD OVER ME THEIR SUPERIORITY! 1 Corinthians 12:24 "For our comely parts have no need: but God hath tempered the body together, having given more abundant honour to that part which lacked." I am "that part which lacked" a real lack!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's very real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   It's kinda hard for me being the dink, knowing full well I am indeed the dink. Vainglory though is a bad plan I've decided, cause I find it impossible to obtain that that "vainglory" the meaning of the word it's vain which I thank god it wasn't possible for me to get that glory (Philippians 2:3).......as I told 3 pastors we don't get glory on this earth I don't think..............Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"
  That I have christ in me these days THANK GOD, and my husband has christ in him ----------- "the hope of glory" and this is pretty good.
  It's ruff for me somedays being the dink. I want to be look up highly upon and have lots of fellowship. Have a great day earth!

I am pro "gathering together" I prefer the 5 elder brothers of the apostolic christian church of america still be welcome at church and their followers......................

9/18/2021 update video.............

I used to not be a justin beeber fan - I'm like so old for that, but I finally cracked...........today's just such a tragic day in america I listening to beebs today only way to cope.................

I am pro "gathering together" I prefer the 5 elder brothers of the apostolic christian church of america still be welcome at church and their followers......................this is me making a official statment here cause I feel the need to make a official statement. Luke 11:23 "He that is not with me is against me: and he that gathereth not with me scattereth." Gathering it's a good plan! Luke 11:23 the apostles really were about gathering in for good reason, it's a good idea................................not to say that I'm even good at gathering anything in............but I'm for the idea..............and I like the idea much.
   Matthew 12:33-34 "Either make the tree good, and his fruit good; or else make the tree corrupt, and his fruit corrupt: for the tree is known by his fruit.O generation of vipers, how can ye, being evil, speak good things? for out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh." I once talked a lot of smack about a lot of people all the time and scattered like a professional........................it was no good. This is how "o generation of vipers" this is how people out there sometimes are - they scatter..............they scatter with the smack talk...............or maybe just flat out scatter by saying you ain't welcome here no more.
  I think that god's will is more done in the gathering - that's what I find, in loving even my enemies ----------- just gather gather gather no scatter no more, no the smack talk no more is what I'm working on doing and I still slip up from time to time but making great progress and am finding I'm able to do much more for the lord whilst gathering.
  And I look better that way, my blog looks better that way, I look better as a gatherer as a scatter my scattering days WERE DAYS OF SHAME FOR ME.
 Love each other please, gather gather, for hell is real.

 https://loveachild.com/

Proverbs 19:17 "He that hath pity upon the poor lendeth unto the Lord; and that which he hath given will he pay him again." - always caring about the poor is a good habit to be in, in general you know loving people basically 👍

Have a great day!

God is Awesome - 
He really is, I clean like passed 1 of my state exams. 

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2021 video blog post: (I just fully redid this blog post) God likes a cheerful giver I'm getting mega cheerful about it cause God's starting making MIRACLES happen in my life.................

2021 video blog post: (I just fully redid this blog post) God likes a cheerful giver I'm getting mega cheerful about it cause God's starting making MIRACLES happen in my life.................

https://www.oregonfoodbank.org/

  John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

 Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again." - I recommend giving money to charity (to god basically) - cause God He's been making it happpppppppppppen in my life lately 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

2 Corinthians 9:7 "Every man according as he purposeth in his heart, so let him give; not grudgingly, or of necessity: for God loveth a cheerful giver."

"It's a party in the USA" - Amen Miley Cyrus a party of like cheerful giving 👍😁

oh please sheri don't put a miley video here............

so you can see her stack of bracelets

miley in this video 

is like 

RAWR 

Miley is such a boss, in this video..............

the part of the video where she's in the slinky dress with chain bracelets on her wrists strutting in the swimming pool...................that ya that (I'm straight but THAT)

what sort of foolishness are you telling us right now sheri????? ------ foolishness 😂 but quality foolishness because if my life is more abundantly in christ Jesus then not because I wear cheaper jewelry that also last long time and looks classy but then I have money left over to spend meanwhile people that buy silver or gold ------- uh oh might be broke afterwards. 

  

Mercy is important to have in life, especially if you are me and not yet made perfect Philippians 3:13 "Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before,"............................

This video is new as of 8/23/2021 I spice up some old posts to make them more exciting..............that is my ongoing effort at any rate...

While I was cleaning my room I listened to 1 hour loops of this song twice, that's how I know it took 2 hours to clean my room.......

El futbol es de numero uno 👍

"Is it true that you want it then act like you mean it" - ok Shakira I'll do that. 

Love your enemies................

Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."

Update 8/15/2020

If you are apostolic christian and going to my blog to "love me" - like ok that's great, ---------- so there is indeed a "obsession" that is ok. A great many people probably come to these sorts of blog posts curious about the apostolic christian church of america a church that is tightly holding onto "commandments of men" from the 1800's or so (though all they have left is no jewelry besides wedding rings it's still a "commandment of men") 

I forgive the apostolic christian church of america.

