me fessing up to trying to obtain vainglory.............

2021 update video.............

(ps in 2012 I thought I was a apostle because I was told I was a apostle and some people clean laid their hands on me and prayed for me after telling me I was a apostle). I don't in 2021 believe myself to be a apostle anymore, instead just a ordinary christian. But 0% of us are ordinary and I speak about that on my blog a lot in the year 2021 Acts 10:28 "And he said unto them, Ye know how that it is an unlawful thing for a man that is a Jew to keep company, or come unto one of another nation; but God hath shewed me that I should not call any man common or unclean."

me fessing up to trying to obtain vainglory............I didn't accomplish it. I think inquity is abounding and it's me trying to I think make myself seem big and important - when truth is I'm a dink!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  People in the body of christ at large are sometime's goading it over me their superiority over me (in these last days where the bible does say iniquity will abound...............Matthew 24:12)  and the bible does say I am the part "that lacked" THERE IS LEGIT ROOM FOR THEM TO GOAD OVER ME THEIR SUPERIORITY! 1 Corinthians 12:24 "For our comely parts have no need: but God hath tempered the body together, having given more abundant honour to that part which lacked." I am "that part which lacked" a real lack!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's very real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   It's kinda hard for me being the dink, knowing full well I am indeed the dink. Vainglory though is a bad plan I've decided, cause I find it impossible to obtain that that "vainglory" the meaning of the word it's vain which I thank god it wasn't possible for me to get that glory (Philippians 2:3).......as I told 3 pastors we don't get glory on this earth I don't think..............Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"
  That I have christ in me these days THANK GOD, and my husband has christ in him ----------- "the hope of glory" and this is pretty good.
  It's ruff for me somedays being the dink. I want to be look up highly upon and have lots of fellowship. Have a great day earth!