When I am strong satan comes attacking me.............(mini me in 2012 did love lucifer but felt I had to pretend I hated him cause most christians do hate him in my family I've been told I'm not a christian that I can't be a christian and love satan, aka that I'm you know a satan worshipper I've been told)...............sheri 2012 had the song "you can't hurry love" by the supreme's for this blog post. Sheri 2021 wants a different song for this post............................."you mean a lucifer loving song sheri" - ya
Lucifer will walk amongst us soon............
you all have read your bibles wrong..............
Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time."Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time."
Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time."
Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time."
I'm pretty 100% my family like don't want anybody to know they are related to me
I am pretty sure I am a big time dissapointment to them
I am a goth
of course I love lucifer
and other things I am also fond of that bump in the night
I believe Jesus Christ is most definately the lord
I give my life to Him
let god's ya will be done on earth as it is in heaven
we need to love each other and be much nicer to each other I've said this for years
When I am strong satan comes attacking me.............and I'm often I am strong when I'm at my weakest lowest point when I am potentially looking epically bad to the whole entire planet earth - that's sometimes when I am the strongest I find..................Corinthians 12:9 "And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me."
Tonight it was bad like the worst book of the bible for me that I could've heard tonight was read...........and it was a thing of timing to................to paint the full picture I hadn't been to the apostolic christian church of america for 2 weeks now right so I have little idea how I am looking in their minds????? or what???????............2 Corinthians 11:13-15 "For such are false apostles, deceitful workers, transforming themselves into the apostles of Christ. And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their works."
I sat there like ok do they think I'm a fake??????????? It was the 1 thing satan could throw at me at church tonight AND HE DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If there was a night that satan could get a pastor to read 2 corinthians 11:13-15 THIS IS THE GOLDEN TICKET NIGHT FOR THE DEVIL TO OF PICKED!
But as I tell my husband who is also of my vocation (he has told me he is a apostle)..............though I struggle (and at times a lot more then the rest of the body of christ) that don't make me a "fake" -------- I'm only "fake" if I gave up and drew back!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall besaved." And be therefore very real and completely not fake. Sheri 2021 interjecting, chill sheri 2012 you aren't even a apostle, you were lied to be a ton of cult members who convinced you you were a apostle. That title doesn't mean 1 tittle anyways, no madder how many people out there like to deem themselves "apostles" which quit a few do these days. Ephesians 4:5 "One Lord, one faith, one baptism," The fancy titles mean 0%
I think I'm not fake I'm weak, very weak, and I battle a lot, but there's the key word I battle!
And I told well I told 2 pastors tonight.....I ain't much wanting to give up..........
you know that "the joy of the lord is my strength" or your strength it says SO TRUE
Walking in the darkness...................THAT ALWAYS BRINGS ME SORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 2:9 "Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile;"
Not that things don't happen to us following jesus...............2 Corinthians 12:10 "Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong." Ron read about paul telling a church he wasn't burdensome to them, WELL I AM BURDENSOME TO YOU ALL, MY PEOPLE ARE SOMETIME'S BURDENSOME..............cause we are chalked with infirmities, reproaches, necessities, persecutions, distresses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH HOW MANY A DAY HAVE I E-MAILED 3 PASTORS IN DISTRESS YA OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!
But here's the zinger 2 pastors...................even so...................EVEN SO.........with all those distresses and infirmities etc. etc. etc. IT'S BETTER TO FOLLOW JESUS CAUSE THERE IS JOY IN THE LORD THERE IS REAL JOY IN THE LORD TO OBTAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(I e-mailed ron to ---------- sometime's my 3 way pastors conversation get's complex a bit that's all......ron ain't in no trouble with me or nothing, it wasn't his fault........this was very much the devil actually satan trying to attack me tonight.............it had nothing to do with ron ron just happen to be the pastor that read those verses tonight!)
God told me last night I gotta step it up so I am, bout to buy a bunch of gift baskets give em to john, john can hand them out to women expecting babies and I'm going to keep this up for as long as I can financially keep it up............Romans 12:21 "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good."