If I look beat down on my blog it's because I've been beaten down, and thus I don't wish to beat down my attackers like they have beaten me. 

Therefore I work hard lately to no longer speak about them on my blog. 

Do unto others as you would have done unto you.

though I am not forgiven 

for wearing jewelry

I wish to forgive my attackers. 

And not speak badly of them on my blog. 

(fresh painting, did this one in what 30 minutes last night)

Mercy is important to have in life, especially if you are me and not yet made perfect ( Philippians 3:13 "Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before,")  part of mercy is just "stop defending myself and let god defend me". But it's even more then that, forgetting the past right

forgetting philippians 3:13 "those things which are behind"

all em

all the people that hurt me

forget that

don't dwell on that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

PRESS FORWARD

TO THE GREAT FUTURE GOD/JESUS HAS FOR US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luke 12:7 "But even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not therefore: ye are of more value than many sparrows." (((((this blog post has a lot of traffic, I ain't even sure if it is a witch hunt, or if people care.................I'm going with caring, I've gotten much to sceptical ---- well I ain't experience much good stuffs in my life, and what you experience in life often does "shape" your ideas but they don't have to)))))))) The bible says if god be for me who can be against me??????????????????????? Romans 8:31 "What shall we then say to these things? If God be forus, who can be against us?" ----------- I'm getting this "oh people be's witch hunting me" ideas out of my head, cause the truth is if god is for me, they could witch hunt me all day long on my blog and end up not against me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 fresh 2016 update: mercy, forgiveness, it's in the heart I find. Apostolic christian church of america just couldn't work out for me, I had a "feeling" something was "off" and eventually I pinpointed oh these are "commandments of men"............
can't wear bangs
can't have beards
can't wear wedding rings - or jewelry
can't apparently have tattoo's cause I tried to henna in a wedding ring and the elder of the church told me that was a tattoo and therefore unacceptable
.....................................who even knows how much longer their laundry list of things you can't do is???????????????????????
The real truth is, if you endure unto the end, work to crucify your flesh to it's lusts and desires and never never give up DON'T BACK.........eventually it'll stick and you'll stop buying things. Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." That's the truth.
  I guess some christians are presto perfect. I ain't of the presto perfect group. I find, my flesh to be weak.........there's all kinds of things at any given point in time I'd actually like to buy but am choosing not to. Constant pressure from this world to look really nice. I've started to come at the crucifying my flesh from the angle of allowing myself "food and raiment" buy all the cute clothes I like.......but stop there. 1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." Is that a good technique???????????? Heaps of tacked onto the bible "commandments of men" just weren't working out for me. I do bestest going about salvation like a diet, in a diet you don't get rid of everything, you narrow it down so you can loose weight. (intermittent fasting these days --------------- it works) My thought is eventually those things I once thought I needed so bad, I won't want anymore.....................I ain't there yet, but I know god's word is true Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

In this old blog post I speak about how the Apostolic Christian Church of America is obsessed with how people look outwardly (which it does matter, modest attire is important I will a lot that much) 2 Corinthians 10:7 "Do ye look on things after the outward appearance? if any man trust to himself that he is Christ's, let him of himself think this again, that, as he is Christ's, even so are we Christ's.".........you can wear makeup or jewelry and have your heart in the right place IT'S THE HEART GOD LOOKS AT..................

In this old blog post I speak about how the Apostolic Christian Church of America is obsessed with how people look outwardly (which it does matter, modest attire is important I will a lot that much) 2 Corinthians 10:7 "Do ye look on things after the outward appearance? if any man trust to himself that he is Christ's, let him of himself think this again, that, as he is Christ's, even so are we Christ's.".........you can wear makeup or jewelry and have your heart in the right place IT'S THE HEART GOD LOOKS AT..................

Love your enemies................

Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."

 I have a lot of concerns with http://acelderletter.blogspot.com/ I just found this website and for months now visiting sisters (not all them but some them) have been glaring at me a lot making me feel uncomfortable and now I know why. I had no idea that if I didn't have a long long long skirt plain, not "casual" cause that's sinful apparently, clothes and nylons, if I didn't have nylons on of all things I was a complete sinful disrespector of god I DIDN'T KNOW THIS TIL I SAW THIS WEBSITE.
Number 17 you can't praise god either, that's bad apparently don't praise god that's BIG TIME SIN APPARENTLY..............from number 17 of paper 1 of above site............"Praise singings are not appropriate."
Number 13................where is the bible verse that says if you don't have nylons on your a horrible sinner??????? it says in number 13 "have her legs covered with hosiery" I have epic beef w/number 13 you could tell me I have to wear long skirts which I ain't been officially told that but, I'd say fine.................but nylons I just don't like them you wear them a few times and they snag and then you have to buy more and buy more and buy more, and if you buy the cheap kind you have to repull them back up back up back up. If you buy the 20 dollar a pair kind, they still snag 10-20 (I do believe 20 if your real lucky) wears later.
And like 3 times or 2 I've read in above website that wearing wedding rings is some sign that you are worldly - taliban have kidnapped my brains for sure.

