me fessing up to trying to obtain vainglory.............

2021 update video.............

(ps in 2012 I thought I was a apostle because I was told I was a apostle and some people clean laid their hands on me and prayed for me after telling me I was a apostle). I don't in 2021 believe myself to be a apostle anymore, instead just a ordinary christian. But 0% of us are ordinary and I speak about that on my blog a lot in the year 2021 Acts 10:28 "And he said unto them, Ye know how that it is an unlawful thing for a man that is a Jew to keep company, or come unto one of another nation; but God hath shewed me that I should not call any man common or unclean."

me fessing up to trying to obtain vainglory............I didn't accomplish it. I think inquity is abounding and it's me trying to I think make myself seem big and important - when truth is I'm a dink!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  People in the body of christ at large are sometime's goading it over me their superiority over me (in these last days where the bible does say iniquity will abound...............Matthew 24:12)  and the bible does say I am the part "that lacked" THERE IS LEGIT ROOM FOR THEM TO GOAD OVER ME THEIR SUPERIORITY! 1 Corinthians 12:24 "For our comely parts have no need: but God hath tempered the body together, having given more abundant honour to that part which lacked." I am "that part which lacked" a real lack!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's very real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   It's kinda hard for me being the dink, knowing full well I am indeed the dink. Vainglory though is a bad plan I've decided, cause I find it impossible to obtain that that "vainglory" the meaning of the word it's vain which I thank god it wasn't possible for me to get that glory (Philippians 2:3).......as I told 3 pastors we don't get glory on this earth I don't think..............Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"
  That I have christ in me these days THANK GOD, and my husband has christ in him ----------- "the hope of glory" and this is pretty good.
  It's ruff for me somedays being the dink. I want to be look up highly upon and have lots of fellowship. Have a great day earth!

ya totally don't walk in the flesh earth!...............

Update 8/9/2024 I bought a medieval helmet (ya it's plastic it's still cool) for 50 cents at a garage sale and it goes so nice with the medieval shield I also bought at a garage sale the year before 😁................

this duran duran video's pertinence makes sense at end of this blog post, enjoy the duran duran goodness : )
Today at church Galatians chapter 5 stood out to me. verse 9 spoke to me in a whole new way today............
7Ye did run well; who did hinder you that ye should not obey the truth?

8This persuasion cometh not of him that calleth you.

9A little leaven leaveneth the whole lump.
Here's some person that whichever apostle in galatians is speaking? (I don't know??) This person all the sudden wasn't heeding god's word..........then verse 9 happens........."A LITTLE leaven leaveneth the whole lump" that if I love the things of the earth a little bit that little bit of leaven can leaven the whole lump that's how this verse finally spoke to me today at church. That I need to not think with myself that I can take it easy today, and give into the lusts of the flesh a bit ------ just a bit of leaven that that is all it takes to leaven the whole lump! That I need to be steadfast and sober minded, like always!
16This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh.

17For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would.
I told my mom today, I don't know what this "things that ye would" is..........what these magical good works is????????? But that I want to do them, be desirous to do them, not be giving my flesh a inch a centimeter! So uh like walk in the spirit n'stuff I'm reading some book by uh that big name christian historical I think guy uh tozer something --------- so far it's a really good read : ) ya read christian stuffs that's my advice, it's a easy way to be getting to walking in the spirit. And also I recommend, really talking about bible verses to each other etc. too!
While the pastor of my aunt's church was reading this bit I was like uh uh oh.........cause I don't think I got this list like in the waistebasket yet..........
19Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,

20Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,

21Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.
Sometime's I still battle some this list. Anyways the idea I think is you want to walk in the spirit and not the flesh, to someday eliminate all this list in your life entirelly.............this list is why you don't want to walk in the flesh these are the "WORKS OF THE FLESH" horrible stuffs on this list! And AND "they which do such things shall NOT inherit the kingdom of god" WALK IN THE SPIRIT! YA GET TO CRACKIN OPEN SOME CHRISTIAN LITERATURE TALK TO EACH OTHER ABOUT BIBLE VERSES ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOS HELLO the flesh leads to bad #@$%#$^#$^%^$%^%$^ that leads you to HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Freakin RETHINK that gucci bag for reals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And crack open some christian literature for reals, and or read my blog : ) that works to : )
22But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,

23Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.
We want that right, I want those things!
The last verse also spoke to me much.........
26Let us not be desirous of vain glory, provoking one another, envying one another.
Sometime's I am a bit "desirous of vain glory" I'll have to work on that one. Pastor said satan would like us all to be in the church of me, like me then me, then like people, and then god last. But that it should be god, then people, and then me last. Duran Duran has a song about that!!!! Called "new religion" or think that's the title of it, the religion of me, I know of that religion a bit to well.........uh oh.
It's not that I don't care about people, sometime's I just love myself so danged much...............ya prioties gotta change for me............it's a slow going process..................well gotta get crackin at my christian literature athon. HAve a great day earth!

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