You depressed my advice DECORATE...............don't kill yourself don't jump off a bridge things can get better, key is focus on one item at a time..................

You depressed my advice DECORATE...............don't kill yourself don't jump off a bridge things can get better, key is focus on one item at a time..................I have been suicidal a few times so this is a topic I actually know a lot about. In that past were I was bugging out of my mind and certain the cosmos was out to get me and the only relief was going to be jumping off a bridge for reals.........................I was at those times forgeting something ---------- YOU CAN DO SOMETHING ALWAYS TO MAKE YOUR LOT IN LIFE BETTER!
   Don't focus on every last thing ------ like me ---------- I would like a bff, I am for the past few years completely bff less : ( as in nobody I can call on the phone and say "hey would you like to go to the mall and get a frozen yogurt" so tragic.
   It might not be in the cards for me right now a bff, might not be in the cards for me ever to get a bff. But there's always something you can do to make your lot in life better ------------ above pick I did this last night............originally those pics were just boringly on the wall, I added a simple scarf and a plant in the middle - BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Also the lamp, I took a sequin scarf that though looked great on me was itching my neck and some medival torture contraption on my neck -------- YA SEQUINS AND NECKS NOT A MATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  HAHAHAHAHAHH painted that lamp shade purple last night, chopped up my scarf and w/the glue gun glued it on my lamp - BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I'm on like day 33 I think of the "Supreme 90 day system" BETTER!!!!!!!!!!.......................ya I'm not there yet this a recent pic of me..................60 days from now I'm more the confident ubber confident I am going to be looking and feeling GREAT..............................

   I really right now want to focus on the last verse that we are "more then conquerors" but the rest is pertinent to, bad stuffs it happens, sometimes REAL BAD...........Romans 8:35-38 "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us."
   Usually bad circumstances they just temporary - and even if they weren't temporary - the big picture isn't how social we are and how many many many bff's we have though this world is mega sociabable and having many bff's.............Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." You know like keep workin on following jesus, walk in the spirit in the day so you won't be like I have been stupidely lately cracking here and there buying dork stuffs..............Galatians 5:16 "This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh."
  ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE HANG IN THERE DON'T GIVE UP ---- THERE IS MORE THEN HOPE THERE IS A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL .Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
   For reals though anyone who is going through a bad time, focus on 1 thing at a time you can make better in your life - just pick 1 item perferably start out with 1 item that is doable instead of a more harder to acheive item and then work your way up the goal ladder.
   I may never ever get a bff again in my entire life ------------- but I will be I am "in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us" probably you only loose if you give up, cheat yourself if you give up...................Hebrews 10:38 "Now the just shall live by faith: but if any man drawback, my soul shall have no pleasure in him." Not just in spiritual matters but also if you give up "getting fit" YOU CHEAT YOURSELF OF THAT JOY OF LOOSING THOSE NEXT 5 LBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Don't let this world kick you down "shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword" --------- get back up and KICK BUTT
  There earth you have been motivated for the day now go forth AND ROCK!
ps. to decorate ones home think outside the box, some the bestest means of decorating involve mosaic tiles, paint, and/or reclaimed wood (shabby sheik it's fab sometimes) I set one decorating project for myself to do a day, rome it just wasn't built in a day, few years pry, few years wait wait for it : )
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In the year 2021 there are tons of tents and homeless people all over the Portland Oregon area

looks to be a great deal of the homeless are here in Portland Oregon

Please consider donating money to...............

https://www.oregonfoodbank.org/

My garage sale finds for today (people pry wouldn't look at me and peg me a elvis fan but I am)........

And look at all this "bonus content" for this blog post hahaha...............one artsy picture taken today 2021................