    This bit was added cause any church I have went to and soon as I mention I don't like eating pigs meat pastor's always freak out of their minds, and then proceed for weeks to preach on how great it is to eat tons of meat all the time........................

 Because I am the dork that declared myself a christian jew.................................................. I believe it is plenty and plenty ok for myself to eat whatever kinds of meats..................1 Timothy 4:1-3 "Now the Spirit speaketh expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits, and doctrines of devils; Speaking lies in hypocrisy; having their conscience seared with a hot iron; Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth." But I don't like pork, ham, I do eat like sometimes a hot dog if I'm like really really hungry and that is all that's around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (cause pigs are like dirty little animals) but it's ok to eat meat it surely is..............if you a christian which I am you can eat meat.
Most the time these days I eat, veggie burgers am way into them, and also like the veggie hot dogs though they taste horrific by themselves but you put enough ketchup and mustard and relish on them I promise they can taste ok!!!!!!!!!!! (hint hint PUT A LOT OF RELISH HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHA)
So uh though I've attempted to give myself a fancy title aka "christian jew" I'm mostly a dork christian : ) Have a great day earth!

Luke 6:37 "Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:"

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sometimes

little

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or to be more accurate a lot inside of me

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what is this judging me???????????

is it loving me????????

am I loved?????????

am I christian loved??????????

is madonna christian loved?????????????

Well we should be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tattoo's and christianity I'm about to cover that topic..............

tattoo's and christianity I'm about to cover that topic..............do I believe it is ok for a christian to get a tattoo - YES..............Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled."
  Is getting a tattoo the right option for me ever ever ever in this life or the next - NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (my older sister and her children have tattoo's and many christian have tattoos so this is a topic I need to cover...............tattoo's can be a good idea for many a christian to get in that you have a tattoo you can have then more to say to someone else tattoo'd and thereby have more a chance to witness to someone ------ I can see the benefits of a tattoo why many a christian would want a tattoo and it ain't bad, and it ain't a bad thing just not for me)
  I was going to get a tattoo and wanted one really badly, but I read........Leviticus 19:28 "Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the LORD." and I just couldn't do it!
 I've messed up in the past, a lot, but it is one thing I can do to honour god, in not getting a tattoo. You can honour god in getting a tattoo as well yes that is possible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But for me, not getting a tattoo is the way in which I can honour god the mostest and that's what I desire to do with my whole entire life as well!
Have a great day earth!

Galatians 6:10 "As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith."..........................

I made this wreath this week using a wood dollar tree base, dollar tree halloween flower pick, and 3 wood bat stickers from the dollar tree : ) 

Jews and Christians DON'T PLAY THE HARLOT NO MORE!........................

Jews and Christians DON'T PLAY THE HARLOT NO MORE! (for the record I am a christian jew, of the rubenstein family..........I be no getting 0 tattoo's NO WAY)........................I borrowing this pic from Ispybutterfly who got this pic from "how to spend it" magazine YIKES http://ispybutterfly.blogspot.com/2012/10/how-to-spend-it-magazine.html

this is what "harlotry" looks like to me! This is the very image! And it appears in the picture she is holding out some gems, like here ya go go ahead play the harlot to NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ezekiel 16:15 "But thou didst trust in thine own beauty, and playedst the harlot because of thy renown, and pouredst out thy fornications on every one that passed by; his it was." I am not ugly : ) I could trust in my looks, there have been days I have sadly played the harlot (I mean in the way that I was walking around covered in jewelry and lipstick etc.), but I am determined not to do that anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Ezekiel 16:16 "And of thy garments thou didst take, and deckedst thy high places with divers colours, and playedst the harlot thereupon: the like things shall not come, neither shall it be so."

  I might be overly theatrical but I doubt it................................Jeremiah 4:30 "And when thou art spoiled, what wilt thou do? Though thou clothest thyself with crimson, though thou deckest thee with ornaments of gold, though thou rentest thy face with painting, in vain shalt thou make thyself fair; thy lovers will despise thee, they will seek thy life." aka....................THE MAKEUP AND JEWELRY IS NO GOOD FOR ME NO GOOD FOR CHRISTIANS NO GOOD FOR JEWS IT NO GOOD TO "PLAY THE HARLOT"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   In the old testiment times my ancestors - the jews - this what they did time and time again.........they went and they had to do with the neighboring towns and they took up their customes, and started wearing their jewelry, freakin having parties probably! God wasn't happy with that, he didn't want them to "play the harlot"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  God has only like in real life came down the earth and spoken out loud to me 1 time and He told me "Come out of her my people".....................Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues."

  Have a great day earth! (ps.............you can still look plenty nice without the makeup and the jewelry............I know some christians are plenty ok with wearing the jewelry but man I'm one to play it safe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and not wear that stuffs!!!!!!!!!!!! you want to risk it prance around with jangly #@$@#$ good luck with that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Romans 12:11 "Not slothful in business; fervent in spirit; serving the Lord;"

Matel plastic but 0% plastic surgery barbie............

I am not a lover of pleasure

I am a lover of god

2 Timothy 3:4 "Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God;"

  The "traitors" mentioned in 2 timothy 3:4 they don't have the mind to serve in their brains. 

