churches far and wide barbie's need love to!!!!!!!!!...............

churches far and wide barbie's need love to!!!!!!!!!...............I dyed my hair like 2 weeks ago and past two weeks have been RUFF for me at church...........I often end up sitting by the visiting sisters (my church has a slew of visiting sisters/brothers often ------ I do like that dynamic of a church knit together the many apostolic christian church of america congregations together like that) but anyways so I know what they see when they sit in front of me BARBIE...........................this a completely untouched photo of myself...............this how I been lookin at church on sundays lately blond blond blond hair, prayer doily on my head, little bronzer, teeny teeny amounts of foundation, and a touch of mascara cause my eye lashes are really really light, so pretty well no makeup this me with mostly 0 makeup........................

(the picture on below is me from today - about to lighten my hair, it's a bit of a mess at the moment

I am still matel barbie.............no plastic surgery at all, this me years and years and years later)

at this point, if I had 0 mascara, and 0 bronzer on, and 0 of my microscopic amounts of foundation on I'M STILL GOING TO LOOK COMPLETELY BARBIE I CAN'T EVEN ESCAPE THE BARBIENESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Found a you tube video of dolly parton,,,,,,,,,,,,,,I feel for dolly parton 1 billion...............................

and I told my 3 pastor friends (of the apostolic christian church of america) with some people makeup isn't even a friend with the world thing, with some people it's a comfort thing, DOLLY PARTON MIGHT BE ONE THOSE PEOPLE ---------- I mean I'm sayin if I was dolly parton I'd pry wear some makeup. YA LOVE DOLLY PARTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not to mention she has some good music!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My 2nd rendition for the week of "Holy Diver" by Dio.....in the year 2021 this is 2021 Sheri at the end of this post....

(also have bit to say at beginning of video, and warning I'm in a entire mood ---- it's the 4th of july I'm supposed to be in a free country and my niece done told me I not only need to ask for permission before I post family pics, but that I am actually forbidden and everyone is in my family she told me FROM EVEN TAKING FAMILY PICS..........and then most of entire family attacked me.....

I made a you tube video venting my frustration ---- which has been exasperated by several family members so sure I'm leaving the family forever, they been pressuring me to send e-mails still to them etc. and not understanding I need a break from my family for a bit. That I'm literally going insane, cause most of my family is north koreans (that's the dictatorship right? ----- but the dictator is their lord god Kaisha Schwab). 

I said in the link for this video on my blog "Niece forbade family pics. Big sis recently removed family pics from her insta, she worship kaisha? (her daughter that is black is my family worshipping black people?) If they the tribe of judah the black people THEY SHOULDN'T BE WORSHIPPED LIKE THIS THEY ARE STILL ------- people.............(but ps.....everyone is "special" nobody is "specialer" then another aka god is no respecter of persons as the bible says even if I'm saying black people many of them that believe they are the tribe of judah were right and also a large number of them on tik tok appear to believe they are the ONLY ones that can even obtain salvation which not true god is NO respector of persons we are all "special:" : )"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jufpf8OfQeo

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2021/06/i-destroyed-my-family-by-taking-and.html

Not that anybody pry will care being that I am a christian the loves satan, therefore according to my family the consencious seems to be that I must be a satanist, and/or not a christian cause there's noway they say that a christian could love satan - I do. Today this verse reading my bible stood out to me.........................

Matthew 18:10 "Take heed that ye despise not one of these little ones; for I say unto you, That in heaven their angels do always behold the face of my Father which is in heaven."

 Most of my family despises me and Matthew 18:10 says to NOT despise me - don't believe me read their insult athon and like button hitting athon in think it's the 1st video here............https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2021/06/i-destroyed-my-family-by-taking-and.html

  What does Matthew 18:10 telllllllllll you but that a lot of the "saved" ain't looking super "saintly" and fabulous etc. etc. etc. 

  And the original blog post above, ya makeup wasn't allowed at the ACCA church when I blogged this I was told I was a terrible human by the main elder of both Silverton and Oregon City ACCA apostolic christian church of america church...........to the point I was crying suicidal in the bathroom one sunday. 

  I tried to all have hope for a long time I did. That they would accept me, like me, love me.....................