Last night I half wanted to drive off a bridge for reals, but I knew if I drove off a bride satan would win then!!!!!!!!!!!!! The thing to do is to completely not give up..................not give up on my soul...................not give up hope that ok this church is going to come around and love me eventually. THINGS HAVE TO GET BETTER FOR ME!!!!!!!! THEY CAN'T GET WORSE!!!!!!!
Tonight it was bad like the worst book of the bible for me that I could've heard tonight was read...........and it was a thing of timing to................to paint the full picture I hadn't been to the apostolic christian church of america for 2 weeks now right so I have little idea how I am looking in their minds????? or what???????............2 Corinthians 11:13-15 "For such are false apostles, deceitful workers, transforming themselves into the apostles of Christ. And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their works."
I sat there like ok do they think I'm a fake??????????? It was the 1 thing satan could throw at me at church tonight AND HE DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If there was a night that satan could get a pastor to read 2 corinthians 11:13-15 THIS IS THE GOLDEN TICKET NIGHT FOR THE DEVIL TO OF PICKED!
But as I tell my husband who is also of my vocation (he has told me he is a apostle)..............though I struggle (and at times a lot more then the rest of the body of christ) that don't make me a "fake" -------- I'm only "fake" if I gave up and drew back!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall besaved." And be therefore very real and completely not fake. Sheri 2021 interjecting, chill sheri 2012 you aren't even a apostle, you were lied to be a ton of cult members who convinced you you were a apostle. That title doesn't mean 1 tittle anyways, no madder how many people out there like to deem themselves "apostles" which quit a few do these days. Ephesians 4:5 "One Lord, one faith, one baptism," The fancy titles mean 0%
I think I'm not fake I'm weak, very weak, and I battle a lot, but there's the key word I battle!
And I told well I told 2 pastors tonight.....I ain't much wanting to give up..........
you know that "the joy of the lord is my strength" or your strength it says SO TRUE
Walking in the darkness...................THAT ALWAYS BRINGS ME SORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 2:9 "Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile;"
Not that things don't happen to us following jesus...............2 Corinthians 12:10 "Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong." Ron read about paul telling a church he wasn't burdensome to them, WELL I AM BURDENSOME TO YOU ALL, MY PEOPLE ARE SOMETIME'S BURDENSOME..............cause we are chalked with infirmities, reproaches, necessities, persecutions, distresses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH HOW MANY A DAY HAVE I E-MAILED 3 PASTORS IN DISTRESS YA OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!
But here's the zinger 2 pastors...................even so...................EVEN SO.........with all those distresses and infirmities etc. etc. etc. IT'S BETTER TO FOLLOW JESUS CAUSE THERE IS JOY IN THE LORD THERE IS REAL JOY IN THE LORD TO OBTAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(I e-mailed ron to ---------- sometime's my 3 way pastors conversation get's complex a bit that's all......ron ain't in no trouble with me or nothing, it wasn't his fault........this was very much the devil actually satan trying to attack me tonight.............it had nothing to do with ron ron just happen to be the pastor that read those verses tonight!)
God told me last night I gotta step it up so I am, bout to buy a bunch of gift baskets give em to john, john can hand them out to women expecting babies and I'm going to keep this up for as long as I can financially keep it up............Romans 12:21 "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good."
Last night I half wanted to drive off a bridge for reals, but I knew if I drove off a bride satan would win then!!!!!!!!!!!!! The thing to do is to completely not give up..................not give up on my soul...................not give up hope that ok this church is going to come around and love me eventually. THINGS HAVE TO GET BETTER FOR ME!!!!!!!! THEY CAN'T GET WORSE!!!!!!!
Mini me - things will get horrifically worse for you at that church you will be told by the elder that you are a horrible person repeatedly, to the point your crying in the womens bathroom contemplaiting suicide. And you will be told you can NEVER become a member of the apostolic christian church of america - repeatedly that day by the elder cause he wants you to know how horrible you are very well.
But allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the rest of the places on the planet....................................................
hard work
be nice
these things pay off 👍
Galatians 6:10 "As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith."
Galatians 6:10 "As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith."
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