Philippians 2:5-8 "Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus: Who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God: But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men: And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross."

I might've pretty well lost my job to a mannequin! I CAN'T COMPETE W/A MANNEQUINS PERFECT THIGHS!......................

 Sheri 2021 interjecting because Sheri 2012 didn't even put 1 bible verse in this blog post. I used to hang around people that believed women should have 10-15 kids not use birth control cause they believed it was a sin (brunstad christian church back in the day). And there is a verse saying women will be saved via childbearing. 1 Timothy 2:14-15 "And Adam was not deceived, but the woman being deceived was in the transgression. Notwithstanding she shall be saved in childbearing, if they continue in faith and charity and holiness with sobriety."

  But this bit of the bible also exists............

Exodus 20:8-10 "Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy. Six days shalt thou labour, and do all thy work: But the seventh day is the sabbath of the Lord thy God: in it thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy son, nor thy daughter, thy manservant, nor thy maidservant, nor thy cattle, nor thy stranger that is within thy gates:" ---------- This bit of the bible is speaking of daughters working, maidservants working. WORKING. 

  Working around the house is work, that the women with 10 or so kids does. So that is also work. I having had 2 kids did work even when I wasn't working. 

  But truth be known..............

some women can't have kids

some mens sperm - don't work

(my husband only wanted 2 kids........then he got his #$%$%$# snipped)

  Working is actually good!!!!!!! I'm convinced of this. 

Ezekiel 16:49 "Behold, this was the iniquity of thy sister Sodom, pride, fulness of bread, and abundance of idleness was in her and in her daughters, neither did she strengthen the hand of the poor and needy."

  Now that sheri 2021 has turned this into a proper blog post, here is what sheri 2012 had to say.........
I might've pretty well lost my job to a mannequin! I CAN'T COMPETE W/A MANNEQUINS PERFECT THIGHS!......................I am currently trying hard to laugh about it, and it is a bit funny...............we've driven past her for a few days now but only seeing her from behind.........and I was annoyed cause this is my sign spinning schitck (aka "barbie" spinning the sign)
and I was annoyed with her perfect thighs --------- completely past few days thinking she was real (hence the hilarity)
Drove past the front of her today, ah it's a mannequin, and they've battery opperated the sign to move. (my sign spinning job - and this is the 2nd sign spinning job I've had and the last one I had was every single week for months - well this one, last week and this week NO WORK, it lookin like it might be a once a month deal and I'm looking into if that is the case, going to keep the sign spinning job but definately going to need to get another job on top of that)
I think I'm like better then the plastic mannequin though.........um my butt is like real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (but man I was relieved to find out that chick was a mannequin - I was like phew nobody has thighs that fab THANK GOD) Have a great day earth!
UPDATE - I am about to start my own buisiness (my husband right now is purchasing what I need to start my own buisiness...............I don't want any competition so I aint going into details..............when I was a little kid I wasn't like most kids I was way into reading donald trumps books and I learned a lot)

   https://www.actionagainsthunger.org/

Sheri 2021's rendition of "Harder Better Faster Stronger" by Daft Punk..................................

Are you gathering or scattering?

1 Corinthians 13:7
I think most us on the earth, we've gotten to good at hating each other!

The bible seems to say it's plenty ok to judge each other.............Leviticus 19:15 "Ye shall do no unrighteousness in judgment: thou shalt not respect the person of the poor, nor honor the person of the mighty: but in righteousness shalt thou judge thy neighbour." Are any of us really doing that?????????? And does that give us a license to hate each other??????????????????????
Psalm 58:1 "Do ye indeed speak righteousness, O congregation? do ye judge uprightly, O ye sons of men?" way I see it...........if you really judge "uprightly" your going to be able to LOVE YOUR ENEMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! See the sad state your enemies soul is really in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Realize that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not hate them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've recently came to realize what a tare really is how actually bad it is Matthew 13:40 "As therefore the tares are gathered and burned in the fire; so shall it be in the end of this world." the bible it like uses the word "tares" and what do tares do????????? DO THEY NOT LIKE TO TALK SMACK ABOUT BROTHERS AND SISTERS AND LIKE DIVIDE OR WHATEVER????????????? Such is my going theory!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That it's not just that they work iniquity............that they are active in some "tares" stuffs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! James 4:11 "Speak not evil one of another, brethren. He that speakethevil of his brother, and judgeth his brother, speaketh evilof the law, and judgeth the law: but if thou judge the law, thou art not a doer of the law, but a judge." The word "tare" is a adjective, it's like a active doing word!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/tare

Definition of TARE

1
a : the seed of a vetch

b : any of several vetches (especially Vicia sativa and V. hirsuta)

2
: a weed of grain fields especially of Biblical times that is usually held to be the darnel

3
plural : an undesirable element
at any rate if a "tare" means bad grass, which appears to be so..........I am 100% this bad grass is very buisy all the time talking smack about people!!!!!!!!!! And we need to be good grass. Luke 11:23 "He that is not with me is against me: and he thatgathereth not with me scattereth." it's possible to scatter, or be the wheat be that which gathers. -------- are bad things still going to go on, ya, but all to often when I go on talking smack about people (in e-mails) I'M SCATTERING THEN, DIVIDING THEN. How does one gather you may wonder - ah that's easy.............DO SOMETHING GOOD FOR SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I not a complainer so much these days (we all have a bad day though every now and then I believe) and much more a doer and am glad about this much : )
One my latest baby blankets, which I'm having fun crocheting (I use this pattern...........http://project-angel-kisses.150m.com/roundripple.html) I stink though at loving people but am determined to not give up in this pursuit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As of 2021 there are a lot of homeless people in the Portland Oregon area it's pretty bad over here. 

https://www.oregonfoodbank.org/

Sheri 2021's redition of "Kashmir" by Led Zepplin......

Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time."

  This world does entertain me though it thinks it's sooooooooooooo fantastically "awake" yet it can't understand the lyrics of a simple Led Zepplin song. 

  Though I have been told by my family I am not a christian that you can't be a christian and love satan at the same time I'm being told..................

I accept Jesus as my lord and savior he died for my sins and rose from the dead.....................

Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."

  I also extremely much have a deal with satan, lucifer, the prince of darkness...................I intend fully to keep my end of the deal of which I shook his hand over. I love lucifer...................I have a veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery different perspective of him then most of the body of christ. 

  How boring this world would be without

bats

vampires whether fake or real????????

sashquach (he must've put god up to creat big foot)

haunted houses

haunted buildings

things that go bump in the night in general

this world would be a sad boring place

if all it was

was bake betty crocker cakes time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If all their was on this earth 

was betty crockerin

boyscout

girlscout

cookie time

that would be BORING

 

When I am strong satan comes attacking me.............(mini me in 2012 did love lucifer but felt I had to pretend I hated him cause most christians do hate him in my family I've been told I'm not a christian that I can't be a christian and love satan, aka that I'm you know a satan worshipper I've been told)...............

When I am strong satan comes attacking me.............(mini me in 2012 did love lucifer but felt I had to pretend I hated him cause most christians do hate him in my family I've been told I'm not a christian that I can't be a christian and love satan, aka that I'm you know a satan worshipper I've been told)...............sheri 2012 had the song "you can't hurry love" by the supreme's for this blog post. Sheri 2021 wants a different song for this post............................."you mean a lucifer loving song sheri" - ya

Lucifer will walk amongst us soon............

you all have read your bibles wrong..............

Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time."

Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time."

Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time."

Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time."

I'm pretty 100% my family like don't want anybody to know they are related to me

I am pretty sure I am a big time dissapointment to them

I am a goth

of course I love lucifer

and other things I am also fond of that bump in the night

I believe Jesus Christ is most definately the lord

I give my life to Him

let god's ya will be done on earth as it is in heaven

we need to love each other and be much nicer to each other I've said this for years

When I am strong satan comes attacking me.............and I'm often I am strong when I'm at my weakest lowest point when I am potentially looking epically bad to the whole entire planet earth - that's sometimes when I am the strongest I find..................Corinthians 12:9 "And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me."
  Tonight it was bad like the worst book of the bible for me that I could've heard tonight was read...........and it was a thing of timing to................to paint the full picture I hadn't been to the apostolic christian church of america for 2 weeks now right so I have little idea how I am looking in their minds????? or what???????............2 Corinthians 11:13-15 "For such are false apostles, deceitful workers, transforming themselves into the apostles of Christ. And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their works."
   I sat there like ok do they think I'm a fake??????????? It was the 1 thing satan could throw at me at church tonight AND HE DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If there was a night that satan could get a pastor to read 2 corinthians 11:13-15 THIS IS THE GOLDEN TICKET NIGHT FOR THE DEVIL TO OF PICKED!
   But as I tell my husband who is also of my vocation (he has told me he is a apostle)..............though I struggle (and at times a lot more then the rest of the body of christ) that don't make me a "fake" -------- I'm only "fake" if I gave up and drew back!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall besaved." And be therefore very real and completely not fake. Sheri 2021 interjecting, chill sheri 2012 you aren't even a apostle, you were lied to be a ton of cult members who convinced you you were a apostle. That title doesn't mean 1 tittle anyways, no madder how many people out there like to deem themselves "apostles" which quit a few do these days. Ephesians 4:5 "One Lord, one faith, one baptism," The fancy titles mean 0%
  I think I'm not fake I'm weak, very weak, and I battle a lot, but there's the key word I battle!
  And I told well I told 2 pastors tonight.....I ain't much wanting to give up..........
you know that "the joy of the lord is my strength" or your strength it says SO TRUE
Walking in the darkness...................THAT ALWAYS BRINGS ME SORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 2:9 "Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile;"
Not that things don't happen to us following jesus...............2 Corinthians 12:10 "Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong." Ron read about paul telling a church he wasn't burdensome to them, WELL I AM BURDENSOME TO YOU ALL, MY PEOPLE ARE SOMETIME'S BURDENSOME..............cause we are chalked with infirmities, reproaches, necessities, persecutions, distresses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH HOW MANY A DAY HAVE I E-MAILED 3 PASTORS IN DISTRESS YA OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!
But here's the zinger 2 pastors...................even so...................EVEN SO.........with all those distresses and infirmities etc. etc. etc. IT'S BETTER TO FOLLOW JESUS CAUSE THERE IS JOY IN THE LORD THERE IS REAL JOY IN THE LORD TO OBTAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   (I e-mailed ron to ---------- sometime's my 3 way pastors conversation get's complex a bit that's all......ron ain't in no trouble with me or nothing, it wasn't his fault........this was very much the devil actually satan trying to attack me tonight.............it had nothing to do with ron ron just happen to be the pastor that read those verses tonight!)
God told me last night I gotta step it up so I am, bout to buy a bunch of gift baskets give em to john, john can hand them out to women expecting babies and I'm going to keep this up for as long as I can financially keep it up............Romans 12:21 "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good."
   Last night I half wanted to drive off a bridge for reals, but I knew if I drove off a bride satan would win then!!!!!!!!!!!!! The thing to do is to completely not give up..................not give up on my soul...................not give up hope that ok this church is going to come around and love me eventually. THINGS HAVE TO GET BETTER FOR ME!!!!!!!! THEY CAN'T GET WORSE!!!!!!!

  Mini me - things will get horrifically worse for you at that church you will be told by the elder that you are a horrible person repeatedly, to the point your crying in the womens bathroom contemplaiting suicide. And you will be told you can NEVER become a member of the apostolic christian church of america - repeatedly that day by the elder cause he wants you to know how horrible you are very well. 

But allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the rest of the places on the planet....................................................

hard work

be nice

these things pay off 👍
Galatians 6:10 "As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith."

https://dailyaudiobible.com/

(right now this appears to be "it" the only receipt you get when donating to the Daily Audio Bible online)

I've figured out by now that to love a person it's best to stop the pointing of the finger at them...............

(this song is extremely appropriate me and jesus are a love song)

I've figured out by now that to love a person it's best to stop the pointing of the finger at them...............course though I've learned this (albeit via the very hard way) it's still something I battle and I think we all battle.Axle Rose is right...................
"I know that you can love me

When there's no one left to blame"

 I can't find the bible verse I want but I'm sure it exists (something about stopping with the pointing of the finger at people???) John 7:24 "Judge not according to the appearance, but judge righteous judgment." A lot of time people judge me over how I look LIKE EVERYDAY AND I KNOW IT HAPPENS TO ALL US!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I've decided though it's best not to judge, love instead! Luke 6:37 "Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:" For me and I think most the world as well it's very hard to love someone when you have a finger pointing at them, blaming them for something.............rather it's better to forgive each other! And love each other instead. 

   Course per the "november rain" song jesus is the type to bring it I find...................I am walking to him down the aisle.................working hard to make myself ready to be his bride............not watching the worldly tv (minus...............Duck Dynasty, Parking Wars "ponytail" xoxoxoxoxoxoxo, American Colony meet the hutterites) ok little jersey shore in the mix to I won't lie, occasionally bridezilla's.........but back to my point, to make myself ready for my bridegroom, NOT LOVING THIS WORLD OR THE THINGS IN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, no loving christ instead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in theworld. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." I gotta knock off the tv though I know, I getting better at doing other stuffs then watching tv.........like working on my lathe, frisbee golf : ) 

 Have a great day earth!

In the Portland Oregon area happens to be right now in the year 2021 (sheri updating this post) 

there are homeless tents all over the place, and homeless camps. 

https://www.oregonfoodbank.org/

1 John 4:18 "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love."

I find the 80's "The facts of life" show theme song to be true......................

My rendition of "The facts of life theme song" 

(the shortened version)

this is 2021 me on this tape.............which looks much younger then 2012 me..................

Forgive me in the year 2012 I was adorable..............

   I find the 80's tv show theme song "The facts of life" to be true.................you take the good, you take the bad, you take it all and there you have the facts of life, the facts of life" I lost outright right 3 friends recently................I think it's a bit that I'm messing up, but I think it's also at the same time a bit that I'm doing some things right to............Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
  If you don't watch tv like I ain't been lately
you don't listen to the worldly music like I ain't been lately
walking around with a prayer doily like I now do everyday
all this not being friends with the world
is going to equal a lot of the world not liking you anymore!
   God always provides though the bestest spot for me. I don't want to be a friend with the world!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nothing I could gain in the world is worth it......................Mark 8:36 "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?"
  I'd fully rather be like paul and loose absolutely everything to WIN CHRIST..............Philippians 3:8 "Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,"
  yep I done clean official picked team jesus, and I know this is the bestest choice.
I don't pick the world
I don't pick the things of the world
I PICK JESUS
Tellin (elder of the apostolic christian church of america that later told me I was horrible and insulted me to the point I was contemplating suicide in the womens bathroom at church) last night bible clean says, not to love the world or the things in the world..................1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in theworld. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." A lot of people going to not like you if you don't love the world or the things in it, and clean refuse to be friends with the world I SPEAK FROM EXPERIENCE. For those in the year 2021...........ya this elder was at my families family get togethers when I was a kid some of them................like he has known me since I was maybe in diapers?????? Long time. To "put things in perspective" ACCA is the ONLY church that feels like family to me to this day ---------- but they also are a family that doesn't want me, elder told me I could NEVER become a member of their church EVER. 
  It is what it is. I picked team jesus now I am suffering the consequences.
 Satan's team don't pick that, don't pick that team, that team is going to loose earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You'll get real popular on satan's team, you might well gain the whole world on satan's team BUT THAT'S THE LOOSING TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!

 My "works meet of repentance" for my blog post this week 

(sheri we wish you didn't come from a apostolic christian church of america family

 this isn't the like 1700's anymore)

https://www.oregonfoodbank.org/

churches far and wide barbie's need love to!!!!!!!!!...............

churches far and wide barbie's need love to!!!!!!!!!...............I dyed my hair like 2 weeks ago and past two weeks have been RUFF for me at church...........I often end up sitting by the visiting sisters (my church has a slew of visiting sisters/brothers often ------ I do like that dynamic of a church knit together the many apostolic christian church of america congregations together like that) but anyways so I know what they see when they sit in front of me BARBIE...........................this a completely untouched photo of myself...............this how I been lookin at church on sundays lately blond blond blond hair, prayer doily on my head, little bronzer, teeny teeny amounts of foundation, and a touch of mascara cause my eye lashes are really really light, so pretty well no makeup this me with mostly 0 makeup........................

(the picture on below is me from today - about to lighten my hair, it's a bit of a mess at the moment

I am still matel barbie.............no plastic surgery at all, this me years and years and years later)

at this point, if I had 0 mascara, and 0 bronzer on, and 0 of my microscopic amounts of foundation on I'M STILL GOING TO LOOK COMPLETELY BARBIE I CAN'T EVEN ESCAPE THE BARBIENESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Found a you tube video of dolly parton,,,,,,,,,,,,,,I feel for dolly parton 1 billion...............................

and I told my 3 pastor friends (of the apostolic christian church of america) with some people makeup isn't even a friend with the world thing, with some people it's a comfort thing, DOLLY PARTON MIGHT BE ONE THOSE PEOPLE ---------- I mean I'm sayin if I was dolly parton I'd pry wear some makeup. YA LOVE DOLLY PARTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not to mention she has some good music!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My 2nd rendition for the week of "Holy Diver" by Dio.....in the year 2021 this is 2021 Sheri at the end of this post....

(also have bit to say at beginning of video, and warning I'm in a entire mood ---- it's the 4th of july I'm supposed to be in a free country and my niece done told me I not only need to ask for permission before I post family pics, but that I am actually forbidden and everyone is in my family she told me FROM EVEN TAKING FAMILY PICS..........and then most of entire family attacked me.....

I made a you tube video venting my frustration ---- which has been exasperated by several family members so sure I'm leaving the family forever, they been pressuring me to send e-mails still to them etc. and not understanding I need a break from my family for a bit. That I'm literally going insane, cause most of my family is north koreans (that's the dictatorship right? ----- but the dictator is their lord god Kaisha Schwab). 

I said in the link for this video on my blog "Niece forbade family pics. Big sis recently removed family pics from her insta, she worship kaisha? (her daughter that is black is my family worshipping black people?) If they the tribe of judah the black people THEY SHOULDN'T BE WORSHIPPED LIKE THIS THEY ARE STILL ------- people.............(but ps.....everyone is "special" nobody is "specialer" then another aka god is no respecter of persons as the bible says even if I'm saying black people many of them that believe they are the tribe of judah were right and also a large number of them on tik tok appear to believe they are the ONLY ones that can even obtain salvation which not true god is NO respector of persons we are all "special:" : )"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jufpf8OfQeo

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2021/06/i-destroyed-my-family-by-taking-and.html

Not that anybody pry will care being that I am a christian the loves satan, therefore according to my family the consencious seems to be that I must be a satanist, and/or not a christian cause there's noway they say that a christian could love satan - I do. Today this verse reading my bible stood out to me.........................

Matthew 18:10 "Take heed that ye despise not one of these little ones; for I say unto you, That in heaven their angels do always behold the face of my Father which is in heaven."

 Most of my family despises me and Matthew 18:10 says to NOT despise me - don't believe me read their insult athon and like button hitting athon in think it's the 1st video here............https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2021/06/i-destroyed-my-family-by-taking-and.html

  What does Matthew 18:10 telllllllllll you but that a lot of the "saved" ain't looking super "saintly" and fabulous etc. etc. etc. 

  And the original blog post above, ya makeup wasn't allowed at the ACCA church when I blogged this I was told I was a terrible human by the main elder of both Silverton and Oregon City ACCA apostolic christian church of america church...........to the point I was crying suicidal in the bathroom one sunday. 

  I tried to all have hope for a long time I did. That they would accept me, like me, love me.....................

The most powerful bible verse in my estimation Galatians 5:16 god's word it is powerful I've experienced the power of god's word.......................

My rendition of "Don't Stop" by Fleetwood Mac..........

(and the latest cerca 2021)

(a letter I e-mailed a few members of the apostolic christian church of america today - I not wanting to let myself ever forget how powerful god's word really is - I can go back to this blog post if I ever need to and remind myself)......................................
the most powerful verse in the bible in my estimation..............
Galatians 5:16 "This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh."

I believe in the power of the word of god!
You read galatians 5:16 and you think man it can't be that easy.......................... .....I'm tempted to china wazoo and back again, it can't be that easy BUT I'VE FOUND GALATIANS 5:16 TO ACTUALLY BE TRUE - IT IS ACTUALLY THAT EASY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Every smack single time I crack and buy something dumb - it's cause I ain't been in god's word for awhile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERY SINGLE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  'In the year 2021 there are tons of tents and homeless people all over the Portland Oregon area

looks to be a great deal of the homeless are here in Portland Oregon

Please consider donating money to...............

https://www.oregonfoodbank.org/

Sheri 2021 has the "spirit of 76" 😁👍

(looks like I'm a pretty convincing Marilyn Monroe look alike to me, but hey I might've gone blind?)

Them Marilyn Lips 👄

I just glob the lipstick on.........but that has for reals always been my lipstick application method 

sooooooooooo it's a good thing I look like Marilyn Monroe 👍

---- though not so much in this lighting/camera angle

even then I don't look so "far away" from her

You depressed my advice DECORATE...............don't kill yourself don't jump off a bridge things can get better, key is focus on one item at a time..................

You depressed my advice DECORATE...............don't kill yourself don't jump off a bridge things can get better, key is focus on one item at a time..................I have been suicidal a few times so this is a topic I actually know a lot about. In that past were I was bugging out of my mind and certain the cosmos was out to get me and the only relief was going to be jumping off a bridge for reals.........................I was at those times forgeting something ---------- YOU CAN DO SOMETHING ALWAYS TO MAKE YOUR LOT IN LIFE BETTER!
   Don't focus on every last thing ------ like me ---------- I would like a bff, I am for the past few years completely bff less : ( as in nobody I can call on the phone and say "hey would you like to go to the mall and get a frozen yogurt" so tragic.
   It might not be in the cards for me right now a bff, might not be in the cards for me ever to get a bff. But there's always something you can do to make your lot in life better ------------ above pick I did this last night............originally those pics were just boringly on the wall, I added a simple scarf and a plant in the middle - BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Also the lamp, I took a sequin scarf that though looked great on me was itching my neck and some medival torture contraption on my neck -------- YA SEQUINS AND NECKS NOT A MATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  HAHAHAHAHAHH painted that lamp shade purple last night, chopped up my scarf and w/the glue gun glued it on my lamp - BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I'm on like day 33 I think of the "Supreme 90 day system" BETTER!!!!!!!!!!.......................ya I'm not there yet this a recent pic of me..................60 days from now I'm more the confident ubber confident I am going to be looking and feeling GREAT..............................

   I really right now want to focus on the last verse that we are "more then conquerors" but the rest is pertinent to, bad stuffs it happens, sometimes REAL BAD...........Romans 8:35-38 "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us."
   Usually bad circumstances they just temporary - and even if they weren't temporary - the big picture isn't how social we are and how many many many bff's we have though this world is mega sociabable and having many bff's.............Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." You know like keep workin on following jesus, walk in the spirit in the day so you won't be like I have been stupidely lately cracking here and there buying dork stuffs..............Galatians 5:16 "This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh."
  ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE HANG IN THERE DON'T GIVE UP ---- THERE IS MORE THEN HOPE THERE IS A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL .Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
   For reals though anyone who is going through a bad time, focus on 1 thing at a time you can make better in your life - just pick 1 item perferably start out with 1 item that is doable instead of a more harder to acheive item and then work your way up the goal ladder.
   I may never ever get a bff again in my entire life ------------- but I will be I am "in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us" probably you only loose if you give up, cheat yourself if you give up...................Hebrews 10:38 "Now the just shall live by faith: but if any man drawback, my soul shall have no pleasure in him." Not just in spiritual matters but also if you give up "getting fit" YOU CHEAT YOURSELF OF THAT JOY OF LOOSING THOSE NEXT 5 LBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Don't let this world kick you down "shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword" --------- get back up and KICK BUTT
  There earth you have been motivated for the day now go forth AND ROCK!
ps. to decorate ones home think outside the box, some the bestest means of decorating involve mosaic tiles, paint, and/or reclaimed wood (shabby sheik it's fab sometimes) I set one decorating project for myself to do a day, rome it just wasn't built in a day, few years pry, few years wait wait for it : )
hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaahahahahahahha

In the year 2021 there are tons of tents and homeless people all over the Portland Oregon area

looks to be a great deal of the homeless are here in Portland Oregon

Please consider donating money to...............

https://www.oregonfoodbank.org/

My garage sale finds for today (people pry wouldn't look at me and peg me a elvis fan but I am)........

And look at all this "bonus content" for this blog post hahaha...............one artsy picture taken today 2021................